Chapter 4

At seven that evening, Claire and I headed to Evan’s apartment.

She glanced at me several times during the drive, as if she wanted to explain what had happened the night before. I never gave her an opening, and in the end, she said nothing.

A few blocks from Evan’s building, she suddenly asked the driver to stop.

“Give me a few minutes.”

She returned with a small shopping bag and handed it to me.

“I didn’t have time to get you anything yesterday.”

Inside was a dark brown cardholder. The leather was stiff and smooth, the edges machine-finished, and the store tag was still tucked inside.

“A late birthday gift,” she said.

“Thanks.”

I closed the box.

Six months earlier, Evan had posted the gift Claire bought him for his birthday.

It was a handmade full-grain leather doctor’s bag with custom compartments for his equipment and his initials engraved into the brass clasp.

His caption had read:

She remembers things about me I don’t even notice myself.

I remembered that photo.

What bothered me wasn’t the difference between the two gifts.

Claire knew what kind of leather Evan liked, what he carried to work, and how he organized his things. She had paid attention closely enough to have something made for him.

For me, she had walked into a store on the way to his apartment and picked something from a shelf.

I put the box away without saying anything else.

Claire visibly relaxed.

To her, accepting the gift meant I had decided to let the birthday go.

Evan lived in a new high-rise less than ten minutes from the hospital.

When we reached his door, Claire entered a six-digit code without hesitation.

The lock clicked open.

She noticed me looking at her.

“He works nights a lot. Sometimes he asks me to pick up files for him. He never changed the code.”

“Okay.”

I didn’t ask anything else.

Evan came out of the open kitchen as we stepped inside.

“You made it.”

His attention went to Claire first, then to me.

“Come in. Dinner’s almost ready.”

The apartment was better than I expected.

Not because it was huge, but because everything had been chosen deliberately. The river view, built-in lighting, furniture, and artwork all suggested professional planning rather than a young doctor furnishing his first place.

Evan noticed me looking around.

“You’re the architect. What do you think?”

“It’s well done.”

“I thought so too.” He looked at Claire. “Most of it was her idea.”

Claire answered immediately.

“I gave him a few suggestions.”

Evan laughed.

“A few?”

He opened a bottle of wine.

“If you hadn’t helped with the down payment, I wouldn’t even be living here.”

Claire’s expression changed.

“Evan.”

He looked genuinely innocent.

“What? Adrian isn’t a stranger.”

I turned to her.

“You helped with the down payment?”

Claire was quiet for a moment.

“He had just finished residency. His financing options weren’t great, so I helped him get started.”

“How much?”

“Adrian.”

“I’m only asking.”

Evan answered for her.

“One hundred and eighty thousand.”

Three months earlier, Claire had mentioned putting money into property near the hospital.

I had never asked for details.

Apparently, this was the investment.

“He’ll pay me back,” Claire said.

Evan leaned against the counter.

“When I can.”

“Take your time,” Claire replied without hesitation.

Then, perhaps remembering I was standing there, she added, “He’s one of the doctors I trained. Helping him get settled isn’t unusual.”

I said nothing.

Seven years ago, when Claire was buried in debt, I sold my apartment to keep her afloat.

Back then, she promised she would repay everything I had lost.

Later, when she became successful, neither of us mentioned it again.

I had never cared.

I thought people building a life together didn’t need to keep score.

Now I understood that Claire did keep track.

She simply never counted what she owed me.

Dinner had been delivered from a private restaurant.

While Evan arranged the dishes, Claire went straight to a kitchen cabinet and took out three glasses without asking where anything was.

Evan smiled.

“She probably knows this kitchen better than I do.”

Claire gave him a warning look.

“Don’t exaggerate.”

“I’m not.”

He sat down.

The meal had clearly been ordered around Claire and Evan.

The lamb was prepared the way Claire liked it. Evan’s plate came without mushrooms. When the server had apparently switched two dishes, Claire noticed immediately and moved one toward him.

“This one’s yours. No mushrooms.”

Evan looked down.

“You remembered?”

“You pick them out every time. Of course I remember.”

I watched them quietly.

Claire knew I didn’t drink.

She had known that for seven years.

Yet when she poured the wine earlier, she had filled my glass along with theirs without thinking.

Months ago, that would have hurt.

Tonight, I barely felt anything.

Maybe that was what happened when you were finally done. The details that once kept you awake stopped being worth an argument.

Evan raised his glass.

“I do owe you an apology for last night.”

I looked at him.

“My celebration ran late, and Claire stayed longer than she planned. I know that meant she missed your birthday.”

“That wasn’t your fault,” Claire said immediately.

Evan smiled.

“Still. I didn’t mean to cause trouble.”

Claire turned to me.

“It’s over now, right?”

“Sure.”

She relaxed again.

Evan took a drink.

“I knew Adrian wouldn’t be petty about it.”

Then he leaned back in his chair.

“Seven years is impressive, though. Most couples don’t last that long.”

At that moment, I finally understood.

This dinner was never meant to make up for my birthday.

Evan had invited me here so I could see how much of Claire’s life he already occupied.

My phone lit up on the table.

A message from the London firm appeared on the screen.

The board has formally approved your appointment.

Beginning next week, you will serve as Design Director of the Healthcare Architecture Division at our London headquarters and take full responsibility for the St. Catherine’s Children’s Medical Center project.

Claire was sitting close enough to read it.

The color drained from her face.

“London?”

She grabbed my phone and stepped back, staring at the screen.

Another message arrived.

Your flight is tomorrow morning at 9:40, correct?

Claire looked up at me, her face pale.

“You’re leaving?”

Her voice shook.

“Adrian, you said you would always stay with me.”