로그인POV: Charlotte
I gave up trying to sleep around one in the morning.
There wasn’t anything specific keeping me awake, not the podium, not the word treatment, just the general restlessness that had settled into me since the gala, the kind that made the ceiling above my bed feel too close and the silence in the house feel too loud at the same time. I lay there for almost an hour trying to talk myself into drowsiness before I finally gave up, pulled on a sweater over my pajama
POV: CharlotteI was starting to lose count of the events.Galas, shareholder dinners, charity functions, the names blurred together more with each one, different venues, same crowds, the same careful smiles I’d learned to wear like a second skin. This one was a children’s hospital fundraiser, held in a ballroom dripping with white orchids, and I found myself thinking, somewhere between the welcome speech and the first course, that I’d attended more formal events in the past few months than I had in my entire life before this marriage.“You look like you’re somewhere else,” Damien said quietly, leaning toward me as the speeches wound down.“I’m thinking about how many more of these there are going to be,” I admitted.“Hundreds, probably. Maybe more.” He said it lightly, but something in his eyes when he glanced at me afterward wasn’t entirely teasing. “You’re handli
POV: CharlotteI noticed the books first, though it took me longer than it should have to actually notice that I’d noticed.There was a new one in the library every few days, sitting on the small side table near the reading chair where I always sat, never announced, never explained, just there when I came in like it had always belonged in that exact spot. The first time I assumed Helen had ordered something for the household generally and it had simply ended up in my path by accident. The second time, a collection of essays by a writer I’d mentioned once, in passing, weeks ago, during one of our midnight conversations in the kitchen, I started paying closer attention.By the fourth book I’d stopped pretending it was coincidence.The coffee was harder to explain away too. I’d never told anyone exactly how I liked it, not the temperature, not the exact way I let it cool slightly before drinking because I’d burned my tongue too
POV: DamienThe conference room on the fortieth floor had the kind of silence that only happened when people were waiting to discuss something they’d rather not say out loud.I sat at the head of the table with Lucas on my left and two members of the legal team across from us, folders open, the succession planning documents spread out between us in the precise, careful arrangement Lucas always used when he wanted a meeting to feel less serious than it actually was.“We need to revisit the marriage contract provisions,” Lucas said, sliding a copy across the table toward me. “Specifically the succession clauses tied to it. The board’s been asking informal questions about long term planning, and I’d rather we have clean answers ready before anyone asks formally.”“What kind of questions,” I said.“The usual kind boards ask when they’re nervous about a CEO’s stability.” He di
POV: CharlotteI gave up trying to sleep around one in the morning.There wasn’t anything specific keeping me awake, not the podium, not the word treatment, just the general restlessness that had settled into me since the gala, the kind that made the ceiling above my bed feel too close and the silence in the house feel too loud at the same time. I lay there for almost an hour trying to talk myself into drowsiness before I finally gave up, pulled on a sweater over my pajamas, and went downstairs for water I didn’t really want, mostly just for something to do with my hands.The kitchen light was already on.I almost turned around before I saw him properly, standing at the window above the sink with a glass in his hand, still in the shirt he’d worn to dinner, sleeves pushed up, looking out at something in the dark garden that probably wasn’t actually there.“You’re awake,” I said, because it seemed better than
POV: CharlotteI didn’t say anything to him the next morning.I’d promised myself I would, lying awake half the night turning that word over and over, treatment, treatment, treatment, until it had worn itself smooth and strange in my mind, the kind of word that stops sounding real the longer you sit with it alone in the dark. But when I came down for breakfast he was already gone, a note from Helen saying he’d left early for the office, and by the time he resurfaced that evening he was tired and distracted and talking about some event the next night that he needed me at, and the moment slipped past me the way moments do when you’re not brave enough to grab them while they’re still in front of you.So instead I went to the event still carrying it, unspoken, sitting somewhere underneath my ribs like a stone I’d swallowed and couldn’t quite settle.It was at Blackwood Tower itself this time, some kind of annual addre
Charlotte POVHe skipped breakfast on a Tuesday, which wasn’t unusual on its own. Damien sometimes had early calls, meetings that ran into the morning, reasons that explained an empty chair across from me at the table.But then he skipped it again on Thursday, and this time Helen mentioned, almost as an afterthought while clearing the plates, that he’d already left for his study before sunrise, that he’d asked her not to bring anything up.I noticed the stair rail next.It was such a small thing I almost laughed at myself for noticing it at all. He’d always taken the stairs the same way, quick, even, barely touching the rail except to glance a hand along it out of habit. Now he gripped it. Properly gripped it, knuckles tightening as he went down, the way someone holds onto something when they’re not entirely sure their legs will cooperate without it.I watched him do it twice before I let myself believe I wasn’t







