LOGINChicago in early March was a fickle lover, teasing with hints of spring one day, then slapping you with icy winds the next. Today was the latter, gray skies brooding over the Gold Coast neighborhood, where brownstones huddled like old friends sharing secrets. I pulled my coat tighter as I stepped out of my car, the click of my heels echoing on the sidewalk. The house loomed ahead: a classic Victorian revival, all ornate trim and bay windows, the kind of place that whispered history while begging for a modern touch.
My small interior design company—Moreau Interiors, just me, two junior designers, and a rotating crew of contractors, had poured three months into this project. The owners, a young power couple in tech, wanted “elegant chaos”: mid-century modern vibes with pops of eclectic art, sustainable fabrics, and enough smart tech to make the place feel alive. We’d nailed it. The final walkthrough was today; they’d move in tomorrow.
I unlocked the door with the spare key, stepping into the foyer. The scent hit me first, fresh paint mingled with the citrus polish on the walnut floors. Sunlight filtered through the restored stained-glass transom, casting rainbow flecks on the walls. I smiled, a real one, the kind that came from knowing you’d created something beautiful from blueprints and dreams.
But even here, in this triumph, my mind wandered. To him.
Almost two months since the island. Two months of diving back into work, burying myself in swatches and schematics, pretending the vacation had washed away Chad’s ghost like saltwater on skin. And it had—mostly. I’d gone to forget my ex, to reclaim some shred of myself after the viral humiliation. Mission accomplished. Except now, in every spare second, another face haunted me.
The stranger. His midnight eyes, the scar above his brow like a secret story. The way his voice had rumbled low, teasing about property being more reliable than people. The beach, the villa, the way he’d worshiped my body like it was art he couldn’t get enough of.
I moved through the living room, trailing fingers over the velvet sectional we’d sourced from a vintage dealer in Wicker Park. The owners would love it, plush, inviting, perfect for curling up with a book or a lover. My thoughts drifted again. What was he doing right now? Jetting off to another deal in some exotic locale? Dubai, maybe, or Tokyo? He’d mentioned closing a property deal on the island, casual, like it was nothing. He screamed money: the bespoke watch glinting on his wrist, the quiet confidence that came from owning rooms before you entered them. Out of my league. Way out.
Funny, isn’t it? I thought, adjusting a throw pillow with unnecessary precision. I went to paradise to erase one man from my mind, and came back with another etched deeper. Chad’s betrayal, the livestream knife twist felt like a faded scar now. But this? This pull toward a nameless ghost? It was alive, electric, sparking in quiet moments like this.
He might not even remember me. A one-night fling in a sea of them, probably. Some rich playboys collect conquests like properties. But… I wasn’t sure. That connection, the way our eyes had locked at the bar, the unspoken understanding in every touch felt mutual. Real. Like gravity had bent just for us.
I shook my head, forcing focus. The kitchen next: marble counters gleaming, brass fixtures catching the light. I ran a hand over the island, imagining the owners hosting brunches, laughter filling the space. My phone buzzed in my pocket. Mia.
I answered on speaker, setting it on the counter while I checked the pantry organization—labels facing out, just so.
“Babe! Where are you? I’m at your apartment, let myself in with the spare key. Your fridge is a war zone, your yogurt expired last century. Hurry back; I brought Thai takeout and that rosé we love. We need to debrief your day.”
I laughed, the sound echoing in the empty room. “Give me twenty. Just finishing the walkthrough on the Gold Coast project. The owners move in tomorrow.”
“Ooh, fancy. Send pics. That place is gonna be I***a-gold. Speaking of… any hot contractors on site? You need to get back out there.”
I rolled my eyes, even though she couldn’t see. “No contractors. And no, I’m not ready for that.”
“Lila Moreau, it’s been almost two months since paradise. You glowed for weeks after that mystery man. Time to channel that energy. Date. Flirt. Live.”
My stomach twisted. The mystery man. If only she knew how often I thought about him—every spare second, really. Brushing my teeth, wondering if his smile was as rare as it seemed. Falling asleep, replaying the way he’d pinned my hands above my head, thrusting deep and slow. Waking up wet and wanting, reaching for a phantom touch.
He could be anywhere. Another continent, another deal, another woman. But that pull… I felt it. He must have too. Right?
“Lila? Are you there?”
“Yeah. Sorry. Zoning out.”
Mia’s voice softened. “Hey. You okay? You’ve been… distant since the trip. Is it Chad? Or…”
“No. Chad’s ancient history.” True. The viral dump felt like another life now. But him? “Just work. Busy. I’ll be home soon.”
“Hurry. Pad Thai’s getting cold, and I have gossip about Diego—the scuba god. He texted. He wants to visit Chicago. But I declined.”
I chuckled. “Of course he does. See you soon.”
I hung up, pocketing the phone. One last sweep: bedrooms pristine, with custom headboards and layered linens; bathrooms spa-like, with rainfall showers and scented diffusers. Perfect. I locked up, stepping into the chill, the wind whipping my hair as I headed to my car.
Driving back to my Wrigleyville apartment, the city blurred past, Lake Michigan steel-gray under the clouds, commuters hustling like ants. My mind wandered again. He’d said he came to close a deal. Beachfront property. The kind of casual flex that screamed billionaire. Expensive watch, tailored linen, the quiet authority in his posture. Out of my league. Way out. I owned a small company, successful, sure, but scraping by on word-of-mouth gigs and late-night P*******t binges. He probably had assistants for his assistants.
