-(DEAN ALVAREZ POV)-
-❀-It was 2:00 in the afternoon, I was in my store doing some work and helping Greg and the other staff. Katatapos ko lang din nilabas si Emy, talagang nag rason na lamang ako na ‘day off’ ko para hindi siya malugmok at magkulong sa kwarto niya.I was also trying to keep myself busy these days dahil palagi kong iniisip si Tas, there wasn't a single day I wouldn't think about her.Oh, my darling Tassy…Kahit na nandito na ako sa US, Tassy never left my mind. Her smile, her sweet angelic voice, her body that I always craved for and those sweet luscious lips that I always get to taste whenever we’re alone.She was my everything, my world, and my light in this dark and cruel world. She was the reason why I felt complete everyday.But now, I can't get to see that beautiful goddess anymore and the fact that she's pregnant with Edward's child made me wonder every time.What if… ako ang ama ng bata?What if she's lying?What if she really is telling the truth?What if Edward really is the father at may nangyari sa kanila?What if ako yung ama pero may balak silang ilayo yung bata sakin?The continuous thoughts were running and enveloping my mind like fire, making my head hurt due to overthinking and stress."Fuck this…" I mumbled, distracting myself as I opened a file on my laptop.Kung nasaan man si Tassy, I just hope na inaalagaan siya ni Edward and I hope… she's happy with him…Just like we used to…"Sir, do you need some help with that?" I looked up to see one of my staff, lifting some boxes."No, you can go back to work now. I'm good." Sagot ko naman rito, smiling a little at him.Umalis na ito at bumalik sa pagtatrabaho as I grabbed my phone from my pocket, texting Emy immediately.Dean: Babe, aalis tayo ng mga 8:00 bukas. What do you say? I pressed send and waited for her reply, seeing it quickly.Emy: Is that a date?Dean: I guess you can say that. Ano, G?Naghintay ako ng ilang minuto nang hindi ito mag-reply sa message ko, deciding to put my phone down nang marinig kong mag buzz ito muli.Emy: Sure, that sounds great.I smiled a little before turning off the phone, focusing back on my work and setting my thoughts about Tassy aside.-(EMERALD CORLYN VERDANIO-FRANCISCO POV)--᯽-I was currently organising my makeup and skincare essentials when I saw his two perfumes on the corner of the vanity table.Kinuha ko ang mga yon and dusted them off, reminiscing where I first smelled them.Itinabi ko rin ang mga gamit na iniwan niya sa ilalim ng floorboards, kasama na rin ruon ang regalo na nakita ko sa ilalim ng kama.I also wear some of his clothes sometimes dahil nakakatulong siya sa pagtulog ko, his hoodies were my favourite because they reminded me of him."I miss you… pero sana masaya ka kung nasaan ka man ngayon…" I mumbled to myself, putting the perfumes inside the drawer.Kahit na gusto ko siyang kalimutan and forget all the memories we shared, lagi siyang pumapasok sa isip ko. And he always has this special place in my heart…I also hid our wedding photo. Kasama na iyon sa mga binigay at iniwan niya na nakatago ngayon sa ilalim ng floorboards.Since I have nothing to do now and I have done most of the chores, maybe it is time to get my clothes ready for tomorrow. And a little shopping wouldn’t hurt.Right?So I grabbed my boots, his grey hoodie, and his beanie. Quickly wearing those as those brought comfort to me.I headed out of the bedroom and grabbed my car keys on the key rack, quickly heading outside and locking the front door before leaving.-(GELAL THEODEN FRANCISCO POV)--❁-I was in the dining area, drinking some whiskey as the night passed by. It was 2:00 AM in the morning and I couldn't sleep. My wife was nowhere to be found but I didn't care. She’s always like this… I don’t even know why I married this woman…"Hey baby… why are you still up?" Napalingon ako sa may bandang kanan, seeing her in a black dress."Where have you been?" I asked as I stood up."Galing lang ako sa labas, kinausap ko si Daddy, wala kasing signal sa loob." Giit nito at iwinagayway ang kanyang cellphone.Even though her words are odd and suspicious, I set my thoughts aside and just strode towards her. The smell of a man’s perfume enveloping her dress made me wonder quickly.This smells like… Jace’s perfume…“Balik na tayo sa loob, nagulat ako kung bakit wala ka sa tabi ko.” Ayun na lamang ang aking sinabi at saka ito inakbayan, making our way upstairs.