"You look beautiful, sir!" Emma beamed as she fussed over the lapels of my tuxedo.
It was beautiful. A luxurious, all-white tuxedo tailored to fit royalty—crisp silk lapels, soft matte linen underneath, glimmering silver cufflinks shaped like tiny crescent moons. The jacket hugged my waist and flared just slightly at the hips, the trousers pressed to perfection. Even the shoes shone like they'd never been touched by dirt. I looked like a dream. A perfect little Luna for the pack. And it was fucking absurd. "It's custom that when a new Luna is introduced, they wear all white," Emma said proudly, smoothing the sleeves. I hated it. I wasn't some blushing bride. I wasn't walking down the aisle full of love and promise. I'd been sold—given away like a cheap inheritance—to some stupid brat I didn't even know. What the hell was there to celebrate? Was it because this Levi kid was the alpha's son? Who gives a fuck? I don't. Every time I've seen him, my skin's crawled. Something about him puts me on edge, makes my instincts buzz like a warning alarm. Lucky for me, he doesn't seem too fond of me either. We haven't even spoken yet. Just mutual avoidance, cold stares, and silent disgust. Fine by me. The only good thing—the only good thing—was that now I had opportunities. A mansion this big? Rich people with loose pockets? I could start skimming valuables little by little. Pawn them off. Build up enough to run, vanish, and start over somewhere far away. I didn't have anything to my name. I didn't even own socks. But that meant I had nothing to lose. If I could just survive a few months here, I'd make it out. I could find someone better. Someone not.... fucking Levi. "Are you okay, sir? You look a little sick," Emma asked, fanning me gently with her hand. For a second, I almost told her everything. Just let it all fall out—how I wanted to run, how I hated this, how I needed help. But I didn't know her. She'd assigned herself to me two days ago and hadn't left my side since. Maybe she was sweet. Maybe she was just doing her job. But maybe—just maybe—she was reporting everything to Levi and his parents. And where would that leave me? Nowhere. Same as always. No. I've already been sold off like cattle. I can't get lower than this. From here on out, it's only up. My escape plan is the only thing keeping me sane. "I'm fine," I lied. Emma smiled, satisfied. "What a great honor to be mated to the pack leader's son." "I'm sure it is," I said, matching her tone with a perfect smile. So far, I'd given her all the right answers. No irritation. No suspicion. No beatings. Yet. I might just be able to pull this escape off. Soon, the world would be mine. "Knock knock!" The voice that followed sent a chill down my spine. Sharp. Bitchy. Familiar. Emma lit up like it was a holiday. "Oh, your family has come to visit you. How precious! I'll let you guys speak alone for a bit." She slipped out, blissfully unaware—or just pretending not to notice the shift in the air. Fuck. I turned in my seat to face them. My parents. My sister. Three faces I knew better than my own reflection, each one carved in stone and judgment. "Look at you," Esme sneered. "They cleaned you a bit and now you think you're something?" Her eyes roamed over the tux like it offended her. "An omega's life can only go two ways," she muttered with a roll of her eyes. "Well, it has nothing to do with us anymore," my father said, arms crossed. "You did your part for the family. At least you were able to make yourself useful." Funny. That was the closest thing to praise I'd heard from him in years. And even then, it felt like a knife to the ribs. I kept my expression still. Calm. Like it didn't hurt. But it did. "The least you could do is smile," my mom said, eyeing my still expression like it offended her. "You don't know how embarrassed I've been. People are saying we threw our burden onto the pack leader's son." Then why do it? Why sell me off at all? But of course, in this family, the sky could fall and they'd find a way to blame me. "Don't embarrass us out there," Dad added, patting my shoulder like I wasn't already resisting the urge to scream. "You should be on your best behavior." What could I possibly do today that wasn't? "I don't think we have to worry about that, Dad," Esme said sweetly, her eyes sharp on me. "Everyone knows the pack leader's family doesn't tolerate crap from anybody. As soon as he messes up, they'll probably educate him real good. You know how Levi can get." "That's right," Mom chuckled. "You'd better be careful. The pack leader's son won't hesitate to disfigure you if you step out of line. You belong to him now. Don't forget that. And if something does happen, don't even think about coming back to our house. We won't help you." No surprise there. But still. Hearing it stung. "We should still make him come by three times a week! I still need my stuff cleaned!" Esme frowned. "We'll talk to Alpha Dunham and arrange it," Dad said. "There's a lot of things that need to be dealt with from the past few days." I won't be doing it. I'd rather die. Seriously. Death is my last escape plan, and honestly? It's not off the table. Happy thoughts, Conan! Happy thoughts! Your life is over—but somehow, it's just beginning. You're out of their house now. One foot out the door. Just a few more steps... "Oh, and don't think you're actually something now," Esme added, voice all venom and glee. "Everyone knows your spot should've been Rebecca's. Levi's in love with her." Didn't matter. Had nothing to do with me. And yet... something about it still pissed me off. "Why's he still mute?" Esme muttered, stepping forward and shoving my shoulder. "Don't you hear me talking to you?" I didn't answer. I didn't have to answer her anymore. I wasn't their puppet. I turned back to the mirror and ignored them, adjusting my cufflinks like they weren't even there. In the reflection, I