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“Wait,” she said, too numb to even be shocked or angry at the swearing and name-calling. “I don’t –”
“Did I stutter?”
She froze at the vitriol in his voice, really hearing him now. At a loss and in an effort to buy some time to gather her thoughts, she looked at the papers again, more carefully. She flipped all the way to the last page, and that’s when she saw the signature lines.
“But – but Cole hasn’t signed this,” she protested. “How can he divorce me if –”
Before she knew it, Wheels had her pinned against the side of the building, hidden from view, his body right up against hers, his tattooed forearm across her throat, his hot, foul breath in her face. For a big man with a bigger gut, he moved fast, and she never saw him coming. She froze completely, barely breathing as those black eyes bored into her; it came to her that he could snap her neck here and now, right next to the goddamn prison.
And he’d probably get away with it too.
“What part of this am I not being clear about?” Wheels hissed. “You are getting divorced. It is happening right now. Then you are fucking off and for good.”
Her eyes started watering as he leaned harder on her windpipe, cutting off her air completely.
“If you understand, blink,” he snarled. “Dumb whore.”
Nala blinked rapidly, tears running down her cheeks, panic fully setting in now. When he stepped back and away, she doubled over, gripping her knees, coughing and gasping. He watched her impassively, and it came to her that seeing women fight for their lives was probably nothing new to him, and that was when her self-preservation kicked in and hard.
Nala straightened up, rubbing her throat, eyeing him warily. She retrieved the papers from the ground where she’d dropped them, looked at them again. She understood none of this – not one single goddamn thing – and she knew that Wheels wasn’t going to explain any of it.
Did Cole want a divorce? She couldn’t believe that, not based on how he’d spoken to her at her last prison visit just the week before, when he’d told her that he loved her and was counting the minutes until he could come back home to her. She had never wondered if Cole was in it and fully committed to her, not for one second of their three-year relationship or their six months of marriage.
He’d gone against the grain by getting involved with her, and she knew it – everybody knew it. Nala was very aware that the MC culture wasn’t open to outsiders, and even less so when the outsiders looked like her. Cole accepted her fully, and he always had, and he’d fought for them and their relationship, but maybe he was giving in to his club’s pressure now?
But even as the thought crossed her mind, she knew that was wrong. Cole had nothing to do with this. She’d be willing to bet that he didn’t know anything about it.
So did that mean that Wheels was pushing the divorce? Nala was starting to believe it, but she couldn’t wrap her head around it, not completely. Oh, sure, he hated her for obvious reasons, but she’d hoped that he’d finally just acknowledged that she was in Cole’s life for good, that the fact that Cole had married her would force Wheels to accept her, even begrudgingly. Clearly, she’d been wrong about that.
He was staring at her, his lip curled up in its usual display of disgust. “You gonna sign those papers, or do I have to break your fucking arm? Leg?” He paused, narrowed his eyes at her. “Face?”
Her heart stopped dead in her chest. She’d idly wondered how he’d react if she flatly refused to sign and now she knew for sure: he’d hurt her, and hurt her badly. That was always the plan, she was sure. To threaten her with serious bodily harm unless and until she agreed and did what he wanted.
And I’d be lucky to just walk away with a few broken bones… let’s be honest, I’d be lucky to walk away at all.
“Does Cole know what you’re doing?” she dared to ask. “That you’ve instigated this?”
“It was Cole’s idea.”
“I don’t believe that,” she said before she could stop herself. “Why would he?”
Wheels shrugged. “He made a huge mistake marrying you, and when he gets out of jail, he wants a fresh start. You’re not part of that.”
Nala knew that was a lie, but the words stung anyway.
Then, out of sheer desperation, trying so hard to reach a human part of Wheels, Nala spoke the words that would seal her fate, and end her marriage:
“I’m pregnant.”
