The love that was lost

I was officially losing my mind now. I remember the first time I saw him. I thought that noone that beautiful could be good and I was right. "Mazaya I'm going to need you to calm down" He calmly said to me. That was the first time since that day that he has actually talked to me. His voice is still thick and sexy.

"Look at me now." His voice was demanding. I did what he said. He could always get me out of my head. But that was.... "Mazaya, I said look at me." I looked back up. I didn't even realize I looked away. He was closer than before. I could feel the body heat coming off of him. I didn't dare look away again. He had a serious look on his face.

"Relax." He said as soft as his voice could allow. I was trying to. But there was just so much on my mind. I missed him and needed him. But he hurt me. Even if he doesn't remember. He was the same. "Mazaya, I need you to take a deep breath okay. just relax. Can you do that for me?" He asked.

"I can't " I finally found my