ISLA
~•~ I had been in Lorenzo’s house for a week, doing nothing. I couldn’t continue like that. I had a life before my family died, and even if I wasn’t going back to my previous life, I was supposed to be looking into who killed my family. I probably wasn’t strong enough to hurt them but that didn’t mean I wouldn’t try. I took a deep breath and stepped outside my new room. For some reason, it was right next to Lorenzo’s room. It was as though he was obsessed with watching over me. It made me wonder what exactly he wanted with me. I walked over to his room and knocked once. When there was no answer, I knocked again. “He’s in his office,” a voice from behind me had me turning around, startled. “Oh,” my hand found my chest, trying to slow down my racing heart when I saw it was the teenage boy. I still didn’t know his name. I didn’t dare ask. I didn’t speak to anyone except Lorenzo and I barely even saw him. “Thanks.” I started walking away but came to a sudden stop and turned back to him. He was still standing there. “I’ll lead you to his office,” he said before I could say anything. I nodded at him with a smile. “I’m Gregory, by the way,” he introduced as we headed downstairs. “You can call me Greg. Everyone calls me Greg.” I nodded again. He spared me a glance, then looked away as if he was holding back his words. When he couldn’t hold them in any longer, he stared at me. “You don’t talk much, do you?” Who could I talk to? What could I say to any of them? I didn’t trust any of them. “It’s fine. After a while, you’ll gradually open up. For now, I can keep you company after school.” I arched an eyebrow at him. “You go to school?” “Of course, I go to school. Boss would never let me handle weapons if I didn’t go.” My tongue poked the inside of my cheek. Coincidentally, I was going to talk to him about school. “I’m sixteen. I’ll graduate in two years. When I do, I’ll have more time to work for my boss.” As I stared at him, I wondered what a sixteen-year-old was doing, working for the mafia. It wasn’t the first time I’d seen such a young boy in the mafia, but it was the first time I gave it a proper thought. Like mine, were his parents also dead? Did they get murdered? Did they get in an accident? Was his story as horrible as mine? I wanted to know, but I knew I was in no place to ask such questions. I didn’t know how to navigate life with my father, my mother, and my older brother. That should have at least left me a manual. Sometimes, I felt like taking my life. I thought it would be better for me to join them, but the reminder that my family’s killer was out there… the fact that he could be very close… that thought kept me going. I didn’t know how I would do it, but I wanted to avenge my family. “We’re here,” Greg said, pulling me out of my thoughts. “Just knock and wait for him to invite you in.” He didn’t wait for me to thank him before he disappeared down the hall. I took a deep breath before I knocked on the door, subconsciously hoping he didn’t invite me in. I hadn’t seen him for a few days and I wasn’t exactly sure how to start the conversation. Then again, he wanted to know whenever I left his house. That was one of the conditions for letting me stay with him, so I had no choice but to bring it up with him first. “Come in,” I heard him say from the other side. I took another deep breath before I pushed the door open and my eyes met his immediately. Instead of the chair behind his desk, he was leaning directly against his desk. I cleared my throat and stepped in, closing the door behind me. He arched an eyebrow at my action. “Uhm…” “Just spit it out, Isla. I’m busy.” I shook my head subtly. As usual, he was direct and spoke rather rudely. “I want to go back to school.” He stared at me blankly. “You said I should inform you before I go anywhere,” I explained. “I’ll be going to school regularly so I wanted to tell you beforehand. It’s my last year at college.” “I know:” I chewed on my bottom lip. Of course, he knew. After all, he and my brother were acquaintances. “So…” He stared at me for a moment before he pushed off from his desk and rounded it to sit on his chair. “My men will drive you to and from school. If you notice any suspicious person around you, ask for their help.” I frowned. “What could happen to me in school?” While the underworld wasn’t much of a secret, not many people in my college knew about it. Even my closest friend didn’t know I was the daughter of a mafia boss. Well, at least, I used to be. No one knew who I was so they had no reason to harm me, especially now that my parents were dead. They couldn’t use me to threaten my father anymore. They couldn’t use me to threaten anyone. “If you’re not comfortable with being driven around, you can stay at home and learn some fighting skills.” Learning how to fight sounded cool but I wasn’t going to drop out. My parents wanted to see me graduate. They wanted me to get a degree. They wanted me to live a life away from the mafia and the first step to doing that was caring about my school attendance. I looked at Lorenzo, but he was no longer looking at me. He had dismissed me already and he didn’t need to say anything to let me know. I chewed on the inside of my cheek. He was way too authoritative. I doubted I would be able to last a few months with him. I would stay in his home for now. After graduation, I’d be gone. If I ever came back, it would be because I wasn’t done avenging my family’s death.ISLA~•~It had been, at least, two hours after my confrontation with Lorenzo, but I was still trembling. It was like my world came crashing down on me after he admitted to the killing of my family. I didn’t know if he was brave, stupid, or sick for keeping me under his roof. Wasn’t he scared I’d do something stupid like burning his house down with all of us in it? After I just tried to stab him, he still turned around, not caring that I could attempt to kill him again. He didn’t believe I was a threat and I honestly didn’t blame him. I hated the way my hand trembled around the knife. I hated how easily he subdued me. I hated how much stronger he was than me. I hated him. I didn’t want to see him. My throat was dry but I didn’t move. I couldn’t. Lorenzo was fucking with me. Maybe if I stayed invisible, he would leave me alone.The knock on the door shattered that hope. “Dinner,” one of his men called out from the other side of the door. I didn’t know what his obsession was with ea
