He came again. More times than I could count, and everytime he did, he always brought some kind of token. Flowers, junk food the hospital would never allow. It was almost like he was baiting me, trying to get me to lower my guard, trying to get me to trust him. But I couldn't, not him, not anyone, not ever.
He never stayed too long either, thirty minutes at most. It was enough for me to get info that he let me gain. His name was Matteo Morandi, didn't sound like a name I've heard before, but I was never good with remembering. He owned properties, car stores, and my father had been an acquaintance with his father. He had lent him some money once when his business was going under. Since Matteo's father died, he placed it upon himself to pay my father back. He was a mysterious man, who kept things about himself vague.
"Why did you save me?" I asked.
I didn't know how long it has been since I was here, and I didn't care either. I felt hollow, empty…
"You keep asking me a question that I don't have the answer for." He replied. Even though I couldn't see him, I could almost picture how he looked like, tall, maybe dark air, a chiseled jaw, sharp eyes..but that was just my imagination running wild. For all I knew he could be entirely different. But his voice, it was deep, smooth, and commanding, like he was used to being in charge.
"I just want to know the truth."
"You keep asking me a question that I don't have the answer to." He repeated, his tone firm. "Accept your reality, Gabriella."
I trailed my fingers over the scar on my stomach. "You should have let me die."
A moment passed before he spoke. "Maybe."
Tension seemed to slip into the air, and I could feel the weight of his words. Regret? Doubt? Or the acknowledgement of the complexity of the situation?
"I don't trust you." I said, after a couple seconds of silence. "You might think you're fooling me by dropping little details about yourself, but I'm not buying it."
His presence seemed to shift, like he was leaning forward. "It's smart that you don't."
"If you're going to kill me, then I think it's rather sick that you brought me to a hospital to heal, and try to get better."
"If I wanted you dead, I would have let the fire finish you off." He said.
A shiver ran down my spine as I thought about that night, but I kept my tone steady. "But you didn't."
"No, I didn't." He agreed, his voice low and even. "And that should tell you something."
I raised an eyebrow. "Tell me what?"
He stood up and leaned towards me. "It means I'm not your enemy, Gabriella. At least, not yet."
I sighed, blinking into the darkness that loomed around me. "I really don't care what happens. A part of me had died in that fire, and all that's left is this emptiness."
"That's all everyone ever has." He whispered.
Silence followed, and I could tell he slipped into a memory. I wonder what it was, how bad it was.
"Times up. I have to go." He finally said, his tone sharp. "By the end of the week, we're going to be leaving Miami. If word gets out that you are alive, Gabriella, you're going to really wish you were dead."
He didn't wait for my reply before he left the room, locking the door behind him, leaving me in silence.
****
The week passed by quickly, and when my room door had opened, I knew it was time. The nurse had come in earlier to help me with a change of clothes. So I waited by the edge of my bed, my nerves heightened. I had been safe in this room's bubble for weeks, and now I was finally stepping out, into the unknown. For all I know, Matteo could be working for the masked man, and this could all be a trap.
But the voice that sliced through the air, wasn't that of Matteo. "It's time to leave."
My entire body tensed. "Who are you?"
He snorted. "Matteo sent me to pick you up. You ready?"
"Do you always chew that loud?" I asked, slightly irritated by how loud and annoying he chewed his gum.
I could almost feel him roll his eyes. "Apologies. Now, are you ready to leave?"
"I'm not leaving until Matteo gets here."
"He sent me here to get you." The man said again, laying more emphasis on each word. "I'd be in trouble if I don't."
Subtly I kept my hand at the stand beside my bed, ready to hurl anything at him if he got too close. "Matteo should have known I wouldn't leave with anyone that isn't him."
"If he could get here, then he wouldn't have sent me." The voice replied dryly.
"I'm not leaving this room with someone I don't know." I said firmly. "Go tell Matteo that."
"Okay, fuck this." The voice said and began heading towards me. "I'm not being paid enough for this shit."
He grabbed me by my arm with so much force, and hurled me to my feet. "We are leaving."
"No! Let me go!" I screamed, and at instinct, picked up a vase and slammed it on his head.
His grip on my faltered and I used that opportunity to scurry away, and head for the door. But I didn't get close because he grabbed me by my hair, and pulled me back.
"You psychotic bitch! Are you trying to get me concussed?!" He snarled, gnashing his teeth loudly.
But I wasn't scared of him, I was scared of the memories he had triggered. In the darkness, images of that night flashed before me. My mother's lifeless body, My father's face in pain, me on my knees, being held down…. this couldn't be happening again. I was frozen, helpless again…help me! help me! help me! help me!
At that moment, the door swung open.
"What the fuck are you doing, Carlos?!"
