LOGIN"What the fuck are you doing, Carlos?!" Matteo's voice boomed.
He let go of my hair, causing me to fall to the ground. "She attacked me, and then tried to run!"
I wrapped my arms around myself, shivering, panicking, trying to push away the horrors.
"I told you not to hurt her!" Matteo yelled, his tone icy. "Why the fuck would you grab her like some doll?!"
"My head feels like shit, and I'm the one bleeding!" He protested.
He hurried to my side, and I immediately flinched at his touch. "It's okay." He soothed, his voice a total contrast of what it was a second ago. "I'm not going to hurt you, Gabriella."
I whimpered, tightening my arm around myself. I curled up into a ball, my hands clutching at my head, as if I could physically hold back the painful memories that were flooding my mind.
Suddenly a warm weight settled around my shoulders. Matteo's suit jacket, I realized, as the scent of the cologne enveloped me. His hands closed around my wrists, gentle but firm, and he pulled me into a sitting position.
"Gabriella, breathe." He said, his voice low and steady. "You're safe. I've got you."
I tried to respond, but my voice was caught in my throat, and all that came out was a strangled sob.
His hands moved to my face, and slowly, he gave me cheeks a gentle rub. "You're safe." He repeated, his voice more gentle than the last. "I won't let anyone hurt you."
"You left me." I managed to whisper, my sobs slowly subsiding.
"I'm sorry." He said, and moved closer. "I shouldn't have done that."
As I calmed down, his hands dropped to my shoulders, his fingers wrapping around me in a gentle grip. "Better?"
I nodded, still trying to catch my breath. The panic attack had left me drained and shaky.
"Let's get you out of here." He said and helped me to my feet.
"Carlos..."
"is gone." He said quickly. I could sense his rage building up. "What he did to you won't go forgiven."
"I did hit him with a vase." I said softly. "I'm sorry about that."
We reached the door, and he pushed it open. "Let's get you to my car. Ready?"
I nodded, still feeling a bit drained from earlier. The atmosphere outside my room felt different, lighter somehow.
"Why is it so quiet?" I asked.
"It's a private hospital." He replied, wrapping his hands tighter around me when my steps became wobbly. "Easy. I've got you."
With his help, we reached his car, and he pulled the door open, carefully guiding me as I settled into the soft leather seat. A wave of exhaustion suddenly washed over me. He got in beside me, and the engine started, pulling away from the curb.
"You okay?" He asked, his voice low.
I nodded, taking a deep breath. "Who's.. who's driving?"
"My driver."
I turned my head towards him, trying to read his tone. "Why did you send someone else to get me?" I tried to keep my voice steady, but it came out more like a whimper.
There was a pause before he responded. "I had some business to attend to. I didn't think Carlos would be a complete fool."
I sniffled, wiping the tears off my cheeks. "Who is Carlos?"
Matteo's voice was smooth. "Carlos is someone who works for me. He's...not always the most subtle person."
I scoffed. "That's an understatement."
We remained silent for a few more minutes, the only sound was the soft low music coming from the radio.
"Where are we headed? I asked, breaking the silence.
"Los Angeles." It sounded more like a declaration than a reply.
"What's in Los Angeles?"
He adjusted the collar of his jacket on me. "Everything, Gabriella. It's where you are going to be safe, no one is going to hurt you there."
I let out a sigh, and didn't push it any further. I was too tired, too drained. As the car continued to move, I felt my eyelids grow heavy. I leaned against the seat, and let out another sigh.
"You should sleep." He said gently.
"Yeah." I whispered weakly. "Thank you, Matteo. I mean it."
As I drifted off to sleep, I felt Matteo's hand on my shoulder, holding me in place. Oddly, I felt safe, protected. I shouldn't trust him, but he was so far the only one who wasn't trying to kill me.
I didn't know how long I slept, but Matteo's hands gently nudged me awake. The car had come to a stop.
"We are at the airport." He said softly. "We're about to board a flight."
I sat up, rubbing my eyes. "Flight?"
"Los Angeles, remember?"
"Right." I replied with a nod.
He led me out of the car, and towards the supposed plane. I obviously couldn't see a thing, so I let Matteo hold my hand to guide me. His grip was firm, yet protective. Even without words it felt like he was assuring me that no one would get close enough to hurt me again.
As we boarded the plane, he guided me to our seats.
"This is definitely not economy." I joked as I sank into the plush leather.
He settled down beside me. "There are less people on first class. I'm trying to avoid anyone recognizing you."
After the flight attendants talked more and more on protocols and safety demonstrations, the plane finally took off. My mind raced with nothing but questions, Was this really it? Was I really leaving what was left of my family behind? What did Los Angeles hold for me? I didn't know anyone or anything. All I had was Matteo, and even though he has proved himself not to be the enemy, I still couldn't fully trust him.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked, his voice low.
I shrugged. "Just thinking about how this is my reality now, and how everything I had known is either dead, or far away."
