LOGINThe paw print was the size of my hand.
I crouched at the bottom of the porch steps, phone out, taking picture after picture like documentation would somehow make this less terrifying. The morning light was gray and flat, washing out the details, so I grabbed a measuring tape from the junk drawer and laid it next to the print.
Six inches across. Maybe more.
I sat back on my heels and tried to breathe.
Six inches. That was bigger than a wolf. Bigger than any dog I'd ever seen. That was... what? A bear? But bears didn't have paw prints like this — I'd seen bear tracks before, up near the creek, and they looked different. Wider. More pad, less claw.
This was canine. Unmistakably canine. A dog or a wolf, just... impossibly large.
I took one more photo, then retreated inside and locked the door behind me.
G****e was not reassuring.
I sat at the kitchen table, laptop open, .22 within arm's reach, and fell down a rabbit hole of wildlife identification pages. Gray wolf tracks averaged four to five inches. Red wolves, smaller. Coyotes, smaller still. The largest domestic dogs — Great Danes, Irish Wolfhounds — topped out around five inches, maybe five and a half.
Six inches was off the charts.
I scrolled through image after image, comparing them to the photos on my phone. The shape was right — four toes, claw marks, the distinctive triangular pad. But the size was wrong. Everything about this was wrong.
Dire wolf, my brain supplied unhelpfully. Werewolf. Monster.
I closed the laptop and pressed my palms against my eyes.
I was being ridiculous. There had to be a logical explanation. Maybe the ground was soft, made the print spread wider than it actually was. Maybe I'd measured wrong. Maybe—
Maybe something impossible was stalking me, and I was going to die alone in this cabin because I was too stubborn to ask for help.
I picked up my phone.
The contact list stared back at me, full of names I didn't want to call.
Mom and Dad were out. They'd insist I come home, insist I was overreacting, insist that this was proof I couldn't handle living alone. Or worse — they'd take it seriously, show up with police and animal control and concerned neighbors, turn my quiet life into a spectacle.
Trevor was absolutely out. I could already hear his voice: See, this is why you need someone looking out for you. Come stay with me. I'll keep you safe. No. Fuck no.
Carmen? She'd tell me I was crazy for living out here in the first place. Which — fair. But not helpful.
I scrolled past acquaintances and coworkers, past the friend-group chat that was mostly Trevor's friends anyway, past numbers I hadn't called in months.
My thumb hovered over Rowan's name.
We'd been best friends since third grade — the kind of friendship that survived distance and time and all the ways people grew apart. She lived in the city now, had a real job with benefits and a 401k, but she still answered when I called. Still knew me better than anyone.
She wouldn't judge. She never judged.
I hit call before I could talk myself out of it.
"Girl, it's like ten in the morning. Someone better be dead."
"Not yet," I said, and the words came out shakier than I intended.
A pause. Rustling, like she was sitting up in bed. "El? What's going on?"
I opened my mouth to explain, and everything poured out — the rabbit, the deer, the blood on the porch, the drag marks, and now the paw print, the impossible print that was too big to be real. I talked until my throat was dry and my hands were shaking and Rowan hadn't interrupted once.
"Holy shit," she said when I finally stopped.
"Yeah."
"Elowen. What the fuck."
"I know."
"Have you called anyone? Like, animal control? The police? A fucking park ranger?"
I laughed — a broken, humorless sound. "And tell them what? A really big dog left a paw print on my porch? They'll think I'm insane."
"You have photos, right?"
"Yeah, but—"
"Send them to me."
I did, right then, fingers fumbling over the screen. I heard the notification sound on her end, then silence as she looked.
"Jesus Christ," she said quietly. "That's... that's huge."
"I know."
"Like, bear-sized huge."
"Bears don't have paw prints like that."
"No, I know, I just—" She exhaled. "Okay. Okay, so something really big and really canine is hanging around your cabin. Something that hunts deer and leaves them on your porch like presents."
Hearing her say it out loud made it feel more real. And more insane.
"What do I do?" I hated how small my voice sounded.
