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124 – It's No Use

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And I changed again.

There was no choice. The body gave me no respite, and the feeling was that my own skin would tear itself apart if I kept trying to contain it. Every muscle throbbed, every breath came short, as if there was not enough air in the world to keep me human.

The chamber was in the back, behind a heavy, iron-reinforced wooden door. I had built that space myself years ago, when I realized that I could not depend only on the forest. A place to hold the wolf when there was no other way out. A prison that I had made for myself.

I closed the door behind me and turned the lock. The metallic sound echoed as a warning: no one would enter until I left. If I could get out. The transformation came before I even prepared. The bones cracked, the skin burned, and a roar escaped from my throat, low, restrained, but full of anger. Not from the city, not from Casper, but from me.

Falling on my knees, I rested my hands on the cold ground. The earth under my fingers crumbled when the claws
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