Jane
Last month, my mom had sewn a simple sundress and folded it neatly for me. It had felt silky and had the prettiest colors, but I hadn’t put it on until today; because today was special. The day I had been looking forward to.
The day I had dreamed about since I was old enough to understand what mates meant. The day that could change everything.
The dress enveloped me like a gentle breeze, accentuating every curve. I didn’t know how my mother had gotten my measurements so perfectly when I was always hiding under baggy clothes, trying to make myself invisible.
When I twirled in my room, the hem of the dress swayed gracefully, and my auburn hair, tied in a neat ponytail, joined in the dance.
Even the sandals I was wearing were new; my mom had bought them from the local market.
For the first time in years, I smiled at my reflection. Really smiled.
But my stomach was a twisted knot of anxiety that threatened to make me sick. Today was supposed to be the happiest day of my life—the mating ball, where unmated alphas from across the territories gathered once a year to find their destined partners. It was my chance to finally meet him. The one who would love me unconditionally.
If he existed.
If he didn’t take one look at me and run.
I had been born into this werewolf world as the beta’s daughter, which should have meant something. Should have carried weight and respect. Instead, it had become another source of shame.
I was the eighteen-year-old infamous werewolf without a wolf; a walking contradiction that brought dishonor to my bloodline.
They expected me to be strong, to be the future female beta. Instead, I was the pack’s greatest disappointment.
My father wanted a daughter who would make him proud, who would carry on his legacy. When he looked at me—when he bothered to look at me—all I saw was crushing disappointment.
Maybe that would change when I found my mate. Maybe if he was strong enough, respected enough, my father would finally see me as something other than a failure.
Please, I begged silently. Please let him be everything I need him to be.
I had endured enough pain for several lifetimes. I couldn’t take much more. All I wanted was someone who would look at me with love instead of disgust - who would see past my flaws to whatever might be worth saving underneath.
Moon Goddess, please. Let him be kind.
As I stood there in my beautiful dress, I couldn’t help but hope that today marked the beginning of a new chapter—one where I was no longer a source of shame but a cherished and respected member of the pack.
“Jane,” my mother’s voice came through the door, accompanied by gentle knocking. “Are you in there?”
“Yes, Mother. I’m coming.” I rushed to open the door.
She was dressed in her finest clothes, and when she saw me in the sundress, her eyes filled with tears. Pride. Actual pride shone on her face.
“What are you doing?” she asked. “Why aren’t you downstairs yet?”
“I’ll be down in a minute. I just need to fix my hair,” I said, my voice betraying my nerves.
She noticed the discomfort on my face and cupped it with her hands.
“Jane, what’s wrong? Are you feeling sick?”
How could I tell her I was terrified? That Lissa’s cruel words kept echoing in my head? That I was afraid he would reject me in front of everyone, giving the pack one more reason to laugh at their pathetic beta’s daughter?
“No, Mom. I’m fine, just—”
“Aren’t you excited to finally meet your mate today?”
I forced brightness into my voice. “Of course I am, Mother. I’m the happiest girl on Earth. I just hope the Moon Goddess blesses me with someone wonderful.”
“She will, my darling girl. I know it in my bones, you will meet your destined mate tonight, and he will love and cherish you exactly as you deserve.”
Her unwavering faith in my future happiness chased away some of my doubt. If my mother believed it so completely, maybe I could too.
“Thank you, Mother.” I hugged her tight, breathing in her familiar scent of lavender and home.
“Now finish getting ready quickly. You don’t want to miss a moment of tonight. I’ll be waiting downstairs; don’t take too long, alright?”
After she left, I returned to my mirror, taking deep breaths to calm my racing heart.
It’s okay, Jane. Tonight changes everything. Tonight, you find your person.
“Jane!”
“Coming!” I did one final spin, sent up a prayer, and hurried downstairs.
“You look absolutely radiant, sweetheart,” my mother breathed as I reached her.
“Thank you, Mother.” I giggled, actually giggled, linking my arm through hers as we headed to the ball.
The enormous hall was beautifully decorated, with chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, glowing like the moon.
The air was filled with the soft hum of conversations and the occasional burst of laughter.