saw her raise her fist. Emma re-entered the room just in time, and Mom yanked Esme's arm down before it could land. Good to know. Emma might be annoying, but... she just might be useful. ⸻ The large double doors opened with a slow, ominous creak, revealing a vast hall filled with far too many people. Of course it was crowded—this was a ceremonial day, after all. But the second those doors opened, I felt every eye snap toward me. Hundreds of stares. Not a single smile among them. So much for slipping away. Everyone had seen me now. They knew who I was. Knew what I was here for. My escape would have to wait—unless I wanted to cause a scandal and get tackled before I made it two feet. I scanned the front of the room, and there they were. Levi and some other guy—both staring me down like I was something filthy tracked in from outside. Their glares practically screamed turn back, run while you can. But I wasn't going to run. Not today. I'd already lost—lost my home, lost my family, lost any choice I ever had in my life. I had nothing left to lose. Which meant everything from now on would be a gain. Levi's eyes locked with mine, and the pressure in his stare turned sharp. It actually made me look away. My feet moved faster, carrying me toward the altar like it might disappear if I hesitated too long. And then, for the first time, I really looked at Levi. He was tall, dressed in a pristine black suit that fit him like a second skin. Curls—dark brown, maybe even black—sat perfectly tousled atop his head. His eyes were a deep, unreadable brown, and everything about his face was infuriatingly symmetrical. Of course he was handsome. He was an alpha. They always are. Maybe that's why I hated looking at him. He was exactly like the world that sold me—perfect on the outside, poisoned on the inside. But still... why the hell was he glaring at me so hard? Frank, the officiant, spoke a few words from memory—none of which I listened to—and then a cold ring was slipped onto my hand. We bowed. First to his parents, then to mine, then to each other. It was humiliating. And now it was official. I was "mated" to Levi Dunham. Just like that. No choice, no freedom, just a short ceremony and a cold kiss. He barely brushed my lips, sealing the deal with a look in his eyes that said don't think this means anything. I had to smile. I forced myself to smile. I wanted to throw up. — How many damn people were in this place? As we moved toward the banquet hall, everyone seemed to orbit around Levi like he was some celestial body. Hugging him. Clapping him on the back. Wishing him well. Some even joked about hearing "news" of children soon. Not one of them looked at me. Not one word. Not even a passing glance. I didn't let my expression slip. The mask stayed on. Perfect and cold. We entered another massive room—the dinner hall—and were led to a table right at the front. Fancy, of course. A light dinner was served, followed by a speech from the pack leader, then— Oh, of course. The dance. Time for me to dance with Levi. The music started. The crowd parted. Levi took my hand without a word and led me to the floor. We moved in practiced steps to the rhythm, but it wasn't romantic. It was stiff. Formal. Cold. And then it was over. And just like that, I was replaced. People lined up to dance with him. Laughing. Teasing. Gushing. And I was shoved aside, forgotten like trash someone didn't know what to do with. I stood alone. Just watching the party. I told myself I didn't care. That it didn't matter. But... for some reason, I couldn't stop watching. I didn't understand it. The night dragged on. I was exhausted. My back ached, my legs were sore, and my smile had long since slipped away. A sigh escaped me before I could stop it. And that's when he approached. The redhead who'd been standing next to Levi earlier. Without warning, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a dance. No invitation. No choice. "You should smile or at least try to look happy," he said, voice sharp enough to snap me out of whatever daze I was in. "Of course I should," I murmured, dropping my gaze. There was something hostile about him—like he was vibrating with anger. "It's your duty. You should at least save some face." I stopped moving for a second. What face did I have to save? These people had stripped me of everything. What else did they want? "Don't you dare cry," he whispered in a low hiss, spinning me back into the rhythm. "It's not appropriate. God, this is why no one is going to listen to you, fucking useless omega." My head snapped up. "Who the fuck is crying?" I hissed through clenched teeth, glaring up at him. My whole body was shaking with rage. He faltered. "You—" "Come, it's time to leave," a deeper voice cut through, calm and dangerous. A hand settled on my shoulder, halting the dance. My blood ran cold. Right. I had to leave with him. Levi. The redhead—Charlie—tightened his grip on my wrist for just a second before I managed to respond. "Su-sure, let's go," I said, my voice unsteady. I tried to pull away, but Charlie's hand wouldn't let go. Not until Levi spoke again. "Charlie, just let it go today. I'm tired enough." Charlie exhaled, slow and deliberate. "Of course. I wish you two much success together." His words were really a death sentence. Then he disappeared into the crowd. Levi didn't say anything else. He just turned and stalked toward the exit, his shoulders tense with restrained fury. I followed behind, quiet, submissive. What else could I do? We walked through endless corridors, past polished wood and glowing chandeliers, past doors I couldn't even count. Finally, we stopped in front of two massive, ornate doors that stood taller than the rest. From the window beside them... I could see the edge of the territory. So close. Freedom was so fucking close. This was the best and worst day of my life.There were only ten days left until Conan