LOGINAsher
His knuckles were white as he gripped the steering wheel, and Dylan kept glancing at him. He parked his truck in front of the main house before they both walked inside. They could smell dinner, so they headed to the dining room.
“You’re late,” Thomas said, in a gruff voice.
“Sorry,” Asher said, and sat down at the table.
“Did she like it? Was she happy?” Eden asked, excitement evident in her voice.
“Was who happy?” Colt asked, as he gave Dylan a look.
“Asher bought a crib for that woman in the Lansing house. He made Eden fix the mattress while he painted the crib. We just took it over there,” Dylan said.
“I didn’t buy the crib. Marvin gave it to me,” Asher said.
“You got a liking for this woman?” Blair asked, as he folded his hands together, his elbows resting on the table.
When Asher didn’t say anything, Dylan chuckled. “Well, the baby sure likes him.”
“Can we just eat?”
Thomas said grace, and they all dug into their food. His siblings kept giving him looks until Asher finally glared at them. “What?”
Dylan shrugged. “I was just wondering how early you’re going to be at her house tomorrow morning.”
Asher gritted his teeth. “After breakfast.” Dylan grinned, clapping his hands together.
“Keep your phone on; we’ll call you after our chores,” Blair said.
“I’ll manage,” Asher answered him.
The next morning, after breakfast, Asher loaded the bed of his truck with equipment he’d need to work on the Lansing house. He’d noticed enough of them the previous night. That house needed a lot of fixing. He didn’t want to take the chance that Maggie fell through the wooden boards on the porch, or that one of those cupboard doors came loose, and fell on one of them.
He shook his head. ‘What the hell am I doing?’ he thought to himself.
Asher unloaded his truck as he surveyed the yard. He fired up the mower and got started on the lawn. Sweat was running down his back halfway through, so he paused to pull his T-shirt over his head. He tucked it into the waistband of his shorts and continued. An hour later, the front door was pushed open, and he switched the machine off.
“What are you doing?” Maggie asked him. She was wearing yoga pants and a loose T-shirt with Melody on her hip.
“Mowing the lawn,” he said.
“Why?”
Asher looked around him. “It needed mowing.”
“Do you want some sweet tea?”
Asher nodded his head before following her up the porch steps and into the house. It was much cooler inside as he walked into the kitchen. Melody was already sitting on a playmat, and she turned, and started crawling toward him the moment he stepped foot inside.
“Good morning, little lady,” Asher said, scooping her into his arms.
“Asher, what are you doing?”
“What do you mean?” Maggie was staring so intently at him that he started to feel uncomfortable.
“The crib, and now mowing the lawn. We’re not friends. Why are you doing all this?”
Asher shifted on his feet and sighed. “Marvin said you were looking at the crib, so I figured Melody didn’t have one yet. And last night, I noticed that the house needed some work. It’s the neighborly thing to do.”
Maggie shook her head. “What do you want for doing all this?”
“Look, Maggie, I just got back from the Army. I don’t want anything from you. I just saw you living alone, and most of the stuff that needs fixing around here is a man’s job. That’s all I’m doing. Just helping out as a friend.”
“Just a friend?”
Asher nodded his head. “Of course. This is what we do in Two Bear Meadow, we help out our neighbors. Besides, I’d lie awake every night wondering when you’re going to fall through that porch.”
Maggie smiled, and looked down briefly. “Well, in that case, thank you. I appreciate it.”
Asher nodded his head, emptied the glass, and placed Melody back on her playmat. Back outside, he finished mowing the lawn, and watered the plants that had somehow survived. Asher got started on the porch, fixing the railings first.
Asher kept working, only looking up when another truck parked in front of his own. He sighed as his four brothers all got out, and headed down the path to join him. Colt was carrying a cooler, which he placed on the top step of the porch.
“What are you guys doing here?” Asher wiped the sweat off his face with his T-shirt.
“We said we’d come out and help after our chores. Your phone’s off, by the way,” Blair said.
The screened door opened as Maggie appeared on the porch. “Hi.” She looked like a deer caught in headlights, and Asher almost chuckled.
“You remember Finn, and you met Dylan last night,” he said, and Maggie nodded. “That’s Blair and Colt. My other brothers.”
“Wow,” Maggie said, softly.
“Morning, Ma’am,” they all said, tipping their hats at her.
“I thought you guys were here to work,” Asher said, his hands on his hips. “So, get to work.”
“Yes, Sir, Major Fitzgerald,” Colt said, saluting him. Maggie laughed as Asher glared at them.
They spent the next few hours fixing cupboards, sanding the front door, and Asher even fixed the water heater. Maggie jumped up and down when he opened the tap, and warm water flowed out. Without thinking, she wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tightly.
“No canoodling in the kitchen with the baby watching,” Dylan said loudly, and they both jumped apart.
“We were not canoodling,” Asher said.
“Uh-huh.” Dylan leaned back against the counter, and watched them with a smile. “Before I forget, Pops said to invite the two ladies over for dinner tonight. Eden’s making a roast.”
Maggie’s mouth opened, and closed before opening again. “I wouldn’t want to impose.”
“You won’t. Pops is dying to meet you and little Melody,” Blair said from behind Dylan, before he stepped into the kitchen.
“Next weekend we can come back and paint the cupboards for you,” Colt said, as he joined them.
“You guys have done too much already. I don’t know how I’ll ever repay you for all this,” Maggie said.
