Hi guys,
Thank you so much for liking and reading my very first BL book. Writing this is kind of nerve-wracking for me because I constantly keep thinking that I'm making some kind of mistake or that my voice in the story is getting too feminine...however, I have decided to just...quit my fears and go for it. And that you so, so much for your support on this story. This is getting more views than my exclusives.However, I'm not always able to update these BLs on time because I'm mainly focused on my exclusives and matching my word count. I try my best to update as frequently as possible...which, I admit, isn't as much as I want to. Sometime I lack motivation and sometimes it's health issues or a combination of both. But I'll try to finish both my BLs by June, Pride Month...I hope! And, now comes the important part! First and Ben!Yes, First and Ben's story is going to be separate and it's going to be toxic and filled with SA. I think we've established by now that First isn't exactly a nice or sane character, so Ben would need to deal with a lot before they find some kind of middle ground. And their story will be called The Kingpin's Obsession, which will come out once The Kingpin's Possession is done. I really hope you guys can wait till then!There will be little snippets of them in this story in the future, but they won't be main characters or a side couple. They will be mentioned and you will definitely see them again, but their main story will be a completely different one.I hope you guys will enjoy The Kingpin's Obsession as much as I'm currently enjoying writing it...well, it's kinda a dark romance, so there's also a lot of trauma involved...but I hope you guys will like it just as much as you like Kim and Kit! Thank you once again for being so supportive of my LGBTQ+ stories and I hope you guys love reading them as much as I'm loving writing them! Thanks and happy reading! Lovage!!!!Chapter 23: Alone With YouKim:Kim held onto Kit’s hand tightly as he got them out of the warehouse.Outside there were several cars waiting; men stood on alert in black suits, guns drawn, ready to attack at any given moment. They were all his men. If P’First had thought that he’d come without backup, then he had been gravely mistaken.But Kim hadn't wanted the situation to reach a bloodbath. So he had taken only a few with him inside the warehouse…a decision he was now regretting as he saw Kit turn back to look at his friend several times, until the doors to the warehouse were shut on his face.“P’Kim…” Kit’s hand tightened on his, his head still turned towards the house still. “Ben…”“Will our friend be alright?” Earth came forward to ask Kim, even though he was scared himself after watching all the bloodshed. “He’s not going to…P’First won’t…”Earth tried to say the words but he wasn’t able to continue. He just couldn’t get the words past his throat.“Let’s get out of here first.”
Chapter 24: SurrenderingKit:Kit watched P’Kim drive into yet another compound that evening. It wasn’t the same compound that he had brought him to the first night they had been together, but this one appeared even bigger, more expensive than any place he had visited before.How many condos do you own? He wanted to ask P’Kim, but decided against it.He was a rich man with connections in the criminal underworld. Kit had no doubt that he owned plenty of places and he hadn't even been to half of them yet.P’Kim stopped in front of one of the larger buildings and they both got out of the car. He was escorted to the elevators through the main lounge area. Everything in this apartment building screamed expensive. From the automatic glass sliding doors to the huge chandelier in the main waiting room. Kit was in awe of everything he saw, especially the polished marbled floors that shore bright in the overhead lights.This time, the elevator stopped at the fourteenth floor and P’Kim took him
Chapter 25: What Did we Get Into?Kit:Kit rolled over in bed, his hands stretched along the space next to him, searching for the warmth of the bigger body that had held him all through last night. However, now, the space beside him was cold, isolated.He opened his eyes with a start, his eyes instantly roaming around the humongous bedroom for the familiar face of the man that had brought him here the night before.Was this some kind of payback? His mind instantly thought the worst. Was he gone because the last time they had sex, he had been the first to leave?But all his thoughts were dispelled when he found a tiny yellow paper stuck to the pillow next to his.Sitting up in bed, he took the paper into his hands and wiped the sleep from his eyes so he could read the note in the clear handwriting that was clearly left for him to find.‘Had to leave early. Will make it up when I get back.’Kit furrowed his eyebrows, reading the note once again before sitting up in bed and going through