gave birth, and I couldn’t help but marvel at how fast everything had gone. It felt like yesterday I was dragging him home after finding out he was pregnant—and now, here we were. I caught him staring down at his belly like it still didn’t feel real to him. “There really isn’t much time left,” Conan said quietly, his fingers absentmindedly tracing the curve of his stomach. Since our fight a while back, Conan had retracted what he said about feeling smothered and started letting me dote on him again—but I took his words to heart anyway. Even if it was hard, I gave him space when he needed it. One night without him had been enough to make me realize I didn’t want to push him that far again. “We still have to settle on a name to tell everyone for now,” he added. We’d gone through countless options but still hadn’t chosen one. Nothing stuck. So we decided to wait—see what felt right when the time came. “The little one will come out just fine
I lay back in Alex’s bed, staring up at the ceiling, feeling more exhausted than I had any right to be. Not physically—though pregnancy had me beat most days—but emotionally. I was drained. The room was quiet except for the faint ticking of the wall clock. I was too miserly to actually spend the money on a hotel, not when I’d been slowly building up my secret “escape fund,” but now the lumpy mattress beneath me made me question that decision. I shifted to my side, pulling the blanket tighter around me. The only thing I could really think about was the look on Levi’s face. The way his eyes had looked like glass when I’d shut that taxi door. The rearview mirror had caught the exact moment he broke, and it played over and over in my mind like some twisted loop. He looked like I’d stabbed him. I exhaled, rubbing a hand across my forehead. “I did the right thing, right?” I asked aloud when Alex came in, tossing me an extra pillow like I was some honored guest in his apartment. “You we
I’ve never hated a human the way I hated Alex Esteves. He was smug. He was mouthy. He was everywhere. And worst of all? He was Conan’s best friend. Which left me with one very specific problem: if I broke every bone in his irritating little body like I wanted to, Conan would hate me. Maybe even leave me. But if I didn’t, I might actually explode from the pressure of tolerating him. By the time I reached his apartment, my jaw was clenched so hard it felt like it might crack. I barely remembered the drive. My hands were locked on the steering wheel the whole way there, and the sound of the engine wasn’t nearly loud enough to drown out the rage building in my head. And this place? His building looked like it hadn’t seen maintenance since the invention of indoor plumbing. Flickering hallway lights, weak security, thin walls. Conan came here? Frequently? I stomped up the stairs and knocked once. Nothing. I knocked again—harder, sharper. Finally, the door swung open and there he was
I sat down on the icy bench at the park, letting out a long, exhausted breath. For once, despite the cold seeping through my coat and into my bones, it felt good to be outside. My back ached, my feet were swollen, and my ankles hated me, but at least I wasn’t being hovered over for the first time in what felt like forever. Levi had been suffocating. Not in the bad way—but definitely in the overwhelming, “I love you so much I’m going to stare at you for ten hours straight” way. If he wasn’t massaging my feet or monitoring how many bites I took, he was scowling at anyone who even looked at me in public. His obsession with rubbing my belly every three minutes was almost endearing… until it wasn’t. I had to beg his dad to take him to work today. Force him, even. He almost faked a stomach flu just to stay home and hold my ankles or whatever weird thing he felt like doing today. “Look at that guy’s stomach!” I turned my head slowly. Some kids were building a snowman just a few feet awa
“It’s cold, so make sure you stay buttoned up,” I told Conan, tugging his coat tighter around him and slipping his mittens on. “It’s fine, I’m riding in the car,” he grumbled, waddling along like the roundest, cutest angry penguin the pack had ever seen. The past month had been nothing short of bliss. Tensions at the border were dying down, Elder Tom was finally talking about formally introducing Conan to the rest of the elders after the baby was born—and I’d somehow managed to avoid a full week of border duty just in time to celebrate. That celebration, of course, was a little something Conan didn’t see coming. “Oh, there’s something on the windshield,” I said casually as we approached the car. “Can you get me the wiper from the trunk?” He waddled to the back, muttering something under his breath, and popped the trunk open. Then— Thud! The hood of the trunk came down and smacked the bottom of his chin. “Motherfucker!” he barked, stumbling back and collapsing to the ground, h
Okay. Yeah. There were definitely feelings here. There had to be, considering the things I’d done with Levi lately—and not during a heat, mind you—and somehow, I hadn’t felt disgusted at all. In fact, it was the opposite. I kept wanting him more. I wanted him with this sort of desperate craving that made my stomach flutter and my head ache. “Yeah, you’ve fallen for him, stupid. But birds of a feather flock together,” Alex rolled his eyes at me after I finished unloading everything. “Do you really think so?” I asked, cautiously hopeful. That’s how far gone I was—I was seeking Alex’s approval. He gave me a tired glare. “Loser, you like him so much that you actually changed your mind about him completely. You sat here for thirty fucking minutes praising him like he invented the sun.” “When I think about it…” I started slowly, trying to piece it all together, “maybe that uncomfortable feeling wasn’t really discomfort. I just didn’t know what it was. I thought it was bad since I’ve ne