Mag-log inThe paw print was the size of my hand.
I crouched at the bottom of the porch steps, phone out, taking picture after picture like documentation would somehow make this less terrifying. The morning light was gray and flat, washing out the details, so I grabbed a measuring tape from the junk drawer and laid it next to the print.
Six inches across. Maybe more.
I sat back on my heels and tried to breathe.
Six inches. That was bigger than a wolf. Bigger than any dog I'd ever seen. That was... what? A bear? But bears didn't have paw prints like this — I'd seen bear tracks before, up near the creek, and they looked different. Wider. More pad, less claw.
This was canine. Unmistakably canine. A dog or a wolf, just... impossibly large.
I took one more photo, then retreated inside and locked the door behind me.
G****e was not reassuring.
I sat at the kitchen table, laptop open, .22 within arm's reach, and fell down a rabbit hole of wildlife identification pages. Gray wolf tracks averaged four to five inches. Red wolves, smaller. Coyotes, smaller still. The largest domestic dogs — Great Danes, Irish Wolfhounds — topped out around five inches, maybe five and a half.
Six inches was off the charts.
I scrolled through image after image, comparing them to the photos on my phone. The shape was right — four toes, claw marks, the distinctive triangular pad. But the size was wrong. Everything about this was wrong.
Dire wolf, my brain supplied unhelpfully. Werewolf. Monster.
I closed the laptop and pressed my palms against my eyes.
I was being ridiculous. There had to be a logical explanation. Maybe the ground was soft, made the print spread wider than it actually was. Maybe I'd measured wrong. Maybe—
Maybe something impossible was stalking me, and I was going to die alone in this cabin because I was too stubborn to ask for help.
I picked up my phone.
The contact list stared back at me, full of names I didn't want to call.
Mom and Dad were out. They'd insist I come home, insist I was overreacting, insist that this was proof I couldn't handle living alone. Or worse — they'd take it seriously, show up with police and animal control and concerned neighbors, turn my quiet life into a spectacle.
Trevor was absolutely out. I could already hear his voice: See, this is why you need someone looking out for you. Come stay with me. I'll keep you safe. No. Fuck no.
Carmen? She'd tell me I was crazy for living out here in the first place. Which — fair. But not helpful.
I scrolled past acquaintances and coworkers, past the friend-group chat that was mostly Trevor's friends anyway, past numbers I hadn't called in months.
My thumb hovered over Rowan's name.
We'd been best friends since third grade — the kind of friendship that survived distance and time and all the ways people grew apart. She lived in the city now, had a real job with benefits and a 401k, but she still answered when I called. Still knew me better than anyone.
She wouldn't judge. She never judged.
I hit call before I could talk myself out of it.
"Girl, it's like ten in the morning. Someone better be dead."
"Not yet," I said, and the words came out shakier than I intended.
A pause. Rustling, like she was sitting up in bed. "El? What's going on?"
I opened my mouth to explain, and everything poured out — the rabbit, the deer, the blood on the porch, the drag marks, and now the paw print, the impossible print that was too big to be real. I talked until my throat was dry and my hands were shaking and Rowan hadn't interrupted once.
"Holy shit," she said when I finally stopped.
"Yeah."
"Elowen. What the fuck."
"I know."
"Have you called anyone? Like, animal control? The police? A fucking park ranger?"
I laughed — a broken, humorless sound. "And tell them what? A really big dog left a paw print on my porch? They'll think I'm insane."
"You have photos, right?"
"Yeah, but—"
"Send them to me."
I did, right then, fingers fumbling over the screen. I heard the notification sound on her end, then silence as she looked.
"Jesus Christ," she said quietly. "That's... that's huge."
"I know."
"Like, bear-sized huge."
"Bears don't have paw prints like that."
"No, I know, I just—" She exhaled. "Okay. Okay, so something really big and really canine is hanging around your cabin. Something that hunts deer and leaves them on your porch like presents."
Hearing her say it out loud made it feel more real. And more insane.
"What do I do?" I hated how small my voice sounded.
