The Demon

I am a half-demon.

Oh, why have you all gone pale? Afraid I'm going to leap at you and rip your throats out? I'm not. First, that would be really messy, and second, there are oh so many ways to kill a man in a much faster and more efficient manner.

Why are you making the sign of the Bright Saint? I am no vampire, no spirit of darkness, not even a pureblood demon. Actually, I could even enter a church without any problems. I don't, though. There are a few reasons. First of all, I'm lazy. The service starts at dawn, as you are well aware, even a bit earlier. Why would I get out of my warm bed to drag myself somewhere and wail together with the parishioners? Dream on. The other reason is no less important. The people are so sure I'm scared of all that holy paraphernalia-no use in disappointing them. I'd rather that become the last thing they learn in their lives. Yeah, you know what I mean. They wouldn't be disappointed anymore afterward. Well, maybe at their funeral.

Hey, stop with the pale face! This is all pure theory. Oh, and the third thing, chances are, our god-fearing thrall would suffer a stroke if I were to appear inside the holy walls of a temple. After all, "ungodly vermin are to suffer in the eternal darkness until the end of time..." Yep, that's from his speeches. Oh well. If I got angry with each fool who crossed my path, I'd tire my tail out.

Which tail? My tail-a long, pretty, scaly tail, with a scorpion's stinger at the end. One sting, and you have a date with the Bright Saint, telling him all about my wickedness. One drop of my venom could poison an entire barrel of water.

Actually, I'm quite catlike. Have you seen an angry cat? They strike their enemies with their tails...and so do I. Sometimes, I miss. Sometimes, I don't. Why not, really? I am a half-demon, am I not? An unholy creature? You bet! A crown assassin? Absolutely. Too bad for me, though, half-demons aren't fit to be kings. I fell into a trap; I served the crown so well that I ended up wearing it, and it doesn't want to let me go. How did it happen?

The usual way. They say, there is no fool like a fool with initiative. I can confirm that. Yet, there is an even worse idiot: a crowned one, with rich imagination and initiative. Now, this is a terrible combination-a real disaster-and that's what my uncle was like.

How did I turn out to be a half-demon? Don't ask me stupid questions. A half-demon is born when one of the parents is human and the other is a demon.

You say that's obvious? So what do you want to know? Ah, how could a human meet a demon? Fine. I'll tell you my story-from the very beginning.

My uncle-and I sincerely hope he gets the hottest frying pan in all of hell and no oil-was happily married to a beautiful girl. They were a gorgeous couple. He was a tall, fair-haired knight in golden armor, straight from the sappy dreams of teenage girls. He had a fair share of female admirers, too, and waited to settle down until he was thirty. He would have done it even later, but his father, my grandfather, forced him to get hitched. He needed heirs, you see-legitimate heirs, not bastards born by maids and ladies-in-waiting.

So half of our nobles are related to me through my uncle. They called it "merit to the crown" and took a lot of pride in it, and the especially daring ones even tried implying something in front of me. I didn't get it. If my uncle had screwed their moms, whose husbands had turned a blind eye to this, what would the crown have owed those people? Nope, no way. Whoring yourself out is everyone's personal matter. And don't tell me he was the king and would get furious upon a refusal, punishing the entire family. The proud ones had refused, not giving a damn about the money. There was one case... But I'll tell you about it later.

I dealt with those implications in a simple way. I told them the merits belonged to their parents, and not from the crown, but also from my dear old uncle in particular. If they wanted anything, they could earn it themselves, from my own person. My bedroom was open, and demons, as everybody knew, were bisexual. Half-demons as well. Oddly, nobody volunteered.

They did come at me with their daggers, though, and swords, and spells; they even brought an exorcist once. After that, I had to raise the housemaids' salaries. Now, they had real merits to the crown. I mean, removing those noodles from the chandelier... Why noodles? Well, if half-demons get mad, they can cut you into ribbons-with their claws. And I was really mad that time. But I'd better tell you how it all started.

My uncle married a gorgeous duchess. She was a real beauty, that one. I wouldn't be against spending some time alone with her myself, just no marriage. She had raven-black hair, deep blue eyes, delicate features as if painted with a fine brush, and her figure...you couldn't see everything because of the dress, of course, but her bosom was to die for. And everything else, in all likelihood, was at least as good. Her legs might have been a little bit crooked, but who could notice that under a long skirt before marriage? Anyway, my uncle was head over heels. She wasn't having any of that, though. She fluttered her eyelashes and wiggled her behind, but as soon as he tried to touch her under her corsage, she rebuffed him. No sex before a wedding, she said. At the slightest provocation, she burst into tears, asking His Majesty to take pity on her virtue, show some understanding for her situation, and not to rob the poor girl of the only thing she could use as her dowry.

Well, as for poor, she got it right. She was as poor as a church mouse; each of her several dresses was patched up eight times at the very least. Later, after the king's death, she became known as One Dress Queen, as she never wore the same dress twice. She gave them away to her maids or court ladies. My uncle pandered to her every whim. What can a man do? It was love. I always wondered, how do people think when in such a state? Probably not with their brains. In short, that lady had only one treasure-between her legs, and she sold it to the highest bidder-for the crown. Don't tell me about love, please. Those who loved him, my uncle used and discarded like trash. When you love someone, you're not thinking about yourself, and they didn't, giving their honor and soul to the knight in golden armor-no bargaining.

They were simply happy that the crown prince stooped as low as to spend a whole night with them-or even two nights. That was real love. What she did was prostitution. At least common whores were cheap. That one turned out to be expensive.

What a good-looking couple they were!

