Nila’s POV
“Great,” I whisper under my breath, dropping my bag on the recliner in the living room. It’s been months since I’ve been here, but nothing has changed. The same pale curtains, beige furniture, and blank white walls. It’s like a hospital. Cold and lifeless. I’ve always hated it. The first real money I made, I rented my own place just to escape this boring space.
“I’m home!” I call out loudly.
The click of heels echoes from the kitchen, and my mom appears. Sandra Roberts looks as polished as ever, tall, blonde, with perfect makeup and a white silk dress that probably hasn’t seen a wrinkle in its life. I roll my eyes. Of course, it’s white.
“You’re three hours late,” she snaps, crossing her arms. Then her sharp gaze zeroes in on my face. “What on earth have you done to yourself?”
“What do you mean?”
“That thing on your nose!” she exclaims.
“It’s called a piercing, Mom.”
She gasps. “People get sick from those! When your father sees you, he’s going to have a heart attack.”
“I’m twenty four, Mom. I can do whatever I want. Besides, I’ve had this for years. I just take it out when I visit so I don’t have to hear you complain. I forgot today.”
“And what’s with all the black? Did someone die?”
“My patience,” I mutter. “I’m just going through a phase.”
Sandra sighs dramatically, clearly unimpressed. “Why do you have to be so odd all the time?”
“Guys like it. Strange girls are irresistible,” I say with a smile
She frowns. “I don’t think that’s true, dear.”
Of course, she doesn’t get the sarcasm.
“When Dad called, he said it was urgent. Where is he?” I ask.
“In the study. He’s been acting strange lately. I think it’s about work, but he won’t tell me anything. He seems… scared.”
That catches my attention. My dad works in real estate, what could he possibly be afraid of? I head down the hall to his study, knocking on the door. I have no idea that by stepping inside, my whole life is about to flip upside down.
Half an hour later, I’m slumped in a chair, staring at my father in disbelief. “This has to be a joke.”
“It’s not a joke,” he says quietly, running a hand through his greying hair.
“Let me get this straight. You borrowed money from some Russians, lost it, and now they’re demanding I marry their mob boss?”
“I didn’t steal it, Nila!” he snaps, standing and pacing the room. “I borrowed it for a deal. I didn’t know the guy I was working with was a scammer. He disappeared with all the money!”
“You borrowed millions of dollars from the mafia and can’t pay it back? Dad, what were you thinking?”
“Watch your tone, young lady! I’m still your father,” he says, pointing a finger at me.
“You’re asking me to marry a criminal to save yourself. I think I’m allowed to talk to you however I want right now.”
“Nila…” His voice softens.
“Are they serious about this? They actually expect me to marry someone?”
“It’s temporary,” he says with a wave of his hand, like it’s no big deal.
“Why me? Don’t they have women in their own circle lining up for this? I mean, marrying a mafia boss must be some girls’ dream, right?”
“They didn’t explain. They just gave me orders. If we don’t follow them, we’re dead.”
I take a deep breath and rub my temples. “You really believe they’ll kill you?”
“Yes. I’m shocked they haven’t already.” He stops pacing and looks at me with pleading eyes. “If you don’t do this, Nila, I won’t survive.”
I bury my face in my hands, trying to think. There has to be another way out. “Alright, let’s figure this out. I have some savings, maybe fifty thousand. I’ve got an art exhibition next month. If I can finish all my pieces and sell them, I could make another twenty. How much is the house worth?”
“Maybe eighty, ninety thousand if we sell everything, including the furniture. I can sell the car for ten grand.”
“Okay, that gives us about one hundred seventy thousand. Is that enough? How much do you owe?”
He looks down at his hands. “Three million.”
I blink. “Three million?” My voice cracks. “Are you kidding me?”
He sighs. “It’s three million, Nila.”
I lean forward, resting my head on my knees. “Dear God, Dad.”
I take a shaky breath, trying to stay calm. “There’s no way I’m worth three million. What’s the catch? How old is this guy, ninety?”
“I don’t know how old he is,” Dad admits. “But I doubt he’s ninety.”
“Eighty, then. Great. Just great,” I mumble, feeling sick to my stomach.
