เข้าสู่ระบบ“Those wolves, I think they wanted something from us. Do you think they needed our help?” I asked. One of them did lead me to that weird place.
“Come on don’t worry about them, they will be fine.” He said pulling me forward. How does he know that? It doesn’t really matter because after what I just saw I don’t want to be out here in the dark longer than I already have been, so I let him lead the way hoping he knows where we are going. I hear a roar in the distance, that’s so loud the trees around us shake. “What was that?” I asked my voice trembling. “Don’t worry, it’s nothing that can hurt you. Probably just a bear.” he reassured me, but he also picked up the pace. The moon is now covered by clouds and I can’t see two feet infront of us. Im starting to wonder if we are even safe in that small cabin? Within minutes I see the light coming through the windows. The cabin was this close by, how did I get so turned around? “I feel like I walked a lot farther than this” I said. “It’s easy to go in circles when everything looks the same” Liam answered opening the door. Once we are inside I start feeling better , especially being surrounding by walls and light. Although, I am not sure how this place would hold up against that thing I saw in the clearing. “That noise sounded like something out of a horror movie” I think out loud. “Listen, I’ve heard that noise before and it’s probably just a bear or something” he said avoiding eye contact with me. I wonder what he is hiding. “I saw something out there” I said. “It’s pitch black outside, how can you be sure you saw anything?” he said. The tension in the air is making me feel like he isn’t telling me everything he knows. “How can you be so sure? I know I saw something, I’m not crazy” I was starting to get upset with him. “You were really upset when you ran off” he pointed. I cut him off because I knew where he was going. “I might have been upset. But not upset enough to imagine what I saw. I feel like you’re not telling me something.” I blurted out. I was angry now. He barely knew me and he was basically calling me a liar or thinks I’m some kind of lunatic that sees dead things. “You’re exhausted, now is not the time. Let’s not argue” he said his voice soft. Not the time for what? “I am going for a shower” I say annoyed. I needed some space anyways to decipher what just happened and I knew he wasn’t going to give me any answers. I head to my room and close the door a little too hard, locking it behind me. I look in the mirror and my hair is a disaster, there are even a couple of twigs sticking out. Was anything that just happened even real? The stone table and the light that looked like it went through my skin. I gaze down at my hands and they looked normal. That monster looked completely soulless. What the hell was it? Was that the creature that made the roar? Surely that couldn’t have been a bear. I was starting to feel hot again. My fingers are starting to glow like before and the light is moving down my hand and arms. I screamed and the dresser beside me explodes into what seems like a million pieces. Wood shards are flying in every direction. A large piece heads directly for my face. I put my hands up to protect myself and everything in the room becomes still. The pieces of wood are frozen in the air in place. Did I do that? It had to of been me. There is a knock on my door and Liam says “what is going on in there? That was a loud crash.” The woods shards fall to the floor in unison making one final clank. I open the door and he must have been in the middle of changing because he’s not wearing a shirt. I look at his chest and my heart starts to race. I want to run my tongue over it. Stop it, you’re upset with him. I feel a strange buzz inside my head and the lights starts to flicker. Liam looks around the room and runs his fingers through his brown hair. I bite my lip and imagine running my hands through his soft looking hair. My voice of reason must be gone because without thinking, I push him against the wall and throw my lips on his. He tastes sweet. For a moment he kisses me back, hard and longing, his tongue teasing my lips. I run my hands down his hard muscular chest, iver the small patch of hair in the middle. I have never done something like this before, what has gotten into me? The thought leaves my head as quickly as it appeared, distracted by the way his body feels against mine. I start to move my mouth down his neck. He pushes me away softly and says “hey slow down.” What was I thinking? Of course he didn’t feel the same way and now I’ve made a complete fool of myself. I am once again flooded with emotions and after a long day I put my head in my hands and begin to sob. He pulls me close to him and holds me letting me cry. After a few moments he tilts my chin up and kisses me softly. “Are you okay?” He wiped away my tear. “It’s just been a long day” I answered “I’ll be okay.” He looks around the room and sees the broken desk literally in pieces everywhere. “I’m glad you’re okay, but your room is not” he said trying to lighten the mood.“Those wolves, I think they wanted something from us. Do you think they needed our help?” I asked. One of them did lead me to that weird place. “Come on don’t worry about them, they will be fine.” He said pulling me forward. How does he know that? It doesn’t really matter because after what I just saw I don’t want to be out here in the dark longer than I already have been, so I let him lead the way hoping he knows where we are going. I hear a roar in the distance, that’s so loud the trees around us shake. “What was that?” I asked my voice trembling. “Don’t worry, it’s nothing that can hurt you. Probably just a bear.” he reassured me, but he also picked up the pace. The moon is now covered by clouds and I can’t see two feet infront of us. Im starting to wonder if we are even safe in that small cabin?Within minutes I see the light coming through the windows. The cabin was this close by, how did I get so turned around?“I feel like I walked a lot farther than this” I said
