The whole three weeks ever since he became 'better' was filled with waking up at four a.m to train and shower at six a.m and go to work by half-past seven, a whole tiring system that I found deeply annoying and of course, Antonio always ignores my cries and hate speech towards him. Like he is right now.
"Antonio please," I cried as I laid on my back looking up at him, we had just finished our 'combat training' and I couldn't breathe. My thighs were on fire, I felt as if my bones had been rearranged, I'm sure if I were to get up right now I would end up right back on the floor.
"You did quite good today," he said looking down at me or should I say my boobs that were almost spilling out of the workout top bra thingy that I didn't know the name of.
I was sitting with Charlie as Tiffany sat with Lotus in my bedroom. She had woken up earlier but went right back to sleep after that. When she passed out in my arms I was scared, I thought I had lost her and it scared the shit out of me. I had just finished explaining to Charlie what happened to Lotus and he couldn't stop laughing. What a friend he is. "I don't get what you're laughing at, it isn't funny," his laugh worsened and tears fell out of his eyes, hitting his knees he would look at me and get into another fit of laughter. I still don't get what is funny. "You don't see it do you?" I looked at him confused and he got up still laughing and sat down next to me. "You, my friend, are in love with Lotus," he declared, clapping his hands. I don't see it. "No," I said, shaking my head, that is a whole lot of crap, an utterly confusing load of crap. I, Antonio could never ever be in love with anybody. I loved my mama and papa, probably in the beginning before they left me alone wit
After Ant punched Charlie, I forced him into apologising which he did after a whole hour of me ignoring him. Antonio can be such a big baby sometimes, he shrugged his shoulders so many times and batted his eyes like a child. My cute big baby. "Why are you smiling alone?" He asked me and I looked up at him, he was playing with the puppies that were growing at some irregular speed. Maybe it's because Antonio is always feeding them and training them on how to be 'good dogs'. For somebody who didn't want them, he really is spending a lot of time with them. "I'm not smiling," I said looking at him. He walked up to me with a smile on his face, he looked relaxed for once and I loved it. He was wearing a white shirt and sweatpants...no they weren't grey, they were black and he looked hot. You always think he looks hot. "Yes, you were. You were doing that scary staring thing but with a genuine smile this time," he explained, placing his hands on both my sides and caging me in. I could look a
I was looking at Ant as he worked behind his desk. I had stopped working almost an hour ago because I was bored and I wanted to eat. I don't know why he just won't let me stay at home with Hades, Ares and Hermes, they are so much better company than he is and entertaining more than these files I'm looking at. I know I said I had stayed home long enough, but there is no such thing when you’re in this office. "You have to be the laziest personal assistant I have ever had," he said looking at his laptop, I’m the only personal assistant he has ever had. I walked over to his couch and laid on it, heaving a deep sigh. I was feeling tired and hungry, besides me being lazy and always eating. This was happening more frequently and I was enjoying it because Antonio would let me off easily. "I'm hungry," I muttered, putting my head in a comfortable position and turning my body to face him. He looked up from his laptop and looked at my exposed legs and cleavage from this short work dress I was w
I arrived at the place Jake and I were supposed to meet earlier than him, Antonio knows how to piss me off and that pisses me off! I sat on the chair outside the restaurant reading through the menu deciding on what I wanted. So maybe I was being irrational today when I blew off? Okay so fine, maybe I did take things a bit far with Sophie, she might have been texting her future rich old husband that she will kill and take all of his money and I would somehow convince her to share it with me but I told that annoying rag of a woman to fuck off, yeah she did deserve it. I really don’t like Sophie, that woman is much more evil than Antonio is, believe me! "Lotus?" "Geez can you just leave me alone, I said I don't want to talk about him," I mumbled to myself, but how did my conscience suddenly develop a manly voice which is right behind me? "Lotus are you okay?" Okay, I'm convinced it isn't my consciousness talking to me but Jake, because he is currently in front of me with a worried y
As I neared home I felt my heart drop to my stomach and I became more nervous, I don't know why but I wasn't ready to see Antonio just yet. I felt guilty for blowing off because the guy might have been genuine about trying to take care of me? When I got home the lights to the living room were off and only the ones in the hallway were lit, I guess he isn't back yet. I petted the dogs that were surrounding me and gave them their food and water before going to take a shower. Standing underneath the shower, the hot water ran down my body relieving all of my muscle tension and I felt relaxed, the changes in my body didn't go unnoticed by me though. Antonio was right once again and I had been gaining weight. My boobs had somehow gotten bigger, are big but they were rounder and fuller now, heavy too. My thighs had increased too, and as much as I love stretch marks (on my ass) they were also appearing on my hips and I wasn't too happy about that. I guess I will have to stop eating so much.
I could feel the sweat trickling down my skin and my clothes were sticking onto me and barely allowing my pores to breathe. Exhaling harsh breaths as I trained with Antonio I could feel my legs becoming weaker but I pushed myself wanting to get this over and done with. "Harder Lotus!" Ant shouted and I pushed my arms with as much force as I could, throwing punches his way and him blocking most of them. What is the point of me even doing this with him if he can predict every move that I make? I stop trying to hit him and stand looking at him trying to catch my breath, placing my hands on my hips. I feel another wave of nausea coming in but I don't vomit. I walk towards the wall and balance myself with it before sliding down, For a whole month, I've been feeling some in my hips accompanied by body aches and dizziness. Sometimes vomiting joins in the party my body seems to be having on its own without my permission. "Is it happening again?" Antonio puts his hand on my forehead moving
Antonio and I were tangled in the sheets together, and before your dirty minds go any further it wasn't because we had sex, because we didn't. What I'm trying to say is that Antonio was laying his head on my chest and our legs were tangled as I played with his soft silky hair. Flipping hell English is becoming a mission these days. "So how old were you when you lost your virginity?" "Fourteen or fifteen, not sure," he mumbled against my chest pulling me closer, jeez if he pulls me in any closer he might just squeeze the life out of me, but I like it. "Hmm, I was twenty-one thanks to someone," I said and he chuckled looking up at me. "Didn't you like it?" "I loved it. How old was she?" Geez Lotus, you sound jealous. Jealous? I assure you I'm not, I'm just curious. Hmm... "Two or three years older than me I guess. Why are you asking?" Why are you asking why I'm asking? "Did you enjoy it?" "I don't know, it was a long time ago," he sighed. "How can you not remember? She was yo
I was sitting behind my desk watching Lotus as she played with the pencil trying to balance it between her top lip and her nose, she looked cute. She sighed when it wouldn't sit straight and removed it scribbling down on the paper in front of her. "Lotus," she looked up at me and had a small smile on her face. "Yes sir?" I could feel myself tighten up in my pants at her response, I leaned back on my seat and balanced my arms on the armrests. "Can you please come help me with something?" She got up from her chair and I stared at her body as she walked towards me, the way her hips would sway and she wasn't even trying to be sexy was extremely arousing. "Yeah?" She stood in front of me holding onto her fingers looking down at them. I don't know what has been going on with her but she's been really quiet these days and always seems down. "Can you get the file from that bottom drawer over there please?" I pointed to the drawer that was on my far right, she frowned and for a second I w