~Morning~"So, how did you sleep last night?" Jescel asked as she poured a cup of coffee for me.It was 6:30 in the morning, at kasalukuyan kaming nasa dining area para mag almusal. And honestly, hindi ako nakatulog."I didn't sleep, and I don't know why." Wika ko at saka kinuha ang tasa na nilapag nito."Hindi ka uminom ng sleeping pills para sana nakatulog ka." Giit nito habang ako'y pinagsasandok ng pagkain."I couldn't find them. Pati hayaan mo na, sa office na lang ako iidlip." Sagot ko na lamang rito at nagsimulang kumain."Sigurado ka bang makakatulog ka sa office? Ang dami mong ginagawa-" She was cut off when I spoke."Those paperworks can wait, Jes." Giit ko na lamang rito habang ako’y nakatingin sa kanya.“Bahala ka, basta ang akin lang, magpahinga ka.” Sagot nito sa akin at saka uminom sa kanyang tasa.“Maiba ko, saan ka pala galing kagabi?” Tanong ko na naging dahilan upang ibaba niya ang tasa.“Sinabi ko na sa iyo, kausap ko si Daddy sa cellphone kagabi. Walang-” She was cut off once more when I spoke.“Kung kausap mo ang Daddy mo, bakit naaamoy ko sayo ang pabango ni Jace?” Tanong ko muli.Her actions caused me to be suspicious, her fingers fidgeting on top of her mug, her eyes avoiding my gaze, and her lips slightly trembling. I was sure she was hiding something, I just can’t tell what.“Well?” I asked once more, placing my silverware down.“I just- I bought the same perfume Jace has, I liked the smell of it.” She reasoned but I wasn’t buying it.A promiscuous wretch…-(EMERALD CORLYN VERDANIO POV)-~7:30 PM~Dean: Where are you? Kanina pa kita hinihintay.Dean: Babe? Please answer me.Kanina ko pa pinagmamasdan ang mensahe na iyon, at hindi ko magawang kumilos at maligo para sa date namin.It felt like my feet were stuck to the ground, and I couldn't move them no matter how much I tried. Pakiramdam ko na-paralyse ang ibabang katawan ko.Namataan ko ang mga gamot na antidepressants na nasa vanity table, my mind having numerous thoughts once more.(You are nothing!)(You are useless!!)(You don’t deserve to be here in this world)(You don’t deserve everything here.)Those thoughts came rushing my mind like wildfire, tears streaming down my face as I stood up and grabbed the medicines.Pakiramdam ko may sariling utak ang aking katawan at basta na lang binuksan ang bote na puno ng gamot, at saka isinalin sa aking kamay ang lahat ng laman nun.(That’s it, do it… no one loves you anyway..)(Just do it!! Your husband will meet you in the afterlife…)“Lal
-(DEAN ALVAREZ POV)--❀-“How is she, Doc?” I asked as soon as the doctor came out of her hospital room.“Seems to me, she was trying to kill herself once again. We found an empty bottle of antidepressants in her pocket, and we can’t think of another reason why she would get overdosed.” Wika nito at saka binigay sa akin ang bote ng nasabing gamot.“So, what you mean to say is, she swallowed a bottle full of antidepressants?” Tanong ko na siyang tinanguan nito.“Luckily, you brought her to the hospital immediately. Otherwise, she would have died.” Sagot nito sa akin at saka lumingon sa hospital door ng kanyang kwarto.“Okay, Doc. Thank you.” Ayun na lamang ang sinabi ko at saka pumasok sa kwarto, seeing her once again with an IV drip in her hand.“Oh, babe.” Bulong ko nang makalapit na ako rito, seeing her sleep peacefully.She was getting thin, her body losing weight by the minute, and I don’t know what to do just so she can overcome this obstacle she’s experiencing.Lord… tulungan Ni
-(KAJI YUJIRO ALDANA POV)--᯽-“Kaj, anong balita? Sumagot na ba siya?” Tanong ni Jace sa akin nang ako’y makarating sa main residence.“No, ni-seen lang niya ako.” I answered plainly before sitting at the sofa.Kasalukuyan akong nandito sa bahay dahil kukunin ko ang iba naming gamit ni Axzie, may nakita kasi kaming bahay na pwedeng lipatan at napag-desisyunan namin na duon na lang kami kaysa sa California mag-stay.“Nasaan kaya yun, ilang araw na siyang hindi umuuwi, nagdala pa ng bagahe nung umalis.” Wika ni Jace at saka nagbukas ng dyaryo.“Hindi kaya pinuntahan niya si Emy?” Giit ko rito na siyang nilingunan niya.“Si Emy?” Ulit nito na nakataas ang isang kilay.“Oo, I mean ‘baka’ lang naman diba? Sabi mo may dalang bagahe, so I assumed na pinuntahan niya.” Sagot ko rito ngunit nag iba ang ekspresyon nito.“Emy already fucking thinks Gelal is dead, so why would he go there?” He asked again.Akmang sasagot ako nang marinig namin bumukas ang pinto na naging dahilan upang kami’y lumi
