chapter 14

  it was so green and beautiful  i have been walking in this place from a while now ,i don,t know where i am and what i am doing here but it is so calm place i don,t want to go away from here .

suddenly a door appeared out of nowhere and the lightning  is coming out of it and. their is  garden around it , it is so beautiful .

i moved towards  it when someone voice stopped me " where are you going ". someone was standing there , a man . probably in his 40,s were talking to me.

"i ...i want to go in there " i pointed towards the door from which the light was coming .

"don,t go there the guy who owns it is very dangerous and he does,t like anyone there . "he said to me i looked back again towards the door but it was so beautiful i wanted to see it .

"i would quickly  come back the guy won,t know " i said to him .when another voice stopped me .

"don,t go larib what if it is dangerous ."i looked back quickly how could i not know this voice ."mom" i cried out for her

she was there standing infront of me telling me come to her i was seeing her after a week . i started moving towards her

"don,t you wanna see what is inside the door larib "

i looked back and it was xavier standing in the door "come on i will show you inside and i can assure you it is so beautiful there." he said to me while he forward  his hand to me asking me to take it  in the same time sweet and cold air was  coming from the door making me relax wanted me to take his hand and see it .

"larib don,t you want to be with me i am alone without you baby " when i looked back my mom and my whole family were standing there.

"comeon babe i will show you inside this place " i looked towards mom and then xavier both were giving me their hands to hold

"i....i.."

suddenly ringing of phone woke me  up .

i opened my eyes slowly as the light was too much "where is this light coming from" i adjusted my eyes .But the mintue i came to know about my surrounding  and my eyes shot open .

xavier was lying infront of me his face was so close to me i can see everyline , hair on his face .

"what" i abruptly  got up  from the bed . i was looking horrifically  towards him . i moved out of bed so qucikly that i was going to fall almost but i balanced my self .

"what is he doing here ?" he was not even wearing his shirt .i suddenly looked down at my self god i was  fully dress  ,i grabbed my duppata from the bed.

i was still looking towards him when suddenly he moved and put his hand on his eyes ." hmmm ...larib please close the curtain babe  "

he just call me babe didn,t he ?wait did he know we are in one room ans in one bed .suddenly i rememberd when he gave me the tour he said it was enough for us.

"what do you exactly want xavier ?please i am not ready to accept this relation " i talk with my self .

"larib ..honey please close the curtain " and he turn to other side showing me his back .i moved towards his side to close the curtain .

when i turned around i saw his face it was so calm  and innocent . no one can say he was a bad guy "why did you do this with us "

i moved towrds the washroom to change and take shower .after coming out i offered my prayer which i missed  and recited quran for a while .

he was sleeping so peacefully like nothing have happened. "doesn,t he feel anything ".

i asked my self but noone  answered not even myself .so i went away from there .

i started making breakfast i was not a person who eat early in the morning and the shock i got in the morning i am having headache beacuse  of it so i can,t eat anything .

i prepared his breakfast as he made us dinner last night  .i placed it on the table and took my cup of tea and went outside covering my self with thick shawl (a big hijjab )as it was really cold outside but it was beautiful and peaceful .

i sat down on the stairs of the front door and had my tea when i remebered the dream .

"what was this dream it was the second time i had it .what it is trying to show me what was behind the door ?

i saw my mom after so long how are they ?ya allah keep them safe how will i meet them "? i didn,t know but tear escaped from my eye .

xavier pov

my eyes opened due to the ringing of my phone l sat straight  and answered my call .

"i told you not to disturb me justin"

"i know you did but it was urgent .first your father came to mansion asking about you to say he was angry would be underrestimating his anger ." i know father would come to know about this one way or another .

"what did you do " i asked justin

"well i got a death threat by him if you didn,t come back soon .

"fine i will do something  is this it or something else is left ." i was now looking for larib but she was no where .

"one more thing and it is bad one " justin said with serious tone .

"what is it ?" i asked him while moving out of bed .

"one of our man from pakistan called leo, someone is sending threatening  letters to bhabi family and scaring them ,they are being followed. "

it was unexpected news from me i was shocked "who is it  do we have any clue"

"unfortunately  no whoever they are they are pretty good in their work " ..justin answered me.

"provide  more guard's  for them and and keep close eye on them no one should get hurt ,they are my in laws and if they are threatening  them they are not far away from my larib . so its better for you guys to find them soon i will be back in a week ." i said to him and ended the call .

"who are they and what do they want from her i hope her brother  had not done anything stupid " i was still thinking when i went to window and saw my wife  sitting outside in this cold weather.

"what is she doing out ,god is she crazy she will get cold ." i went to washroom got fresh and weared my shirt amd went downstairs.

my breakfast was ready on the table ." did she prepared it for me ?

i moved out and saw her lost in her thoughts   but the tear that escaped from her eye made me uneasy .

i sat down beside her and looked towards her she was  so lost in her thoughts she didn,t knew i was sitting beside her. i moved my hand up and removed the tear from her cheek which got her out of her thoughts .

"its cold outside your tears are also getting freeze ." i said to her and she just looked at me .

