Favorite inappropriate thought.

*MALIYAH*

I sat on the balcony trying to distract myself by reading a book but my mind was in turmoil.

By the time I got home from taking a walk,Esme had furiously informed me about the latest headline.

I can’t believe I was recorded.

And I can’t believe I had caused yet another mess.

What is wrong with me?

It’s high time I accept that it’s a huge deal being Mr Graham’s wife and I practically need to be oozing of pure perfection whenever I’m outside.

Just that,I’m not perfect and I don’t know how to be perfect.

Hearing the familiar heavy footfall,I looked up to see Ben leaning against the door frame.

A shiver of foreboding slithered down my spine.He must be so fed up of me right now.

He slowly strode in and I lowered my head thinking of how to apologize for this.

“The great waffle eater.”His voice sounded in the air.

And he sounded playful?

Wasn’t he angry?

I stared up at him and he was smiling at me.

“So what did you do with the money you won?You didn’t tell me you needed more money.