Jeez! Where the hell is that irresponsible girl? I can't take my eyes off that bitch for a second because I'm sure Aunt Rabiya will catch me in no time—especially if she discovers we're at a club.
I am so dead!
I am so messed up that I agreed to go having a good time with Shamcey. Because she told me to have fun and forget about my problems for a while. However, this is literally "just a moment." I barely tasted the whiskey for a second, and now I'm here like an idiot, seeking for her. She is gone!
This is my first visit to a place like this, and it will undoubtedly be my last. This is the worst night I've ever had!
I began to hurriedly roam around the club. I take a close look at every girl I pass by. Some people may find my actions strange at times. Well, it's kind of embarrassing. But it's far better than getting killed by Aunt Rabiya. She always trusted Shamcey if she’s with me wherever we went.
Right now, the surroundings were dark, with only chaotic disco lights serving as the light in it. The loudness of the music in this club almost deafened me. I wonder if anyone here is deaf. I came to my senses. Aside from the dazzling disco lights, I'm already tipsy. My surroundings are moving a bit.
She is so dead when I see her!
As the night deepened, the amount of individuals increased; screams and music grew louder right now. Girls are dancing like salt-sprinkled worms. Smoke from cigarettes is everywhere, which makes coughing so awful.
I glanced around at the girls who were vibing to the beat of the music. Trying to track down my cousin. However, there was nothing. I hadn't had the chance to touch an inch of that woman's hair.
Jeez.
My entire world seems to be whirling. I had no idea why I drank the freakin’ whiskey that my freakin’ cousin had given me earlier. I've never tried drinking alcohol. As in, I've never gotten drunk ever since. If only I hadn't been kicked from my position as a hotel receptionist. I sighed. My jealous colleague has just accused me. If that hadn't happened, I'd probably be having coffee peacefully on our balcony at this hour.
Adding to these challenges, my Mama's house has been foreclosed by the bank. I can't believe it. It saddens me more knowing that Mama passed away suddenly from her brain cancer. Then, this house—the only memory that Mama left me—will be added to these goddamn problems. Like everyone just leaves me as if I won't be crushed into pieces.
Why me? Can't it just be one at a time? I’m not powerful enough just to handle all of this.
I exhaled.
Even if the sun and rain hit me again, I will never come back to this place!
I found myself heading towards the VIP room hallway as I was just wandering all over to find the cousin of mine. I have to find her before my eyelids drop completely. I can't go home by myself. However, I found myself taken aback when a waiter approached me. The server gave me a glass of blue water. I'm not sure what exactly it's called. I just know it's alcohol. I gave a frown. I wasn't convinced if I should take what this guy was giving.
"For . . . F—for me?" I asked the server. Checking for himself if he was actually approaching the right person.
"Yes, ma'am. Someone ordered this cocktail for you," he said, raising his voice near my ears due to the loud music. I accepted and cracked a smile. Who would be covering this for me? Never mind; I'm drawn to the blue glazing that comes from alcohol. I've never seen it before. Better not to waste a blessing, indeed! Plus, it's free. “Are you sure? I won't pay anything, right? I don't have any money in my pocket right now," I clarified.
He grinned and shook his head. "Yes, Ma'am, don't worry. It is already paid."
"Okay, just be sure. Thank you!"
The waiter then disappeared completely.
Before taking a sip, I glanced at the blue alcohol in my hand. I grimaced slightly. It's bitter at first, but the amazing berry flavor soon prevails. I drank until it was completely finished. Now my entire body felt numb. Feeling dizzy, I may shut down my eyes at any time. But even though I was moving sluggishly, I kept searching for my great cousin.
However, I was shocked to find that I was suddenly pulled by someone. I found myself inside the VIP room. Someone swiftly leaned me against the just-closed door. As soon as I began to breathe properly, I fell by a stranger's kiss, which caused my eyes to widen.
I had no idea why I responded to his kisses. Instead of stopping him and asking for help, my mind shows something different from what I am doing. We kissed passionately, and his hand traveled to my rich chest. He wasn't satisfied yet, so he slipped off my red dress effortlessly. He cupped mine and played with my crown. I gasped swiftly as my knees ended up being weak. It felt like he gave me something to drink that would make me crave his kisses even more.
I'm not sure how I should feel. I want to have the chance to get angry, but I can't. It seems like I've known him for a long time. The way he kissed and caressed me seemed familiar. It's as if everything has already happened between us, yet I cannot recall it. Even though this is my very first kiss with someone, I feel like I've experienced it previously. Could it be the alcohol's effect?
I returned the stranger's kiss by taking off his polo shirt. I can now feel his six-pack abs. It was as if my hand had a life of its own, traveling to his abs and was swiftly stopped by the stranger. But it was too late; I'd already touched his first treasure.
