Chapter 7
I would say that dancing with Ford Mitchell was less than spectacular, but the truth? He was excellent at dancing, and moving to the beat, and the way he swung me around had my heart beating rapidly. We had found a spot near Kansas and Arlo, and they seemed to be having just as much fun as we were. I was happy for her, truly, and in that moment, I was happy myself. Would I blame the alcohol tomorrow morning? Of course, but I wasn’t going to dwell on that now.
Ford seemed to be watching me warily, as if I were a feral animal that may strike at any moment. When he brought me close again, he was hesitant to place his hands on my hips, and when he did, I smiled wider and moved my hips to the new beat that had started moments before. To say he was shocked was an understatement, but the shock was quickly replaced with a smirk, and he too, moved his hips to the beat. The alcohol had definitely taken its turn at the forefront of my mind, and for once I didn’t care. No other drunk men had come up to me or tried anything for the rest of the night, and by the end I was dragging a sloppy Kansas to our uber, stumbling a bit myself.
“Bye Arlo!” I shouted over my shoulder, slipping a near comatose Kans into the backseat.
“What? No goodbye for me?” His sultry voice spooked me, I’m not going to lie. I turned around suddenly and bumped into his muscular frame.
“Oop.” I mumbled rubbing my head. “Oh, sure, goodbye Mr. Mitchell, I had fun.” I smiled up at him, a bit lazily, and he returned it with a dazzling one of his own.
“Goodbye, Ms. Carroll, I had fun, too. Please, get home safe.” He told me as he ushered me into the front seat of the uber. I only nodded back as I shut the door. I looked at the driver and gave him a nod to start driving.
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The next morning came with a hangover, and a grumpy Kansas. We were sitting at the kitchen table, with waters and Advil scattered amongst us. Kansas had an icepack to her head, and I had opted for sunglasses inside. It was silent, but no words needed to be spoken, we both knew the other wasn’t up for any sort of noise, and we just wallowed in our own drunken pity. It was honestly, kind of beautiful. It took far more time than I would like to admit before I got myself up and made breakfast, but I knew Kansas needed food, and she was in no condition to do any sort of cooking. As I pulled out the bacon and the eggwhite carton, I heard Kansas mumble something unintelligible.
“What was that Kans?” I groaned, placing the pans onto the stove and heating them up.
“I said that was amazing, I’d never seen you so carefree.” She was gushing at me, and I only smiled at her.
“You know, I think Ford Mitchell had his eye on you the entire night.” There it was, she wanted all the nitty gritty details about my nonexistent relationship with Ford. I looked back over at her to see her wiggling her eyebrows at me.
“That is far from the truth, nothing is going on with him, before you ask. I probably won’t ever have to see him again.” That kind of made my heart twinge a bit, but I truly didn’t think we would ever see each other again, and I was fine with that, or at least I was going to be fine with that.
The bacon was sizzling and popping in the pan, and I had to jerk my body away so that I wouldn’t get burned with the grease. I stirred the egg whites and told Kansas to drink more water. When the egg whites and the bacon were done I placed an equal amount on both plates and set them at the table. The cleanup could wait until I was done eating. Kansas was already digging in when I took my seat, grabbing my fork. I looked up at her amused to see that half the plate was already gone, and Kansas was already looking better.
When I was done with my plate, I took them both to the sink and began cleaning up. I hear Kansas shuffle into the living room, and switch the TV on. I knew she was going to binge Grey’s Anatomy for the fifteenth time, and I would join her soon after. Once I had the stove scrubbed down and the dishes cleaned, I made my way over to my side of the couch, and grabbed the fuzzy pink blanket that sat on the end of the couch.
“Arlo seemed really handsy last night..” I trailed off, hoping to get Kansas to perk up a bit. It worked, and she shuffled closer to me with the biggest smile.
“Oh, he was handsy, but he was so sweet, and he had the softest lips. Oh, Alice, I think I’m in love. I’ve never felt this way before, and this is only after one night!” Kansas had her hands in the air in frustration, and I took her hands in mine.
“Kans, if he makes you happy, pursue it. I just want you to be careful. He is Ford’s body guard, and his job may be a bit erratic at times, okay?” I gave her hands a bit of a squeeze, and let go.
“I mean you’re right, but I don’t know if I want to be the one to pursue it, ya know? I like to be chased, and I’m afraid he doesn’t like to chase at all.” I knew Kansas had a bit of a habit to elude the men she wanted. She seemed really torn this time, and my heart ached a bit for her.
“Kans, babe, I don’t know. All I know is that you really like him, I just want you to be careful.” WIth that I had nothing else to say, and she seemed to understand that. The next episode flashed onto the screens, and we turned our heads to soak in the comfort of Grey’s Anatomy.
The day went on with more episodes and a few bags of popcorn. It was a comfort and recovery day, and we basked in it, because tomorrow Kansas had to work, and I had a few calls to make regarding the shop’s maintenance, and a meeting with one of my designers. I was excited to see her new collection, and have it displayed in my store. It was about the time to start getting ready for bed, when my phone buzzed on the table. Kansas was already getting up, her own fuzzy blanket wrapped around her and dragging at her feet. I looked at the phone for a moment before picking it up.
