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Marcus' pov Thursday 19th December 2019************************************My hands are shaking so badly. Whenever I lift them up they tremble and I have no control over it. They're also weak. My right hand is a little better than the left but they both are too weak to even lift a full glass of water. I have to use a straw! Cole keeps getting me to squeeze his hand but I can't do it very hard."Good morning Marcus, how are you feeling?" The doctor asks as she comes in. Nathan and Cole are both still here after they refused to go home. I can't believe they slept on the uncomfortable chairs."My wrists are sore and my hands won't stop shaking," I complain. "You've got an appointment with the physiotherapist in a couple of hours, until then we need to discuss medication for you. I've spoken with your therapist and we both think you'd benefit from antidepressants," she tells me. "I don't want to take antidepressants," I say sternly. "Marcus if Orion and the doctor thinks you need th
The Broken Have Feelings Too Chapter 31
Marcus' pov Saturday 21st December 2019*************************************I'm finally going home today. The doctors are happy enough that I won't try to kill myself if I go home. Nathan and Cole won't leave me alone anymore anyways, so they don't have to worry. My hands are still shaking and I still can't pick up heavy things but the physiotherapist is happy with my exercises. I have to touch my thumb to each of my fingers but I find even that difficult. I know what I want my hands to do but they just don't listen fast enough or strong enough. I keep getting frustrated but Nathan or Cole would calm me down and manually move my fingers like Jamal said to do. I've been calling Damian every day after finding out I can't text because my thumbs move to slow. He thought it was funny and I had to laugh with him, it was quite funny.Every morning the nurse changed the bandages on my arms but Nathan wouldn't let me look at them. I bet they're a mess, I wasn't thinking straight when I sl
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Marcus' pov Wednesday 25th December 2019****************************************It's finally Christmas morning and Cole is bouncing off the walls. I woke up with Nathan cuddling into my side and Cole jumping on the spot telling me it's Christmas. "Okay I'm up," I groan as I detach myself from a sleepy Nathan as he yawns. I look at the alarm clock and scowl when it says 5:30am. "Cole what the hell? It's way too early," Nathan says as he lays back down. "Come on it's Christmas! It doesn't matter how early we get up! You can have a nap after dinner," he says and I sigh, nudging Nathan and getting up. I walk to the attached bathroom and close the door as I have a piss. I can hear Nathan grumbling through the door as Cole annoys him. When I'm finished, I wash my hands and brush my teeth with the electric toothbrush Cole bought me when I found using a manual toothbrush too difficult. At least with with one I just have to hold it up and move it across my teeth and it does all the work.
The Broken Have Feelings Too Chapter 33
Marcus' pov Tuesday 31st December 2019**************************************"You're not getting a tramp stamp," I tell Cole as we go inside the tattoo shop. Unfortunately Nathan is too busy planning for the next half of the school year to come with us. "Please," he begs. "What would you even put there?""Your names?" "That's not a good idea.""What about daddy's boy?""Not a chance, be sensible about this." "Fine! I'll get a nice pattern," he says as he gives up. We stop at the desk and a woman with lots of tattoos and piercings asks us to wait on the seats with a book full of designs. Cole shows me all the ones he likes which are tribal shapes or flowers. "This one is nice," he says as he points to one with a lotus flower and dots around it in swirly shapes. "They'll all look beautiful on you," I say to him and he gasps quietly. "That was smooth. Does that mean I can get something dirty?" "No, I'm not letting your first tattoo be something like that.""Please can I get and
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Marcus' pov Monday 6th January 2020**********************************Damian is finally back. He bought a house near my club and is selling his club to his second in command. It's so nice to see him in person again. I hugged him when he came over yesterday, I wouldn't let go of him which I don't think he minded. He's taking over from Andrew soon as Lacey hasn't finished her Master Dom training and Andrew wants to focus more on his work. I wasn't so sure about him being back into the lifestyle as early as he was but he's been thriving. He says it's helped him heal by taking back control as a dominant. I wish I could say the same. My masturbation disaster happened again. The day before Damian came back, Orion suggested I try to make myself hard again. It didn't work. I didn't throw up but I couldn't get hard and my body felt horrible. I'm just about to go in now and talk to Orion for today's session. Damian also has to come and see Orion but he's coming tomorrow which he's not happy
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Nathan's pov Friday 10th January 2020********************************This is the most stressful day I've ever had. This morning I had to take a class because a maths teacher was off sick. I was very out of my element. I'm an English teacher and these were year 11s that needed proper help. They actually taught me some things. I overheard the girls fawning over me and I suddenly regret this suit that Cole said makes him want to pin me down and ride me. I'm so horny recently, the lack of sex over the past couple of months has made my sex drive go crazy. I jerked off in the shower this morning after I woke up with morning wood like a teenage boy. Thankfully Marcus didn't know I was hard as a rock and I'd rather he didn't know, it would only make him feel guilty. "Mr Murray, can you help me with this?" A year 7 asks. At least I'm in my own English class now so I know how to help. "Of course, what's the problem?" I ask as I stand beside his desk. He points out a sentence he's started
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Marcus' pov Thursday 23rd January 2020***********************************I'm glad Damian is coming over today. He called this morning to say he'd come over and spend the day with me and Cole while Nathan is at work. Me and Cole are sat on the couch as we wait for him to arrive, me doing my hand excercises and Cole texting Lacey. "You're getting so good at that," Cole says as I do the exercise better than I have before. "Thank you, it's easier to direct my fingers where I want them to go and I can finally pick up a glass of water," I say proudly. The doorbell rings and Cole gets up to answer it. He comes in with Damian and I stand up to hug him. "Hey, how've you been?" He asks as I bury my head in his neck. "Good," I answer as I finally let go of him. "I brought Oreos," he says as he gives Cole a bag. "Thank you!" He cheers and hugs Damian quickly. "Nathan told me you've been kissing them, that's a huge step. I'm so proud of you," Damian says as we follow Cole to the kitchen
The Broken Have Feelings Too Chapter 37
Marcus' pov Saturday 25th January 2020*************************************I'm officially schizophrenic. The doctor diagnosed me with ptsd and schizophrenia but he said it can be manageable and could stop being an issue as it's a byproduct of the ptsd. He did what Orion suggested and swapped the antidepressants for antipsychotics which I've taken my first one of today. He said all it'll do is help me sleep better at night and prevent hallucinations from getting full force like they were on Thursday. "Are you sure you want to go down to the club?" Nathan asks warily. "I'm not going inside, I'm just going to my office to get updated on how everything is going. Damian will be in the meeting so I'll be fine," I say dismissively. It's not like I'm going to see any sex or anything, I'm just going to speak with the security managers, the head barmen and Damian about how things are doing. "Fine, but come straight back when you're done.""Yes dad," I tease and he rolls his eyes. "I'll no
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