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ARIA
We're losing the game, and I've never felt as tense as I do now.
I can practically taste our defeat in the air, and there's no doubt that the players can, too. The Silvertails have always been Ironclaw's biggest enemies—their winning this hockey match in our territory would make things even more painful for us.
I watch as the bodies of the players collide with each other, the ice cracking beneath their skates. It's violent, so much that blood is splattered all over the ice.
I've seen plenty of blood in the two months that I've been working as an intern nurse for the team, but tonight, things are different.
This isn't just a game—it's a war.
"By the goddess, damn him," the coach, my uncle Barty Murdock, says as he runs his fingers through his hair. His face is bright red from the stress, and he's sweating even though it's pretty cold all around us. "He's going to get hurt. He's not watching his left side!"
My uncle is referring to the team captain, the Alpha's son. His uniform is covered in blood, and his helmet is broken but he won't stop to get a replacement. The whole team is counting on him to win—he's known for pulling miraculous tricks that bring the win home. Ryder Drexel is Ironclaw's hero.
I bet every eye in the stadium is on him.
"You've got your kit stocked, right?" he asks me.
"Of course."
Suddenly, he's slammed against the boards, and the sound is so loud that the crowd gasps in shock. I watch, dumbstruck, as Ryder hits the side of his head on the ice, the skin splitting open, blood trickling everywhere.
Before I can even react, I'm on my feet, reaching for my kit.
"Drexel, off the ice. Now!" my uncle yells from beside me. He's right behind me, and my eyes are on Ryder. His jaw is clenched and he looks pissed. Usually, he'll agree with my uncle and tell him he's fine and can continue—he's been doing that the whole game.
This is how I know that this injury is serious.
I meet him at the gate, but he doesn't even look at me. Behind me, Uncle Barty says, "Dammit, I told you to watch that side!"
We're heading toward the medical room just near the rink, and Ryder kicks the door open. It crashes against the wall, making a loud sound that makes me flinch. "Fuck!" he roars before his eyes fall on my uncle. "Get me stitched up fast. I need to get back there!"
"Aria," my uncle says, glancing at me. "How long will it take?"
I put on my gloves, then open the kit as Ryder takes a seat. My pulse is racing. I've never been this nervous in all my life. "Maybe ten minutes if—"
"Whoa, whoa. Wait a fucking second," Ryder says aggressively, his cold blue eyes on me. "You're having the intern stitch me up? Are you kidding me?"
"This is my niece, Aria, and she's very—"
"I don't care who she is," he spits. "Get me a real medic. Where's Dan?"
The words tumble out of my lips before I can give them a second thought. "I'm good at my job, otherwise I wouldn't be here. Dan's off. He's not here, clearly."
My heart is beating unbelievably faster, and I have this throbbing in my head that worsens my mood. It came on so suddenly and I have no idea why.
Blood continues trickling down his face, albeit slowly. He gives me a look laced with disgust that enrages me even more. I hold out the needle. "But if you think you can do a better job, you're free to botch yourself. I couldn't care less."
"Aria," my uncle says in warning.
"In fact, I couldn't care if you lived or died."
"Aria!" he exclaims. "You're both wasting time! Every minute you spend in here gives those fuckers a win, Drexel!"
Again, his distrustful eyes return to my face. I watch as his nostrils flare, and this look crosses his eyes that I don't bother to read. Then, without another word, he turns his head to the side and I get to work, making the stitches as neat as I can, considering there isn't much time and my hands are shaking from my nerves. I rarely lose my temper, but if there's one thing I can't stand, it's someone trying to bring my work down.
It's all I have, and I'm damn proud of it.
I've never encountered him before. He usually ignores his injuries, but not only that—because he's the Alpha's son, he gets the best treatment. An intern like me would never have been allowed to touch him if it weren't for the fact that Dan, the team's medic, left early due to a serious family emergency.
I stitch up the other guys, who never complain.
His reaction makes me respect him a little less.
"There," I remark, stepping back. "All finished."
He leaves the room like lightning, leaving me and my uncle alone. I pack the kit and work on disinfecting it. Uncle Barty sighs and says, "You shouldn't have done that, Aria."
