LOGINNew York in early February was a different beast from the Caribbean, gray skies pressing low, wind slicing through the glass canyons of Midtown, the city moving at a relentless pace that usually matched my own. Today, though, the rhythm felt off. It had been over a month since I left the island, the Dubai deal closed in a blur of signatures and champagne toasts after Sebastian insisted on four extra days of “proper celebration.” Yet every morning I woke up with the same phantom weight on my chest: her.
The woman with the brown eyes that had burned into me, the laugh that had cut through my armor like it was paper, the body that had unraveled me on that beach and in my bed. I hadn’t gone a single day without thinking about her, replaying the way she’d dared me into the water, the taste of rum and salt on her lips, the way she’d looked at me like I was the only thing worth seeing.
I’d waited two weeks after returning before I allowed myself to call the resort. Not out of weakness, I told myself. Out of curiosity. A loose end.
Mateo answered on the third ring, his voice warm even over the line.
“Mr. Cruz. Back in the city already?”
I kept it casual, professional. “Just following up on a guest from early January. A woman I spoke with at the bar the night I was there. Brown hair, brown eyes, silver anklet on her right ankle. She had a friend with her,outgoing, pink bikini type. Ring any bells?”
Mateo paused, then chuckled softly. “Ah, yes. That would be Lila Moreau. She was here with her friend Mia. Very polite, very… glowing, as they say.”
The name hit me like a quiet thunderclap.
Lila Moreau.
I repeated it silently, tasting it. Lila. Soft, bright, a little sharp at the edges. Moreau, elegant, mysterious, perfectly French. It fit her. The way she’d tilted her head when she teased me, the curve of her smile, the fire in her eyes. Lila Moreau.
I didn’t ask how he knew. He knew better than to question. I was part owner of the resort chain now—small stake, but enough that staff remembered faces and names when I asked. Mateo continued without prompting.
“She actually came back to the bar a few days later, last night of her stay, I think. Asked about you. Wanted to know if I remembered the man she’d been talking to. Tall, dark, brooding type.” He chuckled again. “I told her the same thing I tell everyone: a lot of people come through here. We don’t give out guest names. Privacy, you know.”
I exhaled, a slow breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. She’d asked about me.
“She’s gone now?” I asked, voice steady.
“Checked out over a week after you left. But yes,
Lila Moreau.”
I ended the call with thanks, the name already settling deep in my bones.
Lila Moreau.
I said it out loud in the empty penthouse, letting it roll off my tongue. Lila. It sounded like sunlight breaking through clouds. Like laughter in the dark. Like the woman who’d slipped away at dawn and left me with nothing but an anklet and a hunger I couldn’t name.
I opened my laptop and typed her name into the search bar.
The first results were professional, her interior design website, sleek and confident, projects that screamed taste and quiet power. Then the personal story.
The viral video.
I clicked.
There she was smiling, hopeful, standing beside a man who looked too smug for the moment. The caption: “When your fiancé dumps you live on I*******m.” Millions of views.
I watched it once. Then again. His voice calm, rehearsed: “I can’t do this anymore.” Her face freezing, then shattering. The comments are vicious, sympathetic, cruel. Memes. Jokes. Strangers turning her pain into entertainment.
My jaw clenched so hard my teeth ached.
What kind of man does that? What kind of coward turns heartbreak into content? A jerk. A spineless, attention-hungry jerk who didn’t deserve the woman in that video. Didn’t deserve the woman who’d looked at me like I was the only thing worth seeing on that beach.
I scrolled further. Her I*******m was private now, smart, but old public photos showed her laughing in Central Park, arms around friends, eyes sparkling. The same eyes that had locked onto mine at the bar and never let go.
Chicago.
She lived in Chicago.
I laughed, a low, surprised sound in the quiet penthouse. Perfect. I’d been planning the move for months: Cruz Developments expanding into the Midwest, a new flagship property on Lake Michigan. The building I’d purchased downtown, glass and steel, forty floors of potential, was nearly complete. Original timeline: move in two months.
Now? I could push it earlier.
I could be there in weeks.
Elena’s knock pulled me out of the spiral.
“Mr. Cruz? The board meeting starts at ten. They’re waiting in the conference room.”
I closed the laptop, heart still hammering. “Give me five.”
She nodded, shutting the door softly.
I stood, walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and looked out over Manhattan. The city pulsed below, indifferent, unstoppable. But for the first time in years, I felt something shift inside me—something restless, hungry, alive.
Lila Moreau. I said her name again, quietly, tasting it.
It fits, she fits. And I was going to find her.
Not because I needed to. Not because I wanted to prove something.
Because one night had cracked open a door I’d nailed shut years ago, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to close it again. I grabbed my jacket, straightened my tie, and headed for the meeting.
The investigation could wait until after the meeting.
