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I felt like in the movies when there's a light bulb in your head and when you get an idea, it lights up. Of course, if I wanted him to learn, giving him a spoonful of his own chocolate would do it.

I just had to provoke him, like he does. If he was morbid with me, I would give him a good reason to be. Although on second thought, if I provoked him it could come to pass like the day I was in his room.

What if he raped me for real?

I sighed noisily and covered my face with both hands, more frustrated than before. I started kicking and throwing a tantrum, because I couldn't think of anything good.

"Hey baby, I'll get your four o'clock snack," I heard Ethan's voice, playfully.

I uncovered my face and looked up at him with a frown on my face. He was behind the couch, laughing at me and holding his stomach, his eyes were closed. I took advantage and fetched a pillow from his room.

I braced myself and hit him with all my might in the face with the pillow. I don't know if I hit him too har