Evie was at Peter’s again. School had just begun only two short months ago, and this was Fall Break. The first weeks of school had been harrowing. I was at a classroom maximum, and the students I had inherited this year were challenging, to say the least. I hoped this was the worst of it, or I was in for quite a year. I decided to set off on my little weekend excursion to “regroup” as Amy had so aptly put it since Peter had Evie this weekend and after the past few months I’d had, I desperately needed a break.
Bob Marley was singing about three little birds as I maneuvered the Jeep roughly through the bumpy terrain of the seemingly abandoned dirt road. However, here and there throughout the dense forest, other cabins sat nestled in the tranquility that surrounded me. They all appeared to be vacant, void of any vehicles that would indicate otherwise. It really did feel good to be here. Away from everything.
The cabin appeared as though it had been unoccupied for some time. I checked the trip odometer. 5.3 miles I had traveled down this little dirt road, and I passed maybe five cabins. The road continued and vanished up the mountain, into the thick trees past the cabin, but I had no idea for how far or if there were any more homes deeper in the woods. I got out of the Jeep and stretched and reached over the console into the passenger seat to grab my duffle bag. I would only be here for three days. So, I had packed a t-shirt to sleep in, clean underwear, three tank tops, three pairs of shorts, and a sweater and sweatpants to protect me from the cool bite of autumn nights.
Georgia is notorious for days that consist of 70-degree weather during the day, with drops into the 40s at night. The rest of the contents of my bag consisted of cds, liquor, and more liquor. And of course, I brought some bologna, cheese, and loaf bread. Sustenance. I had to eat, and I had no plans whatsoever of leaving this place, and it was very doubtful that I could get a pizza delivered way out here.
I surveyed the simple, rustic cabin. It was small and made of weathered wood. I wasn’t sure if the wood was truly that worn or had been deliberately battered so as to appear distressed. It had a tin roof that had rusted in places. I hoped it didn’t leak. I didn’t anticipate rain, and I didn’t really care if it did, but I didn’t want to get wet while inside. The place was completely encompassed by massive trees all around despite the fact that it sat proudly atop a steep hill. There was a gravel walkway that led to the steps going up to the back screened-in deck and another walkway, also made of gravel, leading to the stairs that twisted up to the front door.
I climbed the many steps leading to the deck of the cabin. This is where the owner told me I would find the key in a lock box. She’d given me the combination to unlock it, and I had to write it down. I knew I’d never remember it. I took the steps two at a time and reached the top of the steps in no time flat. I looked around the screened in deck. There was a small bistro table with a tray and a vase containing freshly picked flowers. In the center of the deck, a tree was growing. I stood there for a minute gawking at it. I had never seen anything like it. Too cool. The deck had been erected around the tree. In the corner of the deck butted against the cabin was an enormous hot tub. It looked like it was made for quite a few people. Nice. I’ll be seeing you real soon, I thought, smiling goofily at the tub, as I walked over to it to remove its padded cover. I folded it and placed it in the corner of the porch and turned the machine on. I was going to be hitting that ASAP.
I dug into my shorts pocket to retrieve the piece of paper on which I’d written the combination. I entered it into the lockbox, freeing the key. As I unlocked the glass door to the cabin, sliding it open, the smell of apple cinnamon invaded my senses. I looked around. The place was so clean and cozy. To my left was the kitchen, with its small stove and little refrigerator. Not a mini-fridge but just a smaller version of a normal-sized ones. And there was the bar. I gently flung my bag onto the counter and began emptying the drinks and food. I immediately poured a glass of vodka. Straight. I drained the glass almost instantaneously and quickly refilled it, sitting it and the opened bottle on the bar beside the glass doors to the deck.
After I’d placed the food in the fridge and the booze at the bar, I walked back into the main area where I had entered. It was a living room with a lavish couch, a coffee table, a cushy chair with an ottoman, a rocking chair, and a stereo. On the other side, directly opposite the sliding doors, was the front door. A small television with a DVD player and a VCR with an assortment of movies in either form was centered in front of the coffee table. There was Blazing Saddles, Somewhere in Time, Total Recall, some kids’ movies, some unlabeled VHSs (hmm), and The Matrix. Quite the variety, I mused. There was a fireplace in the far right corner of the room. Right beside it sat a large basket accommodating the wood and a small bucket of what the owner had called “kindling” on the phone.
I immediately started a fire, knowing that the nights get pretty cold up here in the mountains. On the coffee table were flyers of nearby attractions, a phone book, a few magazines (fishing mostly…ugh), and a stack of racy novels. I sauntered across the room and to my left, just past the kitchen area was a door to the bathroom, and just past that was the bedroom. Quaint. I walked into the bedroom, tossed my duffle bag onto the bed, and dug out my cds and my t-shirt, pitching my tee onto the bed. I marched out of the room, went directly to the cd player, popped in Imogen Heap, put it on repeat, and turned it up. I slid out of my clothes, leaving them in a pile on the floor in the middle of the living room. I strolled to the bathroom and grabbed the two towels that were folded neatly and lying in a basket beside the tub.
“I have a hot date with the tub outside. Sorry little guy. Don’t take it personally.” I raised my eyebrows up and down as I whispered to the bathtub.