-(JACE RAJIV PHILEMON POV)--ᄒᴥᄒ-As I was packing my stuff in my room, someone opened the door, causing me to look at whoever it was.“What are you doing?” Jescel asked and closed the door immediately.“I’m packing, isn’t it obvious?” I asked ominously before zipping the suitcase."Saan ka naman pupunta?" Tanong nito muli. "Mabibisto na tayo ni Lal, what are we gonna do?” “Ako ang bahala, ang gawin mo na lang ay manahimik ka.” Sagot ko rito at saka lumabas ng kwarto.“Pero anong gagawin ko kung magtanong siya tungkol sa babaeng yun? Ayokong mawala si Gelal sa akin.” Giit nito as she followed me.“Kaya nga ako ang gagawa ng paraan. Manahimik ka dito sa bahay and act like nothing happened.” Sagot ko nang harapin ko ito.She didn't respond and just nodded at me, lowering her head before heading to their bedroom.I sighed, frustration taking over dahil hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko sa puntong ito. I guess I have to do it… for our sake…-(DEAN ALVAREZ POV)--10:30-"Binago mo na nama
-(EMERALD CORLYN VERDANIO-FRANCISCO POV)-Why is he not answering?Kanina pa ako naghihintay ng sagot mula rito, at mukhang wala siyang balak na sumagot sa akin.“Hello, Theo?” Tanong ko nang wala akong matanggap na sagot.“I’m so sorry for leaving you hanging, Cory. I was just thinking of something.” Sagot niya.“It’s okay, magpapaalam na rin sana ako kasi maglilinis pa ako ng bahay.” Sagot ko pabalik as I went to the utility closet upang makuha ang vacuum.“Sure, usap na lang tayo pag tapos ka na.” Giit nito.“Okay, bye bye.” Wika ko rito.“Bye bye.” Sagot niya at saka binaba ang tawag.Nang maibaba niya ang tawag, hindi ko maiwasang mag-overthink dahil sa boses nito.He sounded so much like Bubby, but Bubby has been dead for about a year now…Even so, hindi rin ako nagdalawang isip na pindutin ang number ni Dad upang humingi ng tulong rito.“Hey, Dad. It’s me, Emy.” Panimula ko nang masagot niya ang tawag.“My Emy, how are you? Okay ka na ba?” Tanong niya sa akin.“Oo, okay lang ak
-(EMERALD CORLYN VERDANIO-FRANCISCO POV)--☾︎-W-What? W-Why?Why is he kissing me!?With all my might, I pushed him away at dali-daling sinampal ang pagmumukha nito. My breathing was heavy as I stared at him, my mind cannot fathom why he did it, or why he even chose to do it.Nanatiling naka-baling sa kabilang direksyon ang mukha nito, his hand placed on his cheek as it obviously stung."What the heck is wrong with you?" I asked before wiping my lips.He slowly turned his head and looked at me, different types of emotion were lingering in his blue orbs, and his stare caused me to feel anxious."You're audacious to slap me…" He proclaimed and quickly pulled my wrist. "But you didn't slap my brother when he kissed you the first time." The fuck is this dude talking about?"What are you talking about? Bitawan mo ko." Sambit ko, removing his grip ngunit mas humigpit pa iyon."You know what I'm talking about Emerald, wag kang mag tanga-tangahan sa harap ko. We both know what I'm talking
-(JACE RAJIV PHILEMON POV)--❀-Finally… she’s going to be mine…Tiningnan ko ang katawan nitong walang malay, still so fucking gorgeous and sexy at the same time.I looked around her place in search for her car keys, quickly noticing them on the key rack.Kinuha ko agad iyon at lumabas, heading towards the car to start its engine.Luminga linga ako sa paligid kung sakaling may tao, mabuti na lamang ay walang dumadaan.Pumasok muli ako sa bahay at binuhat ang katawan nitong walang malay, quickly heading out of her home and putting her in the passenger seat nang makarating ako sa kotse nito.Bumalik ako sa loob at saka kinuha ang aking maleta, opening it as fast as I can and grabbed the rope and duct tape that was inside.Sinama ko na iyon sa paglabas ko ng bahay, leaving the door unlocked bago ko tapalan ng duct tape ang bibig nito at itali ng mahigpit ang kanyang kamay at paa.Now this is where the show starts…Umikot ako sa driver's seat at pinaandar na ang kotse, quickly speeding i
-(DEAN ALVAREZ POV)--4:30-"Emy!?" I called out as soon as I arrived at her house.Ngunit nang makalabas ako ng kotse, ay nagtataka ako kung bakit wala ang kotse ni Emy.Usually she never leaves the house, so why?Walang alinlangan akong nagtungo sa front door, agad kong napansin na hindi iyon nakalock na siyang ikinataka ko muli. Emy never leaves the door like this.Unless…Binuksan ko ang pinto at ang unang sumalubong sa akin ay isang makalat na paligid na naging dahilan upang kabahan ako. "Emy?" I called out anxiously, wishing she was anywhere in the house.Yet, it was full of silence, causing me to worry even more.Dining chairs were obviously thrown, throw pillows scattered across the floor and the coffee table flipped over.Panic was settling within me as I rushed to the bedroom, only to see it was empty."Emy!" I called, heading towards the kitchen and bathroom ngunit wala ito.Grabbing my phone, I dialled her number only to hear something ringing coming from the bedroom.P