Chapter 26: AliveKit:“Earth!” Prem’s voice forced Kit to open his eyes as Earth’s hands were ripped off of him.Kit found Prem standing between the two of them, blocking his attack with both hands before he pushed Earth back hard enough that he stumbled to the ground, falling onto his back.“Get the fuck away from us, Prem!” Earth hissed, his anger no longer under his control. “You have no idea what this son of a bitch has done! Don’t come in between us!”“Stop it already!” Prem hissed back, standing in front of Kit like a shield. “Anything you want to solve or fix can be done in a civilized conversation! Do not make a scene here!”It was only then that both Earth and Kit looked around at the crowd that had suddenly started forming around the stone tables. People stopped on their way to class to look at all the fuss going on and it had drawn other curious souls to the ground as well.Earth hadn't realized it, but their conversation hadn't been as quiet as he had wanted it to be.“Co
Chapter 27: Better Left UnknownKit:Right as the bell rang for class, both Kit and Earth all but jumped out of their seats, but had to wait until the teacher left before they could hurry over to Ben’s table.“We need to talk.” Kit told him urgently. “Let’s go to the terrace, so we can talk in private before Prem gets here.”Ben closed his textbook on a sigh. “Did you guys have breakfast? I’m hungry.”It was only then that he realized that not only Kit himself, but all three of them had skipped breakfast.“Let’s text Prem to get us lunch from the cafeteria on his way here.” Kit suggested. “It’ll be better if he comes in late. It’ll buy us more time to talk.”“I agree with him.” Earth sighed, looking at Ben. “Let’s get to the terrace first?”“Alright,” Kit took out his new phone. “Does anyone have his number memorized? I…think we all lost our phones yesterday.”Much to their surprise, Ben took out a brand new phone himself before he texted Prem and let him know about the change of plan
Chapter 28: The ReasonKim:“Sire…are you sure this is a good idea?” Aawut asked Kimhan for probably the thousandth’s time as they got off their private helicopter at the shores of Pattaya city, right outside The Paradise Resort, which was one of Kimhan’s many legal businesses.“Aawut…” Kim sighed, rubbing at his temples as the helicopter blades finally stopped their rotation and the ear-splitting noise finally came to an end, giving everyone instant relief.“Kit and Kaya have a right to know, I understand that.” He told his right hand man. “But how do you expect me to tell them that I came here to look for their father, who has just robbed another Jao por (mafia don) and run away with the money?”“But what if he contacted either of them?” Aawut insisted. “Wouldn’t it help us find him sooner? Pattaya is filled with all kinds of thugs. He could easily be taking shelter at any of the organized crime groups in the city or forming a gang of his own right now.”“Forming a group isn’t as ea
Chapter 29: Enemy’s EnemyKim’s P.O.V“The Russian’s aren’t locals,” Kim cursed out. “How the hell did they come in contact with him?”And when had the Russian mafia made base in Thailand without the knowledge of any of the Chao Pho families?Some traders now and then weren’t unheard of. In fact, some of the suppliers that came from overseas to trade weapons and drugs were members of the Bratvas. But an entire clan with a don residing here in Pattaya? That wasn’t something Kimhan had expected to hear.“At the south of the Central Market area, the Russians have set up their base in one of the warehouses.” Aawut informed Kim. “The base didn’t exist until about two months ago, but according to the locals here, one of the gang leaders was killed in an open fire between the gangs and they had taken over both the gang’s members and their hideout as well as their remaining stash.”“And now they’re operating out of that base while using their men to do their dirty work.” Kim grit his teeth to
Chapter 30: Keeping Secrets Kit: “No…because I won’t be staying here much longer.” Kit, Earth and Ben stared at their friend in surprise and confusion. “What?” Prem looked down at his meal, not answering the others as he continued to stay silent. The three boys exchanged nervous glances, wondering what this was all about, but not being able to find a reasonable explanation. “Prem?” Ben finally spoke up. “What did you just say and explain in details what it meant.” However, Prem shook his head, smiling at his friends like he hadn't said anything at all. “Nothing. You guys must have heard me wrong. Let’s get back now. The bell is about to ring.” Just as Prem said so, the bell signaling the end of lunch hours, rang loud and clear, all over the university and the four boys got up from the floor, dusting off their garments as they headed back downstairs to attend classes. Kit however, kept looking at Prem from the corner of his eye and he felt like he could tell almost instinctiv