I gasped when I looked at the bathrooms. The toilets were in a line of cabins, and sinks and stuff like normal washrooms. But the problem was the showers. They were all in the open! There weren't even curtains! There were just walls upon walls, how am I going to shower with all the boys! I bit my lip nervously and my eyes welled up with tears.
'WEAK!' I heard my mother yell at me in my head.Elijah looked around and then his eyes widen when he saw my eyes."Hey, hey, it's alright, I brought this blanket for a reason, don't worry ok? We'll request the principal to put a door or something for you" He rubbed my shoulders softly and gave me a comforting smile. He held concern in his eyes and that made me feel weird.I have always had hate, anger, disgust, and all the bad and stinky emotions directed at me but never the good ones.Nodding my head timidly, I stepped inside the shower and he pulled up his large blanket covering the entrance."E-Elijah?" I called out to him in a soft weak voice."Yes?" He replied almost instantly."Uh, don't look and don't go" My voice held an undertone of pleading in it and I hoped he'd listen to me."Don't worry Angel, just try to hurry" My heart, yet again, skipped a beat, and I found myself smiling as I showered and cleaned myself.It felt good to be and feel clean, the shower relaxed me and I felt relieved. Wrapping my hair in a turban, I quickly wore my undergarments and a loose white dress. I put my dirty dress I was prior wearing in the bag and stepped out. Elijah folded the blanket and froze when his eyes fell on me. His lips twitched upwards in a smile."Angel" He whispered again to himself but I heard it. And I'm glad I did because it made me very happy.-----------------------------------------------"Elijah? Where do our classes happen?" I asked him laying on my bed and he laid in his. The moon shined brightly and the sky was filled with stars that I found myself adoring. I wanted to paint and capture the view forever. It was very pretty!I couldn't help but be nervous and scared. I had only met 2 boys and thankfully they turned out very nice and good but not everybody will be the same. Today, they aren't here but they all be back here soon."A few buildings over, you don't need to worry about, they will start in a week" He murmured in his deep smooth voice.There was silence for a good few seconds so I believe he fell asleep."How are you feeling?" I jumped when I heard him speak again and placed a hand on my beating heart to calm it down."Uuhh.....alright I guess? A little nervous? Ok, that's a lie, I'm dying out of nerves, I feel so weird, like what will happen when all of the boys will return? Would they'd be ok with me like you and Nate or will they make fun of me or judge me, bully me, or what if they decide I'm a weird creature and kill me?" I gasped and sit up on the bed and looked at Elijah who was smiling."That's not gonna happen," He said in a carefree monotone voice."How can you be so sure?" I asked him with wide eyes and he sat upon the bed as well.He gave me an intense look and cleared his throat."Because Angel, any person who treasures his life will know to stay away from you, I don't have the best reputation"----------------------------------------------------"This is the library, pretty boring place if you ask me", Nate said in boredom as I trailed excitedly and Elijah walked lazily with his usual blank face, with his hands in his pockets."I agree", nodding my head at Nate's statement, I walked lost in my thoughts. Right now, the whole school was empty with the exception of me, Elijah, and Nate, however, it would all change soon because the spring break would be over in 2 days. Only God knows what'll happen then.My eyes brighten when they fall onto the vending machine, my lips broke out into a wide happy grin and I ran off to where it was, ignoring Nate and Elijah.I always wondered how this thing worked and now I finally have the opportunity to do it. I cheered to myself and took out some coins putting them inside the machine.Nothing happened.My lips fell into a pout, and I frowned shaking the machine a little. Still, nothing happened."It doesn't work like this Lara Bear, you got to-here lemme show you" I blushed in embarrassment a little, but Nate came from beside and pressed a button and a lollipop fell from the hook but it got stuck on top of something.Elijah simply kicked the machine and it shook before the lollipop fell completely. I took out the pop from the tray and smiled happily."Thank you" I grinned to them with my lollipop now in my mouth, while Elijah shrugged and Nate flipped his non-existent hair. "Is there art here?" I asked the question that I've been meaning to ask. Art was probably the only thing I was