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-Mina (POV)
It was a long night. The same, usual crowd of drunk assholes on a Thursday. "Hey Mina, I got the grill cleaned and shut down. You good if I go?" Corey always had a way of sneaking up at the worst times. "Yeah, I'm good. You go home, see you tomorrow." Sometimes it still feels like a dream. Owning this bar. Larry, that big softy. Man, do I miss him. I still can't think about that day, not without seeing them bring him out in that ugly ass bag.
The same ones they used to carry Mom and Dad. That memory sticks to me like glue. It's about 1:25 in the morning, and a clean bar doesn't happen on its own. I turned the music up and danced my way to the bar, picking up the glasses on my way to clean just as I finished the last glass and went to set it down. BANG. A loud pop, followed by another.
Was that a gunshot? I try to ignore it, considering this is New York, after all. Turning the music up more, I walked over to the door to lock up. But just as I reach for the latch, a tall, blood-soaked man pushes it open, shoving me back and locking it behind him. Why was he barging in here, in my bar, this time of night? "What the hell, dude!? We're closed. Can't you read that?" I was walking towards him to open the door, but I stopped. There was a lot of blood. Running down his side, soaking his shirt.
Panicked, I ran for the phone. "I'll call an ambulance for you. Just sit down-" when I looked up. He had a gun. Pointed right at me. He winced in pain and said with a cold, dark voice, "Put it the fuck down." What the hell was he doing? My phone fell from my fingertips. I looked down to see the revolver that Larry gave me, just in case. I reached slowly, "Don't even touch it." Suddenly, the once loud music was only a faint hum. Just a whisper in a nightmare.
"What do you want?" I asked, hoping to steady my voice. I tried not to freak out. But then the past broke through. My dad's face. The screams. The shots, one after another. I swallowed hard, hoping it took the panic with it. I looked at his shirt. "What can I do?" I was hoping he would say something. This silence is deafening. Moments passed, and finally, he moved. Well, he staggered more like it, setting the gun on the counter. And all I could think was: FINALLY.
He winced in pain. "You got a first aid kit?" Running to the back, I grabbed the first aid kit. When I returned, I leaned the man against the wall. He looked like he was about to pass out. This time, welcoming the painful memory, I hoped to remember what the doctors did when they took the bullets out of my dad. Realizing I needed to get his shirt off, I gently lifted the bottom when I felt his strong, steady hand on my arm. "I don't remember saying you could touch me."
I thought for a second he was going to kill me. That was until the asshole said, "You're lucky this is different." Whatever that meant couldn't be good, right? I grabbed the shirt and pulled it this time, rougher. "Ah-Dam-What the fuck?" I smiled, hearing that reaction. You come into my bar, hold me at gunpoint. Then get weird and threatening when I help, not today. Once his shirt was off, I couldn't help but stare. My breath was stolen from my very body. Not only was he hurt, but he was beautiful. What the hell. Did I call a man beautiful? That is new.
I took in his raw power, his body. His chest is beautifully carved. Almost as if the gods took their time making him. There is that word again, Mina. Apparently, I got lost in the lines of his chest because he cleared his voice. "Is there a problem?" Shit, apparently it was obvious. "No. Just shut up and don't move, asshole." The moment I said it, I saw the exact moment the look in his eyes changed. Whatever it was, I don't care if he needs to go. Silently. First, I held pressure so that the bleeding would stop. Once it stopped enough, I poured some alcohol on the wound. He winced and asked, "You have done this before, haven't you?" His words broke the silence that I was enjoying.
I do not plan on telling this random man about it, "Just once." Mina, really? Just tell him, right? I could feel his eyes watching me. Once the last of the blood was gone, I discovered the bullet hole was just a graze. "You got lucky, I guess," I said, turning to grab a large wound care wrap from the kit, when I felt his hands again. This time, gentle. "I can do that." I turned to face him, and he was close. Too close. "No. You can't even see it." I pushed his arm off mine.
