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The piña colada in front of me had gone from cheerful yellow to sad, watery beige in the time it took Mia to abandon me.
We’d walked out of the bungalow together, matching cover-ups, matching intentions, getting drunk, getting flirty, and getting over the fact that three months ago my entire life had been livestreamed to hell. She’d been giggling about the scuba instructor she’d met at check-in, the one with the jawline sharp enough to cut glass and a smile that promised bad decisions in three languages. I’d rolled my eyes, called her predictable, and said I was just here for the rum and the view.
Then we hit the path to the beach bar.
She spotted him first, tall, tanned, shirtless, holding two dive tanks like they weighed nothing. He’d grinned, said something about night dives being “magical,” and Mia had turned to me with that look: the one that says I’m about to make a terrible choice and you’re going to cover for me.
“I’ll be back in, like, twenty minutes,” she’d lied, already drifting toward him.
That was forty-five minutes ago.
Now I’m sitting alone at the far end of the resort’s private beach bar, barefoot, toes curled around the bottom rung of the stool, the third piña colada sweating in my hand while the sunset bleeds violent orange across the water. The bartender, a sweet, quiet man named Mateo, had taken pity on me after the second drink and started pouring the good stuff without asking. He’d just slid the shot of dark rum across the polished wood and said, “For the girl who looks like she’s fighting the ocean.”
I’d laughed. It came out sharp and a little broken.
Now I raise the tiny glass again, the liquid catching fire in the dying light.
“Cheers,” I mutter to Mateo, who’s wiping down the far end of the bar, pretending not to watch me unravel. “To people who promise twenty minutes and then disappear with scuba Jesus.”
Mateo gives me a sympathetic half-smile but doesn’t answer. Smart man.
I tip the shot back. The rum burns clean and sweet, sliding down my throat like a promise it can’t keep. My chest feels tight, not from the alcohol, not yet, but from the ghost of that I*******m Live still playing on loop in my head. Chad’s voice, calm and cruel, saying “I can’t do this anymore” while 3,832 people watched me smile like an idiot, waiting for the ring.
Three months. It’s only been three months.
I should be over it. I’m not.
Another shot appears in front of me without me asking. Mateo’s doing. I give him a small, grateful nod and lift the glass again.
“To disappointment,” I say, louder this time, the words slurring just enough to make me cringe. “And to people who leave when you finally start believing they’ll stay.”
The words hang in the humid air, bitter and too honest.
A low voice answers from two stools down.
“Or to property that doesn’t talk back.”
I freeze.
The voice is velvet and smoke, deep, controlled, the kind of timbre that should come with a warning label. I hadn’t even noticed anyone else sitting there. How had I missed him?
I turn. And the air leaves my lungs.
He’s leaning one elbow on the bar, black linen shirt unbuttoned at the collar, sleeves rolled to his forearms, revealing the kind of muscle that comes from discipline, not gym vanity. Dark hair just long enough to look effortlessly tousled, jaw carved from something harder than stone, and eyes, God, the eyes, are the color of midnight over open water, steady and unreadable.
He’s watching me.
Not staring. Not leering. Just… watching. Like he’s already decided I’m worth the attention.
Heat crawls up my neck, fast and traitorous.
I should look away. I don’t.
Instead I tilt my head, let my lips curve into the sarcastic smile I’ve perfected since the breakup. “Property, huh? That’s your toast?”
He lifts his own glass, dark rum, neat, no ice, no nonsense, and gives the smallest shrug. “I find it more reliable.”
A laugh bubbles out of me before I can stop it. Real. Surprised. It feels foreign in my throat.
“Wow,” I say. “That’s the most depressing thing I’ve heard all night. And I’ve been talking to myself.”
The corner of his mouth flickers. Not quite a smile. More like permission to continue.
I glance down at the anklet on my right foot, the thin silver chain with the tiny shell charm Mia made me buy on our first day here. It suddenly feels too exposed, like it’s giving away more than I want.
He follows my gaze, then lifts it back to my face. Slow. Deliberate.
My pulse kicks.
Mateo clears his throat somewhere down the bar, suddenly very interested in reorganizing the bottles.
I swallow. “You always drink alone when you’re celebrating?”
“Who says I’m celebrating?”
“You’re drinking vintage rum like it owes you money. Either you’re celebrating or you’re commiserating. Pick one.”
He studies me for a beat. Then: “I closed a deal today.”
“Ah. Property again.”
“Beachfront. Ten acres. Private cove.”
I whistle low. “Fancy. So you’re one of those men who buys islands when he’s bored.”
