Chapter Thirteen: Hi He Is Huge:

Amanda's P.O.V 

  I'm speechless. Is this even real? Am I really touching his cock? Why is he doing this to me? He needs to leave me alone. He's going to get my hopes up and break my heart all over again. I'm so confused. One minute, he wants only me, and the next, I'm filth, and no one wants me. He wants me to unzip his jeans and pleasure him.

  "Mandy, I've been dying for you to touch me. Go into my boxers and pull me out. I'm about to explode from your touch. Stroke me, yes, like that. Don't stop. Yes, oh God, yes. Mmmm. Faster, oh yes." Sage whispers in my ear while still touching me under my dress.

  I'm so turned on I can feel myself getting wet. I want to kiss him so badly, but I can't. My friends might catch us. Vanessa might catch us. Oh God, I need to get out of here. I can't do this. It's going to end in heartache if we keep this up. I'm not a side piece. I have never done anything like this before. I don't want to be used for pleasure.

  "I'm about to cum because of how you smell and taste, how you feel, and how you're stroking me. Oh yes, almost there, that's it. No, don't stop! Grrrr," Sage whispers with a slight growl.

  "I'm sorry, Sage, I can't do this. I have to go. You can't treat me like trash one minute and sweet-talk me the next. I'm not going to fall for this every time you show me kindness. Not anymore. I gotta go." I say, trying to stay strong.

  "Duke, Guy, I have to get out of here. I can't stay here anymore. Are you guys coming or staying to watch the movie?" I say, turning to my friends.

  "We were going to stay, but we can go with you if you want." Duke and Guy say in unison.

  "No, it's okay. I'm just gonna go home, it's been a long day, but I'll see you at the dance. Okay." I say to them.

  "I'm sorry. Stop whatever you're up to. My heart can't take any more of this. Please stop." I whisper to Sage as I turn to look at him.

  "You're a tease. You need to finish what we were doing, and it was getting good." Sage whispers, grabbing my hand.

  "I'm not trying to start anything. I'm not giving you the cold shoulder. I know you, if you get what you want, you won't ever respect me. I'd be wasting my time because you wouldn't want to be with me publicly, only privately, but guess what, Alpha? You can't have one without the other. It would be best if you wanted to be with me, not hide me. You'll always be in my heart, Sage, and you'll always be the Alpha." I said. I ran out of there as fast as I could.

Sage P.O.V 

  "What the hell is humi running to?" Vanessa asked.

  "Watch it! Even though you're my mate, I have loved Amanda for 2 years, and now she is like a little sister to me. Duke and I will protect her from everyone, including you, mate!" Guy says, growling at Vanessa.

  "What was that, Patterson?" I growled at Guy.

  "Yes, Alpha. I was in love with Amanda. I know you forbid us from ever talking to her, but you know what? She's a lovely girl with a heart of gold. She deserves better than what you all put her through, all because you hated her. I won't do that anymore. I love her. She's like a sister to me, and I'll always be here for her. Duke, Amanda, and I are even going to Yale together. We can't wait to leave town, to have fun, living life to the fullest. So go ahead and punish us. We won't leave her again. We love her and stand by her side from now to eternity." Guy states proudly.

  "Let's watch the movie, babe. I have something for you to take care of." I say as I grab Vanessa. Glaring at Guy and Duke as they turn back around to watch the movie. Vanessa is on her knees, pleasing me. I'm not thinking about her, though; I'm thinking about Mandy.

  "Man, you fucked up." Lee mind-links me.

  "I know, but I'll make it better. Just let me get off first." I mind-link Lee back. He showed me an image of our mate and how she looked when I was touching and fingering her. How she looked when she cum, she did it so quietly. I can imagine cumming in her mouth.

  "Come on, babe. Let's get out of here and have some private fun." I say to Vanessa. I was about to leave the theatre when I realized I didn't have my cell phone. I overhear Guy bitching to Duke. I decided to stay hidden and listen.

  "He's messing with her heart. Doesn't he know that she loves him? She's saving all her firsts for him. He's always in her face, making her miserable. She told me she wishes she could find someone else, but she loves him. He's so blind. I saw how he looked at Duke when you first spoke to her, asking her out for me. He kept growling when she said no; he smiled. I knew she'd turn me down because she was waiting for something to happen between her and Sage. She needs to move on, and he's no good for her. I want her to be happy." Guy says to Duke. Slagging me off.

  "Well, did you hear all that? It was a good thing you forgot your phone. She's in love with you, and all you have done is screw it up by shoving your whores in her face. If I had a separate body, I would be beating the fuck out of you right now. I'd find our mate and tell her to take me and leave you the fuck behind. GRRRR." Lee growls savagely. 

  "Ok, man, what do I do? Help me get close to her. I need her like grass needs water. Please help me." I mind-linked Lee, begging him for help. I hear him grunt and then nothing. Lee is so mad he won't talk to me. I pull myself together to meet Vanessa outside. I have to take her home and end things with her. I feel so guilty every time I shove Vanessa and the other girls in Mandy's face. I need to stop. I'm awful to her, but I don't want her to be my weakness. I'm finding it harder to keep away from her. We arrive at Vanessa's house.

 "I don't love you. You're not my mate. It's over," I say, turning to her as she leaves my truck.

  "But I love you. I know I have a mate, but I want you. We've been together for over three years. Please don't break up with me. I'll do anything. I love you. Please."

  "No, you need to be with your mate. There's a reason he's your mate. He will take care of you. Give him a chance." I said sternly.

  "What were you doing with that human girl? You were really close to her, whispering in her ear." Vanessa asked, looking jealous.

  "It was nothing. I was trying to get rid of her, and it worked because she left. We got to watch some of the movies without her stench. You should call your mate and sort things out with him because it was messed up what you did in front of him was messed up. I won't come between you two. It's not working out anyway." I said to Vanessa, trying to cover my tracks but also trying to make her see sense.

  "Why? Have you found your mate?" Vanessa asks, in shock.

  "Goodnight. Go be with your mate while you still can." I say, refusing to answer her question. I drive off, heading home, but something is telling me to go to the beach. So I started driving there. Instead, I had no idea why. I park my truck and head down to the beach when I see her, the most beautiful girl in my entire world….My Mate.