LOGINMaggie
It took her an hour to drag her mattress to the floor of her room. She wiped the sweat from her forehead and sighed. It would just have to do; at least they weren’t sleeping on the floor. When that was done, she made herself a sandwich, and fed Melody the pumpkin she’d cooked earlier.
It was just past 7 p.m. when Melody finished her bottle and yawned. “Let’s get you bathed and ready for bed.”
When headlights flashed across the windows, Maggie walked to her front door. It was still open but the screened door was locked. The heat was insufferable. She squinted out into the darkness, but Asher’s size and the way he moved were unmistakable. She had no idea how she knew it was him, but she did.
Two doors were closed, then the little gate was opened, and Asher was walking toward her porch. She unlocked the screened door, and Melody started to make gurgling noises, lifting her arms toward Asher.
“I’m sorry to bother you so late,” Asher said.
“Is everything okay?” She didn’t know what else to say because they weren’t friends or even acquaintances.
Asher rubbed the back of his neck, looking very uncomfortable. “I brought you something.” He turned on his heel, and walked back to his truck, leaving Maggie standing on the porch.
Maggie’s mouth gaped open as Asher and someone that resembled him placed the sparkling white crib on the porch. The floorboards sagged, and groaned under the crib’s weight, and Asher frowned as he looked down at them.
“A crib? You bought me a crib?”
Asher looked everywhere but at her, and the other man chuckled. “Evening. I’m Dylan Fitzgerald.”
“Maggie,” she said, absentmindedly, as she watched Asher.
“It’s the crib you were looking at this afternoon. Marvin asked me to give it to you,” Asher said.
“Who’s Marvin?”
“Oh, he’s the owner of that store where you bought the microwave,” Asher said. “I take it the first room down the hall is Melody’s?”
Maggie nodded her head again, stepping to the side as the two men shuffled past her with the crib. Her stomach was doing strange flipping motions, and she had no idea how to feel about Asher’s generosity. Nobody just gave a crib away.
Dylan walked past her with a smile, and headed back outside to the truck. He returned a few moments later with a small thick mattress and a box in his arms. Maggie followed him back to the bedroom and watched, transfixed, as Asher started making up the crib with a pillow and blankets.
When Asher turned to face her, Melody stuck her little arms out again. Asher took her and placed her on his hip. “What do you think, Melody? Do you like your new bed?”
Melody babbled, and clapped her hands, and Asher chuckled. They all turned toward the kitchen as the kettle on the stove started whistling.
“A cup of coffee will go down mighty well after all that lugging,” Dylan said, and Maggie snapped out of her trance.
“I was boiling water for Melody’s bath,” she said, hurrying to the kitchen.
Asher and Dylan exchanged a look, but followed her through the house. Asher took in everything, which was basically nothing, and it seemed Dylan was doing the same. Melody was still babbling, talking up a storm as she gripped Asher’s T-shirt in her tiny hand.
“We didn’t mean to intrude,” Asher said, as Maggie poured the boiling water into a bucket.
She felt uncomfortable having them watch her. Earlier that day, she’d been proud of what she’d done all by herself, but now, in the stark lighting of the kitchen, she knew how it looked. Her house was basically empty, creaking and groaning, but it was clean.
“We’ll get out of your hair,” Asher said, as he gave Melody back to her. They left without another word, and, for a moment, she stood looking at their retreating backs. The truck pulled away from her house, and then the street was dark.
“What just happened?” Maggie asked out loud, and Melody started babbling again.
Maggie bathed her, dressed her in a short-sleeved onesie, and stood over the crib looking down at Asher’s work. The mattress had a sheet folded over it, with the pillowcase and blankets to match. The cream-colored bedding had yellow ducks embroidered on it with small deer, two frogs, and an owl sitting on a rock. It was beautiful, and Maggie could feel the tears welling up in her eyes.
As Melody shifted in her sleep, Maggie closed the door behind her. The crib was a bright white and looked brand new. It resembled the crib in the store, and Maggie realized that Asher had to have cleaned and painted it.
She stood in the dark kitchen and lowered her head. Melody had a crib. She couldn’t believe it, and when the first tears rolled down her cheeks, she didn’t wipe them away. This man didn’t know them, yet he’d done the unthinkable.
That night, she slept on the mattress on the floor. She didn’t have the energy to try and get it back on the frame. She’d worry about that tomorrow. She lay awake for a long time, listening to hear if Melody fussed while wondering how she was going to pay Asher back.
A small smile crept onto her face as she thought back to his own uncomfortableness. It was amusing to see the big man at a loss for words. She got the idea that he was used to issuing orders and people jumping to obey them.
That night, Asher filled her dreams, and for once, no nightmares plagued her. She slept through the night, and when she woke up the next morning, she had a smile on her face. She’d already formed a plan. She’d make Asher a pie, or five pies. How many pies did it take to thank someone for a crib? She didn’t have long to ponder that thought as she heard Melody babbling up a storm in her room, and the faint sound of an engine, reminding her of a lawnmower.
