Georgina Sinclair's POV:
"You look stunning, Danica. The most beautiful woman in my eyes." Those are my husband's words. But he doesn't say them to me. He says those words to her. Danica Kayser. There is a thick an uncomfortable silence draping over the crowd like a cold fog. I can feel it in their stares. Some are looking at me with pity while the others are just curious. My heart races but I keep my expression neutral and still frozen from disbelief. "You don't look so well, Luna Georgina." Rose, my handmaiden, whispers while pressing a cool glass of water into my trembling hands. "Please drink this." How could I possibly look well when my heart is breaking in silence? Alpha Ryan, my mate and my husband is busy twirling Danica Kayser on the dance floor like she is his everything. His eyes sparkle as he looks at her like she is his moon, his breath and his reason to breathe. Danica then giggles softly before he pulls her closer and whisper into her ear before kissing her lips. It should be me in his arms. It should be me laughing in his ear. It's our wedding anniversary today, after all. We are supposed to celebrate our third wedding anniversary today. But ever since Danica returned a week ago, my world has been unraveling. She was his first love. And just like that, I became invisible in Alpha Ryan's eyes. "Thank you, Rose." I said late while I force the glass to my lips to drink. The water tastes like rust in my mouth. I close my eyes and instantly remember the day Alpha Fernand, Ryan's father, to choose a mate. His first choice? Of course it was Danica. But she turned him down before she ran to Alpha Ken of the Crestmoon Pack and leaving Ryan into broken pieces. And that's when I came into the picture. I was just fresh out of college and still full of hope for my future. But during one of my father's party, Ryan and I sensed our mutual bond. It was a mating bond. When both of our fathers heard about it, they were thrilled. Then weeks later, Georgina Sinclair, the heiress of the Dark Shadow Pack, became the Luna of the River Moon Pack. Using all the things I learned from college, I poured my everything into fixing Ryan's collapsing businesses. I revised all of their strategies, structures and also their profit. And when my father passed away, the Dark Shadow Pack joined hands with the River Moon Pack. And together, we built our own empire. But a month ago, Alpha Fernand, Ryan's father, had died after he got sick out of nowhere. In an instant, Ryan replaced his father. Then after that, Danica came back. And now, Ryan uses our wedding anniversary as a stage to show-off Danica to others instead of celebrating our marriage. "I missed you so much, Ryan." I heard Danica whispers while she leans on my husband's chest. "And now that I'm back, I can't bear to be separated from you anymore." Instead of rejecting it, Alpha Ryan strokes her back gently and kisses her cheek. "I want to make things right again, Danica." Make things right? My cheeks burns in shame while my heart seethes in anger. After taking a deep breath, I stand up slowly and plaster a smile on my face that feels more like a blade and walk toward them. I also make sure my heels are clicking loudly on the marble floor. "This must be hard for you, Danica." I sweetly said. "But I just want to remind you that Alpha Ryan is my husband and my mate. And there is no room for a third person in this marriage. So maybe it is time you for you to sort things out with Alpha Ken." I turn to Ryan and calmly meet his eyes. "Isn't that right, honey?" In an instant, Danica's face changes. Big tears starts falling down her cheeks when she turns around and runs away from the room. "Danica!" Ryan called before he instantly follows her. My wolf, Lira, growls inside me. She is trying to claws her paws against the cage of my will. 'Let me out. I want to rip her apart.' But I press down the urge to allow her from doing it. "Ryan." I called. "This is wrong. And I know you know that." My husband doesn't answer. He just turns at me with to give me a glance with his cold eyes before he stalks after Danica and follows her to the guest room where she is staying in. "Ryan!" I run after him but Ryan whirls around and growls at me. It is a deep and guttural warning that freezes me in place. And then he slams the door in my face. And soon, the silence after that is deafening. When nighttime comes, I lay flat on the bed and stares at the ceiling while thinking about my husband's action. And when I'm about to sleep, a sudden and violent pain hits my whole body. It feels like something inside me is being torn