"The things we do for survival." He said, a sign for resignation in his voice
MATTEO'S POV"She's not what I expected," Vinnie said from the doorway.“What exactly did you expect?”“I’m sure you know.” He replied, a hint of tease in his voice. “I don’t.” "No?" He came into the room anyway, because he always did. "She's sharper than you let on. Funnier too." A pause. "You've been underselling her.""I haven't been selling her at all.""That's the problem." He stopped in front of my desk, and I could feel him looking at me the way he had been looking at me since we were teenagers, like he could see straight through whatever face I put on and found the real version underneath mildly exhausting. "I told her about Luca."My pen stopped moving. “You did what?”"Not everything," he said quickly. "Just enough. That he existed. That you loved him. That losing him made you who you are." A beat. "She deserved to know that much."I set the pen down carefully. "That wasn't yours to tell. Vinnie, what the fuck is wrong with you?”“Matteo–”“No, what exactly are you playin
Gabriella's pov I heard him before Romero introduced him.He moved through the house like someone who had been here before. No hesitation at the doorways, no pause to get his bearings, footsteps that knew exactly where they were going. I was in the sitting room when he arrived, and I had already set down my audiobook and straightened up before Romero's voice came from the doorway."Gabriella, Matteo's guest is here. He'd like to say hello.""Vinnie," I said, before he could add anything else.A beat of surprised silence, and then a voice — lower than Matteo's, with a warmth in it that felt entirely unguarded. "She knows my name. Matteo mentioned me.""Matteo mentioned you once." I turned my head toward the sound of him. "You walk like you own the place."He laughed. It was a good laugh, the kind that didn't perform itself. "I practically furnished it. Can I sit?""It's not my house.""No," he said, settling into the chair across from me, "but it's your sitting room. There's a differe
I knew before Romero said anything.There was a particular quality to the house when Matteo was deliberately absent from it, different from when he was simply busy, or travelling, or shut inside his study with the door locked and his mind three cities away. This was different. This was a withdrawal, careful and deliberate, like a tide pulling back from shore with full knowledge of what it was leaving exposed. I had grown too familiar with the rhythm of him to miss it. I felt it the morning after he'd brought me the water and the tablets and stood too long at my door, and I felt it again every morning after that when training simply did not happen and no one offered me a reason."He's unavailable this morning," Romero told me on the first day, in the careful tone of a man delivering a message he hadn't written."All right," I said.I went to the garden alone. I sat in the spot where we had trained and counted my breathing the way Matteo had taught me and told myself this was fine. He w
The call came at seven in the morning, which meant Vinnie was either in a different time zone or had something to say that couldn't wait. With Vinnie, it was usually both."You sound like you haven't slept," he said, by way of greeting."I slept fine." I leaned back in my chair and pressed two fingers to the bridge of my nose. Outside the study window, the Los Angeles morning was already bright and offensively cheerful. "What do you want, Vinnie?""I'm calling to check in on my oldest friend." A pause that lasted exactly long enough to be deliberate. "And to ask how the girl is doing."I set my pen down. "She's fine.""Fine," he repeated. "That's all I get. Fine.""That's all there is.""Mm." Another pause. I could hear him moving, the familiar sound of a chair scraping back, footsteps crossing a hard floor. He'd always thought better on his feet. "So you cancelled the Geneva meeting for no reason.""I rescheduled it.""You rescheduled it," he said slowly, like he was tasting the word
I woke up with my arms aching.Not the dull, familiar ache of a bad night, though I'd had one of those too. The kind where I clawed my way out of a dream right before the fire got to me, but something more immediate. A burn in my shoulders, a tenderness at my wrists where Matteo had gripped them and said, step in, not away. It was strange to wake up in pain that had nothing to do with grief. Strange, and almost a relief.I lay there for a while, listening to the house breathe. It had its own rhythm now that I knew it. The distant clatter of Gretta setting up breakfast somewhere below, the low mechanical hum of the air conditioning cycling on, the faint birdsong that came every morning from the side garden where the hedges were thick. I used to hate the mornings here. They felt like the same darkness with better sound design. Lately, I had been waking up before Gretta knocked. I wasn't sure what to make of that.I got up slowly, stretching my arms overhead and wincing at the pull in
I stood because he told me to. That was the thing about Matteo—he didn’t ask, not really. He spoke like gravity itself bent to his words, like I’d follow before I even realized I was moving. And the most irritating part? I did.The bench felt suddenly cold without him beside me, and the sunlight was too sharp on my face. His hand hovered close, waiting, and though I hated the idea of needing him, I hated more how natural it felt when my fingers slipped into his. His hand was warm, steady, alive in a way I hadn’t let myself touch in weeks.“Count your steps,” he said. Low. Certain. Unyielding.So I did.“One. Two. Three…”At first, it felt childish. Like I’d been reduced to a little girl learning to cross a street again. But his voice followed me, not with corrections, just presence—close enough to catch me, far enough to let me try. Somewhere between twenty and thirty, I caught the rhythm of it. Breathing on the even numbers, like he told me, grounding myself with each inhale.The path
MATTEO'S POVI found her in the garden. The sun wasn't even completely up yet, and there she was, just sitting, her eyes closed as her head was tilted up to the sky. I could have sworn I saw a small smile there as a bird passed her by. She was beautiful, all bundled up in her grey cotton sweater. I
Gabriella's povIt's been days since I gifted Matteo the music box, days since I hid the mini recorder in there, and days since I got nothing tangible. Most of what he talked about was work. The actual work he had mentioned in the beginning, selling cars and other things. A part of me was slightly r
Matteo's pov As much as I wanted to hear what Gabriella wanted to say, I didn't want her to be here. After our last argument, I decided it was best I stayed away. Both for my good and for hers. I couldn't afford those feelings I felt when I was around her. They did more harm than good. They were d
Gabriella's pov"Today, I want to go to a phone store to get a phone." I said to the guards when I finished my breakfast. "I'm going to have to check in with Matteo." Romero replied."There's no need to check anything with Matteo. Last time we talked, he said I could get anything I wanted, a phone