"i know i look handsome specially in morning but don ,t look at me like that or i will be not able to control my self " she qucikly removed her eyes and were looking somewhere else now .

"why you woke up early without me ? i asked her but she didn,t said anything .

"larib i am asking you something " i said to her and moved her face towards me

"i.....i just woke up "she said innocently .

"did ..i bother you last night that you could not sleep " she looked in my eyes when i said it but then quickly removed her eyes from me .

"why you don,t answer me on my first asking ?i said to her but she still didn,t reply .god when will she open up i know she is not like this .

"lets go inside give me my breakfast please " i said to her and grabbed her hand , which she wanted to snatch away but i held it strong and made her  walk with me inside.

"she moved towards the counter and warm thd food and gave me and were going away when i held her hand " where are you going ? did you had your breakfast "

she nodded in no "then sit down have your breakfast."

"but....i can,t eat early in morning " she said to me .

"why ?" she looked here and there but i gave a little squeeze to her hand to show her i want her answer ." i don,t know from my early years i can,t eat.  it give me morning sickness. "

wow she is so suprising she was so shying let me tease her. a bit " morning sickness you are not pregnant ...yet  " she became so shocked looked towrds me her face was red when i said it specially "yet " .

"so sit here and eat it , it is really important " i made her sit infront of me.

and  made a spoon and put it against her mouth but her lips were sealed and her eyes were on me " eat it " i said to her and  moved it close to her .

she opened her mouth and ate it . then i gave her the spoon and made her to give me .first she was reluctant but then she gave it to me . it was the best  food that i had from my wife hands  . i drag her stool more near to me so she can give me the food easily as her hands were small but that act of mine brought her more closer to me her legs were  between my legs.

she looked towrds me and gave me the breakfast but a tear escaped from her eye .

"what happened larib why are you crying ?"

she started crying more and held her face in her hand " larib what happend babe please tell me .. you are scaring me " i held her by her shoulder .

she was not saying anything but crying i pushed her towards me and hugged her, her sobs were  coming out of her mouth now .

"please calm down , please it is not good for your health " i said to her while i hugged her tighter.

"please talk to me , babe look at me , "i made her look at me i grabbed  her face and made her look at my face " please talk to me please don,t keep it in"

"i .... i can,t do this xavier .... i can,t " should  i be happy that she called me just xavier or sad that she is not accpeting me.

"i....you ...us it is not easy ... the .. way we married  .i just can,t forget all that and move on with you and accept this life and you .everytime i think of doing it i see all the things you did to my family .how i am suppose to forget it .

she said all this while crying in my arms  "i know what happened was wrong i  know what i did was wrong but i have rules if i hadn,t done that it would have been done in more severe way trust me on this "

i cannot tell her the truth she will hate me more i have chance now but then i would not have any chance i have to be selfish.

"you ...only married me because your money was not given to you ....i ..never wanted such marriage ...you didn,t even ruined my life but yours too ." she said to me while looking at me .

i was lost in her eyes she was so near to me " and who said to you that my life is ruined ". she looked shocked on this statment .

"i know the circumstances were not right but trust me on this the mintue i saw  you the mintue i knew you were mine yeah the conditions which brought us together  were wrong but may be this was Allah destiny for us ." she looked so shocked when i said Allah .

"but.... how i am supposed to move on and accept this and forget all those things ." she asked me innocently .

i removed  the tears from her cheeks and kissed her forhead " i know it is hard but give me chance lets try to know each other and become friends then we can move to being husband and wife and i would ask for forgiveness  from your mother but first we have to work together  then we could see them"

"WHAT you will take me there " she asked me while sitting straight i lose my hold on her a little and nodded at her.

"but first we have to work on this relation i have accpeted you.  Now i am giving you time  so  you can accpet  me .lets start fresh . "i moved back and held out my hand for her.

"hi i am xavier albert thomson  but my real name is zayn and yes i am muslim by birth because my father is muslim and mom is from paris . but i don,t practice religion . i can,t trust people easily and i am serious infront of other but the people close to me know how sweet i am like a baby ."i said in a naughty tone .

she smiled on my act and it was so beautiful to see her smile." and you are ?" i asked her she forwrded her hand and shook my hand .

"i am larib khan . i am muslim and both of my parents are muslim and i am from pakistan. i am psychologist by profession ."

"its nice to meet you larib . by the way are you married ? " she smiled on my teasing .

"yes i recently got married to a guy i don,t know " she smiled and took my heart again.

"well you will get to know him soon now you are with him and he will never leave you no matter what " i said with all scenceritiy. 

"hmmmmm xavier can i ask you something ?" she said to me.

"yes babe why not " i said while sitting straight.

"please tell me the truth . " i nodde at her .

"who are you ?  what you do ?  why you you have so many gurads and why do everyone call you king ?

it alerted me she didn,t know i am mafia king should i tell her will she get scared will she run away like all other people i love but i can,t lie she deserve the truth at least this one.

" i am mafia king and i am in mafia the eagles are my gang and we are the most powerful and ruthless one "

i said the words which i knew gonna effect her .