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Prologue
Limon Correctional Facility
Limon, Colorado
Eleven years ago
Nala Porter fumbled with her purse, trying to find her wallet so she could have her ID to hand. It never ceased to amaze her how she could put something right at the top of the damn bag, just right there, and how the object promptly disappeared into it, like it had just gracefully dived into an ocean’s murky depths.
She wasn’t really paying attention to her surroundings, since she was focused on sifting through the junk that seemed to just appear without any effort on her part, and anyway, she was seriously distracted by the news that had been confirmed just that morning. She was happy about it – thrilled, actually – and she hoped that her husband would be, too, despite the present circumstances, which were, admittedly, less than ideal.
The autumn colors on her journey down from Denver had been spectacular, all gold and orange and red, and had just amped her mood up ever higher. It was an easy ninety minute drive from the city to the prison, and she’d done it every week for two months now, managing around her work as a dental receptionist and the strict visitor times and rules.
Nala was hopeful that her husband would be out in six months, maybe a bit sooner. He’d assured her that he’d been on his best behavior, and she believed him. After all, this was his first time in jail ever, and considering his personal, professional, and social associations, that was pretty amazing.
“Hey,” a gruff voice said now, startling her mid-stride. “Wait a second.”
She gasped, and looked up from her purse, her driver’s license in her hand; she now wished that it was her pepper spray instead. Then she saw who was speaking to her and she relaxed. Marginally.
Wheels Jordan, President of The Road Devils MC, was standing in front of her. He was a tall, bald man with a huge beer gut and a wild black beard flecked with gray, and the coldest eyes that she’d ever seen, except for that absolute fucking monster Ice Johansson. Right now, he was standing between her and the door into reception, and she had to deal with him quickly. She only had an hour to visit, so every minute was precious… especially with what she had to talk to her husband about today.
“Hi,” Nala said in a small voice; she knew how Wheels felt about someone like her being married to one of his boys, and she was always unsure quite how badly he’d treat her. She cleared her throat, opted for friendly small talk. “Are you here to see Cole too?”
“Yeah,” Wheels told her brusquely. “But first, you and me need to talk.”
“Is it – can we –” she faltered under his withering gaze, gathered up some courage to finish a sentence. “Can we please catch up after I visit Cole? I have something kind of important to –”
“No,” Wheels interrupted. “And you won’t be seeing him.”
Nala paused, her thoughts running wild suddenly. Maybe Cole was hurt? But then how would Wheels know that? Surely the prison would have called her if something had happened.
“You mean I can’t see him today?” she asked. “Is he –”
“I mean you won’t be seeing him ever again,” Wheels cut her off once more. “Here.”
He thrust a bunch of papers at her, and she took them, mystified. She skimmed them, saw that there was a bunch of legal jargon but it all seemed to fly over her head – until she saw the words ‘dissolution of marriage’.
Nala looked up at Wheels, utterly stupefied. “What is this?”
“You’re getting divorced,” he informed her. “You’re signing these papers right now, and then you’re getting in your shit little car, and going home to pack. I don’t give a fuck where you go after that, but you’re not staying in Denver. Don’t even try, you stupid bitch, because I’ll get you to leave the city one way or another. It’s your choice if you go easy or you go in pieces.”