"You get out of there. Come stay with me. Hell, sleep on my couch, I don't care. Just — don't be alone out there with whatever the fuck that is."
"I can't just leave. This is my home."
"Elowen." Her voice dropped, the way it always did when she was about to say something I didn't want to hear. "I've known you since we were eight years old. I know you're stubborn as hell and twice as proud. But this isn't about proving you can handle yourself. Something is stalking you. Something big. And I swear to God, if you get eaten by a mutant wolf because you're too stubborn to ask for help, I will find a way to resurrect you just so I can kill you myself."
Despite everything, I almost smiled. "That's very specific."
"I've had time to think about it. Every time you tell me about that creepy cabin in the murder woods, I picture the ways it could go wrong."
"It's not creepy. It's peaceful."
"It was peaceful. Now it's a hunting ground." She paused. "Please, El. Just come into the city for a few days. Let someone check it out. Let me feed you wine and talk shit about Trevor and pretend everything's normal."
I looked at the window. At the curtains I'd closed last night and hadn't opened since.
"I'll think about it."
"That's not a yes."
"It's not a no either."
She sighed — the long-suffering sigh of someone who'd known me too long to expect anything different. "Fine. But I'm calling you tonight. And tomorrow. And every day until you either come stay with me or I drive out there myself. Got it?"
Something loosened in my chest. Just a little. "Got it."
"And El?"
"Yeah?"
"Keep that gun loaded. And if you see that thing, you shoot first and feel bad about it later. Okay?"
"Okay."
"I love you, idiot."
"Love you too."
After I hung up, I did another sweep of the cabin.
Every door, every window, every potential point of entry. The front door was solid — heavy wood, deadbolt, chain. The back door was flimsier, but I'd shoved a chair under the handle last night and it was still there. The windows were all latched, curtains drawn. The only real vulnerability was size — something big enough could break through glass, could splinter wood, could—
Stop it.
I forced myself to sit down. To breathe. To think.
Facts. I needed facts, not panic.
Fact one: Something was out there. Something large, canine, and interested in me.
Fact two: It had been leaving me... gifts? The rabbit, arranged on my porch. The deer, gutted and presented like an offering. If it wanted to hurt me, wouldn't it have done so by now?
Fact three: It had come onto my porch last night. I'd heard it. And it had left without breaking in, without attacking, without doing anything except... what? Standing there?
I turned that over in my mind. A predator stalking prey didn't usually announce itself. Didn't leave presents. Didn't creep up to the door and then retreat without striking.
So what did that mean?
It's not hunting you, a small voice whispered. It's courting you.
The thought was absurd. Insane. The kind of thing that would get me locked up if I said it out loud.
But it wouldn't leave my head.
I spent the rest of the day in a state of suspended animation.
I couldn't work — every time I tried to focus on the laptop, my eyes drifted to the windows, the doors, the shadows that pooled in the corners as the light shifted. I couldn't eat — my stomach was a tight knot that rejected even the thought of food. I couldn't sleep — every time I closed my eyes, I saw the paw print, the drag marks, the darkness beyond the tree line.
All I could do was wait.
Wait for night. Wait for whatever came next. Wait for the sound of something heavy on the porch, the creak of boards, the knowledge that the thing was right there, just on the other side of the wall.
Around four o'clock, my phone buzzed. Mom.
I let it go to voicemail.
It buzzed again. Text this time.
Thinking about you, sweetheart. Call when you can. Dad says hi.
I typed back: Busy with work. Talk soon. Love you.
It wasn't a lie, exactly. I was busy. Just not with work.
Dusk came slowly, the gray light fading to purple to black.
I turned on every lamp in the cabin, chasing the shadows into the corners. Made myself eat something — crackers and cheese, the only things that didn't make my stomach rebel. Checked the locks again, even though I'd checked them an hour ago. And an hour before that.
The .22 sat on the coffee table, loaded, safety off. I'd moved it from the bedroom because the bedroom felt too far away, too isolated. If something came through that door, I wanted to be ready.
If something comes through that door, a .22 isn't going to stop it.
