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Chapter 19

Penulis: MishanAngel
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I couldn’t look at Silas. I couldn’t look at anyone. The feeling of deep shame and regret was drowning me. How could anyone want to help? Or even be near me? How could they still want me around after what I had done? My mind sunk into a deep depression and I didn’t say a word to anyone.

Silas still took care of me, now forcing me to drink water regularly. He was massaging and working my hands as I moved my fingers, but I had given up. I deserved this. I deserved to rot away in this bed.

Silas was sitting on the edge of my bed, massaging my right hand, when he finally spoke. “Sam has been asking to come and see you.”

I turned my head away from him. “I don’t want to see anyone.”

He sighed and set down my hand. I felt his hand touch my cheek, and he turned my head to look at him. It was oddly caring, even though his face reflected nothing.

“They don’t think less of you, Nate. They are just glad you’re okay.”

I huffed. “Well, they shoul

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