“I buy islands when I see potential.”
The way he says it, quiet, certain, makes something low in my stomach tighten.
I should stop. I should pay my tab, walk back to the bungalow, crawl into bed with my heartbreak playlist and pretend this conversation never happened.
Instead I lean my elbow on the bar, mirroring his posture.
“So what do you do with the potential once you own it?”
“Turn it into something people can’t forget.”
His eyes dropped to my mouth for half a second. Then back up.
My breath catches. Dangerous. This is dangerous.
I lift my glass again, needing something to do with my hands. “To potential, then.”
He clinks his glass to mine. The sound is intimate in the quiet bar. “To things worth remembering.”
We both drink.
The rum is smoother this time, like it knows it’s being shared. I feel it settle in my chest, warm and reckless.
He doesn’t look away. Neither do I.
The silence stretches, charged, humming with something neither of us has named yet.
I break it first. “You’re not going to ask my name?”
“Do you want me to?”
The question is soft. Almost gentle. It catches me off guard. I hesitate. “No. Not tonight.”
“Then I won’t.” Another beat.“But you’re going to tell me why you’re drinking alone on a paradise island when you look like you could have anyone in this bar if you wanted.” My laugh is brittle. “Bold assumption.”
“Not an assumption.” His gaze flicks over me, slow, appreciative, unapologetic. “An observation.”
Heat floods my cheeks. I hate how much I like it.
I lean in, just enough to make it personal. “Maybe I’m tired of people who want me until they don’t.”
His jaw tightens. Just a fraction. Enough to notice.
“Maybe I’m tired of things that disappear when you get too close,” he says.
The words land heavier than I expect.
For the first time since I sat down, the noise of the ocean and the distant laughter from other guests fades completely.
It’s just us. Two strangers. Two broken pieces pretending they’re whole.
I set my glass down. My fingers tremble slightly. “You’re dangerous, aren’t you?”
He doesn’t smile. “Only if you let me be.”
I hold his stare. My heart is slamming against my ribs.“Then maybe I should leave.”
“Maybe you should.” Neither of us moves.
The sunset is gone now. The sky is indigo, stars beginning to prick through. The bar lights cast gold across his face, highlighting the scar just above his left eyebrow I hadn’t noticed before.
I want to trace it with my thumb. I want to run. I do neither.
Instead I say, “I’m going for a walk. He stands. Slow. Controlled. Towering.
“I’ll walk with you.” It isn’t a question. I don’t argue.
We leave the bar together, barefoot, the sand still warm from the day, waves whispering secrets against the shore.
I don’t know his name. He doesn’t know mine.
But when his hand brushes mine, accidental, then not, I feel it. The pull. The spark.
The terrifying certainty that one night might not be enough.
And that thought scares me more than anything has since the day Chad walked out of my life on camera.
Because this man, this stranger with midnight eyes and a voice like sin, might be the first person in years who could actually make me want to stay.
The morning air in Chicago carried that sharp edge of early spring, cool enough to make me pull my jacket tighter as Mia and I stepped out of the rideshare in front of the high end shopping district. Tomorrow was the meeting with Cruz Developments, the biggest potential client my small firm had ever landed, and I needed something that said confident professional without screaming try hard. Mia had insisted on coming. She claimed moral support, but I knew she mostly wanted an excuse to try on dresses she could not afford and talk me into buying something that showed more skin than necessary.We were still on the sidewalk when it happened.A tall man in a dark tailored coat moved ahead of us toward a sleek black car parked at the curb. The side profile hit me first. The sharp line of the jaw. The way the dark hair fell just slightly over the collar. The set of the shoulders under expensive fabric. Then the back of him as he opened the rear door and slid inside with that same controlled
I stood at the floor to ceiling windows of my Manhattan penthouse, the city stretched out below in a hard glitter of steel and light. The scotch in my hand remained untouched. My phone sat on the desk behind me, the line already open to Sebastian.“I’m moving the Chicago timeline up,” I said without preamble. “Flying out tomorrow.”There was a short pause on the other end, then the familiar low laugh that always carried a hint of trouble. “Tomorrow? The building is not even fully finished. What changed?”I turned away from the view and sat on the edge of the desk. The silver anklet rested in the top drawer, a small weight I had not been able to discard. “I found her.”Sebastian went quiet for half a second. “The girl from the island?”“Yes.”“You actually tracked her down.” He sounded equal parts impressed and amused. “I thought you were going to let that one stay a memory.”“I intended to.” My voice stayed even. “Then I asked the bartender. Her name is Lila Moreau. Interior designer.
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