LOGINISLA
~•~ I had been in Lorenzo’s house for a week, doing nothing. I couldn’t continue like that. I had a life before my family died, and even if I wasn’t going back to my previous life, I was supposed to be looking into who killed my family. I probably wasn’t strong enough to hurt them but that didn’t mean I wouldn’t try. I took a deep breath and stepped outside my new room. For some reason, it was right next to Lorenzo’s room. It was as though he was obsessed with watching over me. It made me wonder what exactly he wanted with me. I walked over to his room and knocked once. When there was no answer, I knocked again. “He’s in his office,” a voice from behind me had me turning around, startled. “Oh,” my hand found my chest, trying to slow down my racing heart when I saw it was the teenage boy. I still didn’t know his name. I didn’t dare ask. I didn’t speak to anyone except Lorenzo and I barely even saw him. “Thanks.” I started walking away but came to a sudden stop and turned back to him. He was still standing there. “I’ll lead you to his office,” he said before I could say anything. I nodded at him with a smile. “I’m Gregory, by the way,” he introduced as we headed downstairs. “You can call me Greg. Everyone calls me Greg.” I nodded again. He spared me a glance, then looked away as if he was holding back his words. When he couldn’t hold them in any longer, he stared at me. “You don’t talk much, do you?” Who could I talk to? What could I say to any of them? I didn’t trust any of them. “It’s fine. After a while, you’ll gradually open up. For now, I can keep you company after school.” I arched an eyebrow at him. “You go to school?” “Of course, I go to school. Boss would never let me handle weapons if I didn’t go.” My tongue poked the inside of my cheek. Coincidentally, I was going to talk to him about school. “I’m sixteen. I’ll graduate in two years. When I do, I’ll have more time to work for my boss.” As I stared at him, I wondered what a sixteen-year-old was doing, working for the mafia. It wasn’t the first time I’d seen such a young boy in the mafia, but it was the first time I gave it a proper thought. Like mine, were his parents also dead? Did they get murdered? Did they get in an accident? Was his story as horrible as mine? I wanted to know, but I knew I was in no place to ask such questions. I didn’t know how to navigate life with my father, my mother, and my older brother. That should have at least left me a manual. Sometimes, I felt like taking my life. I thought it would be better for me to join them, but the reminder that my family’s killer was out there… the fact that he could be very close… that thought kept me going. I didn’t know how I would do it, but I wanted to avenge my family. “We’re here,” Greg said, pulling me out of my thoughts. “Just knock and wait for him to invite you in.” He didn’t wait for me to thank him before he disappeared down the hall. I took a deep breath before I knocked on the door, subconsciously hoping he didn’t invite me in. I hadn’t seen him for a few days and I wasn’t exactly sure how to start the conversation. Then again, he wanted to know whenever I left his house. That was one of the conditions for letting me stay with him, so I had no choice but to bring it up with him first. “Come in,” I heard him say from the other side. I took another deep breath before I pushed the door open and my eyes met his immediately. Instead of the chair behind his desk, he was leaning directly against his desk. I cleared my throat and stepped in, closing the door behind me. He arched an eyebrow at my action. “Uhm…” “Just spit it out, Isla. I’m busy.” I shook my head subtly. As usual, he was direct and spoke rather rudely. “I want to go back to school.” He stared at me blankly. “You said I should inform you before I go anywhere,” I explained. “I’ll be going to school regularly so I wanted to tell you beforehand. It’s my last year at college.” “I know:” I chewed on my bottom lip. Of course, he knew. After all, he and my brother were acquaintances. “So…” He stared at me for a moment before he pushed off from his desk and rounded it to sit on his chair. “My men will drive you to and from school. If you notice any suspicious person around you, ask for their help.” I frowned. “What could happen to me in school?” While the underworld wasn’t much of a secret, not many people in my college knew about it. Even my closest friend didn’t know I was the daughter of a mafia boss. Well, at least, I used to be. No one knew who I was so they had no reason to harm me, especially now that my parents were dead. They couldn’t use me to threaten my father anymore. They couldn’t use me to threaten anyone. “If you’re not comfortable with being driven around, you can stay at home and learn some fighting skills.” Learning how to fight sounded cool but I wasn’t going to drop out. My parents wanted to see me graduate. They wanted me to get a degree. They wanted me to live a life away from the mafia and the first step to doing that was caring about my school attendance. I looked at Lorenzo, but he was no longer looking at me. He had dismissed me already and he didn’t need to say anything to let me know. I chewed on the inside of my cheek. He was way too authoritative. I doubted I would be able to last a few months with him. I would stay in his home for now. After graduation, I’d be gone. If I ever came back, it would be because I wasn’t done avenging my family’s death.ISLA~•~Lorenzo flexed his fingers inside me, making me clench around them instinctively. My moans were swallowed when he suddenly covered my lips with his. I couldn’t help myself when I started moving up and down, riding his fingers. He curved them and I let out a muffled moan when he teased me with a third finger. “You’re so fucking soaked,” he muttered, his thumb rubbing against my clit. I clenched around his fingers violently as a familiar pressure began to build. I knew I was close.My hips started moving faster, wanting to reach that peak, but it seemed like Lorenzo also noticed I was close. Instead of going faster, he slowed down his movements, pulling his face away from mine. “Not so fast, dolcezza.”My mouth opened and closed repeatedly but I had no words. I had already begged for him to fuck me with his fingers. I didn’t know how to beg him to let me finish.He didn’t wait for my words as he carried me toward his bed, dropping me gently on it.There was a small smile on