AsherHe stared down at the edge of the cliff. It hadn’t snowed in a week, and the cold air felt good in his lungs. It took him back to a year earlier, when he’d also stared down the expanse. A year ago, he wanted to die, but today, he felt free.“If you want to jump, you’ll have to get off your horse,” Cassidy said, from behind him.Asher chuckled, and glanced at her over his shoulder. “What are you doing up here?”“I like the view,” she said.He regarded her for a few seconds, something niggling at the back of his mind. “How often do you come up here?”“Does it matter?”“Yeah, it matters, Cass,” he said.She sighed but didn’t look at him. She lifted her head up to the sky and closed her eyes. “Do you think you’ll make it?”“Yes. I made a choice. No matter how dark it gets, it’s always light when I wake up. The ranch, my family, the boys, Emerson and Henri, they bring the light.”“Asher.” Her voice was soft, filled with pain, and he knew she was still stuck there. He was, too, but no
EmersonIt was late afternoon by the time Asher’s truck parked in front of her house. She zipped the suitcase shut and walked out of her bedroom. Three other suitcases stood in the short entryway that led to the front door. She’d just entered the entryway, when the front door was opened, and Asher strode inside. His eyes immediately went to the suitcases, and then he was looking intently at her.She took a step toward him, but he held up his hand. His steely gray gaze was fixed on her, and she’d never seen someone in so much pain before. He took a deep breath before he opened his mouth. “You’re moving? You’re really going to do this?”“Yes,” she said softly.“When are you leaving?”“I have another suitcase in the bedroom, and there’s another one in Henri’s room. The rest can be boxed up by movers,” she saidAsher clenched his jaw and nodded his head. “Do I need to get a lawyer?”“Probably.”“When, Emerson?”“Today, the sooner the better it will be,” she said.“I can’t stop you from d
Asher“You okay?”Asher looked up from where he was still seated on his bed. “Yeah. I shouldn’t have hit Colt.”Blair huffed out a laugh. “He had it coming.”“Thank you, Blair.”“For what?” He frowned as he looked at Asher.“I might be older than you by 2 years, but you were the older brother when I wasn’t here. You kept them all together. You kept this family together,” Asher said.“I didn’t do anything you wouldn’t have done if you were here.” Blair wasn’t one for praises and compliments.“You like Cassidy, don’t you?”Blair shook his head, and sighed. “When she took you down, I nearly proposed right then, and there.”Asher laughed. “I taught her that move. I can’t believe she used it on me.”“My heart nearly stopped beating for a second there, but I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t hot as hell.”“Make sure you tell Colt before you try to beat the shit out of him, too,” Asher said, and got to his feet.“Did Emerson really say no?”“She didn’t say anything.” Asher let the towel fall to
AsherHe was in a blind rage, as he drove back to the ranch. He skidded to a halt in front of the barn. He couldn’t believe Colt would do this to him. They all knew he still loved her, despite what he’d said, they should know he’d never walk away from her.The betrayal stung, especially because it was Colt.His brother saw him coming, and was in fact waiting for him just inside the doors of the barn. Colt grinned, but it wasn’t a friendly grin, it was a taunt, an invitation.It only made Asher’s blood boil hotter. Colt timed it perfectly. His fist slammed against Asher’s jaw and he stumbled back. If he wasn’t ready to kill him, he’d praise his younger brother on his delivery.Asher’s fist connected with his diaphragm, and the air rushed out of Colt’s lungs. If it had been his ribs, they would’ve been broken. Asher knew that, and that’s why he’d avoided it. Colt didn’t hold back, his next swing connected to Asher’s ribs, and his hands encircled Colt’s throat.He pushed him backward as
EmersonFor a moment it felt like she couldn’t breathe. Asher was overwhelming every single sense she had. His domineering presence, his scent, the fact that he was right up against her. It all felt like a dream.She could feel his heart beating against her, and for a moment, she didn’t want to let go of him. She didn’t ever want to let go of him. Asher was so much more than he gave himself credit for.“You’ll never fall, Asher.”“You make me stumble, but I need you to keep holding my hand. For a long time, I wanted you to need me, but it’s me that needs you.”She shook her head against his chest. That wasn’t true. Asher was the pillar of the family. He was the strong one, the one that made sure everyone else kept standing.“I can exist without you, but I can’t live without you. I want to stop existing. I want to live, Emerson. I need to live. I’m an idiot for pushing you away. I thought I was keeping you back, but now I don’t care if I am, because without you…I’ll drown.”“I want to
AsherThey were sitting at the kitchen table. Henri had been fed and was asleep again. Something had shifted between them. He knew he had to tell her the truth. It wasn’t fair to her to only know half the story.“I think we should clear the air,” he said.“About what?”“I miss you, Emerson. I missed you the moment Mark’s car drove away. I opened your gift, and I tried to call you. You changed your number.”“There was no reason to keep that number. It was just a reminder of my past,” she said.“You haven’t come out and said it, so I will. The fact that I was mad at you didn’t change how I felt about you. It does scare me, the magnitude of my feelings. I don’t know how to accept the fact that you love me even after knowing the complete truth.”“Seven months is a long time when you’re pregnant, but I’ve grown, Asher. I made peace with your rejection.”Asher clenched his jaw. “I shouldn’t have told you to leave that day. I should’ve worked through it then, but I didn’t, and I can’t change







