ELIAS
The second the door closed behind me, I yearned to turn around.
Longed to fling it open, drag Louis out of that room, and lock him away someplace safe where no one would ever touch him again.
Where no one would be able to hurt him like I knew they already had.
But I couldn't.
Not yet.
Not without sending him running off into God knows where. Not that I won’t be able to find him, but I’d rather avoid the stress and hassle of it all.
I rubbed a hand through my hair, my fingers trembling a little.
This was not me. I didn't lose control.
"Don," Azion, one of my older guards called, leaning in. "Aaron's men have been seen around the docks again."
A muscle in my jaw flexed. Aaron.
That craven bastard was like a nasty disease—always lurking, always waiting for the perfect moment to strike. But lately, he'd been getting more and more bold.
And I didn’t like it.
Anyone stupid enough to try to hurt my family had a death wish and I was going to make sure he won’t be around for much longer.
"Send Cathan," I replied icily. "I want them all gone. But leave one man as a message. Cathan will know what to do from there.” I didn't need to send a message; I needed to create war.
Azion nodded and went off down the hallway.
From there, I went on auto pilot, taking the private elevator to my office upstairs to meet the stupid journalist who just wouldn’t stop snooping around where he didn’t belong.
Immediately I opened the door, I spotted him sitting on one of the chairs across from mine. Behind him stood two of my guards, watching him closely in case he tried anything stupid.
“Ah,” he said, rising from the seat the moment he noticed me, a saccharine smile plastered across his pasty white face. “Mr. Montgomery. A pleasure to see you again.”
“How do you feel about life and death, John Davis?” My voice was deathly calm, and the only thing calming me down, the image of his head pinned to my office door. I sat down in my chair and locked eyes with him.
His expression immediately went blank. It was obvious he could feel the hostility coming off me in waves.
“I asked you a question,” I said, my voice low. “And I really hate being kept waiting.” My fingers twitched, as I resisted the urge to reach for the gun tucked underneath my desk.
“Well, that’s a very specific question and—”
“—And it seems you fancy the latter,” I cut in coldly. He opened his mouth to protest, but I wasn’t in the mood to hear a single damn word. “You see, Davis,” I said his name with a sneer, “we both know you’re aware of who I truly am. And you probably think that gives you some kind of immunity. But let me make something very clear.”
I got up and crossed the room, stopping by his side. I leaned in till we were eye to eye. “The next time you step foot in my territory, your understanding of death will be child’s play to what will happen to you.”
His already pale face turned ghostly white; his eyes widened in terror.
“Are you threatening me?” he asked, trying to sound bold but failing miserably.
I straightened, adjusting my cufflinks as I strolled back to my chair.
“Threatening?” I let out a low chuckle as I sank back into my seat. “I wish I was.” I flicked my hand toward him. “Now, get rid of that recorder or my boys will do it for you.”
He began to stutter like a fish out of water. I wasn’t sure if he was stupid or just suicidal for thinking I wouldn’t notice he was wired.
Tired of him wasting my time, I gave the go ahead to my men. After a not-so-gentle pat down, a recorder along with a few other spy gadgets were placed on my desk.
“Now, you can leave,” I said with a dismissive wave. Already turning my attention back to the security feed. I need to find Louis.
“You’re going to regret this, you know, and—”
I snaped my fingers. One of the guards hit him square on the head, dropping him unconscious to the ground.
“Thank you, boys.” I said. “Dump him wherever you please. Just make sure he’s nowhere near my property again.”
With a curt nod, they grabbed his limp body and dragged him out, the door clicking shut behind them.
I turned back to the screen, focusing my attention on the boy who I couldn't get out of my mind.
Why hadn't he said yes yet to the job offer?
He needed this especially in the situation he was in now.
I needed this.
I couldn’t get the way he'd winced when he thought I was going to hurt him out of my head. And the limp? That grated at something in me more than I would ever admit.
Someone hurt him. Is hurting him. And if it was who I was thinking—if it was his bastard of a father—I would carve that man's name into the list of those on my death list.
My fists were bunched at my sides, my nails biting into my palms.
I picked up my phone again, weighing the options on whether or not to call Cathan and or watch Louis, when a knock at the door interrupted me.
It was Azion again.
But this time around, he came in with an oddly thrilling news.
“He accepted, Don.”
A slow smile spread across my face. If anything, at least now the boy will be under my supervision as a great wave of possessiveness washed over me, for a moment, I let it be and didn’t deny that yes, Louis was mine.
