LOGINZeke ‘Silver’ Bennett walked over to Nell Patton, who had started pouring his double whiskey the second that she’d spotted him coming through the door of her bar. By the time he’d reached her, she’d already dropped in a single ice cube and she stood, her arm extended. Silver gave her his slow smile, took the drink from her with a nod of thanks.
“Here you go, handsome,” she said, in that husky voice that still made men pause in their tracks and eye her up, even at sixty-one years of age. “Welcome back to Nebraska. Been a while. What – six months? Eight?”
“Thanks, gorgeous,” Silver replied, raising the glass in a toast. “And yeah, eight months sounds about right. How you been?”
Nell shrugged, her tattooed shoulders strong and beautiful in the half-light. “Busy as all hell. As usual.”
“So business is booming, huh?” Silver looked around the crowded bar. “Any trouble to speak of?”
“Nothing I can’t handle.” Nell cocked her head, nailed him with her trademark hard blue stare. “But I heard that you boys have had trouble enough for all of us.”
“Ain’t that the truth,” Silver said heavily. “Word gets around.”
“Jesus, Silver,” Nell scoffed. “The Road Devils tattoo parlour gets bombed and blown up, your Veep is in some burn treatment center in California, your Prez is rampaging around trying to kill Dawson and take down The Blood Crew MC, and you think word won’t get around? And this is all after Wolf took y’all straight and safe going on two years ago. What the hell have you boys not been doing down there in Denver?”
“Yeah, yeah,” Silver muttered. “All true, or mostly true. But none of what happened at Blue Dragon Ink had anything to do with Dawson and his Blood Crew boys. And yeah, for one hot minute, Wolf thought about making Dawson disappear permanently, but soon enough, he figured out that Dawson wasn’t responsible for any of what went down with the parlour.”
“No?”
“Nuh-uh. It was an outsider, looking to hurt a woman named Zoe who came to work for us.”
“Yeah, I heard something about that, but didn’t really believe it, because it sounded so fucking out there. Some guy was looking for his little girl? Am I in the neighbourhood of the truth?”
“You’re smack bang in the middle of it,” Silver said. “An asshole from North Dakota, on the run for killing Zoe’s sister when she was pregnant with Keira, the baby girl you heard about. Wolf and Zoe go way back… back twenty-plus years, raised in the same bad neighbourhood in Denver. Zee was struggling in Fargo, raising her sister’s baby on her own, and Wolf offered her a job at the club tattoo parlour. Daddy Dickface showed up and set off a bomb. Died in the fire, thank fuck, and Zee and Keira are safe.”
“But Scars?” Nell asked quietly. “I heard he wasn’t doing so well.”
Silver fell silent for a minute, remembering The Road Devils’ Vice-President Scars Innis running into that burning tattoo parlour to rescue Keira, remembering him running back out of Blue Dragon again, holding that sweet baby – and with his hair and back on fire. The explosion had taken place almost seven months earlier, and Scars, Zoe, and Keira were still out in California, where Scars was undergoing intensive skin grafts and physical therapy.
Wolf Connor, President of The Road Devils MC, had been in touch with Zoe daily, and with Scars whenever the other man had been up for talking, which hadn’t been every day. No surprise, considering the amount of pain the man was in, and the amount of healing he was doing. But Wolf reported back to his guys every chance he got and every time they asked, and just that day, he’d told the Road Devils that their Veep should be back within a week. Just in time for Christmas.
“Scars has quite a few more scars, unfortunately,” Silver told Nell now. “I haven’t seen him, but Wolf says he’s doing really well. Incredibly well, actually… he and Zoe are engaged.”
“For real?” Nell exclaimed. “Scars Innis found a woman, huh?”
“One hell of a woman. She rented my place for a while so I got to know her a bit. Zee’s a great Mom, great manager at the tattoo place, great person. A bit prickly at first, made Scars jump through serious hoops… but she came around.”
“Nothing wrong with making sure a man means what he says when his jeans are down around his ankles,” Nell said tartly. “You MC boys aren’t known for your levels of commitment to the opposite sex, you know.”
“Hey,” Silver protested. “Some of us are alright.”
“I’ll take your word for that, handsome. And speaking of MC boys and commitment, where the hell’s your cut?” She stared accusingly at his jean jacket. “That’s not right.”
“Took it to Lev’s.”
“Ahhh. Needed some repair work to the leather?”
“Nah. Patch job. As in, I have a new patch that needs to get sewn on.” Silver drank a bit more whiskey. “Got a new one, and I trust Lev more than anyone else in the business.”
“What patch?” Nell asked. “You earn something?”
“Kind of.”
Nell stared at him, then her face broke out in a huge smile. “You got a promotion!”
“Yep.”
“Jesus Christ, Silver… spill it! You got an official rank or title now?”
Silver set his glass down. “Yeah. Nothing glamorous, so contain your excitement.”
“C’mon. Just tell me. What did Wolf and your brothers honor you with?”
“Treasurer.” Silver gave a tiny grin as he stroked his golden-blond beard. “Basically, a glorified record-keeper and report-writer.”
