Davina's POV They left me to go to Alpha's office to meet with Tonya and Patty's mothers. I am curious as to why they were in the private library, but I also don't really care. I'm so focused on finding out what I can about myself, trying to understand what I am, who I am, how I can benefit this pack, not destroy it.My worries of bad things happening to this pack all because of someone wanting to get to me, makes me feel queasy. The last thing I could ever want is for anyone to be hurt to protect me, how can I be okay with that?Being a Luna, you are supposed to help protect your pack members, keep them safe, help them with their needs, make sure they feel safe, basically be the mother type for all.Yet here I am, not even Luna yet, putting them all in danger because of what I am, who I come from, I put this entire pack at risk instead.I should run, leave the pack, go rogue to mask my scent from Sydney and my Uncle Samuli.If I left, if they knew I was no longer here, then the pac
Ragnar's POV I was downstairs in the office with my father, my father's Beta, Leif as Tonya and Patty's mothers were sitting in front of us.Their nervousness filled the room, their fear so thick we could basically taste it, even though you can tell they were trying to hide it."Our girls, they are missing, we can't even link them, something is wrong Alpha, we don't know what to do."Their small tears falling, everything felt rehearsed, fake, they would try to say the fear surrounding them was from not knowing where their girls were but we all knew better, we knew their fear was because they felt cornered, caught in whatever lies they are trying to weave.Having my mother here would truly be helpful but I wanted her with Davina instead, needed her to not be alone right now.That was when my whole world crashed down around me, suddenly I felt like I plunged into darkness as my mind felt like I was drowning.I stood there, keeping my composure when the link opened from my mother, I cou
Leif's POVI watch the way Ragnar is with Davinaz it makes me jealous all the time, the way she always goes to straight to him, or how when she need something she asks him first, me last.I feel like the third wheel in this relationship so much of the time but I don't say anything, I know she loves me, I can feel it through the bond.When she looks at me her emotions crash into me, telling me how badly she wants me close, how much she needs my warmth or comfort, her eyes show nothing but love in them when she looks at me.I shouldn't feel jealous when I know how she feels for me but it's hard with Ragnar. Him being Alpha makes things difficult.I'm always the one left behind to deal with things as he rushes off to her when we both feel she needs us yet there isn't anything I can do about that, I'm his Beta, this is my job.Honestly I don't think he's doing it maliciously, he's just thinking as a mate as well as an Alpha, always being the one that has to fix everything.I guess I just w
Samuli's POV"Those dumb little brats got caught and you know it! Now you can't link their mothers either, so they are probably being held as well.You had ONE job! ONE! What good are you?You couldn't even keep her in the house for when we got there, no they already moved her to the pack house, in the Alpha's suite at that!Some mother you turned out to be for her, she didn't even trust you, you were cruel to her instead, out of jealousy for a mate you let die, one you say you didn't even want because you supposedly love me.I have to get to her! I need her dammit!"My rage was all consuming as I stared at the woman I gave up my mate for, the one that didn't choose me over my brother when she felt the bond snap between them.All I could see was red as I looked upon her face, one I used to find to be the most beautiful in the world but right now was turning purple as I held her by the neck against the wall.Her fingers clawing at me trying to get me to release her, she started becomin
Davina's POV Sitting in the Alphas office while they speak about everything going on with the girls, the fact that they are supposedly working with my horrid, so called, mother Sydney.How she managed to get her friends to involve their own daughters was beyond me, is this why they have always hated me, tortured me relentlessly up until the boy were back.They still chose to tease me, pick at me, but it was no longer physical like it had been, of course they had already left enough mental scars for a lifetime with the things they put me through.Basically destroying me in every way besides having me raped, although it did come close but he...:::Flashback:::I was walking along the riverbank on the outskirts of our territory, not far enough to be outside but close enough, I liked the idea of leaving this place, running and never looking back.I couldn't bring myself to do it though, not without it destroying my father, I refused to cause him such pain so I stay here, deal with the en
Davina's POV It's been a whole week of meetings about what the girls were trying to find in the library, or meetings about their mother's. I went, accompanied by my new 'Luna Squad' to our neighboring pack to search the library there about healer wolves.To say the shock I felt walking into their library wasn't well deserved would be a lie. It was the largest library I had ever seen.It was full of everything you could dream of, three stories of mahogany bookshelves filled to the brim with werewolf and lycan alike history.This being the largest, oldest pack around, it made sense that they held more than any other pack.Their knowledge was extensive but, they only had one book on how there were multiple healer wolves from our history.Most were light healers, but light healers gave a piece of their lives with everyone they healed, it drained their life span expeditiously so none lasted long in life once they were discovered.Kings or Alphas would imprison said wolves, using them as
Ragnar's POV Davina began screaming as she gripped her head tightly in her hands.It cane from no where, one moment we were all discussing what she had found out about Dark Healers then the next she clutched her head when the most vicious ear piercing scream broke out of her. She fell off of her chair as I caught her before she smashed down onto the floor.Worry was running through me, ten fold, as I could feel Leifs ripping through me at the same time.Unable to understand what was happening, we tried speaking to her, mind linking her, but nothing, we couldn't link, like a wall was blocking us from getting inside her head when the screams stopped as abruptly as it had started, her eyes glazed over before she completely went limp in my arms.We could hear her heart beating, she was breathing but it was faint, and her breathes were shallow, her body began heating up exponentially causing even more concern and fear in us.We rushed her down the stairs, out the doors when we ran to the
Ragnar's POV Continued Leif was sleeping restlessly, but sleeping none the less thankfully.We are both exhausted, taking turns trying to get some test while the other watches over her.It's been three days of us sitting in here, all I want to do is bring her home, to our bed instead of this hospital bed she is finally in.We got her fever down yesterday, she's officially out of the ice baths but not in the bed hooked up to IV's to make sure she is getting the right nutrients along with keeping her hydrated.Every so often she moans or whimpers but her body is fighting to get the poison out of her system, her wolf isn't present at all, I can't even sense her so the doctors think that whatever did this to her suppressed her wolf so that's why it's taking so long for her to heal.I was holding her hand while laying my head down when I heard the door open making me look up to see my mother coming in with new clothes for us again, then an Omega followi