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Asher
Asher lugged his army-issue duffel bag over his shoulder as he disembarked the chopper, and moved toward the hangar. He straightened and saluted his commander, with only 28 minutes to go before he was officially discharged.
“At ease, Major Fitzgerald.”
Asher relaxed his shoulders a little, and clasped his hands behind his back. He’d done four tours which lasted 12 months each, and two tours lasting 18 months apiece. He was done now. It was time to go home, settle down, and work the ranch.
“Your papers have been signed. Good luck, in the civilian world,” Lieutenant Colonel Granger said. He handed the paperwork to Asher, and they shook hands. “Your folks must be relieved.”
“Yes, sir. My father will be glad to have me home for a change,” Asher said.
His captain wished him well, and when Asher walked through the hangar toward the offices to hand in his papers, he sighed with regret. Fitzgerald had been an asset, a sniper, a man who held no fear, and he was sorry to see him go.
An hour later, Asher got a ride to the airport, where he felt the tension leave his shoulders as he sat down in a chair near his boarding gate. He’d given seven years of his life to the Army, not including his time spent in training. It was a good time to get out. The dreams had started a year ago, the nameless faces haunting him in the darkness.
A slow smile started at the corners of his mouth as he thought of Two Bear Meadow. It was a quaint town, with a population of almost 10,000 people. He could remember, as a child, his only wish had been to leave; but now, everything inside was calling him home.
It was 6 a.m., when the bus stopped at the station, and Asher climbed off. He was exhausted, but a thrill of excitement went through him as he walked away from the station. It was a 6-mile hike to the ranch, one he’d walked a hundred times before.
The trees showed off their full summer blossoms, a brilliant green against the blue of the sky. He could smell the flowers in the air, the faint traces of rain, and the scent of bacon. His stomach reminded him that he hadn’t eaten in well over 24 hours.
It was too early for the shops to be open, so he walked down Main Street and reveled in the quiet of the town. Soon enough, it would be bustling with people going to work, and children racing across the streets as they headed to school.
Asher soon left the shops behind, and headed out of town. Up ahead was the Lansing House. Old man Lansing had never done much to keep the place up to standard, and Asher frowned at the lone car parked in front of the chain-link fence.
The rear door and trunk stood wide open, with a suitcase standing on the ground. The front door was open too, but nobody was around. He placed his duffel on the ground, and peered into the car.
“Well, hello there, little lady,” he said, as the baby stared at him with wide eyes. He assumed she was a girl by the pink onesie she wore. He undid the clips of the car seat, and picked the baby up. “Why are you all alone in a car next to the road?”
Asher was about to turn around when something smacked him against his back. “Put her down, you asshole!”
He chuckled, and grabbed the handle of the straw broom the woman was hitting him with. Before she could blink, Asher had disarmed her while holding the baby in one arm. When she took a step backward, Asher let the broom fall to the ground.
“She belong to you?”
The woman nodded her head. “Yes.”
“I didn’t mean to scare you. I just saw a baby all alone. I was about to head inside. It gets hot very quickly, just as soon as it’s 7 a.m.,” Asher said.
“I thought you were trying to kidnap her.” The woman was short and petite, but had a feisty look in her eye.
“In Two Bear Meadow?” Asher chuckled again, and the baby made a chortling sound, and smiled.
“Well, nobody has ‘pervert’ tattooed on their foreheads,” she said, and Asher grinned at her.
“Major Asher Fitzgerald,” he said, out of habit. “Retired.”
“Maggie Conroy,” she said, as her eyes darted around.
“And this little lady?” He nudged his head toward the baby.
“Melody.”
“Are you moving into the Lansing House?” Asher looked pointedly at the house.
“Yes. If you don’t mind, I still have a lot to do,” Maggie said, and held her arms out for Melody.
“Of course.” Asher handed her the baby, looking at the two suitcases, and four boxes still in the trunk.
When Maggie turned back to the house, Asher grabbed both suitcases, and followed her. He placed them on the porch and went back for the boxes. Maggie watched him from behind the screened door but didn’t say a word.
“Asher Fitzgerald, as I live and breathe. Does your daddy know you’re home?” The voice was spoken over a microphone, and Asher turned around with a grin.
The Deputy Sheriff’s car stood a few feet away, and Maggie opened the door. “Who’s that?”
“That would be Finn. I had no idea he became a deputy,” Asher said.
Finn had gotten out of the car and walked toward Asher with a blinding smile. “Were you planning on walking all the way to the ranch?”
“I was going to surprise everyone,” Asher said.
“Who’s this?” Finn asked, as he looked at Maggie.
“This is Maggie Conroy,” he said, turning to look at her. “This is Finn, my baby brother.”
“Easy with the baby talk, I’m all grown up now,” Finn said, with a grin and tipped his hat at Maggie.
“You’re still wet behind the ears. How the hell did you become a deputy?”
“I’ll tell you on the way home,” Finn said, and turned toward Maggie. “Have a good day, Ma’am.”
Maggie opened her mouth to say something, but closed it again, as Asher walked away from her, grabbed his duffel bag, and climbed into the police car.