I don't answer him.
"He's the Alpha's son. He has influence. He's the last person in the world that you want on your bad side."
"He's an asshole."
"A powerful asshole," he reminds me. After a beat, he sighs. "I wouldn't have been saying this to you if it weren't for...you know...that thing we can't discuss. You know what happens if you attract too much attention to yourself. We've been working on this for years and you've fought hard to be here. Remember that."
My shoulders sag, and I let out a breath before meeting his gaze. His eyes are filled with sympathy—I know he's not saying this out of malice. Uncle Barty is the fairest person I know.
He closes the distance between us and kisses my forehead. "I have to head back. That team needs me." The crowd roars, and I wonder if our team scored. His smile broadens and he adds, "I'm proud of you, though."
I smile, too. "Thanks, Unc."
He heads out, leaving me alone for a few minutes. Honestly, I can't understand why I got so mad. I guess it's the way he spoke to me—like I was nothing.
Maybe it's the tension of the game we're losing. It's impossible for me not to be involved in hockey when I've lived with Uncle Barty since I was six years old and hockey's his whole life.
I knew everything about hockey before I memorized the times table.
I close my kit and head back out, determined to make the most of the evening and not let that brute's words get to me. I'm here for a purpose, like my uncle said, and nothing can take that away from me.
I'm the best intern around. My work is meticulous, and I heal every wound I touch uncommonly fast. They've dubbed me the Healing Thumb in my class—I'm doing pretty well and that can't be jeopardized by something so foolish.
Uncle Barty is right—I have to be careful. If people around here find out the truth of what I am, I'm a dead woman.
Dead, dead, dead.
I'm just nearing the bench when Ryder scores the last goal, the puck slamming against the net. The crowd roars, and I watch Uncle Barty jump out of his seat and throw his arms in the air victoriously.
I can't help but smile. My heart is relieved—we've won! What can be better than that?
The players celebrate in the rink and I start toward my uncle to congratulate him. As I move toward him, my eyes briefly scan the rink, and every inch of me turns to ice when I make eye contact with Ryder. It's so unexpected that for a moment, I don't know how to react.
Why's he looking at me like that?
I look away first, ignoring his look, and make my way to my uncle's side. He picks me up and kisses my cheek repeatedly. "We won! Dammit, we won!"
I allow myself to celebrate and soon, forget all about Ryder Drexel and his look.
ARIATen Years Later"Ready?"Barty pulls a face and looks at me uncertainly before his gaze returns to his father. "I don't know...""It's easy. Come on."He looks down at his skates, then his gaze sweeps across the ice rink. Ryder and I exchange a look. The corners of his eyes are crinkled and he looks more amused than he should be, considering this is the first time that Barty has agreed to skate.It seems he inherited my fear of the ice.Wren, on the other hand, is practically a pro at skating. Who knows? Maybe a few years down the line, she'll play ice hockey. The tradition has never included women in the team, but a lot has changed since then.She's seated in the bleachers right now, watching the scene unfold. Barty tries to step forward and closes his eyes in fear."I can't," he proclaims. "I don't want to!""Look," Ryder says, skating backward effortlessly. "All you have to do is focus on your balance and not think about it too much. There's not much to it. Just give me your h
ARIAFive Years LaterI pull the casserole out of the oven and kick the door closed with my foot, careful not to burn myself.Somewhere deep in the house, I hear screaming."Barty?" I say loudly. "What's going on?"There's a considerable pause before he responds. "Nothing!"I shake my head and set the dish down on the dining table. "Wren? Wanna tell me what's going on?"Again, she doesn't respond right away. I know those two are up to something. They're always fighting and their relationship is not at all what it should be—Wren's his aunt, but Barty doesn't seem to understand that.They're like siblings. Then again, what did we expect?"I want both of you to come downstairs right this minute!" I yell. "Lunch's ready and Dad will be here any minute. Don't forget to wash your hands!"I hear them clearly arguing before the sound of their footsteps fills my ears. I can't help but smile to myself. Those two are so adorable and I don't know what I'd do without them in my life.I didn't have
