Elena Carter was supposed to paint her future in color. Instead, she’s trapped in a marriage built on power, legacy, and lies. Forced to wed billionaire playboy Julian Blackwood to secure a family alliance, Elena finds herself in a cold, loveless union with a man who barely looks at her—let alone cares. But Elena is a hopeless romantic, a dreamer clinging to the memory of a boy who once promised her the world. And Julian is distant and indifferent, has no interest in love or fairy tales. As Elena tries to make the impossible work, secrets begin to stir beneath the surface of their fractured marriage. And karma always finds its way home.
Lihat lebih banyakElena
THE SOFT RUSTLE of silk trailed behind me as I walked down the aisle, every step echoing louder than the last in the hollow space of the cathedral. White roses lined the pews, their petals trembling under the weight of perfection. Somewhere up in the choir loft, violins whispered a haunting rendition of Clair de Lune. I used to love that piece. Now, it just felt like a funeral. My wedding dress hugged my frame like a whispered promise I didn’t believe in. Satin gloves clung to my fingers, hiding the tremble I couldn't stop. Every eye in the room was fixed on me—some admiring, some envious, and far too many simply curious. But none of them mattered. I only cared about the man standing at the end of the aisle. Julian Blackwood. He stood there like a statue carved in arrogance. Sharp suit, sharp jaw, sharp eyes that cut through me. No smile. No warmth. His expression was unreadable, lips pressed into a line as though this was a chore he had to endure between golf and a whiskey tasting. Our eyes met. I looked for something, anything, in his gaze. He blinked. Nothing. The priest’s voice was a blur in the background. I barely heard the blessings, the prayers, the pronouncements of eternal love. Julian didn’t even look at me when he took my hand. His palm was cold, fingers barely curling around mine. It felt like shaking hands with winter. “You may kiss the bride,” the priest announced, his voice full of ceremony, of tradition. My heart lurched. Julian leaned in. For one foolish moment, I thought he might kiss me softly, reluctantly, even. But instead, his breath brushed my ear as he whispered, voice low, cold, final. “This is never going to work. Don’t fool yourself.” I flinched. There was no kiss. A polite smattering of applause rose like weak thunder in the distance. The moment passed, and the world continued pretending everything was fine. My father smiled from the front row, satisfied. The press cameras flashed like strobe lights, capturing a lie in high definition. I had never felt so humiliated. As we turned to face the crowd. Husband and wife in name only. I wondered how many people could tell that my heart had just cracked in half. IT WASN’T ALWAYS like this. Not long ago, I had color in my life. Paint under my nails, the smell of turpentine on my clothes, sketches tucked under my pillow. My world was messy and alive and mine. Until he took it from me. “You don’t understand,” I had screamed at him, the walls of the living room closing in. “It was the showcase of the year, Dad. They invited me. ME, on merit. And now they’ve just… ghosted me?” My father stood by the fireplace, swirling a glass of scotch like he was in a business meeting and not breaking his daughter’s heart. “Elena,” he said with that insufferable calm. “You’re being dramatic. Art is a hobby. What we’re talking about is your future. Your real one.” I could barely breathe. “You called them, didn’t you? You had my name removed.” “I did what I had to do,” he said, unrepentant. “The Carter name is worth something. You parading around with canvases and bohemian friends doesn’t help it.” “I earned that spot!” “You’re a Carter first. And you will marry Julian Blackwood. That is the alliance this family needs.” I stared at him, betrayal burning through my veins like acid. “You sabotaged me so I’d have no choice.” He didn’t even flinch. “You were always going to marry him. Better you understand your role now rather than after another failed exhibit.” I left the room that night with my portfolio shredded and my heart bleeding. I didn’t speak to him for three days. But it didn’t matter. The wedding plans continued. The engagement announcements went out. My mother pretended it was all perfectly romantic. And my father went on with his friends on how proud he was that I was marrying into that family. BACK AT THE reception, champagne glasses clinked like a chorus of forced congratulations. The ballroom glittered in gold and ivory, a thousand flowers blooming for a love that did not exist. I sat beside Julian at the head table, smiling through gritted teeth as guests toasted to our 'bright future.' Julian didn’t say a word to me. Not even a sideways glance. Instead, he scrolled through his phone under the table, lips twitching at something on the screen. A text? A joke? A woman? I didn’t ask. I already knew. My fork scraped against the porcelain plate. I wasn’t hungry. The lobster tasted like sand, the wine like vinegar. My skin prickled with the weight of all the eyes, watching, wondering. “Smile,” Julian murmured without looking at me. “You're the blushing bride, remember?” I turned to him. His lips curled into a mockery of a smile. “I’m doing you a favor. You get to wear the Blackwood name now. That’s worth more than anything you’ll ever paint.” The insult hit harder than I expected. “I didn’t ask for your name,” I whispered. “I wanted a life. You and my father stole that from me.” Julian finally looked at me then. His eyes, a shade too sharp to be beautiful, glinted with amusement. “You’re not the first girl to cry about being Mrs. Blackwood,” he said. “But you’re the first one who thought it would be anything else.” And just like that, I felt the tears threaten behind my lashes—but I didn’t let them fall. Not here. Not in front of them. Not in front of him. THAT NIGHT, in the penthouse suite they’d decorated like a page from a bridal magazine, I stood alone at the balcony, wind teasing the edge of my veil. The city stretched below me, full of lights and life and strangers who didn’t care about Carter deals or Blackwood wealth. I clutched the railing like it might keep me grounded. Somewhere down the block, someone was playing jazz. A saxophone wept a melody that sounded too much like me. Behind me, Julian poured himself a drink. His tie was undone, shirt half-unbuttoned like he had already shed the performance of husbandhood. He didn’t come near me. Didn’t touch me. Didn’t even pretend. “You can have the bedroom,” he said casually. “I’ll take the guest room.” I didn’t answer. He sighed, frustrated by my silence. “Look, Elena. This isn’t a fairytale. You don’t have to love me. I don’t have to love you. We just have to look good on paper. So let’s not make this harder than it has to be.” I turned then, slowly, holding his gaze. “Do you always ruin things this beautifully?” He blinked. “Excuse me?” I stepped closer, my voice low. “You don’t just hurt people. You shatter them with style. It’s impressive, really.” Julian stared at me like he wasn’t sure whether to laugh or argue. In the end, he did neither. He just took his glass and disappeared into the other room, the door clicking shut behind him. And I was left standing in a dress made for a dream that didn’t exist.