"You get out of there. Come stay with me. Hell, sleep on my couch, I don't care. Just — don't be alone out there with whatever the fuck that is."
"I can't just leave. This is my home."
"Elowen." Her voice dropped, the way it always did when she was about to say something I didn't want to hear. "I've known you since we were eight years old. I know you're stubborn as hell and twice as proud. But this isn't about proving you can handle yourself. Something is stalking you. Something big. And I swear to God, if you get eaten by a mutant wolf because you're too stubborn to ask for help, I will find a way to resurrect you just so I can kill you myself."
Despite everything, I almost smiled. "That's very specific."
"I've had time to think about it. Every time you tell me about that creepy cabin in the murder woods, I picture the ways it could go wrong."
"It's not creepy. It's peaceful."
"It was peaceful. Now it's a hunting ground." She paused. "Please, El. Just come into the city for a few days. Let someone check it out. Let me feed you wine and talk shit about Trevor and pretend everything's normal."
I looked at the window. At the curtains I'd closed last night and hadn't opened since.
"I'll think about it."
"That's not a yes."
"It's not a no either."
She sighed — the long-suffering sigh of someone who'd known me too long to expect anything different. "Fine. But I'm calling you tonight. And tomorrow. And every day until you either come stay with me or I drive out there myself. Got it?"
Something loosened in my chest. Just a little. "Got it."
"And El?"
"Yeah?"
"Keep that gun loaded. And if you see that thing, you shoot first and feel bad about it later. Okay?"
"Okay."
"I love you, idiot."
"Love you too."
After I hung up, I did another sweep of the cabin.
Every door, every window, every potential point of entry. The front door was solid — heavy wood, deadbolt, chain. The back door was flimsier, but I'd shoved a chair under the handle last night and it was still there. The windows were all latched, curtains drawn. The only real vulnerability was size — something big enough could break through glass, could splinter wood, could—
Stop it.
I forced myself to sit down. To breathe. To think.
Facts. I needed facts, not panic.
Fact one: Something was out there. Something large, canine, and interested in me.
Fact two: It had been leaving me... gifts? The rabbit, arranged on my porch. The deer, gutted and presented like an offering. If it wanted to hurt me, wouldn't it have done so by now?
Fact three: It had come onto my porch last night. I'd heard it. And it had left without breaking in, without attacking, without doing anything except... what? Standing there?
I turned that over in my mind. A predator stalking prey didn't usually announce itself. Didn't leave presents. Didn't creep up to the door and then retreat without striking.
So what did that mean?
It's not hunting you, a small voice whispered. It's courting you.
The thought was absurd. Insane. The kind of thing that would get me locked up if I said it out loud.
But it wouldn't leave my head.
I spent the rest of the day in a state of suspended animation.
I couldn't work — every time I tried to focus on the laptop, my eyes drifted to the windows, the doors, the shadows that pooled in the corners as the light shifted. I couldn't eat — my stomach was a tight knot that rejected even the thought of food. I couldn't sleep — every time I closed my eyes, I saw the paw print, the drag marks, the darkness beyond the tree line.
All I could do was wait.
Wait for night. Wait for whatever came next. Wait for the sound of something heavy on the porch, the creak of boards, the knowledge that the thing was right there, just on the other side of the wall.
Around four o'clock, my phone buzzed. Mom.
I let it go to voicemail.
It buzzed again. Text this time.
Thinking about you, sweetheart. Call when you can. Dad says hi.
I typed back: Busy with work. Talk soon. Love you.
It wasn't a lie, exactly. I was busy. Just not with work.
Dusk came slowly, the gray light fading to purple to black.
I turned on every lamp in the cabin, chasing the shadows into the corners. Made myself eat something — crackers and cheese, the only things that didn't make my stomach rebel. Checked the locks again, even though I'd checked them an hour ago. And an hour before that.
The .22 sat on the coffee table, loaded, safety off. I'd moved it from the bedroom because the bedroom felt too far away, too isolated. If something came through that door, I wanted to be ready.
If something comes through that door, a .22 isn't going to stop it.