Unknown: I will destroy what you love. MIM XXO
Unknown: You aren't so special, you know MIM XXO
Having no clue who this was, I ignored the message and locked my phone. The message was weird, and left an unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach. I chalked it up to a wrong number situation to ease my mind, and left the comfort of the couch to get ready for bed.
Once the lights were fixed in the boutique, I felt a lot better about the atmosphere it created. I was also in a better mood, and even gave Reece the rest of the day off. She was ecstatic, of course, and because it was Thursday, it meant that she would have another long weekend. I, however, was swamped with new customers coming in shortly after by the boatload. It’s not to say that I wasn’t thrilled, I was just overwhelmed. I was currently ringing up one of the last customers of the wave, when the same lawyer from Ford’s company approached my register. I gave him a curt nod, and handed the woman her card and her receipt before addressing him. “Can I help you?” I kept my voice even, and uninterested with my arms crossed over my chest. When I saw that he had reached into his briefcase and pulled out a familiar manila folder, I raised my eyebrow. “Here are your original documents from Mr. Mitchell, I apologize for our previous interaction, please, have a wonderful day Ms. Carroll.” Wel
The next few days passed in a blur, and before I knew it, it was already Wednesday. I was standing at the register, mindlessly going over the inventory on the computer. I didn’t hate Wednesday, but it was the slowest day of the week, and there wasn’t much to do, seeing as how the boutique was absolutely spotless, and Reece had just gone on her break. I had the maintenance guy scheduled to come in tomorrow morning, but the lights were bugging me. They had gotten worse within the past few days, and they were driving me insane. I wanted to turn them off completely, but that would make customers think that we were closed, and as slow as it already was, I wouldn’t deter any potential customers. After a few grueling minutes on the computer, I decided to pull up our Yelp page and see if we had gotten any new reviews. Yelp had been one of the few sites that had helped with the growing traffic in our shop, and I liked to scan the reviews to see if I needed to make any improvements. However,
I could say that Sunday was boring, and uneventful, and normally it would be, but in reality, it was a whirlwind of adventures. It wasn’t even nine in the morning. I woke up earlier than I wanted at five, and almost forgot a few important papers for my meeting with Illiana.She was a stylish young girl, a foot or two taller than me, and I was almost always starstruck at the eclecticism that showed in her work. She had a certain finesse when it came to her clothing style, and there was never a time that I wasn’t impressed with her work. When I arrived at her studio, she had her collection laid out on her tables, and there wasn’t a stitch out of place. Illiana prided herself on having perfect structure when it came to her clothing. Her color pallet was impeccable, and the story her collection told was sophisticated in nature. A jumpsuit of oranges and reds, scattered with strips of perfectly, yet imperfect tulle lined the sides, a few button up shirts with reds, yellows, and browns ti
Chapter 7 I would say that dancing with Ford Mitchell was less than spectacular, but the truth? He was excellent at dancing, and moving to the beat, and the way he swung me around had my heart beating rapidly. We had found a spot near Kansas and Arlo, and they seemed to be having just as much fun as we were. I was happy for her, truly, and in that moment, I was happy myself. Would I blame the alcohol tomorrow morning? Of course, but I wasn’t going to dwell on that now. Ford seemed to be watching me warily, as if I were a feral animal that may strike at any moment. When he brought me close again, he was hesitant to place his hands on my hips, and when he did, I smiled wider and moved my hips to the new beat that had started moments before. To say he was shocked was an understatement, but the shock was quickly replaced with a smirk, and he too, moved his hips to the beat. The alcohol had definitely taken its turn at the forefront of my mind, and for once I didn’t care. No other drunk
The wind whistled past our skin as we walked down the streets of Seattle. It bothered Kansas, who sported a smaller coat than mine, but I was okay with it for once. I was determined to drown my sorrows from this morning, and a little wind wasn’t going to deter me from such. When we arrived at the club, Adonis, I saw that the line was exceedingly long, and the bouncer was not having a good time. He was scolding a few underaged girls for having fake IDs, and they didn’t seem to want to budge, until one of the guests in line barked at them to leave. It was amusing to watch, and we made our way to the back of the line. Getting in didn’t take as long as I thought, and I held back a smart remark when the bouncer tried to say my ID was fake. Partly because no one had thought I would ever move back to Seattle, but when he saw that my ID was real with his blacklight, and that I was who I said I was, he let me in with an apology. I only nodded my head and walked past him. Kansas met me inside
When I made it to my apartment, I knew that I had just enough time to wallow in the memories of my mother before Kansas sauntered into the apartment, and I would use that time accordingly. I shook off the putrid snowflakes from my body and shrugged my coat off, tossing it onto the rack before kicking my boots off. I made my way to the fridge and grabbed my carton of rocky road ice cream, and a small spoon. Criminal Minds seemed to make its way onto the television screen, and I used it as background noise to conceal the sobs that racked my body. I knew that they would resurface, but I had done my best to keep the memories of her buried in the back of my mind. They were too much to handle even now, years later. Amaryllis Carroll was my rock, my everything, and with her gone, I would always have a hole in my heart. She was a badass when it came to running her business, and she was the most loving when it came to me. She never made me feel like her business was more important than me, un