He moved his arms around her small body now, just held her close, reassuring himself that she was safe and whole. A bit of damage, definitely some monsters and ghosts, but still… she was here. He could work with that and everything else could be coped with over time and together.Against his body, she took a deep breath, exhaled. “Silver?”“Yeah, Jolene?”“Take me home. Please.”“You mean my place, remember?” He held her away from him, looking into her eyes. “You can’t stay at your place again until we get the bedroom sorted out.”“I remember,” she said. “And that’s what I meant when I said home.”He held his breath, wondering if he was understanding what was going on here. “You mean – you want to stay with me? Even after I get the bedroom sorted out?”“Silver,” she said in mock exasperation. “Don’t you know that my home is where you are?”“No.”“Now who’s not very bright?”“Hey,” he said. “You ask to move in with me and then you say that I’m kinda dumb?”“Yes.” She smiled at him, smi
“Revenge? For a citizen? For a crooked lawyer under federal investigation?” Silver scoffed. “No way, sweet thing. They don’t give a shit about anyone outside of their own MC’s and I’m not totally sure they even really care about their brothers. They’ll be after Wolf and Scars for something, that’s for sure, but who knows what. And frankly, if Viking’s doing his magic trick of making a body disappear, Crusher and Dawson can suspect us all they want, but they can’t prove jack-shit. They know they have no leverage.”“But will they care about proving anything?” she asked. “Aren’t they the types that just do what they want, regardless of proof?”“What can they want to do to us?” Silver said reasonably. “Nah. They’ll come at Wolf with accusations, he’ll deny everything and there will be bad blood. There’s already plenty of that, though, so all that will happen is we’ll all go back to quietly fucking loathing each other in our respective clubhouses, and carry on as usual.”“Really?”“Really.
“Silver –”“I don’t know, I swear to you. I’ve never known. Viking’s never told anyone how he does what he does, whatever the hell that is. I don’t know if he dumps the bodies in another state, or if he disintegrates them in a vat of acid, or if he chops them up into fifty pieces and scatters them in different lakes and rivers across Canada. I don’t think he’s told any of us, as far as I can tell. Except maybe Wolf and I wouldn’t even count on that, to be honest. I’d imagine that the deal is that the less anyone knows, the better, and no one person knows everything. If I ever got picked up for something, I’d have no idea where the bodies were buried – or even if the bodies still existed.”“No body, no crime, right?”“Exactly. That’s why I think that Viking’s made sure that there aren’t any to be found. If you really want to know what happened to your asshole ex, you’ll have to ask Viking – but don’t expect him to tell you, baby. I don’t think he ever will.”“I’m OK with that.”“Yeah?”
“So you know that for almost five years, that man made me not trust my own thoughts, my own eyes, my own memories. I didn’t have the first clue what I really believed or wanted, what I liked and enjoyed. He made me question every single thing that I thought I knew, to the point that I questioned my perception of reality and my own sanity.”“I know, baby.”“So let me tell you this clearly and with zero confusion: I wanted to kill him. I made that decision all on my own, with perfect understanding and knowledge about the consequences. I made a choice and I made it a long time ago, long before Wednesday night. I’m asking you to please let me stand by what I decided and did. Don’t try to rewrite what I wanted, or what happened, or ask me to lie about it. Please, Silver. Please try to understand that expecting me to live a lie or a fantasy as the truth is asking me to live the way that Brian expected me to… and that’s the one way that I can’t live anymore. I won’t.”Silver was horrified. “
Jo swam towards consciousness slowly, resisting it a bit because this dream world was so soft and warm, so safe and quiet. But a part of her knew that there was something important waiting for her in the world of awareness and even though it was dark and awful, it couldn’t be avoided forever. It wasn’t going anywhere and it would wait.It was waiting.“Jolene. Hey, baby.”She groaned at the slight pain in her head but forced her eyes open at that wonderful, rough voice calling her baby. She was sure that she’d never get used to it, certainly never take it for granted.And there he was, in all of his silver-blond gorgeous glory, sitting next her bed and looking all ‘I’ve been up all night’ sexy. Not many men could look hot with messed-up hair and dark circles under their eyes and a wrinkled t-shirt, but damned if Silver Bennett didn’t look smoldering and dangerous. Meanwhile she, on the other hand, undoubtedly looked like six kinds of hell. Maybe seven.“Hi,” she managed then coughed a
“And then I looked up,” Silver said slowly. “Jolene had his gun – I guess it had been up on the bed, but I didn’t see it – and she was pointing it at his head and he was blubbering and crying for me to help him. She told me to get away from Brian and when I asked her why, she said because she was going to finish this. She said that he deserved to die but it wasn’t going to be on my conscience, and when I begged her to think about this more, she said that she’d thought about it for long enough.”“Damn,” Zack said quietly. “It was a done deal for her.”“Yeah. Yeah, it was. And even as I tried to talk her down, I knew that. It was this weird and surreal moment where I was standing between them and hovering over him, like I was almost physically protecting him from her, but not because I wanted him to live. It was because I know what it means to take a human life – even a fucking worthless, piece-of-shit one – and I wanted to spare her that, even if she was sure that she wanted to do it.”







