LOGINAlexI blinked a few times and tried to sit up on the couch. My head hurt bad like someone smacked it. The lights in the back room at the station were too bright. A cop stood near the door looking at some papers in his hands. I felt dizzy and confused.“You okay there kid?” the cop asked me.I did not get a chance to say much. The door opened and Jax came in quickly . He looked mad and worried at the same time. His shoulders were stiff. The cop gave him a nod because they knew him from all the other times stuff went wrong around me.Jax crossed his arms and leaned on the wall. He stared right at me. “They called me. Said you passed out right in the lobby. What the hell happened Alex?”I rubbed my face with my hands. Everything from the night with Damien and his dad and the gun and now Knox came rushing back into my head. It made my stomach feel sick.“I went there to talk to Knox,” I told him. My voice sounded rough and tired. “But he is gone. He escaped. Took his daughter and just le
Alex Rival political families? A hidden affair from way back? Or maybe Damien’s dad had covered up something bad involving my parents years ago and now it was all coming back around.It started clicking in my brain piece by piece while I stood there getting dressed. I could not just sit here and try to get over it. This felt bigger than just me and Damien fighting. I needed real answers and Knox was the only one who might have them. He had mentioned an enemy before in our talks. What if that enemy was Damien’s family the whole time? What if this whole mess tied back to something Knox knew about?I grabbed my jacket and keys fast. My hands were still shaking a little but I kept moving anyway. Jax was nowhere in sight and I did not have time right now to hunt him down and fix things between us. That would have to wait. I headed out the door and got in his car. The drive to the station felt longer than usual because my mind would not slow down even a little. I kept thinking about all
AlexI stood there in the doorway still wearing Jax’s oversized clothes. The shirt hung loose on my shoulders and kept sliding around. The pants were too big and I had to keep pulling them up so they would not fall down my legs. Damien’s car had already disappeared down the street but my heart kept pounding hard like it wanted to jump out of my chest. Everything from the night before felt stuck to me. The mess from the sex. The yelling. The gunshot. All of it.Jax stepped closer and put a hand on my arm gently like he was trying not to scare me. “Alex come on. Breathe okay. He’s gone now. We can figure this shit out together. Just take a second.”I yanked my arm away so hard I almost tripped over those stupid loose pants. “Figure it out? That is rich coming from you Jax. Damien always does this to me. He pulls me in close like I am the only person in the world who matters and then he spits out some crap about depression or how he used to be straight or whatever excuse makes him feel
Alex I heard the knocking on the door get louder and louder and my heart started pounding hard in my chest because I knew this was bad news after everything that had just happened between me and Damien. I was still sitting there on the bed feeling the mess from the sex dripping down my legs and Damien froze right next to me with his eyes wide. “Alex quick put these on as fast as you can” Damien said, pushing his jacket and shirt into my hands and I grabbed them fast even though my body ached everywhere. I pulled the shirt over my head and it felt rough against my sore nipples but I did not complain out loud. “This is really stupid Damien you know that right” I told him while I stepped into the pants that were way too loose on me. He picked up the gun from the nightstand and held it tight in his hand. “I know it’s stupid” he said with his voice cracking a bit “but I just can’t leave without you Alex I love you so much please understand that.” I sighed and shook my head because it
Damien I grabbed Alex tighter and kept my fingers deep inside him. He felt so warm and wet from what he did with Jax earlier. His body shook against mine. I did not want to let go. Not now. Not ever.Jax came over fast. His face looked mad as hell. “Get the fuck off him right now!” he yelled. He grabbed my shoulder hard and tried to yank me back. His fingers dug in like he wanted to pull me away for good.I stayed right there. I looked him straight in the eyes and pushed my fingers deeper into Alex. Alex gasped loud right away. “He was yours a few minutes ago,” I said slow and cold. “Now he is remembering who he really belongs to.”Alex tried to push at my chest with his weak hands. “Damien… stop this,” he said. His voice sounded shaky. But his hips moved forward anyway like they had a mind of their own. A moan came out of him after. Shame made his cheeks go all red. His eyes looked wet and scared but his hole kept squeezing my fingers tight. He wanted it even if his mouth said no.J
DamienI sat alone in my big house. The room was dark. My mind would not stop thinking about Alex. He had been avoiding me for many days. When I walked into a room, he looked away. When I called his name, he left fast. I knew he still doubted me. He thought I was dangerous. He thought I might hurt him or the people close to him. That idea made my chest feel heavy and angry at the same time. I loved him. I really did. Why could he not see it?I stood up from my chair. I got dressed quickly. I put on a black shirt and black pants. I pulled on my boots. I grabbed my jacket from the hook. I was ready to leave. I could not stay in this house one more minute. I needed to find Alex. I needed to talk to him and make him understand.I opened the door and walked down the long hall. My dad was waiting there. He saw me and his face turned red with anger. He stepped right in front of me and blocked my way.“Where do you think you are going?” he asked in a loud voice.“I have to go find Alex,” I s
Alex Damien left sometime after the shower. I didn’t even hear him go, just woke up again later to an empty bed and that stupid lonely feeling creeping back in like it always did when he disappeared. The spot where he’d been felt cold already. My ass ached from everything we’d done, the fresh tatt
Alex “Think about it,” Knox said, cutting me off easy. “You help my kid, I keep helping you with whatever paperwork comes up later. Win-win.”Jax stepped forward before I could answer. “He’s not interested.”I turned fast. “Jax, chill.”“No, you chill. You’re not tutoring some random guy’s daughte
Damien The drop wasn't too bad but with my leg and back it was going to suck. I pushed the window open and climbed out real careful trying not to rip anything open on my back. The cold morning air hit me and made the welts sting worse but I didn't care. I landed on the grass and my leg buckled a
Damien I stood there like an idiot behind the corner of the building, half hidden by the dumpsters and I just watched. My leg was killing me from the limp, my side throbbed where the guard had punched it, and my jaw still felt like Alex had left his knuckles printed on it from last night, but non