actually good at. All my classmates used to like beg me to make their drawings and art projects. I'm literally not kidding. Nate's eyes brightened up like the sun and eagerly nodded his head and grabbed my hand and started to run. I ran as fast as I can, matching his pace, and laughed. I looked behind to see Elijah calmly walking shaking his head at us. Nate came to a stop and I slammed into my back and fell on my butt on the floor and wheezed. I was tired. I panted heavily and dig my palms in the ground. I was seriously so unfit, I should probably start working out. Spoiler alert: I won't.A hand came into my view, and I looked up to see Elijah offering me his hand with a tiny smile on his face. How in the world did he come so fast? Is he secretly a vampire? I grabbed his hand and he pulled me up effortlessly with zero force but I fell on his chest. I peered in his dark hazel eyes as he froze and coughed.I scrambled off his chest and my cheeks heat up. Nate let out an 'aw' and pulled me inside the art room.Gasping in surprise, I looked at the room in wonder. This was so big!That's what she said.Ignoring my dirty mind, my eyes scanned the room with happiness and excitement. This art room was so bigger and the ceilings were so high than the one in my previous school. There were much more and unique supplies that I only dreamed of having. I squealed and ran towards all the paint cans and my eyes ran over them in amazement. There were so many different types of paintbrushes for every function. Is this heaven?I gasped when I felt something wet dripping down my back, and I looked with fake anger at Nate who stood there innocently."I didn't do anything, Elijah did it" Nate lied sheepishly hiding the water spray behind his back. Smiling mischievously, I slyly picked up the water bucket from behind me and laughed throwing it at Nate.However, my laughter turned horrid in a few seconds, when Nate ducked, and the water landed on Elijah who gave me a blank stare.Uh-oh.--------------------------------------------------I gasped in horror as the water dripped down Elijah's hair and his clothes onto the floor. He gritted his jaw and clenched his fist, I could feel the anger radiating from his.Was he now about to go all hulk mode on us?Just as I was about to jump out the window, he did something really unexpected.He picked up the paint tube and squirted it all on Nate who squealed and ran around but Elijah ran after him squirting it all over Nate. I laughed loudly but my laughter died down when Nate picked up another paint tube and started to squirt on me.I shrieked and picked up the tube and bent down hiding underneath the table. Poking my head out, I peeked at both of them who picked up the tables and used them as shields and occasionally throwing paints and water at each other.There was silence for a few seconds."I'm gonna fucking kill you" Elijah grumbled hiding behind the table while Nate
I paced back and forth, nervously biting off my nails as I waited for Elijah. It was morning now, and he still wasn't back! What if he is in some sort of trouble? What if someone kidnapped him?But I kicked that thought out of my brain because Elijah was a beefcake! No one would even have the guts to think of kidnapping him because he'd scared them off with his one emotionless blank look.Do I search for him? Ew, no, that'd make me look so clingy.But wait a minute, why the heck in chicken tenders am I even thinking about him??! I have so many other productive and important things to do.Like.....like.....OH YEAH..like gather all my books from the library and talk with the principal about the bathroom issue.Pulling up my big girl britches, I tightened up my ponytail and left the room after picking up my key and safely putting it in my pocket. Yesterday, Nate was here before I even woke up, what happened today? Did I scare him off with my weirdness
"What happened?" I blurted out curiously not thinking about how annoying that probably made me seem."I got mugged on my way here by some guys but I beat them all" I gave him a wide smile and patted his thick bicep."Woah, that's so cool" I gushed in excitement and I waved my hands around. I have always wanted to get involved in a fight.Elijah raised his brow, his lips twitching upwards in a smile but he hissed in pain at his knuckles and cheek. My eyes widen when I thought about the mini first aid kit in my bag. I ran back to where I carelessly threw my empty bag and took out a mini kit from a hidden compartment.This has become a habit, I guess, to carry a kit with you everywhere in case your wound opens up, you never know.Elijah raised his brow-yet again- when I brought up the kit to him."Do you want to do it yourself or I can do it for you?" I suggested him with a small smile and he nodded his head offering his hand to me.Havi