You could hang their portraits on every wall in the city, and nobody would complain. Once Rudolph was king, folks rushed to gawk at them during royal parades on Sundays. There they went, my uncle, tall, golden-haired, on a black stallion, the crown barely visible in his hair, and his wife on a white horse, slender, delicate, bedecked in diamonds, like a midwinter tree. I never liked those baubles, maybe because she did.

A leopard can't change its spots.

That's right. I am his sister's son. How was I born? As I might have already mentioned, my uncle was a fool, which is why his father tried to school him as much as he could. He tried sending him out as an ambassador, as a negotiator-escorted by veteran diplomats, too-but Uncle was always present. He needed to be taught at least something, or the kingdom would be plundered while he, with all his chivalry, stood by and watched. His own wife would be the first in line to try something. I also suspect that on top of everything, Grandfather did that to save money. Uncle's retinue cost a pretty penny. I spend less money a year for the entire court than he does in a month, and that's mostly because of the palace. It's gotten old, needs constant repairs. Otherwise, it would be even less.

As for our neighbors... East and south, thank the gods, Radenor doesn't share borders with any countries. It is just the sea. That's why our poor and destitute didn't die of hunger during Uncle's reign. The sea's bounties are plenty, the waters warm. Throw a rope, and you'll catch a fish. In the north, we have Riolon and Tevarr-two kingdoms. On the west, a mountain range. Not a proper one, really, more like a chunk of it. Behind it lies the third kingdom, Mirall. We're constantly at odds with Riolon and Tevarr. If they ever forgot about their own squabbles and joined against us, it would mean curtains for Radenor. Yet they never do.

As for Mirall... Our mountains aren't much to look at, not very tall, not really impressive. Yet they are home to lots of rich mines. Gold, silver... And both Radenor and Mirall need these metals. There was a constant back-and-forth because of these mountains: we warred, negotiated, sent diplomats, had fallings out...

That time, my uncle went as an ambassador. He took Abigail with him and all of their children. My mother went with them. She was the heir's younger sister, my grandfather's second child, a late-in-life daughter. He loved her immensely, causing my uncle to be green with envy. She was about eighteen years younger than her brother. Nobody had expected her birth. The queen had died in labor, yet Grandfather had risen to the occasion. He hadn't sent her away; he hadn't come to hate her-he had said that the child had been his late wife's last gift to him, and he would do anything to keep her safe. And he did. He looked after her, cared for her, and catered to her as well as he could, until that ill-fated trip.

Why did my grandfather send her? The girl was already seventeen, high time she got married. Finding a good suitor in her own kingdom was a challenge, however. She was a princess! She deserved no less than a prince, or at least a duke, and not just any duke. Royal heirs are historically accustomed to selling themselves for land, for a signature on a document, for something useful for the kingdom. Actually, Grandfather would have never let my uncle marry Abigail if he'd had a choice. Their wedding happened in secret. The priest who married them was banished as far away as Torwhal Island, populated with two dozen fishermen and their families, six ravens, and four dogs. What an illustrious career after serving at the royal temple in the capital! His place was taken by Felix, the retainer. He was a wonderful person.

A retainer? Nothing special, that's just what we call priests of the Bright Saint. Those at the bottom of the church hierarchy, who are just starting out and just swore their oaths, are called slaves of the Bright Saint. Thralls are the next stage, followed by servitors. Then there are the retainers, and the Confidant is the head of the church. As for common folk, they are simply the fruits of his work-not even slaves, more like toys. He can play with them, break them, toss them aside-except for necromancers, really. Throughout all the kingdoms, necromancers are known to serve the Dark Tempter, and their unclean souls should be sent all the way to heaven, to be dealt with by the Bright Saint-and become new toys, better ones. What a nice system.

Still, Felix was different. Grandfather chose him randomly out of a dozen sent by the Confidant. He never regretted that. First of all, Felix was a person-a true Radenorian-and only then a slave, a thrall, or any other unholy spawn.

Oh, sorry. The only unholy spawn here is me, and I'm no worse than many people. Anyway, let us continue with the story.

My grandfather didn't send Princess Michelle for no reason. He wanted her to get to know Duke Philip, the ruler of Miellen, a border dukedom. He wasn't old yet, around forty, and was known to be a smart and gentle man. He was a widower; his wife had fallen to her death during a hunt. He never married afterward, as he loved her too much. But he was getting on in years, and had to start thinking about heirs. A princess was a good match; anybody would be flattered. Plus, Grandfather was thinking about eventually annexing Miellen to Radenor. Let the kingdom grow.

Why didn't he offer a marriage right away? He wanted to let the princess look at her potential husband-to-be. I did say she was his favorite child, and more: my mother had a powerful gift for fire magic. This is something known to manifest in the royal bloodline-rarely, yet in a huge way. Princess Michelle had been able to light up candles on chandeliers since her childhood. Once, she singed a court lady's hairdo, and no cocky courtier could even think about propositioning her in a dark hallway. After all, nobody would want their tender bits burned to a crisp.

Abigail didn't like the princess. Michelle was her complete opposite. Abigail was a brunette, somewhat of a vamp. Personally, I thought her face was a bit rat-like, but I'm biased. Uncle liked her, after all. Michelle, on the other side, was frail and waifish. Her hair was white with a bluish tint, her eyes big and blue. She was of short stature, her face like a porcelain doll they make in Riolon, her figure delicate. Next to her, Abigail was nothing. I once hung their portraits together and realized why my aunt had hated my mother so much. Because she was prettier, smarter, and kinder than Abigail. Because of her royal blood and her magical gift; there were lots of reasons. In a word, my mother was a thorn in Abigail's side. And then, there was another important matter. Michelle's children had rights to the throne, too. Grandfather always joked that if anything happened to Rudolph, his daughter would bear him a grandchild-the future king. How ironic.