The scent of fresh flowers mingled with the aroma of delicious food, creating an inviting yet elegant ambiance.
Music from a live orchestra gently echoed through the hall, adding to the enchantment of the evening.
The she-wolves were clad in their fanciest dresses, smiling and giggling among themselves, and their makeup was done beautifully.
I didn’t have a fancy dress or any makeup, but my sundress was more than enough for me. All I wanted tonight was to meet my destined mate.
The mated alphas had their tables on one side of the hall, sitting with their Lunas, while the unmated alphas had their tables on the other side. The unmated she-wolves at the party were bubbling with excitement.
Soon, our Alpha made his grand entrance with his Luna, and they went to their seats. My father sat beside the Alpha since he was the beta of the pack.
That was when I saw him.
One of the unmated alphas drew my gaze like a magnet, and suddenly I couldn’t look away. He was... extraordinary.
Devastatingly handsome in a way that seemed almost otherworldly. Dark hair, strong jaw, an aura of power that made everyone around him seem smaller.
Could he be...?
Without my wolf, I couldn’t feel the mate bond, but something deep inside me responded to him. Something primal, desperate, and hopeful.
But he looked like a man who could have anyone. Why would someone like that be destined for someone like me?
“What’s wrong? Who are you staring at?” my mother demanded, jerking me back to reality.
Heat flooded my cheeks. “Nothing, I just... I felt drawn to that man over there.” I gestured subtly toward the devastating alpha. “There’s something about him.”
My mother followed my gaze, and her face went white with horror.
“Jane Biller, stop this instant! Do you have any idea who that is?” Her voice was sharp with panic. “That is the most ruthless and dangerous alpha in existence. They call him the Beast for a reason. You do NOT want his attention.”
But he didn’t look cruel or ruthless. With his looks, he could have been an actual angel from heaven. But then again, they did say looks could be deceiving, right?
“Don’t ever point at him again,” Mother hissed. “If I were you, I’d focus on finding your actual mate and pray to the goddess it’s not him.”
“I’m sorry, Mother,” I muttered.
Soon, her friends swept her away, leaving me alone in the crowd. I wandered through the ball, searching faces, hoping for that magical moment of recognition my mother always described.
The incredible smells from the buffet made my stomach growl. I had been too nervous to eat today, so I headed toward the food tables, still stealing glances around the room.
I was so busy looking everywhere except where I was walking that I crashed straight into what felt like a brick wall.
Strong arms caught me before I could fall, one hand gripping my wrist with controlled strength that sent electricity racing up my arm.
“Watch where you’re going.”
The voice was deep, commanding, with an edge that should have terrified me—but instead made my knees weak. When he released me, I immediately missed the contact.
“I’m sorry,” I breathed, stepping back while my entire body thrummed with awareness. What was happening to me?
My mind spun with confusion and longing. Part of me wanted to lean back into his touch, to feel those strong hands on me again. Another part screamed that this was dangerous territory.
Could he be...? Was this what the mate bond felt like?
I looked up slowly, afraid of what I’d find—and met the darkest, most intense eyes I had ever seen. They bore into mine like he could see straight through to my soul.
I gasped softly.
It was him. The alpha my mother had just warned me about.
The Beast.