I watched as he leaned back again, letting me finish. This time, I could see more. He had a decent-sized scar on his stomach. Then a bunch of smaller ones right below the fresh wound. I traced the scars with my fingertips. "These had to hurt, huh?" I looked to see his expression. He had that look again.
I didn't know him, nor what that look was. I finished patching him up and told him he had to go. To my surprise, he listened. "I'm sorry about the mess." Well, shit, at least he said sorry, I thought, locking the door behind him. Walking back to the office, I thought about this mysterious man. Who was he? Why was he shot?
But most importantly, why the hell did he come to my bar? I brush the thoughts away, get the mop bucket, and get to work again. It's now 3 in the morning, and I should have been home hours ago. Great, another sleepless night. I get home and clean myself up, getting his blood from under my nails. Once done, I lay in bed, waiting for sleep to come, and when it did. He was there.
Not as the blood-soaked stranger who barged into my bar at 1:30 in the morning, but as something else. Something worse or maybe better, I don't know. In the dream, he wasn't hurt. He was standing in my bar like he owned the damn place, smirking, shirtless. The blood was gone, but the scars remained, like permanent threads sewn into skin. His eyes found mine, and I couldn't look away, couldn't breathe.He walked toward me, slowly and deliberately, that same raw power radiating from his body like heat off the pavement during the summer. My feet wouldn't move. My voice wouldn't work. When he finally reached me, he whispered something I couldn't understand-his breath warm in my ear. Then his hands were on my waist, firm and possessive. Not gentle. Not rough. Just certainty. Like he knew I belonged there. And for one, long, terrifying second. I didn't want to fight it.
Then I woke up, heart racing, sheets tangled around my legs, and his name still unknown on my tongue.
– Mina –Three more months went by, with pressure growing quietly beneath the surface. The city changed seasons without warning, and I had to keep pace, even when my body lagged. Grief didn’t disappear; it shifted, settling deeper, becoming heavier and more ingrained.The hospital room was unnaturally bright for the time, washing everything in an almost surreal glow. Machines beeped softly beside me, their steady sounds mingling with a fluctuating pain that ebbed and flowed unpredictably. I concentrated on my breath, fingers clenched tightly in the sheets, counting the unreliable seconds. No matter how long this lasted, I knew I couldn’t will my way through it.I had been awake for hours before anyone entered. Time felt strange, stretching and snapping back, with moments blending. My body hurt in unfamiliar places, deep and persistent, as if something was forcing itself out. I pressed my forehead into the pillow and tried to stay calm.The door opened softly, and I recognized Frankie
-Mina-Six months after the fire, the city still carried the scent of ash, especially when the rain fell oddly. New York carried on as if untouched, yet beneath the surface, the underworld’s rhythm shifted, slower above, more brutal below. I realized that grief didn’t disappear; instead, it was hidden away in pockets and brought into meetings like a loaded gun.Frankie practically ran everyone out of Luca’s house, for practical reasons and as a quiet, unspoken cruelty. Luca’s presence seemed to linger throughout the hallways, and the soldiers moved softly, fearing noise might wake the dead. Frankie never sat in Luca’s chair, not once, and the capos noticed this, even if they tried to hide it. Only meetings happened there, almost as if Frankie intended to honor Luca’s authority even in his absence. The cartel’s presence felt so routine it would have horrified my former self. Rafael’s sicarios moved around the perimeter with a strict discipline that seemed even colder than that of Gamb
– Mina –The house felt wrong the second we crossed the threshold. It wasn’t quiet in the usual way, not resting or sleeping, but hollow, as if something vital had been pulled out and the walls hadn’t yet figured out how to hold themselves. Men stood where they always stood, but no one spoke unless spoken to. Luca’s absence pressed into every corner like a bruise you couldn’t stop touching.Max knew before any of us said it out loud. He paced the front room in tight, restless loops, nails clicking on the floor, ears pinned forward as if listening for footsteps that weren’t coming. When he finally stopped, he let out a low sound from deep in his chest, not a growl but something closer to grief. I sank to my knees beside him and pressed my face into his fur, breathing him in as if it might keep me upright.Frankie didn’t remove his jacket. He didn’t sit or pace or lean. He stood in the center of the room as if moving might finally break the world all the way open.Tony stayed close to h