Chicago in early March was a fickle lover, teasing with hints of spring one day, then slapping you with icy winds the next. Today was the latter, gray skies brooding over the Gold Coast neighborhood, where brownstones huddled like old friends sharing secrets. I pulled my coat tighter as I stepped out of my car, the click of my heels echoing on the sidewalk. The house loomed ahead: a classic Victorian revival, all ornate trim and bay windows, the kind of place that whispered history while begging for a modern touch.My small interior design company—Moreau Interiors, just me, two junior designers, and a rotating crew of contractors, had poured three months into this project. The owners, a young power couple in tech, wanted “elegant chaos”: mid-century modern vibes with pops of eclectic art, sustainable fabrics, and enough smart tech to make the place feel alive. We’d nailed it. The final walkthrough was today; they’d move in tomorrow.I unlocked the door with the spare key, stepping int
New York in early February was a different beast from the Caribbean, gray skies pressing low, wind slicing through the glass canyons of Midtown, the city moving at a relentless pace that usually matched my own. Today, though, the rhythm felt off. It had been over a month since I left the island, the Dubai deal closed in a blur of signatures and champagne toasts after Sebastian insisted on four extra days of “proper celebration.” Yet every morning I woke up with the same phantom weight on my chest: her.The woman with the brown eyes that had burned into me, the laugh that had cut through my armor like it was paper, the body that had unraveled me on that beach and in my bed. I hadn’t gone a single day without thinking about her, replaying the way she’d dared me into the water, the taste of rum and salt on her lips, the way she’d looked at me like I was the only thing worth seeing.I’d waited two weeks after returning before I allowed myself to call the resort. Not out of weakness, I tol
The last night on the island hit like a bittersweet wave, the kind that knocks you off balance just when you’ve found your footing. Our bags were half-packed in the bungalow, flight confirmations buzzing on our phones, back to Chicago tomorrow, back to reality. Mia insisted we end with a bang: one final bar crawl, toasting to the adventures that had patched up my heart, piece by salty, sun-kissed piece.We dressed like it was our last chance to feel alive, Mia in a slinky gold dress that shimmered under the torchlights, me in high-waisted shorts and a cropped top, his shirt still hidden away like a talisman I couldn’t bear to wash. The air was thick with humidity and promise as we wandered the resort paths, laughter spilling from us like the wine we’d already cracked open in the room.The beach bar was alive, fairy lights strung like stars overhead, a steel drum band playing upbeat rhythms that made toes tap. We claimed our usual stools at the end, Mateo spotting us immediately with a
The days blurred into a sun-soaked haze after that morning confessional with Mia, each one a deliberate distraction from the ghost of last night’s stranger. I threw myself into the island’s rhythm, chasing adventure like it could outrun the ache in my chest—and the one lower down that flared every time I remembered his touch. Mia was my perfect accomplice, her energy a whirlwind that swept me along, refusing to let me wallow. “We’re single, hot, and on vacation,” she’d declared that first afternoon, dragging me to the resort’s activity desk. “Time to live like it.”Jet skiing came first, the next morning after a lazy breakfast of mango smoothies and fresh croissants on our deck. The water was impossibly turquoise, warm as a bath, and the instructor, a bronzed local with a grin that could melt ice, strapped us into life vests and gave us a quick tutorial. Mia revved her engine first, shooting off like a rocket, spray fountaining behind her. I followed, tentative at first, the machine b
The wine had gone straight to my head, turning the afternoon into a soft, golden blur. Mia was still in the plunge pool, floating on her back, one hand lazily trailing circles in the water while the other clutched the now-empty rosé bottle like a scepter. She looked like she’d been born for this exact moment, sun-kissed, unbothered, radiating the kind of effortless joy I used to have before everything cracked open.I sat on the edge of the lounge, bare feet dangling in the cool water, Julian’s stolen shirt hidden beneath the white robe. Every shift of the fabric against my skin reminded me of him, his hands, his mouth, the way he’d held me like I was something sacred and dangerous at the same time. My body still hummed with the aftershocks, sore in the best possible way, but the high was fading, and in its place came the familiar, unwelcome visitor: memory.Mia noticed the shift in my face the second it happened. She rolled over, swimming to the edge with powerful kicks that sent ripp
Sunlight poured through the gauzy curtains like liquid gold, hot and insistent, pulling me out of sleep the way only Caribbean mornings can, slow, sticky, and impossible to ignore.I blinked, disoriented, the sheets twisted around my legs like I'd fought them all night. My body felt heavy, deliciously used, every muscle reminding me of last night in tiny, secret throbs. The soreness between my thighs pulsed with each heartbeat, a quiet echo of him, deep, relentless, perfect. I pressed my face into the pillow and inhaled. His scent clung to me still: dark rum, salt, clean linen, and something darker, something that made my stomach flip even now.God. I overslept. Badly.The clock on the nightstand blinked at 10:36 a.m. Mia was going to roast me.I rolled over, expecting to find her sprawled across the other bed in her usual post-party chaos, empty wine bottles, mascara-streaked pillow, phone dead on the floor. But the bed was empty. Made. Pristine.A burst of laughter floated in from o