AsherHe stared down at the edge of the cliff. It hadn’t snowed in a week, and the cold air felt good in his lungs. It took him back to a year earlier, when he’d also stared down the expanse. A year ago, he wanted to die, but today, he felt free.“If you want to jump, you’ll have to get off your horse,” Cassidy said, from behind him.Asher chuckled, and glanced at her over his shoulder. “What are you doing up here?”“I like the view,” she said.He regarded her for a few seconds, something niggling at the back of his mind. “How often do you come up here?”“Does it matter?”“Yeah, it matters, Cass,” he said.She sighed but didn’t look at him. She lifted her head up to the sky and closed her eyes. “Do you think you’ll make it?”“Yes. I made a choice. No matter how dark it gets, it’s always light when I wake up. The ranch, my family, the boys, Emerson and Henri, they bring the light.”“Asher.” Her voice was soft, filled with pain, and he knew she was still stuck there. He was, too, but no
EmersonIt was late afternoon by the time Asher’s truck parked in front of her house. She zipped the suitcase shut and walked out of her bedroom. Three other suitcases stood in the short entryway that led to the front door. She’d just entered the entryway, when the front door was opened, and Asher strode inside. His eyes immediately went to the suitcases, and then he was looking intently at her.She took a step toward him, but he held up his hand. His steely gray gaze was fixed on her, and she’d never seen someone in so much pain before. He took a deep breath before he opened his mouth. “You’re moving? You’re really going to do this?”“Yes,” she said softly.“When are you leaving?”“I have another suitcase in the bedroom, and there’s another one in Henri’s room. The rest can be boxed up by movers,” she saidAsher clenched his jaw and nodded his head. “Do I need to get a lawyer?”“Probably.”“When, Emerson?”“Today, the sooner the better it will be,” she said.“I can’t stop you from d
Asher“You okay?”Asher looked up from where he was still seated on his bed. “Yeah. I shouldn’t have hit Colt.”Blair huffed out a laugh. “He had it coming.”“Thank you, Blair.”“For what?” He frowned as he looked at Asher.“I might be older than you by 2 years, but you were the older brother when I wasn’t here. You kept them all together. You kept this family together,” Asher said.“I didn’t do anything you wouldn’t have done if you were here.” Blair wasn’t one for praises and compliments.“You like Cassidy, don’t you?”Blair shook his head, and sighed. “When she took you down, I nearly proposed right then, and there.”Asher laughed. “I taught her that move. I can’t believe she used it on me.”“My heart nearly stopped beating for a second there, but I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t hot as hell.”“Make sure you tell Colt before you try to beat the shit out of him, too,” Asher said, and got to his feet.“Did Emerson really say no?”“She didn’t say anything.” Asher let the towel fall to
AsherHe was in a blind rage, as he drove back to the ranch. He skidded to a halt in front of the barn. He couldn’t believe Colt would do this to him. They all knew he still loved her, despite what he’d said, they should know he’d never walk away from her.The betrayal stung, especially because it was Colt.His brother saw him coming, and was in fact waiting for him just inside the doors of the barn. Colt grinned, but it wasn’t a friendly grin, it was a taunt, an invitation.It only made Asher’s blood boil hotter. Colt timed it perfectly. His fist slammed against Asher’s jaw and he stumbled back. If he wasn’t ready to kill him, he’d praise his younger brother on his delivery.Asher’s fist connected with his diaphragm, and the air rushed out of Colt’s lungs. If it had been his ribs, they would’ve been broken. Asher knew that, and that’s why he’d avoided it. Colt didn’t hold back, his next swing connected to Asher’s ribs, and his hands encircled Colt’s throat.He pushed him backward as
EmersonFor a moment it felt like she couldn’t breathe. Asher was overwhelming every single sense she had. His domineering presence, his scent, the fact that he was right up against her. It all felt like a dream.She could feel his heart beating against her, and for a moment, she didn’t want to let go of him. She didn’t ever want to let go of him. Asher was so much more than he gave himself credit for.“You’ll never fall, Asher.”“You make me stumble, but I need you to keep holding my hand. For a long time, I wanted you to need me, but it’s me that needs you.”She shook her head against his chest. That wasn’t true. Asher was the pillar of the family. He was the strong one, the one that made sure everyone else kept standing.“I can exist without you, but I can’t live without you. I want to stop existing. I want to live, Emerson. I need to live. I’m an idiot for pushing you away. I thought I was keeping you back, but now I don’t care if I am, because without you…I’ll drown.”“I want to
AsherThey were sitting at the kitchen table. Henri had been fed and was asleep again. Something had shifted between them. He knew he had to tell her the truth. It wasn’t fair to her to only know half the story.“I think we should clear the air,” he said.“About what?”“I miss you, Emerson. I missed you the moment Mark’s car drove away. I opened your gift, and I tried to call you. You changed your number.”“There was no reason to keep that number. It was just a reminder of my past,” she said.“You haven’t come out and said it, so I will. The fact that I was mad at you didn’t change how I felt about you. It does scare me, the magnitude of my feelings. I don’t know how to accept the fact that you love me even after knowing the complete truth.”“Seven months is a long time when you’re pregnant, but I’ve grown, Asher. I made peace with your rejection.”Asher clenched his jaw. “I shouldn’t have told you to leave that day. I should’ve worked through it then, but I didn’t, and I can’t change