Amira.“You are already strong, Jane. You have fought with the strongest pack warrior, and you have won,” I muttered. My voice cracked with how much I believed this. “You’ve proven yourself a hundred times over. Please take a break from this everyday training, and stop punishing yourself like this.”“I don’t think so. What if I meet a stronger one? One that is stronger than my current self? Someone who can break me as easily as he did with words? Then what should I do? Should I wait and get myself killed? Should I let myself be destroyed again? I understand you, Amira,” she uttered.“I know you’re looking out for me, Amira. But I want you to try to understand me as well. If I don’t train, I will get killed by a powerful enemy. If I don’t become unbreakable, the next person who wants to hurt me will win.”Her reason was reasonable, but it was built on fear that broke my heart. I could see it now. She wasn’t training to become stronger. She was training to become immune to pain.She was
AmiraJane was trying to hide who her mate was. The silence between us felt heavy and thick. I could see the walls she had built around herself. These walls were made of secrets and shame.Every part of me wanted to break through those walls. I wanted to shake the truth from her lips. But I couldn’t do that.I wouldn’t become another person who forced her to speak. I wouldn’t become another voice asking for pieces of her soul when she wasn’t ready to give them.I didn’t want to force or bully her into telling us, either. I didn’t want her to hate me or stay away from me. But I couldn’t shake off the curiosity that ate at me like a living thing. The unease followed close behind. It whispered terrible things in my mind.From the little Jane had shared, he had sounded dangerous and cruel. He had sounded like a nightmare that came to life. The kind of monster who would look at someone as pure as Jane and choose to destroy instead of love.I worried about the impact he had had on her. I wa
JaneI looked up and met his fierce eyes. The warrior’s stare was filled with a deadly look that sent fear running through my body. Even though my heart was shaking, I tried to stay calm.Thoughts of running away raced through my mind, but I stayed put, unable to move. His sharp stare felt like it was choking me, making it hard to breathe.Once more, he glared at me with a look that could kill. I knew he was only trying to scare me, but in that moment, I wasn’t afraid anymore.“We’re here to see the friendly fight between Jane and one of our best warrior, John. We’re here to see who is stronger,” Alpha Tommy announced, his voice carrying across the arena.Everyone cheered, filling the air with excited shouts. The crowd was thrilled, their voices creating a loud roar that echoed around us.Some chanted John’s name, showing their loyalty, while others shouted words of support for me.Their faces showed a mix of excitement and worry, creating an electric feeling charged with the thrill o
JaneThe next morning, I stood on the training grounds before the sun came up, my body shaking with nervous energy. This was my chance to change the broken girl I’d been into someone who could never be hurt like that again.“You’re early,” Alpha Tommy said as he came closer. “Good. That tells me you’re serious about this.”“I am,” I said, my voice steady despite the storm of feelings inside me. “I’ve never been more serious about anything in my life.”“Then let’s begin.”The training was brutal. Every muscle in my body screamed in pain as Alpha Tommy pushed me beyond what I thought I could do. My hands bled, my body hurt, but I wouldn’t quit.Every punch I threw carried the weight of my pain. Every time I dodged was powered by my determination to never be powerless again.“You’re stronger than I expected,” Alpha Tommy said after I managed to stay standing through another hard session. “Most people would have given up by now.”“I can’t give up,” I panted, wiping blood from my split lip
Jane.“What’s wrong, Jane?” Amira asked, her voice filled with concern. “Ever since we left the club, you’ve been unhappy and moody. What happened in there?”My chest felt tight, the weight of pain I couldn’t say out loud pressing against my ribs until I could barely breathe. How could I tell her?How could I explain that seeing him again had torn open wounds I thought were finally getting better? That his words—those mean, had made me want to scratch at my own skin just to feel something other than this heavy emptiness?“I’m fine,” I replied, trying to sound convincing. “Please... don’t worry about me.”“No.” Amira’s eyes probing mine as she grabbed my hands, her touch warm against my cold fingers. “I won’t take that answer. I can see you falling apart right in front of me. Please, Jane. Let me in. Let me help carry whatever’s hurting you so bad.”My throat burned with tears I wouldn’t let fall, and when I finally spoke, my voice was barely a whisper. “I saw him, Amira. My... my supp
JaneThe loud music pounded in my chest as I danced, but my heart was beating fast for a different reason. Him.Alpha Richard Brown stood across the busy club, staring right at me.Goddess, why does he still make me feel this way?My palms grew slick with sweat as memories crashed over me—his cold rejection, the humiliation, and the way he’d dismissed me like I was nothing.A mix of anger and longing swirled inside me—conflicting emotions that threatened to overwhelm me.My chest felt tight. Does he think I look good now? Does he want me? If he does, I’ll make him beg before I even think about taking him back.“What are you doing here? What the hell are you putting on?” His voice was loud over the music when he realized who I was. The girl he was about to talk to was the mate he had rejected.There was no longer desire in his gaze, only shock and something that looked dangerously close to disgust.The way he looked at me broke my heart all over again. My throat felt tight as I tried n