"What the fuck are you doing, Carlos?!" Matteo's voice boomed.
He let go of my hair, causing me to fall to the ground. "She attacked me, and then tried to run!"
I wrapped my arms around myself, shivering, panicking, trying to push away the horrors.
"I told you not to hurt her!" Matteo yelled, his tone icy. "Why the fuck would you grab her like some doll?!"
"My head feels like shit, and I'm the one bleeding!" He protested.
He hurried to my side, and I immediately flinched at his touch. "It's okay." He soothed, his voice a total contrast of what it was a second ago. "I'm not going to hurt you, Gabriella."
I whimpered, tightening my arm around myself. I curled up into a ball, my hands clutching at my head, as if I could physically hold back the painful memories that were flooding my mind.
Suddenly a warm weight settled around my shoulders. Matteo's suit jacket, I realized, as the scent of the cologne enveloped me. His hands closed around my wrists, gentle but firm, and he pulled me into a sitting position.
"Gabriella, breathe." He said, his voice low and steady. "You're safe. I've got you."
I tried to respond, but my voice was caught in my throat, and all that came out was a strangled sob.
His hands moved to my face, and slowly, he gave me cheeks a gentle rub. "You're safe." He repeated, his voice more gentle than the last. "I won't let anyone hurt you."
"You left me." I managed to whisper, my sobs slowly subsiding.
"I'm sorry." He said, and moved closer. "I shouldn't have done that."
As I calmed down, his hands dropped to my shoulders, his fingers wrapping around me in a gentle grip. "Better?"
I nodded, still trying to catch my breath. The panic attack had left me drained and shaky.
"Let's get you out of here." He said and helped me to my feet.
"Carlos..."
"is gone." He said quickly. I could sense his rage building up. "What he did to you won't go forgiven."
"I did hit him with a vase." I said softly. "I'm sorry about that."
We reached the door, and he pushed it open. "Let's get you to my car. Ready?"
I nodded, still feeling a bit drained from earlier. The atmosphere outside my room felt different, lighter somehow.
"Why is it so quiet?" I asked.
"It's a private hospital." He replied, wrapping his hands tighter around me when my steps became wobbly. "Easy. I've got you."
With his help, we reached his car, and he pulled the door open, carefully guiding me as I settled into the soft leather seat. A wave of exhaustion suddenly washed over me. He got in beside me, and the engine started, pulling away from the curb.
"You okay?" He asked, his voice low.
I nodded, taking a deep breath. "Who's.. who's driving?"
"My driver."
I turned my head towards him, trying to read his tone. "Why did you send someone else to get me?" I tried to keep my voice steady, but it came out more like a whimper.
There was a pause before he responded. "I had some business to attend to. I didn't think Carlos would be a complete fool."
I sniffled, wiping the tears off my cheeks. "Who is Carlos?"
Matteo's voice was smooth. "Carlos is someone who works for me. He's...not always the most subtle person."
I scoffed. "That's an understatement."
We remained silent for a few more minutes, the only sound was the soft low music coming from the radio.
"Where are we headed? I asked, breaking the silence.
"Los Angeles." It sounded more like a declaration than a reply.
"What's in Los Angeles?"
He adjusted the collar of his jacket on me. "Everything, Gabriella. It's where you are going to be safe, no one is going to hurt you there."
I let out a sigh, and didn't push it any further. I was too tired, too drained. As the car continued to move, I felt my eyelids grow heavy. I leaned against the seat, and let out another sigh.
"You should sleep." He said gently.
"Yeah." I whispered weakly. "Thank you, Matteo. I mean it."
As I drifted off to sleep, I felt Matteo's hand on my shoulder, holding me in place. Oddly, I felt safe, protected. I shouldn't trust him, but he was so far the only one who wasn't trying to kill me.
I didn't know how long I slept, but Matteo's hands gently nudged me awake. The car had come to a stop.
"We are at the airport." He said softly. "We're about to board a flight."
I sat up, rubbing my eyes. "Flight?"
"Los Angeles, remember?"
"Right." I replied with a nod.
He led me out of the car, and towards the supposed plane. I obviously couldn't see a thing, so I let Matteo hold my hand to guide me. His grip was firm, yet protective. Even without words it felt like he was assuring me that no one would get close enough to hurt me again.
As we boarded the plane, he guided me to our seats.
"This is definitely not economy." I joked as I sank into the plush leather.
He settled down beside me. "There are less people on first class. I'm trying to avoid anyone recognizing you."
After the flight attendants talked more and more on protocols and safety demonstrations, the plane finally took off. My mind raced with nothing but questions, Was this really it? Was I really leaving what was left of my family behind? What did Los Angeles hold for me? I didn't know anyone or anything. All I had was Matteo, and even though he has proved himself not to be the enemy, I still couldn't fully trust him.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked, his voice low.
I shrugged. "Just thinking about how this is my reality now, and how everything I had known is either dead, or far away."
