LOGINIvan.
I’d just scrubbed the stench of Katya’s blood off my body, yet it remained clear that people no longer valued their miserable lives. I had spent years building order out of chaos. Every living, breathing person in this estate operated according to my rules. Every guard knew his place. Every servant understood what happened when boundaries were crossed. Yet somehow, after all that, I had walked out of my bathroom to find a half-dressed stranger standing in the middle of my bedroom. My bedroom. The one place in this entire cursed estate that belonged to me alone. “Look at me when I’m speaking to you,” I growled. The girl shook her head stubbornly. Her eyes were squeezed shut as she tried to pry my fist from her neck, to no avail. After a few struggles, she must have realized that she was no match for me. “Little rat,” I muttered, my lips twisting into a wicked grin as I cocked my head to the side and watched her tremble pathetically. Her gaze met mine. I could spot the quiet resilience in her eyes, annoyance, and only a little twinge of fear. A few loose strands of brown hair fell across her squeezed forehead and perfectly oval face. She had the kind of beauty that was subtle yet commanding. Her eyes were red from the pressure, and her chest rose and fell in quick, struggling breaths. Tears stung the corners of her eyes, and her gaze trailed downward again to my legs and my anger flared. “Who sent you, wench?!” I demanded again, my patience hanging by a thread because God help me, that was all the chance she’d get. I had guards stationed in every corner of the house. It was impossible to escape their watchful eyes and reach my room successfully without someone on the inside helping her out. I had a wild guess. But fuck it. She’d not only invaded my room and privacy. She knew my secret now. She knew I could walk perfectly. My jaw hardened. Knowing was fine. But the cost of it would be her life. The only way my secret would get out would be because I let it be so, not because of a girl. Her lips parted again as her eyes bulged, but when seconds trickled by again without as much as a word from her, my rage exploded. I raised her by the neck and tossed her hard. Her flesh slapped against the marble floor. Something that sounded like a bone crackling filled the space and her face twisted in agony as her mouth widened. She writhed on the floor, crawling away from me as I stalked toward her. She didn't yelp or gasp. Or let out even a cry for help. Absolutely no sound left her throat. My eyes darkened. What in the world was she? She truly was testing me. She struggled to a kneeling position, rubbing her throat desperately while staring at me like she had seen a monster. She backed away, her knees scraping frantically against the marble floor as though enough distance could save her from me. Nothing would save her now. Her luck had died the moment she stepped into my room. Before I could force the answer out of her throat, the sound of approaching footsteps reached my ears. I recognized them instantly. Anastasia. I muttered a sharp curse beneath my breath. Without hesitation, I crossed the room and lowered myself into the wheelchair seconds before the door opened. By the time Anastasia stepped into the room, I was once again the cripple she believed me to be, with the blanket thrown over my legs. Her gaze moved from me to the heavily trembling girl and her brows shot up in surprise. For the smallest fraction of a second, worry flashed across her face. Her steps quickened as she rushed past me toward her, helping her to her feet, then turning back to glare at me. “What the hell is going on here, Ivan? I heard the noise from far down the hall.” Her question alone was enough to make my blood boil. My eyes turned cold. “You tell me. Who the hell is she?” Fuck her bullshit story about some noise. She had a goddamn hand in this and just like the girl, she’d also wandered in without permission. Anastasia sighed dramatically. “Her name is Vanya. She’s the girl I told you about.” The girl? My eyes darkened as bits of my earlier conversation with Anastasia came back to me. Surely, it couldn’t be… “You brought her here.” Disbelief lined the edge of my words. It was one thing to have a stranger dragged into my home and my room. And it was another to have Anastasia disobey me so freely. “Of course I did.” Anastasia shrugged. “She’s to be your wife, Ivan.” “If I wanted a wife, I’m more than capable of getting one myself.” Hell would split in half before I’d take her… whoever the fuck she was…to be my wife. Anastasia flinched, but she schooled her expression just as quickly. “Well she’s here already. I can’t take her back now, can I?” “At least she made a good impression.” Her voice dropped, her eyes drifted toward the girl, Vanya, and her lips curled into a slow smirk. “Didn’t you, Vanya?” The girl looked away as if scared to meet her gaze, and I stared at my stepmother like she’d lost her mind. The girl looked horrified enough for all three of us. There was nothing dignified about standing in a man’s room half naked. Only whores did that, and I had no shortage of cocksuckers. My jaw tightened. “Take her away.” I ordered. Anastasia clearly heard me, but she folded her arms defiantly across her chest. “Honestly, Ivan. You are making this much