LOUISThe limp had largely disappeared. There was still a faint twinge in my knee if I bent too quickly or walked for too long, but it wasn't enough to draw notice. Not that I could even afford to draw attention to myself. At least not here and especially not in his presence.Work had become weirdly rhythmic at Allure. Every morning, I traversed the revolving glass doors of the casino with practiced coolness, moving through crisply dressed floor managers and security guards with a confidence that made me really proud of myself. But the weirdest thing was that ever since I said yes to his job offer, I've not seen Elias Montgomery for the past three days.And then I did.He walked in like a storm rolled up in tight black, two of his men behind him. His auburn hair wore a fresh cut today and the few streaks of white I could see stirred things in me I didn’t want to acknowledge. He headed toward me, interrupting the work I was currently carrying out. "You're limping less," he said.I bl
ELIASRegardless of the azure sky and the calm sea, there was a restlessness in me that grew wilder by the second.The hum of the private plane was barely audible over the storm raging in my head. Louis sat across from me, ankles crossed, eyes glued to the window as if the view was enough to anchor his frazzled nerves. He was trying to appear too calm.And I didn’t blame him.He obviously wasn’t comfortable with the impromptu flight, but as my personal assistant, I needed him with me. And maybe I just wanted him close.When I’d informed Cathan about Louis accompanying me, he narrowed his gaze and muttered, "You're playing a dangerous game, Eli and you know it." He just didn't understand. Hell, I didn't either.But all I knew was that I wanted him close. Closer than was safe."Comfortable?" I asked, breaking the silence.Louis gazed at me, taken aback. "Uh—yeah. This is… not what I expected."I gave a faint smile. "And what did you expect?"Not a jet, that's for sure." He looked out t
LOUISI didn’t sleep.Even after Elias left and his form was swallowed by the night, I stood rooted to the balcony. The sea stretched out before me, dark and cold, crashing against the cliffs as if it too sensed the storm raging in my chest."This cannot happen again."The words rang in my ears, stark in their finality. This was the second time I was this stupid and hopeful. Hadn’t I learnt my lesson the last time?Damn it.What had I been hoping for, anyway? A kiss? A confession? Something soft to wrap around this growing, aching thing in my chest?I was a fool.By the time I made it to my bedroom, the sheets were too smooth, the bed too comfortable. I lay there with my eyes open, listening to the silence of Amalfi and trying to quiet the memory of Elias's breath brushing against my mouth.He'd let me close—closer than anyone else probably got. But the second I got too close, he shut it down. Hard.And still, I couldn’t get him out of my head.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I dressed q
LOUISThat night, after Elias had dismissed me, I couldn't help but wonder if it was all coming apart. The villa was too quiet, too far from the mess that was my life, and my mind kept spinning in circles, trying to wrap around the fact thar I was in Italy. Maybe that was the reason for my sudden boldness.Whenever I thought of Elias, my heart leapt in a way that was too much for me to handle. Not the physical attraction anymore. It was the pull. And I’m getting tired of ignoring it. I know there’s a possibility that he might not even be gay but… I see something there. Something hidden in those deep chocolate browns that I feel an unusual need to cover.And by God, I want to uncover those secrets.The following day, we went over the final details of our meeting. Elias was aloof, as he always was, his mood chilly and ungiving. We spent the day dealing with logistics, and when the sun began to drop low over the horizon, I was alone again with him on the balcony overlooking the hills.A
ELIASI could still taste Louis on my lips. I haven’t been able to close my eyes since our passionate encounter. The scene kept replaying over and over in my mind like some twisted obsession. The feel of Louis's breath on my skin, the way his lips moved against mine—how vulnerable he had looked, trembling, gasping, hungry for something neither of us had any right to want.Goddamn it! Get yourself together.The ache in my groin was getting too intense to be ignored. I was unraveling. And that scared me more than I'd ever admit.I rubbed my face harshly, as though I could scour away the recollection of his soft lips on mine. Of the flame he’d reignited in me. But it lingered, like a ghost, it lingered, tormenting me with what I couldn’t afford to have. That boy—no, that man—was off-limits. Just an employee. A refugee from a toxic life, I had no business being involved in. But as much as I vowed to never entertain weakness ever again, one thing rang consistently in my mind: I kissed hi
LOUISEven though it hurt, I knew Elias took a separate car to avoid me. I guess he was well within his rights by doing so.This can’t happen again.That’s the only thing he ever says after every of our encounter. But this time around, we kissed. And though I probably should remove him from my mind, I couldn’t stop thinking about how he held me close to me like I was his to possess.And for a second, I let my pitiful self believe that there was a universe where that could happen.“Where to sir?” The question snapped me out of my thoughts and I turned to the driver. It’s weird that someone is referring to me as sir, but I’ll just take it like that.“The casino.” The driver nodded his head in reply. Regardless of the fact that Elias was ignoring me, I still needed to go to work.Later, the man dropped me off at the casino. Since I hardly took anything with me to Italy, I just walked in with my bag and dropped it off at the staff area.Work went as usual: cleaning tables, taking orders a
LOUISMy legs trembled with terror as I backed out into the hall, my pounding heart sounded like a war cry in my chest. The sound the man made—his tortured screams—would not escape my mind. I had seen it. Everything.The blood. The broken body. The cruel callousness of it all. Mercy wasn’t shown.Mercy wasn’t shown, mercy wasn’t shown, mercy wasn’t shown.I slapped a hand over my mouth, bile rising in my throat as I turned to escape. Elias… Elias wasn't simply powerful, or menacing, or mysterious. He was a monster cloaked in silk suits and quiet smiles. And I—I had kissed him. Wanted him. Let him touch me. The thought sent a fresh wave of nausea through me. "Where do you think you're going?"The voice was a low, smooth, growl with a deadly undertone that made my blood freeze. A steel-hard hand clamped around my upper arm, yanking me back with terrifying ease. I crashed into a wall of muscle and stared up into eyes so green, they glowed like lanterns in the half-light of the corridor.