“I still can’t believe we’re doing this.”Margot shoved a bundle of green onions into the cart like they’d personally offended her.I kept my eyes on the list in my hand, scanning for garlic. “It’s not that big of a deal.”“Oh, it’s a huge deal,” she shot back. “We are currently grocery shopping because you decided—based on advice from a man you’ve known for what, five minutes?—to cook for your emotionally-constipated husband who hasn’t been home in days.”I reached for a can of peeled tomatoes and dropped it into the cart. “He was just trying to help.”“Uh-huh. And now I’m elbow-deep in parsley because some mysterious café guy told you to ‘try differently.’”I smiled a little. “You remember exactly what he said.”“I remember nonsense when I hear it,” Margot muttered, adding basil to the cart anyway.I sighed. “Daniel wasn’t being preachy. He was being… decent. That’s rare.”She didn’t argue with that. Instead, she picked up a pack of pasta and raised an eyebrow. “Fettucine?”I nodded
Julian hadn’t come home in three days.He didn’t leave a note. No call. No apology. But then, he never did.I didn’t bother asking anymore. We were long past the point of pretending.The penthouse had been too quiet for too long. I had grown used to the hum of silence, but today it felt different. Heavy. Suffocating. It was the kind of silence that made you want to scream just to hear something human.So I left.No one stopped me. I didn’t need to explain where I was going—not that Julian would care. The elevator ride down felt like a slow descent into reality. One where I still existed, still breathed, still had the right to take up space.I wandered for a while, letting the city wrap around me in its usual blur of honking taxis and overheard conversations. Eventually, I found myself at that same little café, tucked between a bookstore and a shoe repair shop.The bell over the door chimed as I stepped inside.And there he was.Daniel.Sitting by the window again, a pencil in one hand
The next morning, I woke up feeling the same way I always did these days: heavy. It was as though lead had pooled in my chest overnight, weighing me down before I’d even had the chance to face the day. I stared at the ceiling for a few moments, letting the dim light filtering through the curtains wash over me. The silence of the penthouse made my ears ring. It was remarkable how loud nothingness could be.I sat up slowly, rubbing my temples before I swung my legs over the side of the bed. My toes brushed against the cool hardwood floor, and for a moment, I let myself stay like that—feet grounded, head bowed, trying to summon the strength to face another day.The memory of last night’s gala replayed in my mind like a cruel highlight reel. The forced smiles, the whispers behind our backs, Julian’s cold, detached presence by my side. And then that moment in the living room when I’d dared to ask him why he married me. His answer had been as cutting as it was predictable. “Because it was c
The car ride back to the penthouse was cloaked in an oppressive silence. The city lights blurred past the window as I stared out, my head resting against the cool glass. I could feel Julian’s presence beside me, distant yet heavy, like a storm cloud lingering on the horizon. He didn’t speak, and neither did I. What was there to say? We were two strangers bound by a contract, pretending to be a couple in love for the benefit of the world. The charade was exhausting, and tonight had drained me of whatever strength I had left. My gaze shifted slightly, catching his reflection in the window. He sat straight, his posture impeccable, his jaw set in that infuriatingly stern way that made him seem untouchable. His green eyes were fixed ahead, unreadable as always. I wondered what he was thinking. Did he feel the same suffocating weight I did? Or was he so detached that none of this affected him at all? The car pulled to a smooth stop in front of the building, and Julian was out before I coul
The ballroom was alive with the hum of conversation, the clinking of glasses, and the occasional burst of laughter. The Blackwood charity gala was everything I had expected it to be—grand, opulent, and utterly suffocating. Hundreds of guests in designer gowns and tailored suits drifted through the space, their movements as polished as the marble floors beneath their feet. It was a performance, a carefully orchestrated ballet of wealth and influence, and I was the reluctant dancer at its center. Julian’s hand rested lightly on my lower back as he guided me through the crowd, a gesture that looked intimate but was anything but. His touch was impersonal, like I was just another accessory to complement his perfectly tailored tuxedo. To these people, we were the perfect power couple, the Blackwoods in all their shining glory. But beneath the glittering facade, the cracks in our foundation were deep and irreparable. “Smile,” Julian murmured under his breath, his voice low enough that on
The days following Julian’s absence were a blur of emptiness. I spent most of my time wandering the penthouse, avoiding the staff with their pitiful glances and pretending I didn’t feel the suffocating loneliness creeping in through every corner of the cold, sprawling space. The walls seemed to echo with the silence, a constant reminder of how isolated I was in this hollow marriage.Julian hadn’t returned since the honeymoon. Or rather, the lack of one. I didn’t know where he was, and I didn’t dare ask. The villa staff had been kind enough to inform me that he was 'attending to business matters,' but I knew better. Business matters didn’t require disappearing without a word, and they certainly didn’t involve neglecting your new wife. Julian’s absence wasn’t about work—it was about avoidance. Avoidance of me and of a marriage he clearly wanted no part of.And yet, a small part of me, a part I hated, kept hoping the door would open and he’d walk in. That he’d at least offer some kind of
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