more difficult than it needs to be.” “And you are making decisions that aren’t yours to goddamn make! Get her out!” “Ivan—” “Now.” Anastasia dared to roll her eyes. As though making marriage arrangements behind my back wasn’t enough of a crime enough to make her answer for it. She was terribly lucky she had a child for my father, or I’d have made sure she regretted her action right away. “She’s from a respectable family. Her father is a—“ “I don’t give a damn about her father or her fucking wretched family. Take a look at her. She’s nothing but filth. What in the world am I supposed to do with her?” “That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you,” She replied smoothly. Her voice sickeningly sweet as she turned to the girl and grabbed her face by the chin, running a finger across her bruised lip. “You can do whatever you wish. Make her your wife or your fucktoy, do whatever you want. I honestly do not care. But she’s yours. And with a girl like her attending to your every whim, you’d finally understand that I’m on your side. I want the best for you.” A dark, mocking laugh escaped me. The best for me? I was no fool. We both knew what game she was playing, but I had no interest in playing childish games. I looked toward the ceiling for patience but I found none, then my eyes found the girl’s and my jaw ticked. The girl hadn’t spoken once. Not even one word when I hauled her across the floor or wrapped my hands around her throat. Something was wrong. I looked toward Anastasia. “What is wrong with her?” Anastasia shifted uncomfortably. My frown deepened. “What?” “She’s… mute.” My entire body froze as the word landed. “She’s what?” “She can’t speak.” Silence stretched between us dangerously as my gaze moved from Anastasia to the girl. My eyes darkened. Something dark twisted inside me. Disbelief turned to anger, and my fingers gripped the chair’s armrest until my knuckles turned white. “You force a complete stranger into my room. She cannot answer a single question. And now—you’re telling me she’s mute?” Fear flickered across Anastasia’s face, but I didn’t wait for a response before I picked up the phone next to the chair and dialed. Less than a minute later, the door opened, and Marco, my second in command, walked in. Anastasia’s brows rose, and the girl behind her started to fidget. “Don,” Marco said, stepping forward. “Take the girl away and lock her up!.” “Ivan!” Anastasia rushed as if to cover her, but Marco effortlessly grabbed her. The little minx kicked against him, hitting every possible spot she could find, but he held her in place, rendering her immobile. Her eyes found me as he dragged her toward the door, and despite her inability to speak, I could see the pure hatred in her eyes. Satisfaction ran deep in my chest as Marco left with her. There was so little a mute could do. And about keeping my secret, I had a thousand ways in mind I could show her what happened to snitches around me. Anastasia moved to stand before me, her face contorted with anger as she spoke. “I fetched the girl for you. The least you could do was—” “I’m not a fool, woman.” I cut her off, already irritated by those silly lines of hers. “I caught your previous spy so you planted another.” Her lips pressed tight as she bit the rest of her words. “I’ll deal with the mute however I please. But the next time you think you can try this again, think twice. I wouldn’t blink before tossing you in there to join her.” “Do you understand?” Her lips quivered. “Yes.”“Enough!” Ivan said, his face twisted with anger. He stepped closer to the woman still kneeling on the floor. “I’ve had it up to here, and let me make myself fucking clear!”“If anyone has the right to touch her, it’s me. She’s mine. If anyone puts hands on her, if anyone spreads her legs or treats her like a slut, it is only me. She belongs to me! She’s my whore. My property. I own her.”“So you’re going to kill your own brother after putting him on the point of death,” his aunt said, “and you are going to do this over a maid?”“Yes,” Ivan said flatly, taking another step further. “And not just because of that. I’ll make sure I break every bone in his body if that’s what it takes for him to remember exactly what he has done.”“No,” she said, scrambling forward. “You will not do that to my son. I won't let you have your way or do this to him. You’ve done enough, Ivan. You’ve done enough.” “I will do exactly what I want.” Ivan sneered. “And I will stop only when I choose to stop.” He
I wondered, watching the violence unfold. This is the same person he trained and watched grow up like he said. I couldn’t believe Ivan would go to this extent. Nikolai was his cousin, and more of a little brother to him.I knew from the stories I’d heard about how close the two of them were. They were close enough for Ivan to give him anything he wanted even before this, so what exactly was going on?I watched Ivan’s veins bulge in his temple as they continued to beat Nikolai to the point of collapsing, and when he fell, they propped him up to his knees again, holding him on both sides and kicking him.Both his eyes were swollen, and his lips were split as he pleaded, but even his voice sounded strangled. Yet…Yet, Ivan’s anger wasn’t anywhere near satisfied.I glanced at his face, at the darkness in his eyes and my belly tightened into a hard knot.If Ivan was this angry with Nikolai for taking me out, then he was surely angry with me too for defying him in his absence.Watching Ni