ELIASI leaned against the tall window in my study, a half-finished bourbon swirling in my glass, the harsh burn of the drink was not nearly strong enough to quiet the regret churning in my belly. The room was dark, except for the faint glow of the city diffusing through the glass. Somewhere below, Louis was in one of the guest rooms—my prisoner, technically. My responsibility now. My choice.God, what had I done?The sight of him there—lips parted in shock, eyes wide with betrayal and fright—burned behind my eyelids like a hot brand. He had looked at me like I was a monster. Because I was. I still am.I ran a hand through my hair and settled behind my desk, jaw clenched tight. Cathan was too damn close to killing him. One word and it would have been done. And the terrifying thing was—I almost did do it. Because it would have been easier. Cleaner. Safer.He wouldn’t have to be dragged into my word.But I didn't.Why?"Why?" I said to myself out loud, slamming the glass down on the tab
LOUISNot once had the house ever felt this quiet.Not even in the dead of night, or even during those first lonely nights after I'd been swept into Elias's life. Tonight, the quiet buzzed—tension curled through the walls like a drawn wire, vibrating against the seams of my skin.I didn’t even bother sleeping.Elias hadn't spoken a word since Cathan and I escorted him up to bed. He'd gone limp in our arms halfway up the grand staircase, blood seeping into his shirt and flowing down onto the marble like plummeting stars—dark, sharp, and unending. We'd placed him in bed. I'd removed his tattered clothes. Wrapped the worst of the wounds with shaking fingers. He hadn't stirred. Had only stared at me with veiled eyes as if I were something distant and receding.But then he'd fainted. And I think that was what shook Cathan because apparently, he didn’t do that.Cathan had vanished a little later with a grumbled, "I'll take care of the rest."I should have slept. Should have curled up alongs
LOUISThe room was too quiet.Not peaceful—never that—but the kind of quiet that crawled on your skin. I lay extended over the sheets, the lamp casting a warm amber glow against the gold-ornamented walls, the silk of the pillows was cool along my spine. Still dressed, I folded my arms over my head, my eyes half-closed but sleep nowhere in view.I hadn't seen Elias since that morning. Since the kiss. Since he'd vanished and left me in a palace that was beginning to feel rather like someone else's living museum.But I could still taste him. Still feel the pressure of his hand mashed on my jaw. That fire that'd burned between us—it hadn't gone out. It'd just. simmered.But then I remembered how he’d been watching me and those lustful thoughts vanished and, in their place, anger consumed me. Anger and betrayal. It didn’t make sense for me to feel betrayed, yet, I did.I was hovering in the twilight region between annoyance and tiredness when I heard it. A sound.It was a muffled thus, bar
ELIASChaos tasted bitter, like iron. Its sharp metallic taste was something I’d tried to avoid. Like the blood pooling at the back of my mouth as I staggered through the smoky corridor of my own goddamn office complex.When Cathan called, I drove as quickly as I could to the warehouse where he was waiting for me but the compound had been breached.Not the outer gates. Not the surveillance blind spots we kept loose on purpose to confuse amateur spies.No—this was intentional. Planned out. Whoever attacked knew the layout. They knew the shift changes. They knew exactly when to strike.There was a spy among us."Get down!"A rough voice growled out of my earpiece a fraction of a second before a spasm of gunfire ricocheted off the marble pillar inches from my head. I ducked behind it, my heart pounding, the sear in my left side throbbing with each breath.I had been hit. It didn’t happen often but when it did, it hurt like a motherfucking bitch.The wound wasn’t fatal, I hoped. It was a
LOUISThe quiet that followed Elias as he left the room clung to my skin like sweat—thick, heavy, and unwelcome.I sat on the edge of the couch, my shirt half untucked, lips still swollen from the kiss that had started it all. My fingers trembled slightly. His touch on my skin remained, especially the way it was hesitant at first but grew possessive—like he needed to own me. And maybe, for a fleeting moment, I needed to be owned.But he’d left. Just like that. He pulled away with a coldness that contrasted the fire we’d just shared. And even though I had a feeling that call was very important, I couldn’t help but feel the way I feel.I ran a hand through my hair, expelling a breath I hadn't realized I’d been holding. I still reeked of him—cologne, sweat, heat, need. His ghostly presence lingered on me, the way he'd gasped when I sucked him in my mouth was thrilling. It was like he didn’t expect it, like it broke something in him.And then he just walked away.I stood and took the walk