RYDERI was selected to be a part of the Nocturnal Council along with Alpha Wilson and a few other Alphas who'd declared themselves our allies until the impersonators began attacking everyone and sending death threats to everyone who refused to accept their ridiculous terms.Aria, of course, is the only Nocturn in the council. Things were arranged this way because Alpha Wilson trusts her not to use her Alpha Command over everyone in the council. We've always fought for what's right, but the same can't be said for other Nocturns.Naturally, I would trust anyone from Anne's group with my life, but the other Alphas don't know that.Who knows? Maybe a few years down the line, things will change.What matters now is that we've come to an agreement and this pointless war has come to an end. I can't help but feel terrible and even guilty about all the lives that were lost.I guess, deep down, I'll always feel guilty about what happened.But I can't change the past—I can only make sure that s
ARIARyder's hand tightens around mine and I turn my head to look at him.He nods at me encouragingly and with so much confidence that I can't help but feel calmer. Right now, we're waiting for a meeting that could change the outcome of this entire war, so I don't know what to expect.There's a whole lot of resentment toward Nocturns and everyone who supports us, but the other packs have already figured out that they won't get rid of us so easily, so if we don't agree, more people will keep dying.It's crazy for me to think about everything it took to get us here. Was the attack at Moon Rose truly two days ago? The helplessness I felt back then washes over me once more as the memories crash into me. No matter how hard I try to forget how terrible those moments following Ryder's arrival were, they keep coming back, demanding to be acknowledged. Ryder and I were staring at Ray, who was clearly dying. It crossed my mind a few more times to just finish the job so there would be no chance
ARIAThere's very little time to figure out what's happening but I know for a fact that the mob isn't trying to attack me.They go for every guard standing in their path. I turn my attention to Yarina and see her looking around in shock, mouth wide open. She lowered her hand, and I don't allow myself to even think about what I have to do next.I race toward her and she turns her head to face me again right before I lunge at her. She crashes into the ground, the gun going off before the collision, and I sink my teeth into her shoulder.Yarina cries out in pain and I sink my teeth even deeper. However, before I can finish what I started, someone hits me on the back and I release her. I whirl around to see one of the guards holding a metal bat high above his head, prepared to strike me down again.Zach appears in wolf form and takes him down.I turn my attention back to Yarina but in the handful of seconds that I got distracted, she shifted and is now heading away from the farm. I jump o
RYDERHearing the full story makes me sick to my stomach.These sons of bitches...how could they?What kind of animals are they?I don't take my eyes off Dorson, or rather, Sean. Alpha Dorson was killed by his own hand. He and the guy we all thought was Wilson are brothers, and they were raised by the real Alpha Dorson of the Moon Rose pack and his mate, Yarina.No wonder they looked alike.Moon Rose was truly a place where Nocturns could live in peace, and the real Alpha Dorson was always welcoming to them. When they heard that there was a war against every Alpha who wanted to oppress Nocturns, he decided to join the battle, but Sean here and his brother, Damien, decided that it was an opportunity for them to rise, and so they killed the man who treated them as if they were his own children along with his Luna and his sons, and they came here impersonating them.Their goal is to ensure that every pack is run by a Nocturn. Well, that was the initial plan. Now, they want to destroy the
RYDERI crack an eye open and see nothing. The other one is practically glued shut—too swollen to function. As for the one I can use, I don't know if I can't see shit because I'm in a dark room, or because the eye has been blinded. I vividly recall the struggle it took to get me into this small ro
ARIA By the time I reach the pack, the sky is dark and the streets are all empty. The last thing I need is to be seen in wolf form, so I race to my uncle’s house, counting the minutes until I get there because I can’t wait to see him. All the lights are off. That’s the first thing I notice when
ARIA I don't mean to, but the longer Ryder stays gone, the more I worry about him. Where could he be?Judging by my calculations and what he told me, Ryder should've been back by now. It's two in the afternoon. I rub my hands and pace the floor of the living area. Occasionally, I peer out the wi
ARIAI didn’t mean for things to go as far as they did. One minute, I was relaxing against him, basking in the feel of the warm water loosening all my muscles while he played with my hair. The next, our lips were locked and I was reaching between his legs, fisting his cock under the water. “Aria,