-Mina-The fire continued to burn even after the sirens arrived, as if the building refused to give up what it had absorbed. Flames climbed the jagged concrete, reaching into the night sky while dark smoke billowed across the street. I stood rooted to the spot between Tony and Rafael, their grips tight on my arms because my legs didn't respond anymore. People kept calling his name, but Luca never responded. Frankie was on his knees near the curb, fists pressed into the asphalt as if he could anchor himself to the earth. His voice was gone from screaming, his throat raw and torn, but his mouth still moved as if he were begging something to undo itself. Tony crouched beside him, trying to speak sense into a man who had just watched his world burn. I had never seen Frankie look small before, and the sight broke something open in my chest. The firefighters moved with brutal efficiency, hoses roaring as water slammed into a fire that refused to die quietly. Someone shouted that the struc
– Mina –The trap didn’t feel like one until it was already closed, because traps never announce themselves with noise. They arrive as silence, as gaps where men should be, as radios that hesitate before answering. I felt it in my chest before anyone said the word, a pressure that made breathing feel like work instead of instinct.We were split across the city, deliberately thin, deliberately exposed. Frankie signed off on it with a jaw clenched so hard I thought it might crack, and Luca didn’t stop him. That was the first omen, the way Luca let it happen.The first call came from the Bronx corridor. A patrol reported movement where none should have been, then static swallowed the channel whole. By the time the feed came back, all we heard was gunfire and a man screaming for his mother in a language I didn’t understand.Frankie grabbed the radio so hard his knuckles went white. “Hold your ground,” he ordered. “Do not chase.” The screaming stopped mid-word, and the silence that followe
– Mina – The city didn’t wait for permission to burn. It answered Frankie’s executions with violence so loud it rattled windows and woke people who didn’t know their lives were already collateral. Smoke rose from Queens before the radios caught up, thick and black, the kind that clings to clothes and lungs long after the flames die. The first front was a cash warehouse we thought was dead weight. Alaric had left accelerant in the walls and men chained inside, and the explosion folded the building in on itself like paper. Two bodies were pulled out alive but screaming, skin blistered and eyes ruined, begging for mercy that never came. The second hit landed thirty minutes later near the docks. A transport hub we used for clean movement turned into an oven, metal warping, and tires screaming as they melted. Frankie watched the feed without blinking, jaw tight, already measuring how much blood this would cost us to answer. “They’re not retaliating,” Frankie said. “They’re announcin
-Mina-Morning arrived relentlessly, fulfilling its duty without hesitation. The house was already stirring when I entered the hall, radios softly buzzing, boots clicking on the floor, and hushed voices exchanging updates. Max paced once at the doorway before falling into step behind me, as if he ha
-Mina-We could’ve gone back to our own places. No one said it out loud, but the option sat there like an unclaimed exit. Frankie had his house. I had what used to be mine. Luca could’ve locked himself in his office, and nobody would’ve questioned it.Instead, we stayed.The house didn’t change bec
-Mina- It took about an hour to get comfortable and fall asleep, and I only slept for all of two hours. The dreams didn’t let up tonight, the pain crossing into reality when I woke up. I tossed the blanket off me and swung my legs over the bed, realizing there was nowhere to go; I was safe this ti
-Mina-I didn’t tell anyone where I was going. Not Luca. Not Frankie. Not Tony. I let the lie sit by omission, heavy and deliberate. Sometimes silence is the only way to move without being stopped.Rafael didn’t ask questions when I told him to come with me. He never did. He checked his weapon, adju