I chuckled.
We passionately kissed again, and I felt like I had won the lotto. He fastened my hands to the door right over my head. "You're such a stubborn girl," he stated softly.
I couldn't help laughing. For some unknown reason, I pushed the man. In the playful light that went red and blue, I saw the face of the stranger I was going to kiss as I squinted and focused on clearing my vision. His jaw is flawless, as well as his nose is as sharp as the tip of a pencil. His eyes, which I couldn't figure out what color they were, made me swallow hard. He's handsome! I'm so lucky! I stopped appreciating the man's features as my eyes began to fall. It feels like my world is spinning. No matter how I fight it, I ended up totally closing my eyes while staring at a familiar stranger's face.
It was total chaos. The scenario became too weird and too good to be true. Dragons started appearing inside the church and it started attacking all of the guests. Until that one red dragon pointed its stare at me. And then the next thing I knew, it’s gigantic face was now in front of me, waiting for my reaction. That was the moment I opened my eyes and I thanked all of the angels in heaven that it was nothing but just a nightmare. But I was never ready for it when I realized my current situation. Right now, I can feel the heat of someone’s body who is currently hugging me from behind. When I moved my head to know who this man is now hugging me from behind. My mouth went agape when I learned that it was Blue. He is snoring as he peacefully sleeps while hugging me. I winced as I felt his bulge from my behind. It was just too hard for me not to notice. Maybe this is what they called, morning wood. Because it was really awkward, I decided to just move away from him slowly so that he w
But it’s as if he doesn’t hear me. He continued supporting my balance up until we reached the comfort room.“Don’t tell me… you are also going to join me inside the comfort room?” I asked him in disbelief.“I guess so? What if you slip on the floor?”I facepalmed.“Nope, I am going to pee and besides, I am not comfortable peeing when a male is with me.” That was all I said before I quickly closed the door of the comfort room.I am wincing so hard right now as I let out all of the pee that I have been holding on for a long while. Blue was pounding his hand hard to the wooden door as
I smiled at what he said.“So the first thing I did was gradually expose her to other children through ballet school since she really loves to be a ballerina,” he said.I was about to say that I also wanted to be a ballerina and that my mother enrolled me in ballet school when he murmured.“She really takes after her mother,” he said, laughing softly.So, her mother also loves ballet?“Wait, does this mean you’re allowing Beatrice to go to school? To go to school and interact with her classmates?”He nodded.
I told Yzack everything about the memories that flashed back to me. How irritated I was that only a few memories returned to me over the years. How incredibly annoyed I was with myself for not being able to clearly see the flashbacks. Who the man was beside me, feeding me. Who he was in my life. Why I was so close to him. I asked Yzack several times if he had any idea who that man was. If he knew any men I had been close to before, besides him. But he didn't know. And he didn't know of any male friends I had.He calmed me down for several minutes—comforted me in my irritation. He kept telling me not to blame myself. That it wasn't my fault that I was in an accident. That I didn't want to lose my memories. All I needed was to take time for myself, to heal at my own pace. Not to rush it. Just to give myself a lot of patience to bring back all the memories I had lost over the years.
When Aunt Rabiya and Shamcey finally bid their goodbyes at us, there was an awkward silence between Blue and I. It was not just an awkward silence, it was a silence that screams nothing but uncomforting demeanor. Because right, he was still carrying me in his arms. I can clearly feel how masculine his sturdy chest is by the way he carried me. On the other hand, from the mirror in front of us, I saw how his biceps started to go hard because of my weight. Am I gaining weight lately? I can clearly see the vein on his arms. By the look of it, he looked like he was carrying a very heavy thing. But his face was still neutral. He was staring at my face, this is the reason why I just scratched my nape. Why does he need to stare at my face with that kind of intensity? It was not just uncomforting, it was also awkward! So awkward that I am starting to imagine bad things with him. WHICH should not happen because after all, he was my boss and that I should respect it no matter what had already
I woke up early in the morning. It was actually three in the morning when I woke my senses up. Despite knowing that today was the flight of Shamcey and Aunt Rabiya, I woke not solely because of that but also because I fell asleep early last night. I was so used to sleeping every twelve midnight, it was only last night that I managed to sleep as early as eight in the evening. I stood up and then stretched my body. I am only wearing a thin white tank top which is my usual clothing whenever I am sleeping. I was still sleepy when I put on another bra and then I chose to wear a shirt with a polka dots design. Right after that, I faced the mirror to check and then also fix my face. Once I was satisfied, I prepared myself to go out of my room. I was yawning when I decided to storm out of my room to prepare something. Aunt Rabiya and Shamcey are for sure busy preparing all their things. The best that I could do is to help them in preparation of their breakfast. It was still dark when I lef