I shoved the thought down and picked up my phone. Eight o'clock. Rowan would call soon, like she promised. I could talk to her, let her voice fill the silence, pretend for a few minutes that everything was normal.
But first—
I don't know what made me do it. Curiosity, maybe. Or the need to know, even if what I found terrified me.
I walked to the window. The big one, the one that faced the tree line. I stood there for a long moment, hand on the curtain, heart pounding in my throat.
Then I pulled it back.
The woods were dark.
Just trees and shadows, the same view I'd looked at a thousand times before. Nothing moved. Nothing lurked at the edge of the light. Just the empty yard, the gravel path, the tree line swallowed by night.
I let out a breath I didn't know I'd been holding.
See? Nothing there. You're paranoid. You're—
And then I saw it.
At the very edge of the porch light's reach, half-hidden in the shadows between two pines. A shape. Massive. Four-legged. And two points of gold, glowing like embers in the dark.
Eyes.
It was looking at me.
I couldn't move. Couldn't breathe. Couldn't do anything but stand there, frozen, staring at the thing that had been hunting me.
It was huge. Bigger than I'd imagined, bigger than any wolf had a right to be. Its fur was dark — red-black, the color of dried blood — and its body was a mountain of muscle, built for killing. And those eyes, those terrible golden eyes, were fixed on me with an intensity that made my blood run cold.
We stared at each other across the darkness.
It didn't move. Didn't advance. Just... watched. Like it had been waiting for this moment, waiting for me to see it, waiting for me to know.
My hand found the curtain. Pulled it shut.
I backed away from the window on shaking legs, grabbed the .22, and sank onto the couch with my back to the wall.
It was out there. It was real. And now it knew that I knew.
I didn't sleep that night.
I just sat there, gun in my lap, waiting for the door to splinter.
It never did.
Day nineteen was the violet wand.Electricity crackling across my skin, making my muscles jump and twitch. Not quite painful, but intense — a buzzing sensation that set every nerve on fire.She'd traced it across my body while I was blindfolded, unable to anticipate where the sensation would land next. My chest. My thighs. The sensitive skin of my inner arms. Even my cock, light touches that made me cry out and strain against the restraints."Your body is so responsive," she'd said, her voice full of dark satisfaction. "Every touch, every sensation — you feel it all so intensely. It's like you were made for this."I'd wanted to tell her she was wrong. That I was made for El, only for El. But the words had gotten lost somewhere between my brain and my mouth, drowned out by the overwhelming tide of sensation.Day twenty, she combined everything.Clamps on my nipples. Wax dripping down my chest. The flogger striking my thighs. Her mouth on my cock. All of it at once, layered together unt
FAOTwenty-one days.I knew because Seraphina told me. She liked to mark the milestones. Liked to remind me exactly how long I'd been hers.The third week had been different from the others.The first week, she'd used isolation and starvation. Classical conditioning — her presence meant food, water, human contact. By the end of it, my body lifted toward the door every time it opened, desperate for stimulus.The second week, she'd introduced the table. The edging. Teaching my body to respond to her touch, to crave it even as my mind recoiled. By the end of that week, I got hard when I heard her heels on the stairs.This week, she'd added pain.It started on day fifteen.She arrived with a new case — larger than before, filled with things I didn't want to identify. Crops and floggers and clamps. Candles and cuffs and implements whose purposes I could only guess at."You've been so good," she'd said, circling the table where I lay strapped down. "So responsive. But I think you're ready f
The bond flared without warning.Pain — sharp and sudden, slicing through me like a knife. I gasped, dropping the gun, my hand flying to my chest where the bond lived.Fao—More pain. Different this time. Not just physical. Shame so thick it choked me. Desperation. And beneath it all, a broken whisper:I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I can't—Fao! I pushed everything I had through the bond. I'm here. I'm still here. What's happening? What is she—The connection cut off. Smothered by distance or drugs or both.I stood there shaking, one hand braced against the wall, trying to catch my breath. Whatever had just happened to him — whatever Seraphina had just done — it was bad. Worse than before.He was running out of time.I'm coming, I sent into the void, even knowing he probably couldn't hear me. Hold on. I have a plan. Just hold on a little longer.Nothing came back.I picked up the gun with trembling hands. Reloaded. Fired.Center mass. Heart. Head.Again. Again. Again.I was going to find him.