ELIASI should have walked away.Goddammit, I should have turned my back and left him there in the warm golden light of the library, looking at me with those wide blues. I should've listened to the fading piece of me that still knew restraint was worth more than ruin.But I didn't.Louis took a step closer and I didn’t bother stopping him.His breath mixed with mine, uncertain, tasting of fear and desire. I saw it in his eyes then—the doubt and the hunger for me. And when our lips met, it was as though he set fire to every last scrap of control that I had. The kiss wasn't shy this time (when had it ever been). It was deep, desperate, and completely damning.I was going to drown in this boy.His fingers slid into my hair and tugged gently, pulling a sudden groan from my mouth. I backed him up until the edge of the desk hit the back of his thighs, and he gasped softly. That sound from his lips was the final straw. My palms traced the curve of his face, then down the gentle slope of his
LOUISI couldn't breathe. Not because I was winded, not because I was hurting—God only knows I'd had my share of that—but because Elias was kissing me like he needed to possess every breath in my lungs. I don't know who moved first. Maybe we both did. All I knew was that one second I was staring into his eyes in the dim hallway, and the next our lips slammed together like we had been starved. His hand wrapped tightly around the back of my neck, tugging me close until I could feel every inch of him pressed against me. My fingers curled into his shirt, pulling and gripping like I needed him to survive.The kiss wasn’t gentle. There was nothing careful or tender about the way our mouths collided—just hunger. Raw, dangerous, unfiltered need. I moaned into his mouth and was shocked by how natural it felt. How right and wrong collided in my chest like a storm.His hands roamed my body with practiced ease. He slid one down the curve of my back and folded his arms around my waist like he was
ELIASI leaned against the tall window in my study, a half-finished bourbon swirling in my glass, the harsh burn of the drink was not nearly strong enough to quiet the regret churning in my belly. The room was dark, except for the faint glow of the city diffusing through the glass. Somewhere below, Louis was in one of the guest rooms—my prisoner, technically. My responsibility now. My choice.God, what had I done?The sight of him there—lips parted in shock, eyes wide with betrayal and fright—burned behind my eyelids like a hot brand. He had looked at me like I was a monster. Because I was. I still am.I ran a hand through my hair and settled behind my desk, jaw clenched tight. Cathan was too damn close to killing him. One word and it would have been done. And the terrifying thing was—I almost did do it. Because it would have been easier. Cleaner. Safer.He wouldn’t have to be dragged into my word.But I didn't.Why?"Why?" I said to myself out loud, slamming the glass down on the tab
LOUISMy legs trembled with terror as I backed out into the hall, my pounding heart sounded like a war cry in my chest. The sound the man made—his tortured screams—would not escape my mind. I had seen it. Everything.The blood. The broken body. The cruel callousness of it all. Mercy wasn’t shown.Mercy wasn’t shown, mercy wasn’t shown, mercy wasn’t shown.I slapped a hand over my mouth, bile rising in my throat as I turned to escape. Elias… Elias wasn't simply powerful, or menacing, or mysterious. He was a monster cloaked in silk suits and quiet smiles. And I—I had kissed him. Wanted him. Let him touch me. The thought sent a fresh wave of nausea through me. "Where do you think you're going?"The voice was a low, smooth, growl with a deadly undertone that made my blood freeze. A steel-hard hand clamped around my upper arm, yanking me back with terrifying ease. I crashed into a wall of muscle and stared up into eyes so green, they glowed like lanterns in the half-light of the corridor.
LOUISEven though it hurt, I knew Elias took a separate car to avoid me. I guess he was well within his rights by doing so.This can’t happen again.That’s the only thing he ever says after every of our encounter. But this time around, we kissed. And though I probably should remove him from my mind, I couldn’t stop thinking about how he held me close to me like I was his to possess.And for a second, I let my pitiful self believe that there was a universe where that could happen.“Where to sir?” The question snapped me out of my thoughts and I turned to the driver. It’s weird that someone is referring to me as sir, but I’ll just take it like that.“The casino.” The driver nodded his head in reply. Regardless of the fact that Elias was ignoring me, I still needed to go to work.Later, the man dropped me off at the casino. Since I hardly took anything with me to Italy, I just walked in with my bag and dropped it off at the staff area.Work went as usual: cleaning tables, taking orders a