Denver, ColoradoSatan’s BarTwo Nights LaterSatan’s Bar was loud enough to vibrate through bone tonight, the kind of deep, relentless noise that settled into the walls and floorboards and skin alike, until it became less something a person heard and more something they simply existed inside. Music thundered from old speakers mounted above the bar, bass rolling through the packed room in heavy waves, while bikers crowded shoulder-to-shoulder around scarred wooden tables, cigarette smoke curling thickly through red neon light, and the sharp smells of whiskey, leather, gasoline, and impending bad decisions.It was chaos. Controlled chaos, maybe, but chaos all the same.And somehow Frank ‘Cole’ Porter moved through the center of it with the detached ease of a man who had spent so many years inside places exactly like this, that his body no longer required conscious thought to function there. He poured beers without looking at the taps, slid glasses of whisky across polished wood with p
Then something inside of her went very still. Not calm, something older than calm. Something merciless.The Greeks had called them the Furies: female creatures born from blood and vengeance, monstrous women who hunted the wicked without rest or mercy. Nala remembered learning about them in college once and thinking the mythology seemed absurdly dramatic. Now she understood, though, because motherhood had made her ancient too. Protective in ways that no longer felt entirely human.Nala slid silently from the dumbwaiter and reached for the heavy marble rolling pin sitting in the crock beside the stove. Her fingers wrapped around the smooth cold weight of it, grounding her instantly in the simplest possible truth.Weapon. Tool. Survival.For eleven years, she had built a life around the idea that if danger ever came for Luna, Nala would be ready, but she knew she would not be fearless. Fear was alive inside her right now, huge and clawing and vicious, but fear had never made her weak. F
Canandaigua, New York11 Years LaterNala Freeman woke to a sound that did not belong in her house.Not the harmless old-house noises she had grown accustomed to over the past decade in Canandaigua, with its sleepy lake-town charm and narrow tree-lined streets and neighbors who still left mince pies on each other’s porches at Christmas. Not the radiator knocking awake in the walls, not the slow settling creaks of ancient hardwood, not the maple branches scraping softly against the siding whenever the wind came hard off the lake.This sound was wrong. Intentional. Human.Nala’s eyes opened instantly in the dark, every part of her body going perfectly still before her mind had even fully surfaced from sleep, instinct already listening harder than consciousness itself.There.A dull thud from downstairs. Then silence.Her heart began pounding immediately, hard enough that she could feel it in her throat, but she didn’t move. Panic wasted time, and time was usually the thin fragile line s
Prologue continuedNala's hands shook so violently she could barely hold the pen he shoved at her. Tears blurred the words across the pages until the legal jargon became meaningless black smears against white paper, but none of it really mattered anyway. This wasn’t law, this wasn’t procedure. This was coercion dressed up in paperwork. This was survival.Nala stared blindly at the signature line while grief rose inside her so fast it became almost impossible to breathe around. She didn’t want this. God, she didn’t want this. She loved Cole with a depth that still startled her sometimes, loved him despite the club and the violence and the danger and all the things she had spent years trying not to look at too closely. She loved the rough scrape of his voice first thing in the morning, and the absentminded way he kissed her forehead while passing through the kitchen, and the softness he only ever showed when nobody else was looking.She loved him enough that this felt like dying.And m
Prologue continued“I’m asking how far you think this is gonna go,” he’d said softly, rubbing his thumb across her palm. “Because I’m pretty sure I’m looking at my future wife.”Nala had stared at him in complete disbelief. “You barely know me.”“I know enough.”“That’s insane.”“Probably,” he’d agreed easily. “Still true though.”And somehow, impossibly, it had been.Cole had loved her openly from the very beginning, with a kind of reckless certainty that had both thrilled and terrified her. He brought her to bars where conversations stopped when she walked in beside him. He held her hand at club parties where some of the older members barely concealed their disgust. He introduced her as his woman with his head high and his arm firm around her waist, daring anyone to say something sideways about it.Some of them did anyway. Not to her face, usually. Men like that were cowards more often than not, but she heard and saw enough. Looks lasted too long, conversations died when she approac
Prologue continuedRight away, she knew that was exactly the wrong thing to say. Wheels lunged at her again, and he made impact so hard that the back of Nala’s skull slammed into the brick wall behind her, pain bursting hot and white across her vision as the world tilted sickeningly sideways for a moment. For several disorienting seconds, all she could hear was the high metallic ringing in her ears and the ragged sound of her own breathing.When her vision cleared again, his face was inches from hers. Not shocked, not confused.Enraged.“You fucking what?” he hissed.The words came out low and lethal, the kind of tone that made instinct kick in before logic ever could, and Nala felt terror move through her bloodstream so fast it almost made her nauseous. Every survival instinct she possessed screamed at her to take it back immediately, to laugh nervously and tell him she’d made a mistake, that she wasn’t pregnant at all, that she didn’t know why she’d said it…But it was already too l