I shoved the thought down and picked up my phone. Eight o'clock. Rowan would call soon, like she promised. I could talk to her, let her voice fill the silence, pretend for a few minutes that everything was normal.
But first—
I don't know what made me do it. Curiosity, maybe. Or the need to know, even if what I found terrified me.
I walked to the window. The big one, the one that faced the tree line. I stood there for a long moment, hand on the curtain, heart pounding in my throat.
Then I pulled it back.
The woods were dark.
Just trees and shadows, the same view I'd looked at a thousand times before. Nothing moved. Nothing lurked at the edge of the light. Just the empty yard, the gravel path, the tree line swallowed by night.
I let out a breath I didn't know I'd been holding.
See? Nothing there. You're paranoid. You're—
And then I saw it.
At the very edge of the porch light's reach, half-hidden in the shadows between two pines. A shape. Massive. Four-legged. And two points of gold, glowing like embers in the dark.
Eyes.
It was looking at me.
I couldn't move. Couldn't breathe. Couldn't do anything but stand there, frozen, staring at the thing that had been hunting me.
It was huge. Bigger than I'd imagined, bigger than any wolf had a right to be. Its fur was dark — red-black, the color of dried blood — and its body was a mountain of muscle, built for killing. And those eyes, those terrible golden eyes, were fixed on me with an intensity that made my blood run cold.
We stared at each other across the darkness.
It didn't move. Didn't advance. Just... watched. Like it had been waiting for this moment, waiting for me to see it, waiting for me to know.
My hand found the curtain. Pulled it shut.
I backed away from the window on shaking legs, grabbed the .22, and sank onto the couch with my back to the wall.
It was out there. It was real. And now it knew that I knew.
I didn't sleep that night.
I just sat there, gun in my lap, waiting for the door to splinter.
It never did.
"You're healing faster than any human I've seen," Dr. Chen said during my morning checkup, unwrapping the bandages to examine the wound. "The tissue regeneration is... impressive.""Is that code for weird?""It's code for 'your mate's healing abilities are more potent than expected.'" She prodded gently at the scar tissue — pink and raised, but closed. "Another few days and you'll be fully mobile. A week after that, the scar will probably fade to almost nothing.""A few more days," I repeated. "And then I can train?"Dr. Chen raised an eyebrow. "Train?""With the warriors. Fao said when I'm healed—""When you're healed, you can discuss physical activity with your mate." She gave me a look that said she knew exactly what kind of physical activity I was already engaging in. "But yes. A few more days, and you should be cleared for light exercise. Training, though... that's a different conversation.""But it's possible?""You're human, Alpha Elowen. Your body isn't designed for the kind o
When he finally slipped free — along with a rush of warmth that soaked the sheets beneath us — I mourned the loss of fullness immediately."I need to shower," I said, not moving."We both do." He still didn't move either. "In a minute.""In a minute," I agreed.It was fifteen minutes before either of us actually got up."Fuck, I'm going to be late," Fao muttered, finally rolling out of bed. "Garrett's going to make me run laps.""Worth it?"He looked at me — still sprawled on my stomach from where he'd taken me, his release slick between my thighs — and his eyes went dark again.His hands found my ass immediately — squeezing, kneading, spreading me apart to look at what was his."Fuck," he breathed. "You have no idea what you do to me.""I have some idea." I wiggled my hips, and he groaned.He leaned down and bit — right on the curve of my ass, hard enough to leave a mark. I yelped, heat flooding through me despite the fact that I was already wrung out."Fao—""Just one more." He bit
ELOWENFour days in, I could walk again.Not well — I still limped, still needed the wheelchair for anything more than short distances — but I could walk. Dr. Chen called it remarkable. Fao called it his saliva. I called it a miracle and tried not to think too hard about the mechanics.I woke that morning to Fao's mouth between my legs."Wha—" I gasped, my hands flying to his hair. "Fao—""Good morning." His voice was a rumble against my core, and I felt his lips curve into a smile. "Stay still."It wasn't a request.Something had been shifting in him over the past few days. The more time he spent with the pack, the more he trained, the more he stepped into his role as Alpha — the more that dominance bled into everything else. Including our bed.I wasn't complaining.His tongue flicked against me, and I arched off the mattress. He growled — actually growled — and pressed a hand flat against my stomach, pinning me down."I said still."Heat pooled low in my belly. "Fao, please—""Pleas