"The things we do for survival." He said, a sign for resignation in his voice
Matteo's pov As much as I wanted to hear what Gabriella wanted to say, I didn't want her to be here. After our last argument, I decided it was best I stayed away. Both for my good and for hers. I couldn't afford those feelings I felt when I was around her. They did more harm than good. They were dangerous. "I got you this." She said and pulled up a little box from her bag.I eyed it suspiciously. "What is it?" "A music box. I went out the other day and got some. They have the most beautiful tunes. They're calming, you might need them.""Why?" I said as I took it from her hands. "Because of how much wrong I do?""I never thought of it that way, and if it is so much of an offence to you, perhaps you should just return it back. I apologize for being thoughtful. I almost forgot that you might lack a heart."I smiled at that and opened the box, letting the tune play out while what looked like a miniature cat twirled around on some rug. "It's…nice." I said and closed it back. "Thank you
Gabriella's pov"Today, I want to go to a phone store to get a phone." I said to the guards when I finished my breakfast. "I'm going to have to check in with Matteo." Romero replied."There's no need to check anything with Matteo. Last time we talked, he said I could get anything I wanted, a phone included." "He agreed." I heard his chair push back. "Would you like to leave now?" "I said you didn't have to ask him." I gritted through my teeth. Truth to be told, I was surprised that Matteo had agreed. After our last argument, I wasn't sure he wanted me to do anything but stay cooped up in this place. "Everything has to pass through with Matteo. I'm sorry, it's just orders."I gave him a face as I got up to my feet. "It's my life, not his."I lengthened my cane, and headed outside to where the car was waiting. On the way there, I kept picking at the skin in my palm. Will I be able to pull this off?Especially with the way Romero watched me like a hawk? "We're here." He said, jolt
Matteo's pov "What do you really do?" Gabriella asked. We were sitted in the garden, just enjoying the evening. I never would have thought that in all my years, I would sit down in a garden and relax, especially with someone like Gabriella. "I've told you not to ask me about this." I said, keeping my tone even."But I am asking, because I want to know." she insisted, lifting her chin stubbornly. "You want me to trust you, but how can I when I don't even know who you are?""You do know who I am. I'm Matteo." I replied, my tone light. "I have told you some things about myself." "Specific things that can't even hint at the kind of man you really are. I can't trust you, if you don't even trust me enough to be honest with me.""Gabriella," I said, and reached for her hand, but she must have sensed that because she flinched away immediately."I don't trust you." she repeated quietly. I set my cup down careful, ignoring the sting that came with her words, and actions."Gabriella, I've n
Gabriella's pov Matteo kept to his promises about me being able to leave the house, and I was ecstatic about it. Even though I couldn't see the places I visited, I could feel them like he said I would. The scents, music, people, the heat, I could feel it all, and it felt entirely different . It was like I was in my own world, a world that I created, deciding which colours I wanted my sky, and the appearance of people around me. I let down the car window, and let the warmth of the sun kiss my face. It didn't feel like screened rays from the sunroom of the house, or the filtered breeze from the open windows, but real warmth. The kind that made you soul lift your soul just a little.I didn't say anything as he car pulled up to a quiet street. I didn't need to. One of the guards opened the door, and I stepped outside, cane in hand, shoes crunching over the pavements. Matteo had insisted I get a cane to assist me in walking, without totally relying on anyone. I took in a deep breath, in
Matteo's povI couldn't believe she tried to escape, couldn't believe she even hurt herself in the process. She felt so light in my arms. and I couldn't help but notice how fragile she seemed. Her cheeks looked hollow, and her skin was pale. "When Gretta told me you were skipping meals, I didn't think you'd actually loose this much weight in a short period of time."She looked away from me, her brows furrowed in the defiance. "Where did you go to?" As I walked into the house, Gretta's eyes widened as she noticed who was in my arms. "Sir, I swear…I…I don't…""You're dismissed for the night, Gretta." I said, my tone sharp. "I'm sorry sir." She said quietly, before scurrying off. I knew it wasn't her fault that Gabriella hurt herself, but it was her silence that caused her to make this decision. I wasn't even supposed to be back this early. But then she had called last night complaining about Gabriella's refusal to eat and how worried she was. Looking down at the fragile woman in my
Gabriella's povI was safe. I was safe. I was safe. It was what I tried to tell myself even though I was so unhappy. It's been fourteen days since I've arrived in Los Angeles, and it felt like eternity since I felt I had any form of control over my life. It felt just like the hospital, but worse. Since I wasn't familiar with my surroundings, I couldn't move around as I pleased. I had a monotonous routine : wake up, eat, get ushered to the garden by the maid, Gretta, eat again, then sleep. I felt locked up.Matteo on the other hand was like a ghost. It was almost like I had made him up these past few months, and now my reality was struggling to keep up with my fantasy.I hardly slept, because my nightmares kept me up. The darkness was oppressive, like a physical weight that pressed down on me at all times. But what difference did it make? Day or Night, it was all the same to me. This left me filled with so much panic and anxiety, that I began to create scenarios in my head. I thought