Now that I am out of sight I let the tears steam down my face. I tried so hard to get pregnant, all the ovulation tests, hormones and miscarriages. Endless doctors appointments, we tried so many different things and nothing ever worked.Luckily, the rain has lightened up a bit as I walk through the trees. As I wander I am unsure exactly where I am going. I guess I want to see that cliff Liam and I were headed to earlier.When I come to my senses, I think I’ve been walking for about ten minutes. Nothing looks familiar and I must have taken a wrong turn.I look around me and see nothing but trees, the cabin is nowhere in sight.Shit, where am I?I look down at my phone to see if I have service, I don’t. Great.I see there is and a text from my Carly that says:“Please don’t hate us and think of the baby. I am sorry, I know this should have been you. ”Hate doesn’t even begin to describe what I feel for them and their baby.A part of me wants to call her and let her explain. I always tho
A few days have passed and I’m eating breakfast at the table. Go the first time in a long time I’m not sad. Liam and I agreed to stay at the cabin together, we never did got ahold of the owner of the cabin for answers.Staying with Liam has been easy, he’s very quiet and keeps to himself most of the time. He spends a lot of the day in the forest and I spend a lot of time watching movies.I wonder what he’s doing out there.I hear his bedroom door open and his foot steps down the hall.“What are you doing today?” He chirps.“Same as every other day I’ve been here, nothing” I joke.“Come on, let’s get some fresh air” he suggests “you haven’t left this cabin in days. It’s not healthy and you’re going to start to smell.”I laughed. Im a bit worried about the wolf I thought I saw, but there’s been no sign of it.I get dressed and meet him outside.“This way, it leads to a cliff with a nice view” he begins walking.I follow him and we walk side by side through the mature trees.“I have bee
There’s another person in here. Whoever they are , they have me pinned against the wall. Panic is starting to set in as I realize, I’m all alone in the middle of the forest, even if I screamed no one would hear me. Whoever it is strong and they have my arms pinned at my sides and I cannot get free.My heart is pounding so hard in my chest I feel like I’m going to pass out.I have to fight. My arms might be trapped, but my legs aren’t. I kick my knee up and hit the person in the groin.“Ow” said a man’s voice. I feel his weight lift off me as he says “That was uncalled for.”“Uncalled for? You pinned me against a wall! Who are you?” I say trying to collect myself.Does this guy think I’m here to attack him?“Who am I?” He said as the light above us flicks on “I should be asking you that. You’re inside my cabin.”His cabin? That can’t be right.“What do you mean your cabin?” I ask putting my hands on my hips. “When I rented this cabin there was nothing in the description that said I wo
It’s a seven-hour drive to the cabin. I’m almost there but the trip is definitely starting to drag. I used to love long drives; especially with Carly. I miss the times we would spontaneously ditch work to go on an adventure. We would make a special playlist and stock up on all our favourite snacks. Sometimes we would drive for hours with no destination and solve all the problems of the world. My heart sinks with sadness as I realize it will probably never happen again.I turn up my music in an attempt to forget about how she destroyed our friendship.I look out my window the forest here is so dense you cannot see very far in. I haven’t seen a car since I turned off the highway and that was miles ago. I live in the city and most days there is bumper to bumper traffic.The air here feels lighter. I take in a deep breathe and before I can release it a red wolf darts out of nowhere running in front of my car. I slam on my breaks, swerve and close my eyes expecting the hit the wolf dead
It feels like the walls around me are closing in and I can’t get rid of the heavy weight in my stomach. The walls of this room must be the whitest I’ve ever seen; who keeps their walls this clean.My eyes wander over to the large plant in the corner. I’ve hated this room from the moment I stepped foot in here. It reminds me of my failures- and trust me there are so many I’ve lost count. I look down and make eye contact with Natalie; my therapist. I have been meeting with her every Tuesday and Thursday for the last three weeks.I hear her faded voice telling me “it’s normal to feel this way after losing so much in such a short time.”My mind drifts to the reason my heart is aching - the reason I am here in the first place. A flashback of my best friend and my husband fucking in our bed. Carly’s long brown curls bouncing down her naked back as she rocks back and forth on top of him will forever be etched in my mind. I feel nauseous. Why do I do this to myself? I shake my head trying t