And yet… that night. The connection. It wasn’t just sex. It was on fire. Recognition. Like souls brushing in the dark.
I pulled into my spot, grabbing my bag. Mia’s voice carried from the open window—singing off-key to some pop anthem. I smiled, real this time. Home. Normalcy. But as I climbed the stairs, the ache lingered.
Funny how I’d gone to forget one man and returned haunted by another.
One who might not even remember my face.
But God, I hoped he did.
Chicago in early March was a fickle lover, teasing with hints of spring one day, then slapping you with icy winds the next. Today was the latter, gray skies brooding over the Gold Coast neighborhood, where brownstones huddled like old friends sharing secrets. I pulled my coat tighter as I stepped out of my car, the click of my heels echoing on the sidewalk. The house loomed ahead: a classic Victorian revival, all ornate trim and bay windows, the kind of place that whispered history while begging for a modern touch.My small interior design company—Moreau Interiors, just me, two junior designers, and a rotating crew of contractors, had poured three months into this project. The owners, a young power couple in tech, wanted “elegant chaos”: mid-century modern vibes with pops of eclectic art, sustainable fabrics, and enough smart tech to make the place feel alive. We’d nailed it. The final walkthrough was today; they’d move in tomorrow.I unlocked the door with the spare key, stepping int
New York in early February was a different beast from the Caribbean, gray skies pressing low, wind slicing through the glass canyons of Midtown, the city moving at a relentless pace that usually matched my own. Today, though, the rhythm felt off. It had been over a month since I left the island, the Dubai deal closed in a blur of signatures and champagne toasts after Sebastian insisted on four extra days of “proper celebration.” Yet every morning I woke up with the same phantom weight on my chest: her.The woman with the brown eyes that had burned into me, the laugh that had cut through my armor like it was paper, the body that had unraveled me on that beach and in my bed. I hadn’t gone a single day without thinking about her, replaying the way she’d dared me into the water, the taste of rum and salt on her lips, the way she’d looked at me like I was the only thing worth seeing.I’d waited two weeks after returning before I allowed myself to call the resort. Not out of weakness, I tol
The last night on the island hit like a bittersweet wave, the kind that knocks you off balance just when you’ve found your footing. Our bags were half-packed in the bungalow, flight confirmations buzzing on our phones, back to Chicago tomorrow, back to reality. Mia insisted we end with a bang: one final bar crawl, toasting to the adventures that had patched up my heart, piece by salty, sun-kissed piece.We dressed like it was our last chance to feel alive, Mia in a slinky gold dress that shimmered under the torchlights, me in high-waisted shorts and a cropped top, his shirt still hidden away like a talisman I couldn’t bear to wash. The air was thick with humidity and promise as we wandered the resort paths, laughter spilling from us like the wine we’d already cracked open in the room.The beach bar was alive, fairy lights strung like stars overhead, a steel drum band playing upbeat rhythms that made toes tap. We claimed our usual stools at the end, Mateo spotting us immediately with a
The days blurred into a sun-soaked haze after that morning confessional with Mia, each one a deliberate distraction from the ghost of last night’s stranger. I threw myself into the island’s rhythm, chasing adventure like it could outrun the ache in my chest—and the one lower down that flared every time I remembered his touch. Mia was my perfect accomplice, her energy a whirlwind that swept me along, refusing to let me wallow. “We’re single, hot, and on vacation,” she’d declared that first afternoon, dragging me to the resort’s activity desk. “Time to live like it.”Jet skiing came first, the next morning after a lazy breakfast of mango smoothies and fresh croissants on our deck. The water was impossibly turquoise, warm as a bath, and the instructor, a bronzed local with a grin that could melt ice, strapped us into life vests and gave us a quick tutorial. Mia revved her engine first, shooting off like a rocket, spray fountaining behind her. I followed, tentative at first, the machine b
The wine had gone straight to my head, turning the afternoon into a soft, golden blur. Mia was still in the plunge pool, floating on her back, one hand lazily trailing circles in the water while the other clutched the now-empty rosé bottle like a scepter. She looked like she’d been born for this exact moment, sun-kissed, unbothered, radiating the kind of effortless joy I used to have before everything cracked open.I sat on the edge of the lounge, bare feet dangling in the cool water, Julian’s stolen shirt hidden beneath the white robe. Every shift of the fabric against my skin reminded me of him, his hands, his mouth, the way he’d held me like I was something sacred and dangerous at the same time. My body still hummed with the aftershocks, sore in the best possible way, but the high was fading, and in its place came the familiar, unwelcome visitor: memory.Mia noticed the shift in my face the second it happened. She rolled over, swimming to the edge with powerful kicks that sent ripp
Sunlight poured through the gauzy curtains like liquid gold, hot and insistent, pulling me out of sleep the way only Caribbean mornings can, slow, sticky, and impossible to ignore.I blinked, disoriented, the sheets twisted around my legs like I'd fought them all night. My body felt heavy, deliciously used, every muscle reminding me of last night in tiny, secret throbs. The soreness between my thighs pulsed with each heartbeat, a quiet echo of him, deep, relentless, perfect. I pressed my face into the pillow and inhaled. His scent clung to me still: dark rum, salt, clean linen, and something darker, something that made my stomach flip even now.God. I overslept. Badly.The clock on the nightstand blinked at 10:36 a.m. Mia was going to roast me.I rolled over, expecting to find her sprawled across the other bed in her usual post-party chaos, empty wine bottles, mascara-streaked pillow, phone dead on the floor. But the bed was empty. Made. Pristine.A burst of laughter floated in from o







