♱ •⋅ 1750 A.C. ⋅• ♱
I needed time, and I needed to be sure. Even though it was a vivid dream, I needed to be sure that I wouldn't alter things too much; otherwise, everything would spiral out of control.
I blinked a few times in front of the mirror. It was still surprising how attractive Asra was. I had envied her when I first read the book, but now, seeing her delicate face, her naturally rosy lips, and how she seemed meticulously designed, it only increased my envy.
Asra could have had any man, demon, or angel; she just needed to want it, but she chose death over losing something she never had: Calisto's love.
I sighed, and the maids hurried into the room and dressed me without delay.
It was apparent they were scared. After all, Asra was never known for her kindness, charity, patience, or gentleness.
"S-sorry, milady," one of them stuttered as she tried to fix the hem of my dress after accidentally stepping on it without my notice.
I sighed again. "Don't worry," I simply said. "Just make me as beautiful as possible, but don't overdo it. That's all I can ask for because when Calisto arrives at the cathedral, he will see Elaine, and she will be the epitome of angelic beauty."
Elaine's blond hair cascaded down her shoulders, and her almond-shaped eyes were blue like the clear sky. Her white and clean skin, just like her attire, accentuated her beauty, no matter how simple.
Elaine was the most beautiful, whether in heaven or hell. There was no competition, but I would try to keep Calisto's attention on me.
"The lord is already in the carriage, milady," one murmured as if afraid of being reprimanded. Looking to the side in the mirror, I saw one of the young women attempting to style my hair.
"Leave it loose," I said straightforwardly, standing up from the chair. "I can't keep the king waiting."
I didn't care about the opinions of those people, not when Calisto was waiting for me downstairs, not when I could change something, and not when I looked stunning in my riding attire.
The tight pants accentuated my hips and thighs, the corset defined my waist, and the delicate sleeves of the black shirt emphasized the beauty of my ashen skin.
"She will take hours! Let's go already. You can apologize later," Azrael said at the carriage door. "Sir, this is truly urgent. It can cause riots, and you know how the miss..."
I didn't want to hear the rest because I knew he would say something stupid again. So I hurriedly cleared my throat as loudly as possible, interrupting Azrael's speech.
"Sorry for keeping you waiting," I said, preventing Azrael from continuing to try to hinder me.
Calisto, in turn, looked at me with surprise and something that seemed like satisfaction.
"Come," he said, extending his hand. I could swear I briefly saw a smile on his lips. "You truly look beautiful, although I don't remember the last time you dressed like this."
I smiled.
Asra never wore clothes like those, especially in front of the king. She preferred expensive dresses and delicate silks embroidered with silver and gold. She picked daring necklines, giant slits, and seductive designs.
They were not ugly, of course not, but she deceived herself into thinking that exploring her body was the only way to seduce Calisto. He didn't dislike what she often wore, but he was breathless the first time he saw clothes like those on Elaine. At that moment, he thought that nothing had ever made a woman as attractive as such simple and practical attire.
I wouldn't let this opportunity pass.
"I'm trying out new styles," I lied, and Calisto pulled me closer, seating me next to him, close enough for his hand to grip my hip with some force.
"I believe your new style is dangerous," he purred. "Maybe I want to test how to destroy these pieces, one by one, after dealing with this nuisance."
I smiled.
I wanted to believe that's what we would do at the end of that day, but I knew it was far from reality.
When he saw her for the first time, his chest would weigh heavy, and he would remember his deceased wife, the only one he truly loved who won his heart.
"I would never say no to you," I replied, snuggling up to him. Calisto's scent was too good to resist, and his touch was warm.
I had dreamt of this touch many times, so I allowed myself to enjoy it.
Unfortunately, it didn't last long. Soon, the cursed carriage stopped in front of the cathedral, and Calisto's warm lips left my neck.
I bit my lip forcefully. I couldn't just be spoiled and ask him to continue, so I lightly pulled him by the collar of the shirt he was wearing and kissed him.
A long, captivating kiss. A kiss where my tongue invaded his mouth and dictated every movement, a kiss to ensure that he wouldn't dare think of anything else but me, at least until he descended and saw Elaine.
"Ready," I whispered. "Now you can go."
He growled.
"When did you become so unfair?"
I didn't have time to answer. Azrael slammed the door with an impatient face.
We were there.
Calisto glared at him, but still, he forcefully opened the door to leave.
"Let's go, sir," the fallen one said, ignoring my presence. He may have taken my threat too seriously.
I should have waited in the carriage and stayed away, but I risked it again. The worst response I would get was a no.
"If it doesn't bother you," I murmured. "Could I watch?"
It was apparent that Azrael would deny it. It was evident that Calisto would deny it, but still, I hoped they wouldn't, and when the fallen one opened his mouth, I heard Calisto laugh.
"Sure," his response took me by surprise. "But you must stay behind, and I wouldn't want you to get hurt."
I smiled.
Sometimes the demon in front of me forgot that Asra was not only a demoness who dedicated her life and loyalty to him but also a witch from a lineage worthy of instilling fear even in someone like Prince Asmodeus.