Matteo's pov As much as I wanted to hear what Gabriella wanted to say, I didn't want her to be here. After our last argument, I decided it was best I stayed away. Both for my good and for hers. I couldn't afford those feelings I felt when I was around her. They did more harm than good. They were dangerous. "I got you this." She said and pulled up a little box from her bag.I eyed it suspiciously. "What is it?" "A music box. I went out the other day and got some. They have the most beautiful tunes. They're calming, you might need them.""Why?" I said as I took it from her hands. "Because of how much wrong I do?""I never thought of it that way, and if it is so much of an offence to you, perhaps you should just return it back. I apologize for being thoughtful. I almost forgot that you might lack a heart."I smiled at that and opened the box, letting the tune play out while what looked like a miniature cat twirled around on some rug. "It's…nice." I said and closed it back. "Thank you
Gabriella's pov"Today, I want to go to a phone store to get a phone." I said to the guards when I finished my breakfast. "I'm going to have to check in with Matteo." Romero replied."There's no need to check anything with Matteo. Last time we talked, he said I could get anything I wanted, a phone included." "He agreed." I heard his chair push back. "Would you like to leave now?" "I said you didn't have to ask him." I gritted through my teeth. Truth to be told, I was surprised that Matteo had agreed. After our last argument, I wasn't sure he wanted me to do anything but stay cooped up in this place. "Everything has to pass through with Matteo. I'm sorry, it's just orders."I gave him a face as I got up to my feet. "It's my life, not his."I lengthened my cane, and headed outside to where the car was waiting. On the way there, I kept picking at the skin in my palm. Will I be able to pull this off?Especially with the way Romero watched me like a hawk? "We're here." He said, jolt
Matteo's pov "What do you really do?" Gabriella asked. We were sitted in the garden, just enjoying the evening. I never would have thought that in all my years, I would sit down in a garden and relax, especially with someone like Gabriella. "I've told you not to ask me about this." I said, keeping my tone even."But I am asking, because I want to know." she insisted, lifting her chin stubbornly. "You want me to trust you, but how can I when I don't even know who you are?""You do know who I am. I'm Matteo." I replied, my tone light. "I have told you some things about myself." "Specific things that can't even hint at the kind of man you really are. I can't trust you, if you don't even trust me enough to be honest with me.""Gabriella," I said, and reached for her hand, but she must have sensed that because she flinched away immediately."I don't trust you." she repeated quietly. I set my cup down careful, ignoring the sting that came with her words, and actions."Gabriella, I've n
Gabriella's pov Matteo kept to his promises about me being able to leave the house, and I was ecstatic about it. Even though I couldn't see the places I visited, I could feel them like he said I would. The scents, music, people, the heat, I could feel it all, and it felt entirely different . It was like I was in my own world, a world that I created, deciding which colours I wanted my sky, and the appearance of people around me. I let down the car window, and let the warmth of the sun kiss my face. It didn't feel like screened rays from the sunroom of the house, or the filtered breeze from the open windows, but real warmth. The kind that made you soul lift your soul just a little.I didn't say anything as he car pulled up to a quiet street. I didn't need to. One of the guards opened the door, and I stepped outside, cane in hand, shoes crunching over the pavements. Matteo had insisted I get a cane to assist me in walking, without totally relying on anyone. I took in a deep breath, in
Matteo's povI couldn't believe she tried to escape, couldn't believe she even hurt herself in the process. She felt so light in my arms. and I couldn't help but notice how fragile she seemed. Her cheeks looked hollow, and her skin was pale. "When Gretta told me you were skipping meals, I didn't think you'd actually loose this much weight in a short period of time."She looked away from me, her brows furrowed in the defiance. "Where did you go to?" As I walked into the house, Gretta's eyes widened as she noticed who was in my arms. "Sir, I swear…I…I don't…""You're dismissed for the night, Gretta." I said, my tone sharp. "I'm sorry sir." She said quietly, before scurrying off. I knew it wasn't her fault that Gabriella hurt herself, but it was her silence that caused her to make this decision. I wasn't even supposed to be back this early. But then she had called last night complaining about Gabriella's refusal to eat and how worried she was. Looking down at the fragile woman in my
Gabriella's povI was safe. I was safe. I was safe. It was what I tried to tell myself even though I was so unhappy. It's been fourteen days since I've arrived in Los Angeles, and it felt like eternity since I felt I had any form of control over my life. It felt just like the hospital, but worse. Since I wasn't familiar with my surroundings, I couldn't move around as I pleased. I had a monotonous routine : wake up, eat, get ushered to the garden by the maid, Gretta, eat again, then sleep. I felt locked up.Matteo on the other hand was like a ghost. It was almost like I had made him up these past few months, and now my reality was struggling to keep up with my fantasy.I hardly slept, because my nightmares kept me up. The darkness was oppressive, like a physical weight that pressed down on me at all times. But what difference did it make? Day or Night, it was all the same to me. This left me filled with so much panic and anxiety, that I began to create scenarios in my head. I thought