I giggled at myself as I sauntered, bare-ass and naked as the day I was born, across the living room, grabbing my glass of vodka and the bottle from the bar as I passed it, and headed out the sliding glass door.
I had to grip my goblet. I felt as though I might drop it. That was the last thing I needed to do. Injure myself again. I sat the glass down firmly on the table and glared at Ben. “Why? Why would you say that? Why would you put that off on me? Stevie and Paulo were with Carrie way before...” “For about four months before you were sent to Yarber Heights.” Richard interjected. I whipped my head around to look at him. “About the time your parents had started to consider sending you there. Honey, we can project into the future within reason. However, sometimes humans can change their mind and throw the projection off course but not in this case. Your friend Carrie did have problems. She was a manic depressive and mildly schizophrenic. She had contemplated suicide. So, her parents had her placed there because they were afraid she would follow through with it. But it wasn’t until George and Sue decided to send you there that Stevie and Paulo attached themselves to Carrie.” I didn’t unders
“So, you have lived many times before? Do you remember any of those lives? Isn’t that kinda the same as reincarnation? But humans can be reincarnated too, can they not?” I knew I had just bombarded him with a host of questions, but there were a multitude of them coursing through my mind. I had just started with the simple ones. “Yes, I have lived many, many times before. I don’t know exactly how many. But we all live and die and are reborn. And we all have a way of finding each other. It’s like we’re linked somehow. This link does have its drawbacks. The Corrupt can find us just as easily as we can find each other and believe me, we don’t want to be found by them. Since the beginning of all of this and the separation of the Fallen angels, into the Virtuous and the Corrupt...” “We align ourselves with the Virtuous, by the way.” Richard interjected. Ben nodded and repeated. “We were divided into the Virtuous and the Corrupt. The Corrupt have determined to seek out the Virtuous and kil
Ben began. “Long ago, before man was ever created...” I squirmed a little. He had managed a sentence, and I was already uncomfortable with how this was starting.He sensed my discomfort. “Please, just hear me out. It is important that you hear this. I really shouldn’t be the one explaining this to you now...and at your age.” I backed away, slightly offended and wholly confused. “I’m only twenty-five!” I barked. “And what does any of this have do with me? What is happening to me?” He tightened his grip on my arm where his hand had rested. “I wasn’t saying you’re old.” He suppressed a laugh. “I will clarify. I am not the one who was supposed to be teaching you, um, explaining these things to you.” He looked over at Richard who was now looking at us but still smoking his pipe. “We all had this explained to us at a very early age. And unfortunately for you, I am not a very good teacher, but I will do my best to explain it to you as it was described to me.” I sighed. I didn’t understand.
I was shocked. Stevie. How did he know about Stevie? He could've read her mind. Although it was crazy, but not any crazier than anything I’d experienced this weekend. Deep down I knew he could read minds, and that was an insane thought. This whole situation, my life, had just became one insane thing after another. But I also remembered Stevie. I remembered how dark and scary Stevie was. Did I want to leave Carrie here alone, knowing that Stevie could do this to her? Knowing that there was a very real possibility that Stevie was actually real. “She will be fine. I promise.” Ben said as he forcefully lifted Carrie's head and lifted me from the swing at the same time. He carefully laid her on the swing and covered her up with the afghan. He then yanked my arm and started dragging me from the porch me to the car, walking in wide strides. I was staggering in pain, punching his arm all the way. Richard sat his coffee down and coolly strolled to the Jeep. I started crying. I couldn’t kee
Evie had fallen asleep in the backseat, so, Ben rolled down all the windows, and we decided to leave her there to sleep. It was a mild, early fall day, and Carrie’s front porch was less than ten feet away from his vehicle, so I felt she was safe. I got out of the car and waved at Carrie, and she came storming off of the porch towards me. I saw her jaw drop when she saw my injuries. “What the hell, Sadie?” she said looking at my foot and staring at the strangers who accompanied me. “You gotta lot of explaining to do.” She said as she eyed the two darkly handsome but unfamiliar men and turned to walk with me back to the porch of her house. It was chilly but sunny. Not so cold that one would need a coat. Leaves were all about the yard. Barney, her dog, came yapping around the corner of the house as Ben and Richard walked up to the porch behind us. I had already explained some of what had happened, at least enough to clarify the presence of Ben and Richard and the injuries on my leg.
Peter looked momentarily frightened as he dropped the rake and backed away. “No. Peter is my ex-husband.” I stated. His expression softened as I got out of the car. No sooner had my foot hit the ground, I heard the beautiful high-pitched squeal of my sweet girl. She came peeling out the front door letting it carelessly slam behind her. “Mama!” she screamed as she came running to me and crushed her body into mine. I yanked her up and held her tight. It had seemed like an eternity since I'd last seen her. I wanted to just hold her forever. To take her, hop in the car, and yell to Ben, “Drive!” But I knew I couldn't do that. I could feel her tiny tears rolling down my neck. She missed me too. “Where have you been? You haven’t called me.” She was hurt. And I was mad. Mad as hell at Peter. “I did call, Honey.” I cooed, gently pushing a loose strand of hair behind her tiny ear. “Daddy just forgot to tell you.” Fucking douche bag. Evie stared at the car that pulled in behind us. My car.