I stared at my phone screen seeing Nikolas's name flash through it, I couldn't help the way my stomach tightened in knots.
I swallowed hard and debated myself whether I should answer it or not-
Roman said that he left, he doesn't know i am here, he thinks i am at the hotel, right ?
I think i should answer, for him not to get suspicious. I took in a deep breath and pressed the answer button. I placed the phone to my ear and no words were able to form out of my mouth.
I heard his low breath before he lowly said, "Hey."
My eyes closed, my other hand fisted around the blanket.
Cara's POV"- But you'll never be able to heal the scars over my arm."His words hit me hard, so hard. My eyes traveled to his arm and my chest tightened.I saw them before, i did.They are clearly craved over his skin making it hard to ignore and not observe. Not one or two, much more, way more.I saw them but I didn't think it through. I saw them but i ignored them too.Because it kills me, it rips me apart knowing that this time, i am the reason behin
Cara's POV"Are you scared ?" I asked Lilly as I crouched down in front of her and buckled her seatbelt.Her wide eyes looked at me and she nodded, her fingers wrapped tightly around the belt. Her small knuckles turning white from her very tight hold.I gave her a smile trying to sooth her, "It's okay, i am sitting beside you, don't worry." I said as i stroked her cheek before i stood up and sat down beside her. I buckled my seatbelt as well, then took her small hand in mine.She looked around the plane in fear, her eyes glistened with tears, her lips pressed in a pout, she sniffled and one tear trickled down her cheek.When we came from London, she was so scared as
Alex's POVI had this very little small hope.That things would be fixed, that we can get back together again. That the past can be forgotten and moving on is a real thing.But now, now her very few words smashed that hope into very tiny pieces.I had this hope, that they didn't-That he didn't-Fuck- the thought alone kills me.This burn in my chest, when will it stop ?For god's sake, i thought he didn't touch her.
Cara's POVI didn't know how the words escaped my mouth. How did i even let myself to-No, i should've not - noI covered my mouth with my hand as i immediately ran away, ignoring the shocked look on Katherine's face, ignoring as she called my name as i entered the bathroom and slammed the door behind.With my shaking hand i locked it.I pressed my back against the door as the tears kept their flow.The tightness over my chest increased, my lungs contracted painfully, it felt so painful to even breath.My b
Alex's POVI am probably committing the worst mistake of my life.The door I locked in my head and threw the key away, now I just tore it upart with my own hands.It's a big risk that i am taking.I simply came back to what I ran away from.I am going to ruin myself again.But that doesn't matter. I don't matter. She does, and for her I am ready to do more.My dear father went back to his seat, the smile still not leaving his lips. He is grinning, the old fool, he is actually grinning.
Cara's POV"Come with me please." The nurse said with a smile. I nodded in return and followed her.I wrapped my arms around myself as i felt a wave of coldness sweep over me. My steps heavy as i walked further inside as if some force is trying to pull me backwards.It's for the best. I kept saying.Things will be better after.It's the only way.It's for the best.I kept on repeating.I will be okay.I am trying to stay calm. I am trying to catch a glimps
Cara's POVIt was perfect.No, it was more. Much more.It was like kissing him for the very first time.Life fire exploding within my bones. Like my soul had finally found its peace. And that every part of me that was dead, came back to life again.The movement of our lips took a short pause, our eyes connected, no words were uttered, yet our eyes were lost in a deep,very deepconversation.His were darker, full with need, full with so many unsaid emotions while mine was melting due to his intense gaze.
Cara's POV"What ?" I asked, my eyes wide as i tried to let it all in.He just shrugged in return.I almost chocked on my saliva.Oh god.I took in a deep gulp of air, "Please tell me this is one of your jokes." I said.He shook his head with a smile, "Sadly, no."I removed his arms from around me as i sat straight facing him, i shook my head, "You can't be serious, like you can't Alex, what the hell, this is -" i pressed my palm over my forehead, his words made no sense to me, "It's dangerous." It's way more than just dangerous.Theywill ruin him.