“There’s no repayment necessary. I’ll sleep better knowing this house ain’t a death trap anymore,” Asher said.
AsherHe stared down at the edge of the cliff. It hadn’t snowed in a week, and the cold air felt good in his lungs. It took him back to a year earlier, when he’d also stared down the expanse. A year ago, he wanted to die, but today, he felt free.“If you want to jump, you’ll have to get off your horse,” Cassidy said, from behind him.Asher chuckled, and glanced at her over his shoulder. “What are you doing up here?”“I like the view,” she said.He regarded her for a few seconds, something niggling at the back of his mind. “How often do you come up here?”“Does it matter?”“Yeah, it matters, Cass,” he said.She sighed but didn’t look at him. She lifted her head up to the sky and closed her eyes. “Do you think you’ll make it?”“Yes. I made a choice. No matter how dark it gets, it’s always light when I wake up. The ranch, my family, the boys, Emerson and Henri, they bring the light.”“Asher.” Her voice was soft, filled with pain, and he knew she was still stuck there. He was, too, but no
EmersonIt was late afternoon by the time Asher’s truck parked in front of her house. She zipped the suitcase shut and walked out of her bedroom. Three other suitcases stood in the short entryway that led to the front door. She’d just entered the entryway, when the front door was opened, and Asher strode inside. His eyes immediately went to the suitcases, and then he was looking intently at her.She took a step toward him, but he held up his hand. His steely gray gaze was fixed on her, and she’d never seen someone in so much pain before. He took a deep breath before he opened his mouth. “You’re moving? You’re really going to do this?”“Yes,” she said softly.“When are you leaving?”“I have another suitcase in the bedroom, and there’s another one in Henri’s room. The rest can be boxed up by movers,” she saidAsher clenched his jaw and nodded his head. “Do I need to get a lawyer?”“Probably.”“When, Emerson?”“Today, the sooner the better it will be,” she said.“I can’t stop you from d
Asher“You okay?”Asher looked up from where he was still seated on his bed. “Yeah. I shouldn’t have hit Colt.”Blair huffed out a laugh. “He had it coming.”“Thank you, Blair.”“For what?” He frowned as he looked at Asher.“I might be older than you by 2 years, but you were the older brother when I wasn’t here. You kept them all together. You kept this family together,” Asher said.“I didn’t do anything you wouldn’t have done if you were here.” Blair wasn’t one for praises and compliments.“You like Cassidy, don’t you?”Blair shook his head, and sighed. “When she took you down, I nearly proposed right then, and there.”Asher laughed. “I taught her that move. I can’t believe she used it on me.”“My heart nearly stopped beating for a second there, but I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t hot as hell.”“Make sure you tell Colt before you try to beat the shit out of him, too,” Asher said, and got to his feet.“Did Emerson really say no?”“She didn’t say anything.” Asher let the towel fall to
AsherHe was in a blind rage, as he drove back to the ranch. He skidded to a halt in front of the barn. He couldn’t believe Colt would do this to him. They all knew he still loved her, despite what he’d said, they should know he’d never walk away from her.The betrayal stung, especially because it was Colt.His brother saw him coming, and was in fact waiting for him just inside the doors of the barn. Colt grinned, but it wasn’t a friendly grin, it was a taunt, an invitation.It only made Asher’s blood boil hotter. Colt timed it perfectly. His fist slammed against Asher’s jaw and he stumbled back. If he wasn’t ready to kill him, he’d praise his younger brother on his delivery.Asher’s fist connected with his diaphragm, and the air rushed out of Colt’s lungs. If it had been his ribs, they would’ve been broken. Asher knew that, and that’s why he’d avoided it. Colt didn’t hold back, his next swing connected to Asher’s ribs, and his hands encircled Colt’s throat.He pushed him backward as
EmersonFor a moment it felt like she couldn’t breathe. Asher was overwhelming every single sense she had. His domineering presence, his scent, the fact that he was right up against her. It all felt like a dream.She could feel his heart beating against her, and for a moment, she didn’t want to let go of him. She didn’t ever want to let go of him. Asher was so much more than he gave himself credit for.“You’ll never fall, Asher.”“You make me stumble, but I need you to keep holding my hand. For a long time, I wanted you to need me, but it’s me that needs you.”She shook her head against his chest. That wasn’t true. Asher was the pillar of the family. He was the strong one, the one that made sure everyone else kept standing.“I can exist without you, but I can’t live without you. I want to stop existing. I want to live, Emerson. I need to live. I’m an idiot for pushing you away. I thought I was keeping you back, but now I don’t care if I am, because without you…I’ll drown.”“I want to
AsherThey were sitting at the kitchen table. Henri had been fed and was asleep again. Something had shifted between them. He knew he had to tell her the truth. It wasn’t fair to her to only know half the story.“I think we should clear the air,” he said.“About what?”“I miss you, Emerson. I missed you the moment Mark’s car drove away. I opened your gift, and I tried to call you. You changed your number.”“There was no reason to keep that number. It was just a reminder of my past,” she said.“You haven’t come out and said it, so I will. The fact that I was mad at you didn’t change how I felt about you. It does scare me, the magnitude of my feelings. I don’t know how to accept the fact that you love me even after knowing the complete truth.”“Seven months is a long time when you’re pregnant, but I’ve grown, Asher. I made peace with your rejection.”Asher clenched his jaw. “I shouldn’t have told you to leave that day. I should’ve worked through it then, but I didn’t, and I can’t change