ISLA~•~I took a deep breath before I knocked on Lorenzo’s door.It was two days after I fainted. Just like he instructed, I’d rested. I’d taken my meals seriously. While I didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of catching me fainting again, I also didn’t want to get another lecture from him.By the third morning, I was restless. I’d gotten so used to being busy that staying still was odd, which was how I ended up in front of his door before noon.“Come in,” his voice came through the door.I hesitated before pushing the door open. Lorenzo was sitting at the edge of his bed, scrolling through his phone. Most importantly, he was shirtless.He looked up at me just as I averted my eyes but I knew he was surprised to see me. I didn’t know why I thought it was a good idea to look for him in his room but surprisingly, he hadn’t come out all day.“This is a pleasant surprise,” he said, dropping his phone on the bed as he stood up. I cleared my throat, pretending that I couldn’t see him
ISLA~•~I was embarrassed.I couldn’t believe I fainted. Why was Lorenzo the one who found me? I couldn't even deny clinging to him cause I had a faint memory of me telling him not to go. I was more than embarrassed. I was ashamed of myself.I took a quick shower and spent a lot of time staring at myself in the mirror. My face looked pale and my body felt like it had been run over by a truck. I tied my hair up and slipped on a fresh shirt, telling myself I was only going downstairs because I didn’t want to deal with him fetching me. Not because I wanted to see him.I went downstairs to see that Lorenzo was waiting for me at the dining table. He had his laptop open in front of him but adjacent to him was a plate of eggs, toast, and fruit. He really thought I was a child.He looked up when he heard my footsteps. “You’re late.”I frowned. “You gave me thirty minutes.”“And you used thirty-five.”“Are you obsessed with timing everything I do?”“Only when it concerns your health,” he sai
LORENZO~•~Isla was reckless. I’d said this a million times.This was why when Ricardo informed me she was currently in the gym, I didn’t hesitate to go find her there. She was pushing herself way too hard. I didn’t know what she was trying to prove or to whom she was trying to prove it to. When I woke up this morning and Ricardo told me he had seen her go into the gym almost two hours ago, I almost punched him. After her training in the evening, all she was supposed to be doing was eating and resting, not pushing herself even more as though she was in a fucking death camp.By the time I reached the entrance of the gym, she was already on the floor. She tried to stand up but her arms were weak as hell and she fell back down. I cursed under my breath and rushed towards her.“Isla!” I called out, hoping she’d respond but her eyes only fluttered open and closed. I doubt she could even see me then. As her body gave out, I placed my hands under her back and knees, raising her with littl
ISLA~•~Sleep evaded me that night. I hated it.His words weighed down on me so that every time I closed my eyes, my mind replayed that conversation. His tone, the way his gaze darkened when he said he wanted me. He hadn’t even hesitated. I had thought anger would burn the memory away but it didn’t. It made it worse. It bothered me.By the time dawn came, I gave up trying to sleep. My head was heavy but my chest was worse. I couldn’t tell the difference between anger, confusion, and attraction anymore.So I did the only thing I could when my thoughts got too loud.I threw on my workout clothes and left my room quietly. The hallways were still dark, so I expected everyone else to be sleeping. I didn’t think I’d run into anyone, but halfway down the stairs, a voice stopped me.“Isla?”Ricardo was standing at the foot of the stairs with his hands in his pockets. His shirt was wrinkled, like he had just gotten up. Now that I knew about his relationship with Greg, I could see some similar
ISLA~•~For a second, I wasn’t sure I heard him right.I stared at him, waiting for him to laugh and take it back. After all, it seemed like all he did was fuck with my head anyway. But he didn’t. He just stood there, his gaze fixed on me, waiting for me to respond to him.“You can’t just say things like that,” I managed to say, my throat suddenly dry.His gaze flicked over my face. “Why not?”I blinked. He wasn’t teasing. He was serious. He came and went as he liked. He said whatever he felt like saying. It annoyed me. “Because you have no right.” I hissed out.I had spent the last few weeks trying to get him out of my head. I had put all my time and focus on training and school. I didn’t leave any space for thoughts about Lorenzo, especially with all the secrets he carried. I was conflicted when it came to him. I didn’t know whether to give in or not. I didn’t know whether to demand the truth or not. Everything about him confused me which was why I stopped thinking about him.He ti