ELOWENWe moved slowly, carefully.My leg was still a consideration — would probably be a consideration for days yet — but we'd learned each other's bodies well enough by now to find ways around it.Fao helped me out of my clothes with gentle hands, pressing kisses to each new inch of skin he revealed. When I was bare beneath him, he just looked at me for a moment, his gray eyes dark with something that went beyond desire."You're beautiful," he murmured. "Every time I see you, you're more beautiful.""You're biased.""Extremely." He kissed me, deep and slow, while his hands mapped the familiar terrain of my body. "But also right."I tugged at his shirt. "Off. I want to feel you."He stripped quickly, efficiently, and then he was back, his skin against mine, warm and solid and real. I could feel the bond between us humming, that connection that went deeper than touch."How do we—" He glanced at my bandaged thigh. "I don't want to hurt you.""Straddle my bad leg," I said. "My good one
FAOI ordered dinner brought to our suite.We'd spent all day with the pack — meeting, greeting, learning — and I wasn't ready to spend dinner in the communal hall too. I just wanted her. My mate. My anchor. The one person who made any of this bearable.We ate on the bed, plates balanced on our laps. Halfway through, Elowen set her fork down and looked at me."I need to make some calls," she said. "Rowan. My parents. I left them messages from the road, but...""They need to hear your voice." I nodded, reaching for the phone Corvin had given me earlier. "Use this. Take your time."She took the phone, her fingers trembling slightly as she dialed."Ro? It's me. For real this time."A shriek came through the speaker loud enough that I winced. Even without enhanced hearing, that would have been painful. With it, I heard every word Ro screamed."ELOWEN MARIE WALSH, I HAVE BEEN LOSING MY ENTIRE MIND FOR TWO DAYS—"Elowen pulled the phone away from her ear, laughing despite herself. "And that
By late afternoon, we'd met what felt like half the pack.Warriors who wanted to assess Fao with sharp eyes, measuring him against whatever standard they carried in their heads. Elders who looked at him like they were seeing a ghost, something old and familiar returned. Pups who stared at both of us with unabashed curiosity, the smallest ones trailing after the wheelchair at a respectful distance before their parents called them back. And everywhere, the same greeting, one knee, bared throat, "Alpha.""Does it get less weird?" I asked Nina as we finally headed back toward the lodge, Fao pushing my wheelchair while Corvin walked alongside."The bowing? Yeah, eventually. The first time someone bared their throat to me, I had no idea what to do." She grinned. "I just said 'uh, thanks?' Declan was mortified.""I just don't know what I'm supposed to do." I glanced back at Fao. "He's learning to lead, but what's my role? I can't shift. I can't fight, not like them. I'm just human."Fao's ha
My mother called again that night.We'd migrated to the bedroom after our talk — needing comfort, needing connection, needing to feel alive in the face of everything closing in around us. Now I was straddling Fao's lap, his knot firmly locked inside me, his arms wrapped around my waist while we wai
The moment we got inside the cabin, Fao started pacing."I didn't know about the cameras," he said. "The ones in the forest. I check for them near the cabin, but these were miles away. I didn't think—""It's not your fault." I dropped my keys on the counter and went to him. "You couldn't have known
THREE WEEKS LATERThe hikers found them on a Tuesday.A young couple from the city, out for a late autumn trek before the first real snow hit. They'd wandered off the marked trail — looking for a better photo op, they'd later tell the police — and stumbled into the ravine where nature had been busy
We stayed there, locked together on the counter, panting, sweaty, utterly wrecked. His knot pulsed inside me with every aftershock, keeping us connected, keeping him deep.I hummed contentedly, shifting slightly to get more comfortable. The counter was hard against my back, but I didn't care. He wa