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♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Azrael ⋅• ♱I watched her without realizing it, watched until the sun was setting and the barrier surrounding Samael’s plan was thinner, until the rune fragment she sent me was strong enough to enter."Don’t be an idiot," I remembered as my wings throbbed, "there’s no room for kindness, not after all you’ve done, don’t be such a hypocrite".I swallowed hard and a smile easily appeared on my lips when I crossed. It was like a fog touching my skin, a comfortable cold, a feeling I had missed even without realizing it.What the hell was I thinking? What was going on with me?I closed my eyes tightly, but my wings just beat, just took me there, to that breathless breath and that smile that could be felt in her voice when she called me."Azrael!" His arms wrapped around my neck and... had they always been so warm?"I thought you couldn’t come..." whispered her face down to my neck, I could feel her lips arched into a smile "okay? Did you get hurt getting past the barri
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Azrael ⋅• ♱The child began to be able to move gradually, in a way that was still a little time consuming and different from his usual, from the child who ran around and insisted so much to have his little body in that garden.His speech had returned too, his voice was less guttural, more understandable and a smile that was not painful could be seen, one that was not put on that face just because of the melancholy of Callisto."Look! You can move your arms better now" the quartz eyes were flickering as you said that as something equivalent to Loren’s first steps, as if that was some kind of novelty that should be celebrated with various gifts and a party "how is your breathing? Something still burns?" tried to caress that small face as if it was something that would break by any slip on his part.Loren was now like a valuable piece of porcelain, one that could not risk being damaged after being restored."I’m fine, Dad..." the child’s voice was still low when to
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Elaine ⋅• ♱"I like stars," he said while playing with a pearl between my fingers "I like how they look, how they’re bright and beautiful. I like purple, I like how the sun in this world is red, even though here where Samael lives he looks different."Keir smiled, his hands still playing by my hair."What else?" asked me with her face resting on my thighs."I like salty foods, slightly spicy, bittersweet and especially the dessert that the boss of the mansion always makes." The one that looks like jelly with syrup."Pudding? ' She asked me smiling from the corner and I nodded."That’s right, pudding.""Um, um, uh...""I also like pretty dresses, braided hair, flat shoes, delicate swords..." I continued to list "I like hardcover books and slow songs.""And old scrolls? You live surrounded by them" Keir joked, his lips arched in a mischievous smile that made my heart beat."Silly" I hit with my fingertips on his nose."I know, I know" gave up "continue... what els
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Quinn ⋅• ♱His arms wrapped around my body and then everything seemed to be fine.I no longer felt the blood, nor the weight of the souls that I plucked, that I hurt."Everything will be fine" he repeated as a melodic song and if it was Calisto who told me those things... I naturally believed."How can you not like it here?" I asked as I stared at that landscape, the sky, the grass that resembled a red foliage. The stars that always shone in the sky almost always cloudy.Calisto snorted."I don’t know..." he said sincerely "maybe... I just can’t see the beauty of hell when I didn’t have you by my side."A twinge struck my chest, a twinge of happiness and hope."Fool" I mocked wrapping my arms around his neck.I loved that being.He loved his color-changing eyes, loved his foolish way of thinking that the world was more beautiful outside of hell. He loved the way the rebellious waves of black hair he had struggled to unravel around his delicate face.I loved the
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Calisto ⋅• ♱I could not sleep.My eyes weighed and weighed, but I could not sleep - because there, in my arms -, there was a fragile being who did not seem able to open his eyes again.Whenever everything was cloudy and sleep pulled me down, I saw myself awakening in fright and looking at him.Checking.Checking to see if he was still alive, if he was still breathing.It was every day, every second - more complicated to watch, to watch."You should rest," Azrael told me one night, his eyes sharply in pain as he stared at the child, my child."How?" I heard myself ask, Loren’s sleeping face was so pale I had to put my fingers close to her nostrils to make sure he was still alive."Samael is good" he said hoping to console me, but it didn’t work.How would it work?"Then why haven’t we heard from you?" I practically growled, my hands closed in fists, tears burning in my eyes "I sent letters and more letters... I... I did everything I could... I DEMANDED answers a
♱ •⋅ 1750 B.C. ⋅• ♱ •⋅ Asmodeus ⋅• ♱"Asmodeus is a great...""This time it’s going to work," I said ignoring the voice of that damn demon in my earring as I focused on that crystal, that crystal I was able to form from Quinn’s blood."You’ve been repeating this since...""Shut up" growled tearing the earring from my ear and throwing it at the wall.I wasn’t in the mood to be careful about whether or not I could hurt him or even break his prison.I was just tired.I wanted to see her."It needs to work" I muttered as I imbued more and more magic in that little crystal "work, work..." I kept repeating, as if somehow that was a stupid mantra - strong enough to make everything work; but nothing could be easy when it was for me, right?Nothing worked as it should.I bit my mouth hard, the fangs thrust into my lip until a sliver of blood came down my chin.I couldn’t see her, I couldn’t be with her or protect her. I couldn’t go to her even though time was passing and yet, the least I was a