MIA“Daddy, Daddy!” Lena runs back to the kitchen. “I’m ready! Can I have some, please?”“Okay, little bunny.” Mikhail leaves the dough, goes to the table in the dining room, and comes back with a chair. He puts it by the counter and helps Lena climb up. Then he puts his dough in front of her.“I’ll make a cake. With chocolate.” She smiles and looks at me. “Do you like chocolate? Daddy doesn’t like chocolate, but he will eat the cake if I make it. I love chocolate, but Daddy says it is bad for my teeth.”I nod and smile. She wipes her hands on her dress and reaches for the bowl.“Oh, I got flour on my dress.” She looks at Mikhail.“Will it wash away?”“It will wash away, Lenochka. Don’t worry.”“You have flour on your face, Daddy.” Lena giggles, then plays with the dough.Mikhail looks at me, then at my hand on the counter. He tilts his head and offers me his chin. Slowly, I reach out and wipe the flour off with the back of my hand, taking more time than I need.MIKHAILThe two men
MIKHAIL “Sure, little bunny.” I take Lena to the living room, start the movie, and sit on the couch next to her. This must be the hundredth time I have watched it, but Lena loves it. I hear bare feet on the floor. Mia comes over and sits on the coffee table in front of me. She holds the box with bandages and things I keep under the sink. She puts the box on the table next to her and looks hard at my forearm. I hold out my left arm. She takes off the wet bandage and cleans the cut softly. Then she wraps a new bandage on it. I think she will leave when she is done. But instead, she sits next to me on the couch, folds her legs under her, and watches the movie. MIA I read the recipe on my phone and look at the things I need on the counter. There is flour and sugar in the cupboard, but I don’t have raisins or almonds. I also need more chocolate. Yesterday, Lena said one of her friends brought cookies to daycare. She talked about the cookies for a long time, telling me about the diffe
MIA The front door opens, and Lena runs inside, laughing, with Tia following. She will wake Mikhail. I take my phone from the counter and hurry to Lena. She is sitting on the floor taking off her shoes. I bend down in front of her. I touch her hand with mine. She looks up and smiles.“Mia, Mia, I have a new drawing. Do you want to see?”I put my finger over my lips and point to Mikhail’s bedroom. When she looks there and then back at me, I put my hands together on my cheek to show sleeping.“Are you sleepy, Mia?”I sigh. Talking with a little child is hard if I can’t speak. She is too small to read. I pick up my phone from the floor, write a message, and give it to Tia. She is standing next to me and watching me talk to Lena. She looks at the phone and nods, surprised.“Daddy is sleeping, Lena. We need to be quiet.”“Okay,” Lena whispers.“Mia made lunch. She says if you are quiet and eat your lunch, she will teach you ballet.”“Yes! Yes, Mia. I will be quiet. Do you really know ball
MIA An idiot smile spreads on my face as I look at the screen. I feel like a teenage girl who just got asked on a date for the first time.Mia: Yes, you can.MIKHAILI put my phone away, look at the bandage on my arm, and turn to the man tied spread-eagle to the wall.“Now, where were we?” I ask as I take a knife from the metal table. I check if it’s sharp by holding it up to the light from the bare lightbulb. Then I stand in front of the man tied up.He is already in bad shape. Saying he was not happy when Demetri and I caught him after he left his girlfriend’s house would be a big lie.“Oh yes. You were going to tell me who paid you to send one of your gang members to my wedding, and who let the jerk in. That was a really dumb mistake.”The Albanian gang leader spits on the floor.“One of the tough ones. Great.” I walk back to the table, leave the knife there, and pick up gardening scissors instead. “Let’s start with the ears, and see what happens next.”The door behind me opens wi
MIKHAILI’m buttoning Lena’s sweater when I hear soft steps coming. I look up and see Mia standing in the doorway. She looks around, walks to the dresser, takes the box with Lena’s hair ties, and looks at me with a question in her eyes. I look at the box in her hands, then back at her face. Mia sighs, points to the box, then to herself, and then to Lena.She wants to do my daughter’s hair, and that makes my heart feel tight.“Lenochka (a Russian nickname for Lena), do you want Mia to do your hair today?”Lena’s head quickly goes up and she smiles big. “Yes! I want lots of braids, like Noemi from day care. Mia, Mia, do you know how to make lots of braids? Daddy only knows pigtails.”Mia tries not to laugh at my daughter’s talking too much but can’t stop smiling. She sits on the bed next to me and motions for Lena to sit on her lap. I watch as Mia takes a small piece of hair and braids it into a thin braid.Then she moves to the next piece. She does this until there are at least fifteen
MIAI lean back and lift my eyebrows at him. Why would that be a problem? I guess he sees the answer on my face because he nods and looks at the phone again.“Lena’s daily plan?” he asks and looks at me, a little surprised.I nod.“She wakes up at seven. Tia comes to take her to day care and brings her back around three. They eat lunch and go for a walk or to the park. Tia usually leaves around five, but she comes back in the evening to watch Lena if I have to work. Sometimes, if Tia’s granddaughters are staying with her, she takes Lena to her house for a sleepover. Like last night.”He puts the phone on the table and nods at it. “Any more questions?”I shake my head.“Okay, let’s eat.”My strange husband goes to the kitchen and takes out plates from the cupboard. I get up to help him.MIKHAILI watch Mia as she picks up the plates and forks, carries them to the table, then comes back for the glasses. She took the news that I have a child better than I thought. I didn’t tell her befor