Denver, ColoradoSatan’s BarTwo Nights LaterSatan’s Bar was loud enough to vibrate through bone tonight, the kind of deep, relentless noise that settled into the walls and floorboards and skin alike, until it became less something a person heard and more something they simply existed inside. Music thundered from old speakers mounted above the bar, bass rolling through the packed room in heavy waves, while bikers crowded shoulder-to-shoulder around scarred wooden tables, cigarette smoke curling thickly through red neon light, and the sharp smells of whiskey, leather, gasoline, and impending bad decisions.It was chaos. Controlled chaos, maybe, but chaos all the same.And somehow Frank ‘Cole’ Porter moved through the center of it with the detached ease of a man who had spent so many years inside places exactly like this, that his body no longer required conscious thought to function there. He poured beers without looking at the taps, slid glasses of whisky across polished wood with p
Then something inside of her went very still. Not calm, something older than calm. Something merciless.The Greeks had called them the Furies: female creatures born from blood and vengeance, monstrous women who hunted the wicked without rest or mercy. Nala remembered learning about them in college once and thinking the mythology seemed absurdly dramatic. Now she understood, though, because motherhood had made her ancient too. Protective in ways that no longer felt entirely human.Nala slid silently from the dumbwaiter and reached for the heavy marble rolling pin sitting in the crock beside the stove. Her fingers wrapped around the smooth cold weight of it, grounding her instantly in the simplest possible truth.Weapon. Tool. Survival.For eleven years, she had built a life around the idea that if danger ever came for Luna, Nala would be ready, but she knew she would not be fearless. Fear was alive inside her right now, huge and clawing and vicious, but fear had never made her weak. F
Canandaigua, New York11 Years LaterNala Freeman woke to a sound that did not belong in her house.Not the harmless old-house noises she had grown accustomed to over the past decade in Canandaigua, with its sleepy lake-town charm and narrow tree-lined streets and neighbors who still left mince pies on each other’s porches at Christmas. Not the radiator knocking awake in the walls, not the slow settling creaks of ancient hardwood, not the maple branches scraping softly against the siding whenever the wind came hard off the lake.This sound was wrong. Intentional. Human.Nala’s eyes opened instantly in the dark, every part of her body going perfectly still before her mind had even fully surfaced from sleep, instinct already listening harder than consciousness itself.There.A dull thud from downstairs. Then silence.Her heart began pounding immediately, hard enough that she could feel it in her throat, but she didn’t move. Panic wasted time, and time was usually the thin fragile line s
Prologue continuedNala's hands shook so violently she could barely hold the pen he shoved at her. Tears blurred the words across the pages until the legal jargon became meaningless black smears against white paper, but none of it really mattered anyway. This wasn’t law, this wasn’t procedure. This was coercion dressed up in paperwork. This was survival.Nala stared blindly at the signature line while grief rose inside her so fast it became almost impossible to breathe around. She didn’t want this. God, she didn’t want this. She loved Cole with a depth that still startled her sometimes, loved him despite the club and the violence and the danger and all the things she had spent years trying not to look at too closely. She loved the rough scrape of his voice first thing in the morning, and the absentminded way he kissed her forehead while passing through the kitchen, and the softness he only ever showed when nobody else was looking.She loved him enough that this felt like dying.And m
Prologue continued“I’m asking how far you think this is gonna go,” he’d said softly, rubbing his thumb across her palm. “Because I’m pretty sure I’m looking at my future wife.”Nala had stared at him in complete disbelief. “You barely know me.”“I know enough.”“That’s insane.”“Probably,” he’d agreed easily. “Still true though.”And somehow, impossibly, it had been.Cole had loved her openly from the very beginning, with a kind of reckless certainty that had both thrilled and terrified her. He brought her to bars where conversations stopped when she walked in beside him. He held her hand at club parties where some of the older members barely concealed their disgust. He introduced her as his woman with his head high and his arm firm around her waist, daring anyone to say something sideways about it.Some of them did anyway. Not to her face, usually. Men like that were cowards more often than not, but she heard and saw enough. Looks lasted too long, conversations died when she approac
Prologue continuedRight away, she knew that was exactly the wrong thing to say. Wheels lunged at her again, and he made impact so hard that the back of Nala’s skull slammed into the brick wall behind her, pain bursting hot and white across her vision as the world tilted sickeningly sideways for a moment. For several disorienting seconds, all she could hear was the high metallic ringing in her ears and the ragged sound of her own breathing.When her vision cleared again, his face was inches from hers. Not shocked, not confused.Enraged.“You fucking what?” he hissed.The words came out low and lethal, the kind of tone that made instinct kick in before logic ever could, and Nala felt terror move through her bloodstream so fast it almost made her nauseous. Every survival instinct she possessed screamed at her to take it back immediately, to laugh nervously and tell him she’d made a mistake, that she wasn’t pregnant at all, that she didn’t know why she’d said it…But it was already too l