LORENZO~•~Before she asked if I killed her family, I already knew she had heard the conversation between me and Romano. She did a pretty bad job at hiding it. Surely she didn’t think dragging her feet through the house and avoiding my eyes would clear her of suspicion, did she? Also, the file that was in front of my office was a dead giveaway.So when she finally asked… “Yes,” I answered simply, watching as her face fell. “It was necessary.”She staggered, leaning against the kitchen counter. The sound of the bottle crashing to the floor was satisfying. I watched her carefully as she shook with rage. Her shoulders were trembling as though my words were pressing on her very bones.In a split second, she turned around, grabbed a knife, and charged at me. She didn’t hesitate. Her hands shook, but her intent was clear. For a moment, I let her hold it, let her believe she could reach me. Not because I wanted to offer myself up to her out of guilt. No. I wanted to see if she’d falter.
ISLA~•~The second week back at school was worse than the first. As usual, the stress of school was beginning to take a toll on me, but that wasn’t all. Every day, I sat through classes with unasked questions in my mind. I felt like everyone was watching me: the students, the lecturers, even Lorenzo’s men, especially Lorenzo’s men. They usually dropped me off at school and disappeared, but I knew they never left the school premises. They were always ready to take me home by the time I was done, even if I never gave them my school schedule.“You’re distracted again,” Sofia leaned in to whisper during one class. Before I could say anything, she continued, “But I understand. You just lost your family. It’s a surprise you’re still able to hold up.”I smiled briefly, not correcting her before I tried to focus on the lesson. Sofia didn’t know anything about the mafia. She didn’t know my parents were involved and she didn’t think I was living with a man who had a loose screw and was keepin
ISLA~•~I knew my enemy but I wasn’t sure what to do about him. If he kept me in his house, it meant he didn’t even think I was a threat. I packed back and forth in my room as the words repeated themselves over and over again in my head. She’s not useful arrived than buried. What did that even mean? What use did he have for me?I pressed my hands over my ears as though I could block them out but they were already rooted deeply in my mind.Had I heard it right? Maybe I misinterpreted him? Maybe it sounded worse than it was. Maybe he wasn’t even talking about me. Surely, millions of other girls lost their families recently and live under Lorenzo’s roof. I would have believed myself if I weren’t the only woman living there amongst, at least, five men. I knew I hadn’t misunderstood. He hadn’t stuttered nor had he faltered. He sounded certain, cold, as though my existence had been reduced to a chess piece that he could use whenever he wanted to. My chest felt tight.I sat on the bed, h
ISLA~•~My first day back at school was stressful. I had so many people asking me why I hadn’t been to school for a while. When I told them the reason, they suddenly became awkward and found an excuse to leave as if I wasn’t the one uncomfortable with telling everyone about my family’s fate. I even had to explain to some professors so they could excuse my absence. Most of them were understanding and offered their condolences. Some told me I could have said something in advance.My friend didn’t let me out of her sight because she ‘didn’t want me to do anything stupid’. It was overwhelming.I almost didn’t want to go again.As the car came to a stop in front of Lorenzo’s house, I was more than happy. I never thought I’d be relieved to be back there.I was out the door before any of Lorenzo’s men could even open theirs. As I headed toward the front door, it suddenly opened, revealing a man in his fifties and a young girl my age. She was smiling too happily for someone who had just been
LORENZO~•~“What’s your deal with the American girl?” Ricardo strolled into my office, not knocking as usual. “I just saw her leaving for school. She isn’t your hostage?”“You’re American yourself, Ric.” I pointed out, just as I started assembling the gun I was busy cleaning. “Also, why would I need to hold her hostage?”“Aren’t you keeping her around because you want something from her?”“And?”“What if she runs away?”I chuckled at his question. Isla had no reason to run away. She didn’t even think she was trapped here for her to think of running. “She won’t. She won’t survive a day outside this mansion if she does.”The day she left and came back in the evening, I found out that she had been chased by low-life thugs who wanted to be part of an organization so badly. She didn’t trust me but she knew I was her safest option. She was taking a risk on her life, betting her life on me. I wasn’t sure whether to call her stupid or brave, but it sure did work out for me.After assembling