The deal
Nyx Pov I wasn't quite asleep, neither was I conscious. My body was numb and my mind was clouded. It felt as if the world had disappeared and I was left to survive my already miserable life. I bet the moon goddess was also laughing at my stupidity, that I thought Zade actually loved me when all he did was sleep with me for a son. My lips were cracked from dehydration, but I had to stay strong for my son. The voices were unmistakable, soft and sharp. Fear ran through me as the heavy footsteps approached. I forced my eyes open, blinking in the dark. The door creaked open and a bare minimum of light shone into the cell. Three shadows stepped in with their faces covered with mask Suddenly, rough hands grabbed me. “Wh…what!?” My voice hitched, I tried to struggle but I was too weak. I screamed, only to have something shoved into my mouth, muffling the sounds. They dragged me out of the cell and my already broken feet scraped against the stone floor. I was thrown to the ground like an object that had no value. “How did you put up with her for a year?” A familiar voice said, mockery dripping. ‘Alpha Draven?’ I thought. Zade chuckled, “She was quite the easy one. It was easy to get the town on my side because of her.” “I'm doing this because it benefits me. Our rivalry still remains. I'm not going to trade a deal for my Pack's protection.” Alpha Draven commented. I'm a deal? What deal? What was Zade doing with his sworn enemy? I tried to mutter courage, crawled towards Zade, instead he grabbed a fistful of my tangled hair and yanked me forward. I stumbled and landed hard at Draven's feet. I was grabbed like I was nothing, an object to be tossed off and handed off. They dragged me out into the cold, through familiar terrain until we arrived at the borders of the Silver fang pack. Draven whispered, “Remember the time you poked your hands in my face? I still remember the look on your face and how you made me feel. You should have accepted my offer but instead you ran off like a pathetic errand dog for the man who only married you because his love was taking a break. Now I can have you to myself, and treat you the way I want. And you know why? I bought you at a price I wouldn't even buy a street beggar.” My resolve dropped, Zade sold me out to his enemy. He knew how much I hated Draven, how much I stood by his side just to bring Draven down. “Now you can start living miserably.” He added and pushed me into a room. I felt alone, my heart ached so bad I wanted to kill myself. But I suddenly felt a presence, a feet. I tried to move but I was instantly cut off by a palm clamping over my mouth. Hearing a growl sent a shiver down my spine. My heart nearly stopped. The growl wasn't from any low ranked wolf. That couldn't be an Alpha, a rogue? I couldn't tell and I just thought maybe death was here already. The pain from every words that dropped out of Draven's mouth shot through the rest of the strength I had left. I groaned, barely able to lift my head when the lights came on. A strong arm slid under my arm and pulled me up. I felt movement, and I didn't know where to. My head throbbed, my feet felt sore and I couldn't feel my body. I caved in and passed out. *** When I opened my eyes again, I gasped. I couldn’t breathe with my chest tightened. I blinked up, my vision became blurry. The man staring down at me wasn’t Draven. He wasn’t Zade either. The man standing right in front of me was taller, bolder and fierce. His eyes were sharp and silver like ice, fixed on me with such brutal intensity that I felt like shrinking into nothing. His hair was tousled black, and his aura was suffocating. I looked around and saw the furnitures, the bed I was laid on and the luxury I was surrounded with. I looked away from him, tears blurring my vision as the thought of Liam struck me. Then he spoke, his voice came low and controlling, somehow even terrifying than silence. “Look up.” He uttered. I tried not to move, not to speak or even move a finger. “I said, look up.” He repeated. I hesitated, every part of me shaking.. Then he added, with a casual cruelty that made my stomach twist, “If you keep that up, I might start thinking you're not what they say you are. I do not bargain for weak things.” I forced my head up, still trembling and then I broke. “I don't know what you've heard but I'm not weak. I just want my son back and kill everyone that tries to take him away from me.” His lips twitched, and a cruel smirk spread across his face. “You're really something. You have the nerve to think I'd care?” I didn't care if crying made me look pathetic. My child was the only reason I was still breathing. I had to get him back from Zade and to do that, I had to survive. He stepped forward slowly, his claws extended, and his fangs revealed themselves…. The door suddenly creaked open, “Alpha Caspian,” a voice called. “Which one of your mistresses should we release? That fool is making a scene again.” Alpha Caspian? I've never heard of him before. He was definitely not from the neighboring Nashville town. He sighed, clenching his fist tightly, "Sort that out yourself."Nyx's Pov Ryker’s face looked surprised to see me. His eyes scanned behind me quickly, like he expected someone to be with me, and then he pulled me inside without another word. “How are you here, Nyx?” he asked quietly, closing the door. I looked at him, uneasy. “I… I needed to clear my head. Is something wrong? Where’s your family? Where’s your wife and your daughter?” He guided me to the small couch in his living room. The house looked the same, but quieter. He sat down across from me, his hands trembling slightly. “They’re safe, Nyx,” he said after a long pause. “I’m just surprised to see you.” I frowned. His voice was steady, but his body wasn’t. I saw the way his fingers wouldn’t stay still, the way his shoulders stiffened like he was holding something back. “You’re lying,” I whispered. Ryker froze. I leaned forward, my heart pounding. “What aren’t you telling me? Something’s wrong, isn’t it?” For a moment, he said nothing. Then he sighed and rubbed his face with both