ELOWENTwenty-one days.Three weeks of dead ends. Three weeks of eliminated properties and cold trails and intelligence that led nowhere. Three weeks of watching pins move from yellow to blue on the war room map while the one pin that mattered — the red one, the one marking where Fao actually was — remained stubbornly absent.I stared at the map until my eyes burned. Wyoming. Idaho. Nevada. We'd narrowed it down, but "narrowed" still meant hundreds of square miles of wilderness, dozens of potential hiding spots, and not enough scouts to cover them all."The Idaho property is looking less likely," Garrett said, sliding a report across the table. "No activity in the past week. Power's been off since October."Another blue pin. Another dead end."That leaves Wyoming and Nevada.""Both heavily fortified. Both with enough security to spot our scouts before they get close enough to confirm anything." Garrett's jaw tightened. "We're running out of options, Luna."I knew. God, I knew.The doo
FAOFourteen days.Or maybe fifteen. The line between them had blurred, smeared by pain and exhaustion and the endless cycle of Seraphina's visits.I lay on the cold stone floor where the guards had dumped me after last night's session. They didn't always strap me to the table anymore — sometimes they left me here, curled in on myself, too weak to move even if I wanted to.The collar was still around my neck. She never took it off now.I was drifting somewhere between sleep and consciousness when the voices started.Arguing. Outside the door. Muffled by stone and wood, but loud enough to penetrate the fog.I forced my eyes open. Forced myself to focus."—can't keep coddling him forever." A woman's voice. Older. Sharper. Cracked around the edges like old ice. "Let me have him. I'll make him compliant."My blood went cold. I knew that voice. Vivienne. Seraphina's mother. The mad bitch who wanted to flay me and breed me like livestock."He's MINE." Seraphina's voice, hard as steel. "I'll
That night, Rowan found me in the gardens.Not the war room — I couldn't stand to look at those maps anymore, all those pins that led nowhere. Instead I sat on the bench by the pond, the same bench where Nina had talked to me about the bond a week ago.It felt like a lifetime."Thought I'd find you here." Rowan settled beside me, close enough that our shoulders touched. "The war room was empty. Figured you finally cracked and started talking to the fish.""Not yet. Give it another week.""That's not funny.""No." I stared at the water, at the reflection of stars on its surface. "It's not."We sat in silence for a while. The night was cold, but I barely felt it. Barely felt anything except the dull ache in my chest where the bond lived."He's getting worse," I finally said. "I can feel it. The first week, he was angry. Fighting. Reaching for me constantly." I wrapped my arms around myself. "Now it's just... pain. And shame. And this horrible resignation, like he's accepted that this is
ROGUEShe hadn't locked the door.He'd heard it — or rather, hadn't heard it. The heavy click of the metal thing that kept him out, the sound that had haunted him every night since he'd found her. Tonight, it never came.She'd closed the door. But she hadn't locked it.He lay in his spot at the edg
ELOWENThe shift had been a blur.Dancing, smiling, pretending everything was normal while my mind stayed fixed on the walk home. Carmen had noticed something was off, but she hadn't pushed. Mina had made her usual comments about my chest, and I'd laughed in all the right places. The tech bros from
ELOWENI was losing my mind.That was the only explanation. Stress, sleep deprivation, too much time alone in the woods — something had snapped in my brain, and now I was having a staring contest with a wolf the size of a small horse.Except I wasn't imagining it. I had photos. I had paw prints. I
FAOLANShe saw him.The curtain moved — a flutter of fabric, a sliver of golden light — and then her face appeared in the window. Pale skin, pink hair, those eyes he'd only glimpsed from a distance finally fixed directly on him.He didn't move. Didn't breathe. Didn't do anything that might break th