apart. I start gasping for air while clutching my stomach when several waves of agony roll through me. I crawl to the bathroom and starts vomit until my I feel empty in my stomach. And when I lift my head and look into the mirror, I can see a since tear of blood rolling down my cheek. It finally hits me. My husband slept with someone who is not me. Because Alpha Ryan is my mate, Lira and I remains faithful to him. But once our mate starts looking for another, the one who is left behind will instantly feel it. I curl up on the cold bathroom floor and starts sobbing silently. I wish my father is still here. I know he will not allow this to happen. I continue crying on the bathroom floor all but Ryan doesn't return to our bedroom at all. When I get up, all I can feel is the numbness of my body and heart. Without a word, I take a bath to wash the tears, sweat and blood that I shed all night. Then I wear a silk dress, brushes my hair, wear my jewelry and put a nice make-up on my face. And when I look at the mirror, my reflection is steadily staring back at me. I am the Luna of this pack. I am not going to be weak. During breakfast, the servants keep glancing at me with pity. But I ignore them and keep my head high, my back straight and walk toward my husband's office. But suddenly, there are two guards who step in front of me. "Luna Georgina..." one of the guard called in a soft voice. "We can't let you get inside. It was Alpha Ryan's orders." "I'm his wife. I coldy replied. "Now move." "...I'm sorry. The Alpha said no can disturb him." And before I can respond, Beta Vince, my husband's secretary, suddenly appears and his face looks apologetic towards me. "Luna..." he said. "Maybe you should return later? I will inform the Alpha that you visited him." "Vince!" I growled his name. "You really dare to stop me like this?!" But before I can lunge on him, all of us suddenly hears it. There are moans inside. And it is loud and unrestrained. "Harder, Ryan! Don't stop... More... Give me more, Alpha!" It's Danica. In an instant, the pain strikes me again. It is sharp and twisting in my guts. I double over and starts gasping for air. Vince moves forward to catch me before my knees hit the floor. "I'll bring you to the clinic, Luna!" Vince said in a panicked voice. Then he carries me in his arms and lays me down on a bed. And then he leaves. The doctors tries to treat me but they can only give me some painkillers hoping it can ease the pain I'm feeling. But the pain doesn't stop. And three days later, I still haven't seen my husband at all. The pain I'm feeling is still pulsing like a second heartbeat. Soon, gossip starts flooding the whole pack. They keep saying that Luna Georgina couldn't hold and restrain her mate. The wives of our old council stops speaking to me while the servants enjoy whispering behind my back. In their eyes, I am just a joke. But still, I need answers to my unanswered questions in my heart. Why did Danica return? Why did she leave Alpha Ken? Why is she doing this despite knowing that Alpha Ryan is now a married man? I need to have my own answers. But at the same time, I can already feel the possible rejection that I can get from these. It will surely burn me deep and raw. And maybe... Maybe I am not yet ready to face all of it.Georgina Sinclair's POV:Ryan curled up on the ground while still holding onto his side where Marius's kick had landed. He breathed raggedly and shallowly. The venom was still in his eyes although the pain was obvious in his body."You really have no shame in coming here, do you?" Marius sharply growled.Before I could say anything, Marius's boot came down hard again and striking the same injured spot.Ryan's scream tore through the courtyard. It was loud enough to make the omegas flinch behind me. The sound was sickening, but... Heavens, it was satisfying to hear. My fists clenched at my sides as I watched him writhe. The rage from his earlier words still burning hot in my chest.He had insulted me. Marius. Everything I had been through.And for that, a small part of me wanted him to feel every ounce of pain I had endured under his so-called leadership and as his so-called mate."Pathetic." Marius angrily spat. As if to assure me that I wasn't alone, Marius lightly touched my arm i