Nyx's Pov Leaving Caspian was the hardest thing I had ever done. And to be honest, I didn’t want to. Every part of me wanted to stay. To run back to him, to tell him that I didn’t need words, that I would settle for his silence if it meant I could keep him. But another part of me knew better. If I stayed, I’d keep second guessing everything. I’d keep wondering if his silence meant he didn’t love me. I’d keep breaking myself against walls that might never come down. So I told myself the truth. I had to leave. That night, long after the lamps had burned low, I rolled my small suitcase out of my room. The sound of the wheels on the floorboards was too loud, too final. My chest hurt with every step. The guards in the hall looked at me, their eyes wide, but none of them moved. They only bowed their heads slightly, stepping aside as if they had been told not to interfere. When I reached the bottom of the stairs, I paused in front of Caspian’s home office. The door was closed, but I
Nyx's Pov I had been waiting for him. All day, I had sat in my room, the silence pressing down on me. His voice at my door earlier had lingered, each word echoing in my head. He had said I meant a lot to him. He had said everything he did, he did because he cared. I wanted to believe him. Gods, I wanted to. But the ache inside me was too deep. My thoughts were too tangled. He didn't say the one thing I needed to hear. When I asked him that question, all I wanted was for him to tell me that he would love me. That he did love me. He had been silent and I had felt like a fool. So I had made a decision. I needed space. Not because I wanted to run, and not because I didn’t care. I cared too much. That was the problem. The feelings I had for Caspian were overwhelming. And I couldn’t tell if what he felt for me was anywhere near the same. I couldn’t stay in this house another day without clarity. I couldn’t stand in front of him, love in my chest and hope in my eyes, only to kee
Caspian's Pov The house was too quiet. It had been like that since the moment Nyx shut the door in my face the night before. I had stood outside her room for hours, talking, apologizing, begging her to answer me. She hadn’t said a single word. I thought maybe she was asleep, but when I carried food up to her door the next morning, I knew she wasn’t. I had left the tray there and walked away, telling myself to give her space. Thirty minutes later, I passed by again and found that the food was untouched. Only the tea cup was missing. Relief had rushed through me at the sight of it. At least she had drunk something. At least she wasn’t starving herself out of anger or pain. But that relief had been thin. It didn’t last long. Because the truth was I had hurt her. I told myself I had done the right thing by keeping quiet, by not letting her know how badly I bargained to bring her here. I thought silence would protect her. I thought sparing her the weight of my sins was better than
Nyx's Pov Guilt spread across his expression like a shadow. His jaw tightened, his eyes softened, but the weight in them gave me the answer I already feared. My chest felt heavy, and I swallowed hard, the words trembling in my throat. “How much, Caspian?” I repeated, sharper this time. He opened his mouth, his voice low. “Nyx…” “No.” I cut him off. I shook my head, my hands curling into fists at my sides. “Don’t call my name like that. Don’t try to soothe me. I need the truth. I need to know. I have a right to know.” His lips pressed together. For a long moment, silence stretched between us, heavy and suffocating. I could hear my own heart beating, each thud a painful reminder of the storm inside me. Finally, he exhaled slowly, his eyes not leaving mine. “When I heard what Zade had done to you,” he said quietly, “I knew I had to get to you. I couldn’t leave you in his hands. Not after what he did. Not after what Draven put you through.” My chest tightened. I forced my voice pa
Nyx's Pov The room felt like it was shrinking, every wall pressing in on me as Liam’s small face lingered in my vision. His eyes. His soft voice. The way he whispered “Mama.” It was etched into me, carved into my soul so deeply it hurt to breathe. And then Kiera stepped forward. Her heels clicked against the polished floor, her smirk pulling at her lips like she had been waiting for this exact moment. “Well, isn’t this something?” she said with a shake of her head. “You are standing here, clutching another man’s hand, while your son looks at you with those sad little eyes.” She tilted her head, feigning pity. “How could you, Nyx? How could you be such a bad mother? You abandoned him.” Her words hit sharp, slicing through the fragile wall I had built inside myself. Rage boiled hot and violent. I scoffed, shaking my head as the laugh left me bitter and raw. “You dare lecture me about being a mother, Kiera?” I hissed, stepping closer, my eyes locked on hers. “You’re one to talk. Do