登入I thought it was love.. I thought I've found a man I could build a family with until I heard him say “She’s only my wife on paper, I married her because she has many benefits the company. She’s useful, I’ll give her that. Good at work too. But to me?” He scoffed. “She’s basically decoration. A pretty vase in the house.” He added “I can’t even bring myself to kiss her. She still thinks I was the one she slept with that night.” He chuckled softly. “She wanted me so badly, so I paid some random guy to take my place.” and that statement broke me.......
查看更多The first and only time I slept with my husband of two years was five months ago
And if I told you I remembered the experience clearly, I’d be a big fat liar. But to give Edward some credit, I do remember how exhausted I was afterward… how my legs trembled for days and how it took almost a week before I could walk normally again. A beast. That much, I remember. That night had felt perfect. Romantic. Special. We had dinner at Lex Hotel. And no, I’m saying the name because it matters. Lex wasn’t just some fancy restaurant people posted online to show off overpriced meals. In county X it meant luxury wrapped in gold. A place reserved for politicians, billionaires, celebrities and people whose names carried weight. Edward and I lived comfortably, but dining there was the kind of thing ordinary people did once every few years, if they were lucky. And he chose to take me. Not his business partners. Not his family. Not his friends. Me. I remember sitting across from him that night thinking maybe...just maybe my husband loved me more than he knew how to show. Pathetic. Today, Edward texted me. Meet me at Lex Hotel. Room 717. That was it. No heart emoji. No “I miss you.” No affection. But it was enough to make my heart race like a schoolgirl’s. Because maybe tonight, he would finally touch me again. God knew how badly I wanted him to. I couldn’t even remember the last time we kissed properly. I stood in front of the mirror longer than usual before leaving home. The dress I wore was daring enough to make him look twice, but still elegant enough to pretend I wasn’t trying too hard. Judging by the way heads turned when I entered the hotel lobby, I knew I had chosen well. By the time I reached Room 717, my palms were damp with nervous excitement. I hesitated before knocking. Then I laughed softly at myself. Why knock? He was my husband. I slowly pushed the door open. And froze. The first thing I heard was a woman moaning. For a second, my brain refused to process it. Those sounds didn’t belong in that room. Or maybe they did. They just weren’t supposed to come from another woman. “You’re so sweet,” the woman giggled breathlessly. “I’ve been trying so hard not to let you bend me over in the office.” Then I heard him laugh. Edward. I could recognize that voice even in death. “I can’t stand the fact that you still go home to her,” the woman whispered seductively. “She gets to be your wife. She gets to sleep beside you every night.” A bitter laugh nearly escaped me. Sleep beside him? Poor thing. She thought I had what she wanted. In two years of marriage, the only intimate moment Edward and I had shared was that single night months ago. Every other time there had always been an excuse. He was tired. Busy. Sick. Working late. Didn’t want to hurt me. I believed every lie because I loved him enough to. “She’s only my wife on paper,” Edward said casually. My body went cold. “I married her because she is a benefit to the company. She’s useful, I’ll give her that. Good at work too. But to me?” He scoffed. “She’s basically decoration. A pretty vase in the house.” The woman laughed. And Edward laughed with her. Then he said the words that shattered whatever was left of me. “I can’t even bring myself to kiss her. She still thinks I was the one she slept with that night.” He chuckled softly. “She wanted me so badly, so I paid some random guy to take my place.” Silence. Not outside. Inside me. Everything inside me went silent. My breathing stopped. My thoughts stopped. Even my heartbeat felt distant. I stared at the door, terrified that if I stayed another second, I would break apart right there in the hallway. So I turned around and walked away. Slowly. Quietly. Like my entire world hadn’t just ended behind a half-open door. By the time I stepped outside the hotel, I started laughing. Not because anything was funny. But because if I didn’t laugh, I would collapse. People stared at me as I walked down the street. I could feel their eyes lingering on my face, probably wondering why a woman dressed so beautifully looked seconds away from losing her mind. I didn’t care. I just kept walking. Home. Could I even call it that anymore? I ended up in a cheap motel across town. I don’t remember checking in. I don’t remember speaking to the receptionist. I don’t even remember lying down. I just remember staring at the ceiling. His words replayed over and over in my head like a curse. She still thinks I was the one she slept with that night. If it wasn’t Edward… Then who was it? Did my husband ever love me at all? Was every smile fake? Every touch calculated? Questions flooded my mind until I thought I would drown in them. But strangely, the tears never came. It hurt too much to cry. At some point, exhaustion dragged me into sleep. When I woke up the next morning, sunlight spilled across the motel bed like