Gulping nervously, I pulled on the skin off my nails and tried my best to stop from shaking, I couldn't help but think of every worst outcome possible.Ugh, my stupid brain!I wanted to be brave, confident, and strong but we don't always get what we want so I'm stuck here nervous as Satan's home!Nate tried keeping the environment light by cracking jokes here and there occasionally making fun of the way Elijah walked, I was grateful for the effort but it did nothing to ease the nervousness and anxiety I was feeling.Before I could hyperventilate and die of heart failure, I felt my hand being encased by a large warm hand and tightly clutched, my breath hitched and I looked up to see Elijah gazing at me with soft comforting eyes. I stared deeply into his dark hazel eyes finding them warm and soothing. I felt my whole body and heart calm down and my breath got normal.Huffing I closed my eyes focusing on Elijah's warm hand rubbing circles on my hand,
The days passed by in a blur and soon it was Monday as I get ready for the first day of my senior year. I haven't felt this happy and laughed so much in years. It felt nice and lovely. I never wanted this feeling to go away, I wanted it to remain in my heart forever.Elijah was, yet again, not here when I woke up. His side of the bed was empty when I woke up so I assume he went to where he went the night I woke up. My mood faltered slightly but I didn't let it ruin the mood entirely so I put on a strong big girl facade ignoring how I was crippling inside.I pouted as I tightened the belt around my waist all the way to keep it from falling but it still did nonetheless. The school didn't provide girls' uniforms because it was a boy's school duh. So I had to wear the boy's one but I was thankful for it. I'd hate to be the odd one out at least this way, it'd help me mix up with them.But the problem was, that even their smallest size was big for me it was way too bi
"Lara Bear" Nate whispered, his voice dripping with concern and worry and I swallowed down all my tears and memories. I was fine. I was ok. I was strong."I'm extremely sorry...I-I didn't know..I'm so sorry" Nate stumbled upon his words cupping my cheeks and I tried to ease his worries by giving him a fake smile."You have nothing to apologize for, I just got nervous, I'm fine," I said convincingly and Nate engulfed me in his bear hug for the second time, me hugging him back. I liked being hugged. It felt nice and warm."I'm so sorry Darlin, I shouldn't have shouted at you", I shook my head and paused his sentence."It's fine Nate, it's all fine," I said hopefully convincing him and shot him a genuine grin.Nate finished making my tie and then laughed at how adorable I looked. His words not mine and he continued pulling my cheeks. We both got startled as the door slammed open and we both screamed a little making the person shout at us to shut the f
My classes went uneventfully, and because I had Elijah and Nate by my side I had a lot of fun. I was beyond happy and jolly! I never knew school could be this fun. My old school was equivalent to Satan's residence, I never had any friends and what you may call the 'outcast' of the school. I was even bullied!But this? This was heaven! I haven't felt this happy and laughed so much in ages. It felt nice to have fun. Especially when I have my friends by my side.Right now, I was walking to my second last class of the day and that was Spanish and then I had my last class Arts. I don't know how but I felt almost confident as I walked with a skip in my steps. Being in Nate's and Elijah's company almost made me confident and brave even. Maybe this was the true me and being in their company brought it out? Shrugging I continued to walk happily with a wide grin on my face.T
I nearly jumped at his deep gruff voice and like a deer caught in headlights, I looked at him with wide eyes. He screamed trouble and mischief and I wanted nothing to do with him.I twirled the end of my shirt nervously and turned to face my canvas ignoring him entirely. He gave me not-so-good uncomfortable vibes.Please God don't let him kill me."Are you ignoring me bunny?" He muttered in a low voice, leaning towards me slightly and I still refused to look at him and continued to sketch. He will just get bored of me and leave me alone soon."The name is Clade" He whispered after a couple of seconds, I couldn't understand why he couldn't take a hint and still was continuing to make an effort while I was ignoring him. I felt bad. This was the same as when I used to talk to other people and they'd ignore me. Omg, I'm a horrible person."M-my names..Alara" I uttered after a few seconds nervously a