로그인Harry’s POVHarry had made his way back home. It had been years since he had been taking his anxiety medication. Not because he was just dependent, but because he needed it. He was someone who had struggled with extreme anxiety since he was about nine years old. With his mother nowhere to be found since the woman had left him and his dad for a human years ago, that also did not do anything for his condition. People would always tell him that it was all in his head, that he didn't have to be dependent on his meds, but they did not get it. They did not understand. They were not the ones living through the hell that he would live in every time he went just a few hours without taking what he needed to take. That medication was his saving grace. It was the only thing that brought him peace. He had tried therapy, but it had not worked. He had tried working out or exercising, but those did not help either. He tried religion, but unfortunately, that did not work as well. Maybe the Moon god
Selena touched the little girl’s forehead and closed her eyes, ignoring what her mother was saying; she needed to focus. She did not have all the time in the world. She put aside her pain and her anger, only focusing on what she was doing at the moment. She needed to do that, considering that this could literally cause her so much, if not cause her to even lose her life. But she was ready to take that chance. For her little sister, she was ready to do that. Heart pounding in her chest, she waited. She waited for something to happen. And nothing did. She knew what the goddess had told her to do, and this was it. So why was nothing happening? Why did she feel like she was crazy as everyone stared at her, even though she could not see them because her eyes were closed? She could feel their eyes on her. And her mother was still speaking, saying something that Selena had already zoned out, so she could not hear. “Come on, work…” She said to herself as she sat there, silently praying f
As soon as Selena blinked, she was awake. It took a few seconds for her vision to clear up, but it did. And when it did, the first person that she saw was Axiel. He had a worried look on his face, but his eyes held relief. “F*ck, I thought…I thought…” He stood up and ran his hand through his hair, almost as if he was trying to process what had just happened. Then he looked back at her, and they locked eyes. “What happened? One minute, we were training like we always do, and the next, you just…you blacked out.” “How long was I out for?” She asked as she proceeded to get off the ground after peeling her eyes away from his. He reached out and helped her. Her head was aching, and she felt a little lightheaded as well, but other than that, she was fine. “Not long,” He said, sniffling dryly as he continued to stare at her. “What happened, Selena?” She stood there and could remember it all vividly. “I met the Moon goddess,” She began, a small, sad smile forming on her lips. Then she turn
All her emotions, all that anger and pain. It was all gone, and they were just standing there. This time, there was no field or any street. They were just standing in a void. There was nothing. Absolutely nothing. This was the best she had felt in her entire life. Was she…was she dead? But again, how could she? Why would she be? Axiel would never push her to the point of hurting her; she knew that very well. So where…what was this place? She kind of knew it was the Spirit World, but at the same time, it felt different. “You have so much pain in you, Selena. So much pain,” The goddess said to her as the entity walked closer to her. “I have tried to help you to use it to grow and become better, but I fear that it might devour you. I fear it might destroy you, leaving the pack vulnerable.” Selena scoffed, shaking her head. “I told you, right?” She chuckled without humor. “I told you that I was not the one.” She swallowed hard. “You made a mistake. You’re literally the Moon goddess, a
The engine of the car was on, but they were moving. Selena could feel the gaze of Axiel on her as she stared at her hands on her lap.She knew that if she wanted him to trust her and for him to help her, she would need to tell him the truth. She looked up at him, and they locked eyes. From the way he looked at her, she could tell that he really did care for her.“So um…” She hooked some of her hair behind her ears and cleared her throat softly. “My sister is brain dead right now, and Elijah is dead. I think I can do something about it, though. I’m the white-haired Luna, I should be able to do something, right?”“Selena…” he looked at her with pity.“Look, I don’t need your pity. I just…I just need you to help me find out how to help them.”“I’m sorry to say, but I don’t think you can. We trained for days, and the only ability we discovered was you being able to heal…not bring people back from the dead.”Selena sniffled, feeling tears burn her eyes. But no, she was not going to give up
They finally reached the ambulance, but the vehicle did not stop for them. They were not the ones that needed help, there were people out there who were fighting for their lives.Selena could not rid herself of the small guilt that kept tugging on her heart; reminding her that she had ignored people who were crying out in pain. But she knew she had to. She had to get out of there, not only for herself or her sister and Elijah. But for the entire pack. She was the savior, right? The savior that apparently no one believed in.The truth was that she didn’t believe in herself as well. She was depressed, and she knew that she was. All she wanted to do was just crawl onto the cold floor of a dark room and lay there.She barely had any real appetite, and if it was not for that old lady she had met earlier, she would have not even eaten. Her heart felt so heavy, and her anxiety was so bad that she kept getting little jerks, almost as if a sudden jolt of electricity was shot through her body.
Selena stood by the door, trying so hard to process what she had just heard. She must have heard wrong, because what the actual f*ck? “Excuse me?” She said in a small chuckle. “What are you talking about?” The blonde girl was on her feet now. She sniffled dryly. “Please…you can not tell anyone. No
Axiel watched the omega open the door of the car, getting inside and sitting behind the steering wheel. And as much as he felt bad about what he had done, he also knew that if it were anyone else, he would have done the same. He had no right to want to treat her differently, not when she was the p
Beta Leon was not home; he was out on his morning run. He had watched the omega leave with Axiel for her training half an hour ago, and he was happy that the girl had finally accepted her role as the white-haired Luna. He was also happy that things had gone almost back to normal. Everything was n
It felt wrong saying those words, but at the same time, it also felt so right. All she was doing was being honest. She did not want to have to go up against someone who had literally the same mindset as her. She hated this pack, she hated the way that it treat dher and her family. She hated the wa







