01~ I Need an Heir!!

Vennesa's Pov

There was a loud knock on the door and I jolted from my shabby bed, from my sleep. 

My head whipped to look at the window and then I realized the sun had set and I had been sleeping for hours. 

How long have I been in bed? I thought to myself, I remembered I couldn't sleep early last night due to overthinking. Yes, I have been in such a mood for days now, and it has some how become a habit to me. I can never go to bed without having some thing to think about.

The knock resounded again and I realized that some one was outside the door.

"Who is that?" I asked sleepily.

"My Lady." My maid called from the outside. "His majesty has requested to see you." She informed me.

I was so excited that His Majesty, my Alpha, has decided to see me. It's been long since he requested to see me. I would say, we hardly had the time to meet in person and have a couple's conversation. I mean, we never.

I stood up from my couch, adjusting my gown. This was a perfect moment, and that isn't the most exciting part of it, we will be having dinner together.

"Give me a second." I said, walking to the window to look at myself. I restyled my hair in the best way I could. I know I am beautiful, but not as beautiful as today. I had gone extra miles for tonight. I felt maybe why he hasn't been giving me a face is because I haven't been appearing nice and catchy to him. But I promised myself that tonight will be different.

I walked out of my room. "Lead the way." I said and we started to go to the dining room.

We got to the dining room. For the first time since today, I was putting on the best smile on my face. I was looking more like a desperate chick, expecting to hear the most exciting things from her boyfriend.

I elegantly walked to one of the chairs to get myself comfortable. "Good evening, Your Majesty." I greeted, but his facial expression told me that he wasn't interested in my greeting.

"Don't even dare to do that." He warns me. 

I was surprised at his countenance, had some thing gone wrong already? Why would he say such a thing to me? Why would he refuse to let me have a seat?

"Kneel down." He commanded.

Alpha Rogan hasn't been on good terms with me since day one, but I never cared about it. I was very interested in the mating bond I felt for him, and I knew that one day he would understand who I am to him.

"Are you deaf?" He growled. "I said kneel!" He repeated.

I was embarrassed of myself. He was going to make me kneel down before the maids, he was actually going to intimidate me right in front of them? I fell on my knees without hesitating or he gets more angry than he already is.

"I wanna believe you aren't here for a different mission, Miss Bryant." He said, and I honestly can't tell why he was telling me that. “Do you think that I have an interest in feeding a wretch like you for life?”

First, I never asked for him in my life, my wicked and heartless father did so. Not getting pregnant isn't my fault either, if there's any one to blame then it's the moon goddess.

"It's not my fault I ain't pregnant." I tried to defend myself but he sparked at me.

"Whose fault is it then?" He questioned.

"I don't know. Maybe you should ask the moon goddess for an answer." I said in a low tone but loud enough for him to hear.

"How dare you talk to me in that manner?!" He barked. "I need a son and you dared me to question the moon goddess? Are you insane?"

His temper was raging, and I couldn't bear the heat because I knew what his next move would be if I said any thing further. I kept quiet, letting him do the talking while I just remained silent.

"I don't care whatever games you are playing, but just get this at the back of your head, you aren't gonna win. You have only one week to find out what the fuck is wrong with your womb or you'll have to explain it in a different way!"

He was breathing heavily from yelling. I didn't say a word to him, my face was buried to the ground. "Fuck!" He cursed, throwing the ceramic plates at me. 

I shut my eyes so that the pieces won't touch my eyes. "Fuck!" He screamed again. I looked at him to know why he had screamed. I thought maybe he was hurt, so I stood up, reaching for him.

"Are you alright?" I asked concerned, taking his hand to examine if he was injured, but he took it off.

I understand how much he hated me, I understand how much he wanted me out of his life. From the start, I knew the only reason why he still had me under his custody is because of his contract with my step-father.

Regardless of all these, I still loved him. I believe that no matter how tough he plays on me, that one day he will realize the truth. I hope he'll understand how much he means to me. 

I hated to see him get angry, I hated to watch him in such a mood. It hurts me. It makes me feel guilty. If only I got pregnant for him, none of this would happen. He wouldn't get this angry at me, or even yell at me in the first place.

"Leave us." He dismissed the maids, leaving just the two of us in the room. "I have talked to the physician about this, he has promised to prepare some herbs for you to drink."

Why would he want me to take herbs? I have heard from a few medical reports that taking drugs was dangerous for the womb. Maybe I'll have to sneak out one of these days to meet with my doctor, she'll explain better to me.

"After you drink it, don't hesitate to come to my room tonight." He said.

I nodded numbly at him, what can I say? "You can leave now." He said emotionlessly to me.

I left the room. My heart was bleeding in pain, I never expected this night would turn out this way. I wanted some thing else, I wanted a nice dinner and a long romantic conversation. But no, I never saw it coming. Rather, I got the opposite.

I returned back to my room, wondering when every thing would turn out good and how my life would eventually get better even though I still had this doubt in me that tells me that it was very impossible.

Well, sitting my ass here and thinking about this whole shits won't do me any good, so I'd rather just get things over with and work on getting my belly swollen. I mean, what do you expect? He is the Alpha.