nothing had happened. Like my marriage hadn’t just died the night before. I cleaned myself up carefully, hiding every crack in my expression the best I could. It didn’t work. But at least I looked presentable. And then I returned to the place I had spent two years foolishly calling home.Forever, This Time...Three Months LaterThe Smith mansion had never been this noisy.Not because of business meetings.Not because of family gatherings.Not because of corporate events.Because of one tiny baby girl.Liam stood in the nursery holding his daughter while she stared at him with wide, curious eyes."You know," he said seriously, "your mother is unreasonable."The baby blinked.Clearly listening."She says I can't buy you a pony."The baby made a small sound.Liam nodded."Exactly."The nursery door opened.Judith walked in."Who are you conspiring with?"Liam immediately looked innocent."Nobody."Their daughter chose that exact moment to squeal.Judith crossed her arms."She's definitely your daughter.""Because she's adorable?""Because she's helping you lie."Liam grinned.Three months into parenthood, he was still ridiculously obsessed with their daughter.Not that Judith was any better.The only difference was that she pretended to be rational.Liam didn't bother pr
Welcome to the World.....By four o'clock in the morning, Judith had officially decided that childbirth was a terrible idea.A truly terrible idea.The fact that it was too late to change her mind only made things worse."Liam."He immediately looked up from beside the hospital bed."Yeah?""This is your fault."Liam blinked.The nurse laughed.The doctor laughed.Even Judith looked like she knew the accusation made no sense.Unfortunately for Liam, logic wasn't particularly useful at that moment."I'm sorry.""You should be."Another contraction hit before she could continue.Judith grabbed his hand so hard he was fairly certain she was testing the limits of human bone strength.When it finally passed, she released him and took a slow breath.Liam looked at his hand.Then at her.Then back at his hand."I think that's the third time you've almost broken my fingers.""You'll survive."The nurse nodded."You'll definitely survive."Liam was beginning to suspect nobody in the room respe
The Worst Day to Go Into Labor...Judith was thirty-six weeks pregnant when she decided she was perfectly capable of attending a board meeting.Everyone else disagreed.Especially Liam."You're not going."Judith looked up from her breakfast."Watch me."Liam sighed.They were sitting in the dining room of the Lux estate, where he had somehow become a permanent fixture.At this point, nobody questioned it anymore.Even Julian had stopped complaining.Mostly."You were in the hospital three weeks ago.""I was fine.""The doctor said rest.""The doctor also said I could move around.""Not for twelve-hour meetings."Judith ignored him and continued eating.Across the table, Eleanor quietly moved her chair farther away.Richard did the same.Years of marriage had taught them when an argument was about to happen.And when survival required distance."I'll only be there for a few hours."Liam gave her a look.The kind that clearly said he didn't believe a word she was saying.Unfortunately,
The next few weeks went by surprisingly fast.Judith was now officially forbidden from going to the office unless absolutely necessary, which meant she spent most of her time working from home and complaining about it.Nobody sympathized.Especially not Liam."I'm bored."Liam glanced up from his laptop.They were sitting in the library at the Lux estate, both supposedly working."That's unfortunate."Judith narrowed her eyes."You don't care.""I care deeply.""You don't sound like it."Liam smiled without looking up."I've heard this exact complaint seventeen times this week.""You're exaggerating.""It was nineteen."Judith grabbed a cushion and threw it at him.Unfortunately, she missed.Liam looked far too pleased with himself.Before she could launch a second attack, her phone rang.She glanced at the screen.Her mother.Immediately suspicious."Hello?""Don't make plans for Saturday."Judith frowned."What plans?""You don't need to know."That was never a good sign."Mom.""Sa
Three days after meeting Liam at the café, Judith was sitting in her office on the top floor of Lux Group headquarters, reviewing the quarterly financial reports.The numbers weren't difficult. If anything, they were helping distract her from the thoughts she had been trying to avoid all week.Ever
Liam didn't sleep, he couldn't sleep.He sat in his study until nearly dawn, a glass of untouched whiskey on the table beside him.The city lights outside gradually disappeared as morning arrived, but his thoughts remained exactly where they had been for the past twelve hours.Judith was pregnant.
The following week, that was on Thursday, Judith had her prenatal checkup.She hated hospitals and it wasn't because she was afraid of them but because they were boring, very boring and most things she didn't understand.Unfortunately, nobody seemed to care about her opinion.Especially not Julian.
Liam didn't think about Judith for the rest of the night.At least, that was what he told himself.Unfortunately, his mind disagreed.The moment he got home, he found himself remembering small details from the auction.The way she smiled when speaking to Ethan.The confidence she carried now, the f
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