Vanya.The first thing I noticed when I woke up was Ivan’s room.I was in his bed, wearing a shirt that smelled like him, and still my brain stayed fuzzy.I didn’t remember getting in here or getting into that, and the more I tried to piece the fragments in my head together, the more my head throbbed. I heard Ivan’s voice in my head, and I shot up from the bed, my eyes wide as my heart pounded wildly in my chest.Had I not imagined him? Voices rose downstairs, cutting the rest of my thoughts short and I frowned, confused, as I stood slowly from the bed and almost headed out before glancing down at my legs. The shirt I wore was rather revealing, so I grabbed a pair of his sweatpants, which I found on a chair, pulled them on, and slipped out of the room, barefoot.The throbbing in my head worsened with every step, and the voices became clearer as I got closer to the source.I headed down the stairs and moved from the corridor almost reaching the large living room before I peeped in
“This is your fault,” I told her, loud enough for every listening ear. “You let him take you out! You left this mansion. You got drunk, and you let him drug you. He almost had his way with you! What the hell did you think would have happened if I didn’t show up? Speak to me!” She only cried harder, shaking her head, insisting she had pushed Nikolai away, that she had called for me. Anastasia’s voice cut in from nearby. “I told you, Ivan. I always knew that this particular girl was no good. She would never be good for you, Ivan. You’ll regret ever bringing her here.” She turned to me, venom dripping from every word she said. “I think it’s better to throw her out before she does something worse. She is a common whore who spreads her legs the moment the master turns his back.” “Just take a look at her, Ivan. She actually went to Nikolai. Didn’t she say she never liked him? It means she’s just a whore. Look at how she’s behaving. How can you let someone like her be in this place? You wa
“This is what happens when you are very stubborn. You don’t listen to me. You let yourself get drugged, Vanya.” Rage burned beneath my composure, directed entirely at Nikolai and at her for not seeing through his pretense before things got this bad. “I’m the only person in this city you are allowed to trust. The only one with any right to touch you and lay hands on you. Do you understand that, or do I need to carve it into you another way?”She nodded against my palm, her eyes glassy as she continued trying to work the lower buttons of my shirt open. I let her manage two before I pulled her head back by the hair. She protested, but I held her face by her cheeks, forcing her to look at me.“You are going to be punished for this thing you did tonight, Birdie.”She nodded again groggily, and I sighed.By the time we reached the mansion, Marco drove up straight to the entrance, and I got out and dragged Vanya with me.I wanted to be soft, but no matter how hard I tried, I was still furi
Ivan.Anger pulsated inside me as the car sped past the other Moscow vehicles, finally breaking away to pull out to the private road leading up to the Petrov estate. Marco was behind the wheel and Nikolai was secured in the trunk, though I wouldn’t give a fuck if we had him tied by a rope and dragged through the mud and dirt behind us. After what he’d dared to do.Beside me, Vanya burned.Whatever Nikolai had put in her system had not faded. She shifted restlessly against the seat, then climbed halfway into my lap, her dress already past her waist and revealing her panties as her hands moved over my chest and shoulders with desperate, uncoordinated movements.Her mouth found the side of my neck, and soft, broken sounds left her. I leaned in and caught a bit of it.“Please touch me. It hurts… so much. I’m so hot.”"Ivan..." her voice trailed off softly.“Touch… me… please…”Each word she uttered drove the wedge in my heart deeper until it fucking hurt to breathe.She grabbed my chin
Vanya I had heard the stories. Ivan Petrov was a ruthless man, a monster every soul in Moscow feared. A man who walks in secret, kills without mercy, the world believes he’s crippled while he tightens his grip on Moscow’s underworld. No one dared to cross him, not even now, when he lost the ab
Ivan. The basement beneath the Petrov estate was always colder than the rest of the estate. Concrete walls, dim industrial lights, blood-spattered floor with the faint metallic scent that never quite washed away.I sat motionless in my wheelchair at the center of one of the cells, my black suit c
Vanya. “Vanya!” The cold hit me first. A shock of freezing water slamming across my face and chest. I gasped, bolting upright on the thin mattress, my thin nightgown clinging to my skin like a second, shivering layer. “Vanya! Get up!” My stepmother’s voice sliced through the morning light l
Vanya.My body hurt all over, and my head ached from crying all night. I had no idea how much time had passed since I was dragged into this cold cell. There was no window or any reliable source of light.I collapsed on the floor as emotions rushed through me. Now that I was alone, I felt every wa