Georgina Sinclair's POV:The morning light was making the whole mansion looked brighter. Marius left early because he had an important meeting this morning. But before he left, Marius promise to take me out to lunch. After I finished my morning tea, one of Marius' Betas approached me. "Lady Georgina..." he cautiously began before bowing slightly. "Alpha Ryan is outside again."My entire body went rigid at his words. I set the teacup down carefully even though my hands trembled with irritation. "Ryan?" I repeated.The Beta nodded grimly. "Yes. He's been standing outside the gates for nearly an hour now and shouting for you. He refuses to leave."I sighed deeply and exhaustedly. He was well aware that it was risky and suicidal to enter Marius's territory once more. But here he was again, yelling at the gates like a crazy person.At first, I wanted to ignore his presence and let him yell until the sun set over his stubborn head. My time was no longer worth him.But his voice was getti
Georgina Sinclair's POV:I lay sprawled across Marius's huge bed. I put my cheek on his pillow before letting out a little sigh when his strong hands relieved the tension in my back. Each stroke was firm and relaxing. His thumbs were busy tracing slow circles on my shoulders."You know..." I murmured. "I think I could get used to it.""I told you I would give you that massage earlier. I always keep my promises to you.""You did promise." I admitted while smiling to myself. "Although you didn't tell me it would feel this good.""That's because I enjoy spoiling you." The room fell silent for a moment after that."Georgina..." Marius called while his hands paused briefly before resuming their soothing motion. "Hmm?""Alisa and I first met when she applied for a position at my company." Marius suddenly said. "She was smart and had a natural charm that attracted people to collaborate with her. I quickly recognized her abilities. So a few months later, I promoted her as our manager."I li
Georgina Sinclair's POV:Marius was about to lead us to the living room when Alisa suddenly called him out."Aren't you going to introduce me to the lady beside you, Alpha Marius?"I got chills the way she said it. But Marius made a snap decision before I could react. Grasping my waist with one arm, he drew me on his side. "This is Georgina Sinclair." Marius said in an authority that left no room for doubt.Alisa's perfectly arched brows raised a little but Marius continued before she could say a word."She is my girlfriend." he proudly declared. "And soon-to-be Luna of my pack."Marius's open declaration of his love for me especially in front of someone like Alisa made my heart race even though I already knew how much he cared.Alisa's lips parted for a moment. Her composure slipping before she recovered with an incredulous laugh. "Luna?" she slowly echoed. There was something calculating in the way Alisa looked at me now. But her perfect smile never faltered."Yes." Marius said i
Georgina Sinclair's POV:The kitchen smelled of herbs and spices. I slowly stirred the pot while Lydia peeled the potatoes. The boiling water, clinking silverware and steady chop of knives made a calm and soothing sound around us."You should go to you room and rest, Lady Georgina. I will call you when dinner is ready." Lydia kindly said."I could do that. But I do not want to. I just need to do something, Lydia." I said and tied my hair loosely in a knot to keep it from falling forward. "Also, don't be like Marius. He's been trying to make me sit still all day."Lydia chuckled before putting the potatoes on the counter. "He only wants to take care of you.""I know." I admitted with a soft laugh. "But he doesn't realize that keeping me still makes me restless. After staring at documents for hours, I need to move."My smile faltered slightly as my mind drifted to those very documents. For the past several days, I'd been sorting through the mountain of paperwork tied to my businesses.
Georgina Sinclair's POV:The two of us moved to his room and sat down together on the edge of his bed. His hand was warm in mine. It's larger and rougher. And yet, Marius didn't pull away. This time, he stayed still. His thumb brushed faintly against my skin absentmindedly like he was lost in his own head."I want us to have a proper conversation." I finally said. "Not just surface words. I need us to talk about these things, Marius."For once, he didn't tease or deflect with a grin or a careless shrug. He just look at me in silence. But it was his permission for me to continue. Then I gently squeezed his hands and talked. "I want to speak with you if something similar happens again. Don't keep it inside. Please do not leave me out."Marius slowly blinked his eyes. Then a small smile appeared at his lips."Now you know how it feels."I frowned a little before leaning closer. "Marius, I'm being serious."He gave me a quiet laugh at my face. Something about it was so soft that it hurt