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AESPIA POV

Shock was written all over her, she never believed that I could do that to the girl she had brought.

All she wanted from me was to get injured and be in pain, she was always happy whenever I was in pain, she wanted that and I never gave in.

The door opened and I could see how angry she looked. It was none of my business, she set this up and she had to go treat the poor girl that she had pushed to me.

"Why are you here? You should not be here" she said.

" Where should I be? In Alpha Xyren's room? Maybe I should go there" I said.

" Hey,stay back,I never asked you to go there,what I am asking you is why do you feel comfortable staying in your room when you did something serious to someone? She needs help" Cara said.

It was like I heard something else while my brain processed another.

" What do you mean by that?"

"Do not act like you do not know she is injured"

"You were the one who brought her,you should take responsibility for it, or else, I'll let Alpha Xyren know about this" I said.

She stopped and stared at me. I was going to report her to him. I was aware he does not have any idea what she was doing and even the injured girl is going to worsen everything.

" Fine, I'll help you take care of her," she said.

Help me?

She was trying to turn this on me and I know what game she was playing.

" You should leave," I said, with a frown on my face.

She wanted to say something but I stopped her immediately. She left my room after trying to speak twice.

I laid on the bed, my mind drifted to the times I usually trained, I did not want anyone to know about that part of me, but Cara was such a pusher.

I did not spend the day like I had wanted to and it was already dark.

The bathroom water was cold but I wanted to have a bath, so I turned on the warm water and washed up.

I got my lips moisturized with lip balm. I was going to see Alpha Xyren.

He has been playing a silly game with me and it was already due, it was time to stop it.

My loose nightgown was what I picked, I put it on and left my room.

Getting to his door, I was a bit scared, I have not gone to his room for this purpose before, I also wanted to ask him questions that I felt was going to help me know about something.

I knocked on the door and he opened it.

" Look who is here, how did you find your way to me tonight, you miss me, huh?" He chuckled.

It made me feel like I was back because I missed what he did to me, but I was there to ask questions.

" I came for a different reason, I came to ask you questions" I said.

He closed the door behind me.

" Questions? With you dressed like that? It must be something important" he said.

I rolled my eyes so quickly behind him that he did not see it, I did not want him seeing that.

I sat on the bed and watched him go back and forth.

" You can start talking,I can hear you," he said.

I cleared my throat.

" You said you wanted me as a breeder, how am I to be what you want when you do not want to have me?" I asked.

He stopped what he was doing and looked right into my eyes and I became uncomfortable.

" I do not want that yet," he said.

I frowned. It was not what I was expecting to hear.

" What do you mean by that?"

" I want you to willingly give in to me, I want you to want it as well" he said.

It did not make sense to me, because I was right there on his bed, asking for it and he dares say he wants me to want it?

I wanted it, that was why I was there. He can not continue doing this to me, he can not continue putting me in the right mood and leaving me hanging like it's nothing.

" I do not think that is the reason you are doing what you are doing,maybe there is something else" I pressed on.

I badly wanted to know about it.

" You want someone who is going to be ready for me, you are not ready yet and I do not want to push you into something you are not ready for" he held my hands and looked at me.

I was furious because that was a lie, I felt there was something else.

If I was not ready for something like that, I would not have found my way to his room asking me that.

"I am ready, I am ready to do whatever it is that you want" I said.

" You are not,little one,I want you to ask for it repeatedly, I want you to beg me for it, I want you to desire so much for it and be ready for me" he said.

I do not know the exact thing he was looking for, but I do know that it was not what he was saying to me, it was a different thing and it made me upset.

" I'll see you later" I stood up and headed for the door,he never made an attempt to get me back.

He sat there and kept his eyes on me.

" Okay then, I'll see you at the ceremony," he said.

Ceremony? What was he talking about?

I was too upset to ask him what he meant by that and what he was planning.

I left and went to my room, angry and upset that I did not get what I wanted from him.